III

As Peyton Farquhar fell straight downward through the bridge he lost

consciousness and was as one already dead. From this state he was

awakened--ages later, it seemed to him--by the pain of a sharp pressure

upon his throat, followed by a sense of suffocation. Keen, poignant

agonies seemed to shoot from his neck downward through every fibre of

his body and limbs. These pains appeared to flash along well-defined

lines of ramification and to beat with an inconceivably rapid

periodicity. They seemed like streams of pulsating fire heating him to

an intolerable temperature. As to his head, he was conscious of nothing

but a feeling of fulness--of congestion. These sensations were

unaccompanied by thought. The intellectual part of his nature was

already effaced; he had power only to feel, and feeling was torment. He

was conscious of motion. Encompassed in a luminous cloud, of which he

was now merely the fiery heart, without material substance, he swung

through unthinkable arcs of oscillation, like a vast pendulum. Then all

at once, with terrible suddenness, the light about him shot upward with

the noise of a loud plash; a frightful roaring was in his ears, and all

was cold and dark. The power of thought was restored; he knew that the

rope had broken and he had fallen into the stream. There was no

additional strangulation; the noose about his neck was already

suffocating him and kept the water from his lungs. To die of hanging at

the bottom of a river!--the idea seemed to him ludicrous. He opened his

eyes in the darkness and saw above him a gleam of light, but how

distant, how inaccessible! He was still sinking, for the light became

fainter and fainter until it was a mere glimmer. Then it began to grow

and brighten, and he knew that he was rising toward the surface--knew it

with reluctance, for he was now very comfortable. "To be hanged and

drowned," he thought, "that is not so bad; but I do not wish to be shot.

No; I will not be shot; that is not fair."

He was not conscious of an effort, but a sharp pain in his wrist

apprised him that he was trying to free his hands. He gave the struggle

his attention, as an idler might observe the feat of a juggler, without

interest in the outcome. What splendid effort!--what magnificent, what

superhuman strength! Ah, that was a fine endeavor! Bravo! The cord fell

away; his arms parted and floated upward, the hands dimly seen on each

side in the growing light. He watched them with a new interest as first

one and then the other pounced upon the noose at his neck. They tore it

away and thrust it fiercely aside, its undulations resembling those of a

water-snake. "Put it back, put it back!" He thought he shouted these

words to his hands, for the undoing of the noose had been succeeded by

the direst pang that he had yet experienced. His neck ached horribly;

his brain was on fire; his heart, which had been fluttering faintly,

gave a great leap, trying to force itself out at his mouth. His whole

body was racked and wrenched with an insupportable anguish! But his

disobedient hands gave no heed to the command. They beat the water

vigorously with quick, downward strokes, forcing him to the surface. He

felt his head emerge; his eyes were blinded by the sunlight; his chest

expanded convulsively, and with a supreme and crowning agony his lungs

engulfed a great draught of air, which instantly he expelled in a

shriek!

He was now in full possession of his physical senses. They were, indeed,

preternaturally keen and alert. Something in the awful disturbance of

his organic system had so exalted and refined them that they made record

of things never before perceived. He felt the ripples upon his face and

heard their separate sounds as they struck. He looked at the forest on

the bank of the stream, saw the individual trees, the leaves and the

veining of each leaf--saw the very insects upon them: the locusts, the

brilliant-bodied flies, the gray spiders stretching their webs from twig

to twig. He noted the prismatic colors in all the dewdrops upon a

million blades of grass. The humming of the gnats that danced above the

eddies of the stream, the beating of the dragon-flies' wings, the

strokes of the water-spiders' legs, like oars which had lifted their

boat--all these made audible music. A fish slid along beneath his eyes

and he heard the rush of its body parting the water.

He had come to the surface facing down the stream; in a moment the

visible world seemed to wheel slowly round, himself the pivotal point,

and he saw the bridge, the fort, the soldiers upon the bridge, the

captain, the sergeant, the two privates, his executioners. They were in

silhouette against the blue sky. They shouted and gesticulated, pointing

at him. The captain had drawn his pistol, but did not fire; the others

were unarmed. Their movements were grotesque and horrible, their forms

gigantic.

Suddenly he heard a sharp report and something struck the water smartly

within a few inches of his head, spattering his face with spray. He

heard a second report, and saw one of the sentinels with his rifle at

his shoulder, a light cloud of blue smoke rising from the muzzle. The

man in the water saw the eye of the man on the bridge gazing into his

own through the sights of the rifle. He observed that it was a gray eye

and remembered having read that gray eyes were keenest, and that all

famous markmen had them. Nevertheless, this one had missed.

A counter-swirl had caught Farquhar and turned him half round; he was

again looking into the forest on the bank opposite the fort. The sound

of a clear, high voice in a monotonous singsong now rang out behind him

and came across the water with a distinctness that pierced and subdued

all other sounds, even the beating of the ripples in his ears. Although

no soldier, he had frequented camps enough to know the dread

significance of that deliberate, drawling, aspirated chant; the

lieutenant on shore was taking a part in the morning's work. How coldly

and pitilessly--with what an even, calm intonation, presaging, and

enforcing tranquillity in the men--with what accurately measured

intervals fell those cruel words:

"Attention, company!... Shoulder arms!... Ready!... Aim!... Fire!"

