XV.

Deadened and inert though the barbarity of solitary confinement caused

one to become (and even as solitary confinement ours was particularly

severe and therefore particularly barbarous) there were times when the

whole being rose in revolt. Anything would have been preferable to it.

On one such occasion I demanded to see the Commandant of the jail. When

he came, I requested to know exactly why I was being punished, and for

what offence. I told him that I wished to have his answer in writing

and to be able to communicate with my solicitor with a view to taking

action. My thought was that a personal suit against him might prove

abortive, but that it might cause a publicity the effect of which would

be healthy.

He replied that I was not being punished; that I was simply being

“detained.” I said that this could not be. According to prison

regulations, solitary confinement of so severe a nature was punishment

at least equivalent to birching. Would he birch me without acquainting

me with the cause of such a punishment? No, he said, he would not.

Then why, I asked, was I receiving a punishment equivalent in severity

without a cause assigned. I wished to be provided with a cause, and to

be provided with it in writing.

The Commandant himself was gentlemanly and courteous. A few days

afterwards when I repeated my request he told me he was simply acting

under orders, and that he could not change matters without orders. I

asked him then if he would communicate my request to the War Office,

under whose instructions he proceeded; and he promised to do so.

Some time elapsed; and when he spoke to me further about the matter

he asked what it was that I demanded. He asked me if I would

particularise. I replied that the War Office had on their own

initiative defined us as Prisoners of War. It had been announced to us

that all our letters had to be so addressed; all the orders given to us

were made applicable under that heading. I said I did not quarrel with

the designation; both nationally and personally I hailed it. It was, I

agreed, a splendid designation; but such being our state, I demanded

on our behalf the application of the international agreement governing

the treatment of prisoners of war—an agreement that, I believed, had

been ratified between the belligerent powers during the first week

of the war. In other words, I wanted tobacco and pipe, I wished any

books that I might order or that might be sent in to me, daily papers,

free communication with my fellow-prisoners, and the opening of cell

doors by night and by day, the right to have food sent into us, and

the return of my money in order that I might be able to purchase food

in the town, and facilities to purchase it, by canteen or by order. I

added that what I demanded I demanded not for myself but for all of us,

and in all of the prisons.

After a few days he came to me to say that the War Office had

authorised him to grant these rights, but to grant them in stages,

and with one stipulation. That stipulation he would announce to the

men. Having put us all on parade he announced the rights that would be

granted, but said that it would first be necessary for us to choose a

commandant from among ourselves who would be responsible to him for

the good order of the prison, and who would have power to maintain

discipline. The men appointed me, and I created officers for each of

the landings.

So began our little republic, and so extended our educative influence.

When the rights were in full force the staff became supernumeraries.

We created our post office and handled our own parcels and letters

for distribution. Rules were laid down for the ordering of our life

together; and only once or twice was it necessary to take disciplinary

measures (solitary confinement in one case as a pathetic reminder!),

for the general spirit of loyalty and affection was sufficient—was, in

fact, remarkable with a body of men not accustomed to the strict rules

necessary to the ordering of such a community. The appointed officers

were responsible for their landings, made daily reports, and brought

up any cases with which they were unable to deal. And so from top to

bottom we maintained ourselves, quietly eliminating the staff, to the

no small dissatisfaction of some of them, though with the good will of

most. There was, in fact, no work for most of the staff to do.

At seven each morning, after breakfast, and at eight at night, the

bell was rung, and we all gathered for public prayers. Michael

MacRory Irish orator, and Padraic Pearse’s gardener, led the Rosary.

Englishmen speak much of our religious differences. It devolved upon

me as a Protestant to summon the prayers, and none thought otherwise

of it than as a natural thing, while every Protestant knelt with his

fellows in prayer to the one God. Whatever announcements or enquiries

Father Moore had to make were made through a Protestant, and had anyone

suggested that they should not have been so made, it would have fared

ill with him. They were made as a simple matter of authority by whoever

was in authority. The reason for this was that we were sufficient in

ourselves to guard over our own affairs without a stranger’s hand to

create trouble.

These daily prayers were a great astonishment to the staff. One

sergeant declared to a visitor: “I heard a lot about these Sinn Feiners

being a bad lot, but you should see them. They’re a religious lot. They

goes to prayers and church same as we goes to the theaytre.” And when,

some days after our public prayers had begun, the news came that the

“Hampshire” had sunk, there was not a man of the staff but was fully

assured that it was our prayers had sent Lord Kitchener to his death.

At ten each night every man was required to be off the corridor and

balconies, and any conversation in cells after that time had to be

conducted softly, in order not to interfere with those who wished to

sleep; and within five minutes of the ringing of the bell the prison

was clear and quiet. The staff became accustomed, if they had business

to execute with us, to resign it into our hands for prosecution. Those

who did not do so made a sad affair of their undertaking. Which is a

parable. In a phrase, our motto was: [Gaelic: Sinn Féin Aṁáin].

