PARKER ADDERSON, PHILOSOPHER

"Prisoner, what is your name?"

"As I am to lose it at daylight to-morrow morning it is hardly worth

while concealing it. Parker Adderson."

"Your rank?"

"A somewhat humble one; commissioned officers are too precious to be

risked in the perilous business of a spy. I am a sergeant."

"Of what regiment?"

"You must excuse me; my answer might, for anything I know, give you an

idea of whose forces are in your front. Such knowledge as that is what I

came into your lines to obtain, not to impart."

"You are not without wit."

"If you have the patience to wait you will find me dull enough

to-morrow."

"How do you know that you are to die to-morrow morning?"

"Among spies captured by night that is the custom. It is one of the nice

observances of the profession."

The general so far laid aside the dignity appropriate to a Confederate

officer of high rank and wide renown as to smile. But no one in his

power and out of his favor would have drawn any happy augury from that

outward and visible sign of approval. It was neither genial nor

infectious; it did not communicate itself to the other persons exposed

to it--the caught spy who had provoked it and the armed guard who had

brought him into the tent and now stood a little apart, watching his

prisoner in the yellow candle-light. It was no part of that warrior's

duty to smile; he had been detailed for another purpose. The

conversation was resumed; it was in character a trial for a capital

offense.

"You admit, then, that you are a spy--that you came into my camp,

disguised as you are in the uniform of a Confederate soldier, to obtain

information secretly regarding the numbers and disposition of my

troops."

"Regarding, particularly, their numbers. Their disposition I already

knew. It is morose."

The general brightened again; the guard, with a severer sense of his

responsibility, accentuated the austerity of his expression and stood a

trifle more erect than before. Twirling his gray slouch hat round and

round upon his forefinger, the spy took a leisurely survey of his

surroundings. They were simple enough. The tent was a common "wall

tent," about eight feet by ten in dimensions, lighted by a single tallow

candle stuck into the haft of a bayonet, which was itself stuck into a

pine table at which the general sat, now busily writing and apparently

forgetful of his unwilling guest. An old rag carpet covered the earthen

floor; an older leather trunk, a second chair and a roll of blankets

were about all else that the tent contained; in General Clavering's

command Confederate simplicity and penury of "pomp and circumstance" had

attained their highest development. On a large nail driven into the tent

pole at the entrance was suspended a sword-belt supporting a long sabre,

a pistol in its holster and, absurdly enough, a bowie-knife. Of that

most unmilitary weapon it was the general's habit to explain that it was

a souvenir of the peaceful days when he was a civilian.

It was a stormy night. The rain cascaded upon the canvas in torrents,

with the dull, drum-like sound familiar to dwellers in tents. As the

whooping blasts charged upon it the frail structure shook and swayed and

strained at its confining stakes and ropes.

The general finished writing, folded the half-sheet of paper and spoke

to the soldier guarding Adderson: "Here, Tassman, take that to the

adjutant-general; then return."

"And the prisoner, General?" said the soldier, saluting, with an

inquiring glance in the direction of that unfortunate.

"Do as I said," replied the officer, curtly.

The soldier took the note and ducked himself out of the tent. General

Clavering turned his handsome face toward the Federal spy, looked him in

the eyes, not unkindly, and said: "It is a bad night, my man."

"For me, yes."

"Do you guess what I have written?"

"Something worth reading, I dare say. And--perhaps it is my vanity--I

venture to suppose that I am mentioned in it."

"Yes; it is a memorandum for an order to be read to the troops at

_reveille_ concerning your execution. Also some notes for the guidance

of the provost-marshal in arranging the details of that event."

"I hope, General, the spectacle will be intelligently arranged, for I

shall attend it myself."

"Have you any arrangements of your own that you wish to make? Do you

wish to see a chaplain, for example?"

"I could hardly secure a longer rest for myself by depriving him of some

of his."

"Good God, man! do you mean to go to your death with nothing but jokes

upon your lips? Do you know that this is a serious matter?"

