CHAPTER XVI

"Whereunto is money good?

Who has it not wants hardihood.

Who has it has much trouble and care,

Who once has had it has despair."

LONGFELLOW. _From the German_.

It was the middle of winter. One day Hugh and Fleda had come

home from their walk. They dashed into the parlour,

complaining that it was bitterly cold, and began unrobing

before the glowing grate, which was a mass of living fire from

end to end. Mrs. Rossitur was there in an easy chair, alone,

and doing nothing. That was not a thing absolutely unheard of,

but Fleda had not pulled off her second glove before she bent

down towards her, and in a changed tone tenderly asked if she

did not feel well.

Mrs. Rossitur looked up in her face a minute, and then drawing

her down, kissed the blooming cheeks, one and the other,

several times. But as she looked off to the fire again, Fleda

saw that it was through watering eyes. She dropped on her

knees by the side of the easy chair, that she might have a

better sight of that face, and tried to read it as she asked

again what was the matter; and Hugh, coming to the other side,

repeated her question. His mother passed an arm round each,

looking wistfully from one to the other, and kissing them

earnestly, but she said only, with a very heart-felt emphasis,

"Poor children!"

Fleda was now afraid to speak, but Hugh pressed his inquiry.

"Why 'poor', Mamma? what makes you say so?"

"Because you are poor really, dear Hugh. We have lost

everything we have in the world."

"Mamma! What do you mean?"

"Your father has failed."

"Failed! — But, Mamma, I thought he wasn't in business?"

"So I thought," said Mrs. Rossitur; "I didn't know people

could fail that were not in business; but it seems they can.

He was a partner in some concern or other, and it's all broken

to pieces, and your father with it, he says!"

Mrs. Rossitur's face was distressful. They were all silent for

a little, Hugh kissing his mother's wet cheeks. Fleda had

softly nestled her head in her bosom. But Mrs. Rossitur soon

recovered herself.

"How bad is it, mother?" said Hugh.

"As bad as can possibly be."

"Is everything gone?"

"Everything!" —

"You don't mean the house, Mamma?"

"The house, and all that is in it."

The children's hearts were struck, and they were silent again,

only a trembling touch of Fleda's lips spoke sympathy and

patience, if ever a kiss did.

"But, Mamma," said Hugh, after he had gathered breath for it,

"do you mean to say that everything, literally everything, is

gone? Is there nothing left?"

"Nothing in the world — not a sou."

"Then what are we going to do?"

Mrs. Rossitur shook her head, and had no words.

Fleda looked across to Hugh to ask no more, and putting her

arms around her aunt's neck, and laying cheek to cheek, she

spoke what comfort she could.

"Don't, dear aunt Lucy! — there will be some way — things

always turn out better than at first, I dare say we shall find

out it isn't so bad by and by. Don't you mind it, and then we

wont. We can be happy anywhere together."

If there was not much in the reasoning, there was something in

the tone of the words, to bid Mrs. Rossitur bear herself well.

Its tremulous sweetness, its anxious love, was without a taint

of self-recollection; its sorrow was for her. Mrs. Rossitur

felt that she must not show herself overcome. She again kissed

and blessed, and pressed closer in her arms, her little

comforter, while her other hand was given to Hugh.

"I have only heard about it this morning. Your uncle was here

telling me just now — a little while before you came in. Don't

say anything about it before him."

Why not? The words struck Fleda disagreeably.

"What will be done with the house, Mamma?" said Hugh.

"Sold — sold, and everything in it."

"Papa's books, Mamma! and all the things in the library!"

exclaimed Hugh, looking terrified.

Mrs. Rossitur's face gave the answer; do it in words she could

not.

