II

The sleeping sentinel in the clump of laurel was a young Virginian named

Carter Druse. He was the son of wealthy parents, an only child, and had

known such ease and cultivation and high living as wealth and taste were

able to command in the mountain country of western Virginia. His home

was but a few miles from where he now lay. One morning he had risen from

the breakfast-table and said, quietly but gravely: "Father, a Union

regiment has arrived at Grafton. I am going to join it."

The father lifted his leonine head, looked at the son a moment in

silence, and replied: "Well, go, sir, and whatever may occur do what you

conceive to be your duty. Virginia, to which you are a traitor, must get

on without you. Should we both live to the end of the war, we will speak

further of the matter. Your mother, as the physician has informed you,

is in a most critical condition; at the best she cannot be with us

longer than a few weeks, but that time is precious. It would be better

not to disturb her."

So Carter Druse, bowing reverently to his father, who returned the

salute with a stately courtesy that masked a breaking heart, left the

home of his childhood to go soldiering. By conscience and courage, by

deeds of devotion and daring, he soon commended himself to his fellows

and his officers; and it was to these qualities and to some knowledge of

the country that he owed his selection for his present perilous duty at

the extreme outpost. Nevertheless, fatigue had been stronger than

resolution and he had fallen asleep. What good or bad angel came in a

dream to rouse him from his state of crime, who shall say? Without a

movement, without a sound, in the profound silence and the languor of

the late afternoon, some invisible messenger of fate touched with

unsealing finger the eyes of his consciousness--whispered into the ear

of his spirit the mysterious awakening word which no human lips ever

have spoken, no human memory ever has recalled. He quietly raised his

forehead from his arm and looked between the masking stems of the

laurels, instinctively closing his right hand about the stock of his

rifle.

His first feeling was a keen artistic delight. On a colossal pedestal,

the cliff,--motionless at the extreme edge of the capping rock and

sharply outlined against the sky,--was an equestrian statue of

impressive dignity. The figure of the man sat the figure of the horse,

straight and soldierly, but with the repose of a Grecian god carved in

the marble which limits the suggestion of activity. The gray costume

harmonized with its aërial background; the metal of accoutrement and

caparison was softened and subdued by the shadow; the animal's skin had

no points of high light. A carbine strikingly foreshortened lay across

the pommel of the saddle, kept in place by the right hand grasping it at

the "grip"; the left hand, holding the bridle rein, was invisible. In

silhouette against the sky the profile of the horse was cut with the

sharpness of a cameo; it looked across the heights of air to the

confronting cliffs beyond. The face of the rider, turned slightly away,

showed only an outline of temple and beard; he was looking downward to

the bottom of the valley. Magnified by its lift against the sky and by

the soldier's testifying sense of the formidableness of a near enemy the

group appeared of heroic, almost colossal, size.

For an instant Druse had a strange, half-defined feeling that he had

slept to the end of the war and was looking upon a noble work of art

reared upon that eminence to commemorate the deeds of an heroic past of

which he had been an inglorious part. The feeling was dispelled by a

slight movement of the group: the horse, without moving its feet, had

drawn its body slightly backward from the verge; the man remained

immobile as before. Broad awake and keenly alive to the significance of

the situation, Druse now brought the butt of his rifle against his cheek

by cautiously pushing the barrel forward through the bushes, cocked the

piece, and glancing through the sights covered a vital spot of the

horseman's breast. A touch upon the trigger and all would have been well

with Carter Druse. At that instant the horseman turned his head and

looked in the direction of his concealed foeman--seemed to look into his

very face, into his eyes, into his brave, compassionate heart.

Is it then so terrible to kill an enemy in war--an enemy who has

surprised a secret vital to the safety of one's self and comrades--an

enemy more formidable for his knowledge than all his army for its

numbers? Carter Druse grew pale; he shook in every limb, turned faint,

and saw the statuesque group before him as black figures, rising,

falling, moving unsteadily in arcs of circles in a fiery sky. His hand

fell away from his weapon, his head slowly dropped until his face rested

on the leaves in which he lay. This courageous gentleman and hardy

soldier was near swooning from intensity of emotion.

It was not for long; in another moment his face was raised from earth,

his hands resumed their places on the rifle, his forefinger sought the

trigger; mind, heart, and eyes were clear, conscience and reason sound.

He could not hope to capture that enemy; to alarm him would but send him

dashing to his camp with his fatal news. The duty of the soldier was

plain: the man must be shot dead from ambush--without warning, without a

moment's spiritual preparation, with never so much as an unspoken

prayer, he must be sent to his account. But no--there is a hope; he may

have discovered nothing--perhaps he is but admiring the sublimity of the

landscape. If permitted, he may turn and ride carelessly away in the

direction whence he came. Surely it will be possible to judge at the

instant of his withdrawing whether he knows. It may well be that his

fixity of attention--Druse turned his head and looked through the deeps

of air downward, as from the surface to the bottom of a translucent sea.

He saw creeping across the green meadow a sinuous line of figures of men

and horses--some foolish commander was permitting the soldiers of his

escort to water their beasts in the open, in plain view from a dozen

summits!

Druse withdrew his eyes from the valley and fixed them again upon the

group of man and horse in the sky, and again it was through the sights

of his rifle. But this time his aim was at the horse. In his memory, as

if they were a divine mandate, rang the words of his father at their

parting: "Whatever may occur, do what you conceive to be your duty." He

was calm now. His teeth were firmly but not rigidly closed; his nerves

were as tranquil as a sleeping babe's--not a tremor affected any muscle

of his body; his breathing, until suspended in the act of taking aim,

was regular and slow. Duty had conquered; the spirit had said to the

body: "Peace, be still." He fired.

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