"How can I know that? I have never been dead in all my life. I have

heard that death is a serious matter, but never from any of those who

have experienced it."

The general was silent for a moment; the man interested, perhaps amused

him--a type not previously encountered.

"Death," he said, "is at least a loss--a loss of such happiness as we

have, and of opportunities for more."

"A loss of which we shall never be conscious can be borne with composure

and therefore expected without apprehension. You must have observed,

General, that of all the dead men with whom it is your soldierly

pleasure to strew your path none shows signs of regret."

"If the being dead is not a regrettable condition, yet the becoming so--

the act of dying--appears to be distinctly disagreeable to one who has

not lost the power to feel."

"Pain is disagreeable, no doubt. I never suffer it without more or less

discomfort. But he who lives longest is most exposed to it. What you

call dying is simply the last pain--there is really no such thing as

dying. Suppose, for illustration, that I attempt to escape. You lift the

revolver that you are courteously concealing in your lap, and--"

The general blushed like a girl, then laughed softly, disclosing his

brilliant teeth, made a slight inclination of his handsome head and said

nothing. The spy continued: "You fire, and I have in my stomach what I

did not swallow. I fall, but am not dead. After a half-hour of agony I

am dead. But at any given instant of that half-hour I was either alive

or dead. There is no transition period.

"When I am hanged to-morrow morning it will be quite the same; while

conscious I shall be living; when dead, unconscious. Nature appears to

have ordered the matter quite in my interest--the way that I should have

ordered it myself. It is so simple," he added with a smile, "that it

seems hardly worth while to be hanged at all."

At the finish of his remarks there was a long silence. The general sat

impassive, looking into the man's face, but apparently not attentive to

what had been said. It was as if his eyes had mounted guard over the

prisoner while his mind concerned itself with other matters. Presently

he drew a long, deep breath, shuddered, as one awakened from a dreadful

dream, and exclaimed almost inaudibly: "Death is horrible!"--this man of

death.

"It was horrible to our savage ancestors," said the spy, gravely,

"because they had not enough intelligence to dissociate the idea of

consciousness from the idea of the physical forms in which it is

manifested--as an even lower order of intelligence, that of the monkey,

for example, may be unable to imagine a house without inhabitants, and

seeing a ruined hut fancies a suffering occupant. To us it is horrible

because we have inherited the tendency to think it so, accounting for

the notion by wild and fanciful theories of another world--as names of

places give rise to legends explaining them and reasonless conduct to

philosophies in justification. You can hang me, General, but there your

power of evil ends; you cannot condemn me to heaven."

The general appeared not to have heard; the spy's talk had merely turned

his thoughts into an unfamiliar channel, but there they pursued their

will independently to conclusions of their own. The storm had ceased,

and something of the solemn spirit of the night had imparted itself to

his reflections, giving them the sombre tinge of a supernatural dread.

Perhaps there was an element of prescience in it. "I should not like to

die," he said--"not to-night."

He was interrupted--if, indeed, he had intended to speak further--by the

entrance of an officer of his staff, Captain Hasterlick, the

provost-marshal. This recalled him to himself; the absent look passed

away from his face.

"Captain," he said, acknowledging the officer's salute, "this man is a

Yankee spy captured inside our lines with incriminating papers on him.

He has confessed. How is the weather?"

"The storm is over, sir, and the moon shining."

"Good; take a file of men, conduct him at once to the parade ground, and

shoot him."

A sharp cry broke from the spy's lips. He threw himself forward, thrust

out his neck, expanded his eyes, clenched his hands.

"Good God!" he cried hoarsely, almost inarticulately; "you do not mean

that! You forget--I am not to die until morning."

"I have said nothing of morning," replied the general, coldly; "that was

an assumption of your own. You die now."