The children were a long time silent, trying hard to swallow

this bitter pill; and still Hugh's hand was in his mother's,

and Fleda's head lay on her bosom. Thought was busy, going up

and down, and breaking the companionship they had so long held

with the pleasant drawing-room, and the tasteful arrangements

among which Fleda was so much at home; the easy chairs in

whose comfortable arms she had had so many an hour of nice

reading; the soft rug, where, in the very wantonness of

frolic, she had stretched herself to play with King; that very

luxurious bright grateful of fire, which had given her so

often the same warm welcome home — an apt introduction to the

other stores of comfort which awaited her above and below

stairs; the rich-coloured curtains and carpet, the beauty of

which had been such a constant gratification to Fleda's eye;

and the exquisite French table and lamps they had brought out

with them, in which her uncle and aunt had so much pride, and

which could nowhere be matched for elegance — they must all be

said "good-bye" to; and as yet fancy had nothing to furnish

the future with; it looked very bare.

King had come in, and wagged himself up close to his mistress,

but even he could obtain nothing but the touch of most

abstracted finger-ends. Yet, though keenly recognised, these

thoughts were only passing compared with the anxious and

sorrowful ones that went to her aunt and uncle; for Hugh and

her, she judged, it was less matter. And Mrs. Rossitur's care

was most for her husband; and Hugh's was for them all. His

associations were less quick, and his tastes less keen, than

Fleda's, and less a part of himself. Hugh lived in his

affections; with a salvo to them he could bear to lose

anything and go anywhere.

"Mamma," said he, after a long time — "will anything be done

with Fleda's books?"

A question that had been in Fleda's mind before, but which she

had patiently forborne just then to ask.

"No, indeed!" said Mrs. Rossitur, pressing Fleda more closely,

and kissing in a kind of rapture the sweet, thoughtful face —

"not yours, my darling; they can't touch anything that belongs

to you — I wish it was more — and I don't suppose they will

take anything of mine either."

"Ah, well!" said Fleda, raising her head, "you have got quite

a parcel of books, aunt Lucy, and I have a good many — how

well it is I have had so many given me since I have been here!

That will make quite a nice little library, both together, and

Hugh has some; I thought perhaps we shouldn't have one at all

left, and that would have been rather bad."

"Rather bad!" Mrs. Rossitur looked at her, and was dumb.

"Only don't you wear a sad face for anything!" Fleda went on

earnestly; "we shall be perfectly happy if you and uncle Rolf

only will be."

"My dear children!" said Mrs. Rossitur, wiping her eyes, "it

is for you I am unhappy — you and your uncle; I do not think

of myself."

"And we do not think of ourselves, Mamma," said Hugh.

"I know it; but having good children don't make one care less

about them," said Mrs. Rossitur, the tears fairly raining over

her fingers.

Hugh pulled the fingers down and again tried the efficacy of

his lips.

"And you know Papa thinks most of you, Mamma."

"Ah, your father!" said Mrs. Rossitur shaking her head; "I am

afraid it will go hard with him! But I will be happy as long

as I have you two, or else I should be a very wicked woman. It

only grieves me to think of your education and prospects" —

"Fleda's piano, Mamma!" said Hugh, with sudden dismay.

Mrs. Rossitur shook her head again and covered her eyes, while

Fleda stretching across to Hugh, gave him, by look and touch,

an earnest admonition to let that subject alone. And then,

with a sweetness and gentleness like nothing but the breath of

the south wind, she wooed her aunt to hope and resignation.

Hugh held back, feeling or thinking that Fleda could do it

better than he, and watching her progress, as Mrs. Rossitur

took her hand from her face and smiled, at first mournfully,

and then really mirthfully, in Fleda's face, at some sally

that nobody but a nice observer would have seen was got up for

the occasion; and it was hardly that, so completely had the

child forgotten her own sorrow in ministering to that of

another. "Blessed are the peacemakers!" It is always so.

"You are a witch or a fairy," said Mrs. Rossitur, catching her

again in her arms — "nothing else! You must try your powers of

charming upon your uncle."

Fleda laughed without any effort; but as to trying her slight

wand upon Mr. Rossitur, she had serious doubts. And the doubts

became certainty when they met at dinner; he looked so grave

that she dared not attack him. It was a gloomy meal, for the

face that should have lighted the whole table cast a shadow

there.