It was interesting to notice our influence on the staff. We never

troubled about them; they had their interests and we had ours; and only

occasionally the national opposition clashed sharply. Yet they confided

in us. With our extended rights the library was opened to us; and the

librarian-warder informed us that he was at first afraid to be left

alone in the library with any one of us. Apparently he thought we would

bite out his windpipe unexpectedly, or playfully split his skull. But

when his first visitor, a man from Belfast, contemptuously described

his collection of books as “piffle,” and asked that certain other

books should be procured from the officers’ library, as he himself

declared: “My word, I was surprised. I thought you Sinn Feiners were

a wild lot of savages from what I heard of you. But you are men of

culture, most of you. It’s a bit of a shock to a man to find out.”

The librarian-warder was quite pleased at the widening range of his

ethnographical knowledge.

Yet the most interesting member of the staff was the sergeant of the

R.A.M.C. He was a Doctor of Literature at Oxford, and also, I believe,

a _Docteur ès Lettres_ at the Sorbonne. He had been out at Gallipoli,

whence he had been invalided home. As he passed on his rounds he would

often come into my cell for a talk. We very seldom spoke on national

questions, for I assumed that our orbits of interest on such matters

would not cut each other at any point; our conversation was generally

on literary or philosophical matters. But once he came up to me with a

definite thing to say.

“You know,” he said, “the Government make a great mistake putting men

like you into prison. You will never forget it; you can never forget

it; no man could who canvasses experience with his intellect. They’re

simply a lot of grandfatherly old fools at the top of affairs, and

we always make a muddle of things. They should either give you a

clear run, and let you make what you can of your country and take the

chances; or they should wait their chance and shoot you out of hand and

laugh at the racket afterwards. But all this sentimental talk about

your country, followed up by all this muddle, simply makes a thinking

man sick. All this business,” and he indicated the hundreds of us

standing talking about the yard, “is clumsy, it’s idiocy, and it breeds

more clumsiness and idiocy for the future.”

“Which of your two alternatives would you adopt?” I asked him.

“Well, you know, one likes to meet a man to whom one can talk;

intellect, and all that sort of thing, and culture, and care for art,

they’re rare enough in this world, and one wouldn’t altogether care to

take the responsibility of destroying any part of it—”

“But you’d shoot me all the same.”

“Yes, I think I would.” He was quite serious. “Quite possibly that’s

because I’ve just been seeing a lot of blood; and I don’t think I would

have said that two years ago. But just now I’d shoot you. I wouldn’t of

course do it in a stupid way. I’d wait till you gave me a chance; and

sooner or later you would, for you have your convictions, and they’d

lead you into my hand; and then I’d shoot you instantly, and without

trial if need be, without waiting anyhow. Of course there’d be trouble

afterwards, but I’d wait quietly till that blew over, as it would.”

“That wouldn’t get you out of the wood, for you’d make a martyr of me

and exploit my ideals.”

“That’s so. There’s that side, of course. But still that’s what I

think I’d do. I certainly wouldn’t go muddling about trying to do two

mutually contradictory things at the same time. All you men here—the

whole thing’s simply offensive.”

“Does the hypocrisy offend you then? You ought to have become

accustomed to that by this time as a nation.”

“Well, yes, in a way it does, I suppose. But it’s not that mainly;

it’s the clumsy thinking; it’s not thinking the thing out from the

beginning. Do I horrify you?”

“Not at all. If you came over to Ireland you’d have a great audience.

We’d agree with you in every word, simply and utterly. We’d be

delighted to meet one of your nation who looked at things without any

silly sentiment. You’re a sentimental people, and at bottom very

cruel; we’re not sentimental. You are as sentimental as any yourself;

but you’ve at least got your mentality clear of it, and so for the

first time you can see things as they are. The worst of it is that,

dealing with a sentimental people, you are making us superficially

sentimental too, and that’s distracting us from our work. I only wish

that more of you would talk as you do, instead of slobbering. And shoot

away; as long as you say why, without using words that convey nothing

to us and that only mean sloppy thinking on your part.”

“But I thought you objected to the shootings in Dublin.”

“Certainly. Those men were my brothers. But they weren’t shot as you

said you’d shoot me, because you were out to smash an opposed thing

as the only logical alternative to giving it the run of its own life,

but, if you please, because they didn’t accept certain standards which

none of us can ever accept until we make and endorse them in terms of

ourselves—or, rather, which we now do and must for ever act upon in

that sense, because it’s the first principle of life so to do. And

then, when you have them shot, you turn round and praise their noble

ideals! In the name of heaven, what ideals?”

“I think I should certainly shoot you now.”

“To smash me. Good man! We’d understand that in Ireland, where your

Liberal sentiments bore us, and your Tory hectoring irritates us.

We’re a kindly people—human and hospitable; but you, because you can

escape into words and hide realities from yourselves, are cruel and

inhospitable.”

And I believe he would have shot me. Many were the conversations we

had; many were the kindly, thoughtful acts he did for us; and he was

courtesy itself to the ladies who spent their days at the prison gate

taking rebuffs from everyone in the prison, in the determination to see

that each man of us received what he had need of, food or clothing. But

he would have reasoned the thing out and shot me, without the least

ill-will or high-falutin. And I would have borne him no ill-will, for

the fight would have continued long past the two of us.

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