"But, General, I beg--I implore you to remember; I am to hang! It will

take some time to erect the gallows--two hours--an hour. Spies are

hanged; I have rights under military law. For Heaven's sake, General,

consider how short--"

"Captain, observe my directions."

The officer drew his sword and fixing his eyes upon the prisoner pointed

silently to the opening of the tent. The prisoner hesitated; the officer

grasped him by the collar and pushed him gently forward. As he

approached the tent pole the frantic man sprang to it and with cat-like

agility seized the handle of the bowie-knife, plucked the weapon from

the scabbard and thrusting the captain aside leaped upon the general

with the fury of a madman, hurling him to the ground and falling

headlong upon him as he lay. The table was overturned, the candle

extinguished and they fought blindly in the darkness. The

provost-marshal sprang to the assistance of his Superior officer and was

himself prostrated upon the struggling forms. Curses and inarticulate

cries of rage and pain came from the welter of limbs and bodies; the

tent came down upon them and beneath its hampering and enveloping folds

the struggle went on. Private Tassman, returning from his errand and

dimly conjecturing the situation, threw down his rifle and laying hold

of the flouncing canvas at random vainly tried to drag it off the men

under it; and the sentinel who paced up and down in front, not daring to

leave his beat though the skies should fall, discharged his rifle. The

report alarmed the camp; drums beat the long roll and bugles sounded the

assembly, bringing swarms of half-clad men into the moonlight, dressing

as they ran, and falling into line at the sharp commands of their

officers. This was well; being in line the men were under control; they

stood at arms while the general's staff and the men of his escort

brought order out of confusion by lifting off the fallen tent and

pulling apart the breathless and bleeding actors in that strange

contention.

Breathless, indeed, was one: the captain was dead; the handle of the

bowie-knife, protruding from his throat, was pressed back beneath his

chin until the end had caught in the angle of the jaw and the hand that

delivered the blow had been unable to remove the weapon. In the dead

man's hand was his sword, clenched with a grip that defied the strength

of the living. Its blade was streaked with red to the hilt.

Lifted to his feet, the general sank back to the earth with a moan and

fainted. Besides his bruises he had two sword-thrusts--one through the

thigh, the other through the shoulder.

The spy had suffered the least damage. Apart from a broken right arm,

his wounds were such only as might have been incurred in an ordinary

combat with nature's weapons. But he was dazed and seemed hardly to know

what had occurred. He shrank away from those attending him, cowered upon

the ground and uttered unintelligible remonstrances. His face, swollen

by blows and stained with gouts of blood, nevertheless showed white

beneath his disheveled hair--as white as that of a corpse.

"The man is not insane," said the surgeon, preparing bandages and

replying to a question; "he is suffering from fright. Who and what is

he?"

Private Tassman began to explain. It was the opportunity of his life; he

omitted nothing that could in any way accentuate the importance of his

own relation to the night's events. When he had finished his story and

was ready to begin it again nobody gave him any attention.

The general had now recovered consciousness. He raised himself upon his

elbow, looked about him, and, seeing the spy crouching by a camp-fire,

guarded, said simply:

"Take that man to the parade ground and shoot him."

"The general's mind wanders," said an officer standing near.

"His mind does _not_ wander," the adjutant-general said. "I have a

memorandum from him about this business; he had given that same order to

Hasterlick"--with a motion of the hand toward the dead provost-marshal--

"and, by God! it shall be executed."

Ten minutes later Sergeant Parker Adderson, of the Federal army,

philosopher and wit, kneeling in the moonlight and begging incoherently

for his life, was shot to death by twenty men. As the volley rang out

upon the keen air of the midnight, General Clavering, lying white and

still in the red glow of the camp-fire, opened his big blue eyes, looked

pleasantly upon those about him and said: "How silent it all is!"

The surgeon looked at the adjutant-general, gravely and significantly.

The patient's eyes slowly closed, and thus he lay for a few moments;

then, his face suffused with a smile of ineffable sweetness, he said,

faintly: "I suppose this must be death," and so passed away.

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