Farquhar dived--dived as deeply as he could. The water roared in his

ears like the voice of Niagara, yet he heard the dulled thunder of the

volley and, rising again toward the surface, met shining bits of metal,

singularly flattened, oscillating slowly downward. Some of them touched

him on the face and hands, then fell away, continuing their descent. One

lodged between his collar and neck; it was uncomfortably warm and he

snatched it out.

As he rose to the surface, gasping for breath, he saw that he had been a

long time under water; he was perceptibly farther down stream--nearer to

safety. The soldiers had almost finished reloading; the metal ramrods

flashed all at once in the sunshine as they were drawn from the barrels,

turned in the air, and thrust into their sockets. The two sentinels

fired again, independently and ineffectually.

The hunted man saw all this over his shoulder; he was now swimming

vigorously with the current. His brain was as energetic as his arms and

legs; he thought with the rapidity of lightning.

"The officer," he reasoned, "will not make that martinet's error a

second time. It is as easy to dodge a volley as a single shot. He has

probably already given the command to fire at will. God help me, I

cannot dodge them all!"

An appalling plash within two yards of him was followed by a loud,

rushing sound, _diminuendo_, which seemed to travel back through the air

to the fort and died in an explosion which stirred the very river to its

deeps! A rising sheet of water curved over him, fell down upon him,

blinded him, strangled him! The cannon had taken a hand in the game. As

he shook his head free from the commotion of the smitten water he heard

the deflected shot humming through the air ahead, and in an instant it

was cracking and smashing the branches in the forest beyond.

"They will not do that again," he thought; "the next time they will use

a charge of grape. I must keep my eye upon the gun; the smoke will

apprise me--the report arrives too late; it lags behind the missile.

That is a good gun."

Suddenly he felt himself whirled round and round--spinning like a top.

The water, the banks, the forests, the now distant bridge, fort and men

--all were commingled and blurred. Objects were represented by their

colors only; circular horizontal streaks of color--that was all he saw.

He had been caught in a vortex and was being whirled on with a velocity

of advance and gyration that made him giddy and sick. In a few moments

he was flung upon the gravel at the foot of the left bank of the stream

--the southern bank--and behind a projecting point which concealed him

from his enemies. The sudden arrest of his motion, the abrasion of one

of his hands on the gravel, restored him, and he wept with delight. He

dug his fingers into the sand, threw it over himself in handfuls and

audibly blessed it. It looked like diamonds, rubies, emeralds; he could

think of nothing beautiful which it did not resemble. The trees upon the

bank were giant garden plants; he noted a definite order in their

arrangement, inhaled the fragrance of their blooms. A strange, roseate

light shone through the spaces among their trunks and the wind made in

their branches the music of æolian harps. He had no wish to perfect his

escape--was content to remain in that enchanting spot until retaken.

A whiz and rattle of grapeshot among the branches high above his head

roused him from his dream. The baffled cannoneer had fired him a random

farewell. He sprang to his feet, rushed up the sloping bank, and plunged

into the forest.

All that day he traveled, laying his course by the rounding sun. The

forest seemed interminable; nowhere did he discover a break in it, not

even a woodman's road. He had not known that he lived in so wild a

region. There was something uncanny in the revelation.

By nightfall he was fatigued, footsore, famishing. The thought of his

wife and children urged him on. At last he found a road which led him in

what he knew to be the right direction. It was as wide and straight as a

city street, yet it seemed untraveled. No fields bordered it, no

dwelling anywhere. Not so much as the barking of a dog suggested human

habitation. The black bodies of the trees formed a straight wall on both

sides, terminating on the horizon in a point, like a diagram in a lesson

in perspective. Over-head, as he looked up through this rift in the

wood, shone great golden stars looking unfamiliar and grouped in strange

constellations. He was sure they were arranged in some order which had a

secret and malign significance. The wood on either side was full of

singular noises, among which--once, twice, and again--he distinctly

heard whispers in an unknown tongue.

His neck was in pain and lifting his hand to it he found it horribly

swollen. He knew that it had a circle of black where the rope had

bruised it. His eyes felt congested; he could no longer close them. His

tongue was swollen with thirst; he relieved its fever by thrusting it

forward from between his teeth into the cold air. How softly the turf

had carpeted the untraveled avenue--he could no longer feel the roadway

beneath his feet!

Doubtless, despite his suffering, he had fallen asleep while walking,

for now he sees another scene--perhaps he has merely recovered from a

delirium. He stands at the gate of his own home. All is as he left it,

and all bright and beautiful in the morning sunshine. He must have

traveled the entire night. As he pushes open the gate and passes up the

wide white walk, he sees a flutter of female garments; his wife, looking

fresh and cool and sweet, steps down from the veranda to meet him. At

the bottom of the steps she stands waiting, with a smile of ineffable

joy, an attitude of matchless grace and dignity. Ah, how beautiful she

is! He springs forward with extended arms. As he is about to clasp her

he feels a stunning blow upon the back of the neck; a blinding white

light blazes all about him with a sound like the shock of a cannon--then

all is darkness and silence!

Peyton Farquhar was dead; his body, with a broken neck, swung gently

from side to side beneath the timbers of the Owl Creek bridge.

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