Without at all comprehending the whole of her husband's

character, the sure magnetism of affection had enabled Mrs.

Rossitur to divine his thoughts. Pride was his ruling passion;

not such pride as Mr. Carleton's, which was rather like

exaggerated self-respect, but wider and more indiscriminate in

its choice of objects. It was pride in his family name; pride

in his own talents, which were considerable; pride in his

family, wife, and children, and all of which he thought did

him honour — if they had not, his love for them assuredly

would have known some diminishing; pride in his wealth, and in

the attractions with which it surrounded him; and, lastly,

pride in the skill, taste, and connoisseurship which enabled

him to bring those attractions together. Furthermore, his love

for both literature and art was true and strong; and for many

years he had accustomed himself to lead a life of great

luxuriousness, catering for body and mind in every taste that

could be elegantly enjoyed; and again proud of the elegance of

every enjoyment. The change of circumstances which touched his

pride, wounded him at every point where he was vulnerable at

all.

Fleda had never felt so afraid of him. She was glad to see Dr.

Gregory come in to tea. Mr. Rossitur was not there. The Doctor

did not touch upon affairs, if he had heard of their

misfortune; he went on as usual in a rambling cheerful way all

tea-time, talking mostly to Fleda and Hugh. But after tea he

talked no more, but sat still and waited till the master of

the house came in.

Fleda thought Mr. Rossitur did not look glad to see him. But

how could he look glad about anything? He did not sit down,

and for a few minutes there was a kind of meaning silence.

Fleda sat in the corner with the heartache, to see her uncle's

gloomy tramp up and down the rich apartment, and her aunt

Lucy's gaze at him.

"Humph! — well! — So!" said the Doctor, at last, "You've all

gone overboard with a smash, I understand?"

The walker gave him no regard.

"True, is it?" said the doctor.

Mr. Rossitur made no answer, unless a smothered grunt might be

taken for one.

"How came it about?"

"Folly and devilry."

"Humph! — bad capital to work upon. I hope the principal is

gone with the interest. What's the amount of your loss?"

"Ruin."

"Humph! French ruin, or American ruin? because there's a

difference. What do you mean?"

"I am not so happy as to understand you, Sir; but we shall not

pay seventy cents, on the dollar."

The old gentleman got up, and stood before the fire, with his

back to Mr. Rossitur, saying, "That was rather bad."

"What are you going to do?"

Mr. Rossitur hesitated a few moments for an answer, and then

said —

"Pay the seventy cents, and begin the world anew with

nothing."

"Of course," said the doctor. "I understand that; but where

and how? What end of the world will you take up first?."

Mr. Rossitur writhed in impatience or disgust, and after again

hesitating, answered drily, that he had not determined.

"Have you thought of anything in particular?"

"Zounds! no, Sir, nothing except my misfortune. That's enough

for one day."

"And too much," said the old doctor, "unless you can mix some

other thought with it. That's what I came for. Will you go

into business?"

Fleda was startled by the vehemence with which her uncle said,

"No, never!" and he presently added, "I'll do nothing here."

"Well, well," said the doctor to himself; "will you go into

the country?"

"Yes! — anywhere! the further the better."

Mrs. Rossitur startled, but her husband's face did not

encourage her to open her lips.

"Ay; but on a farm, I mean?"

"On anything, that will give me a standing."

"I thought that, too," said Dr. Gregory, now whirling about.

"I have a fine piece of land that wants a tenant. You may take

it at an easy rate, and pay me when the crops come in. I

shouldn't expect so young a farmer, you know, to keep any

closer terms."

"How far is it?"

"Far enough — up in Wyandot County."

"How large?"

"A matter of two or three hundred acres of so. It is very

fine, they say. It came into a fellow's hands that owed me

what I thought was a bad debt: so, for fear he would never pay

me, I thought best to take it and pay him; whether the place

will ever fill my pockets again remains to be seen — doubtful,

I think."

"I'll take it, Dr. Gregory, and see if I cannot bring that

about."

"Pooh, pooh! fill your own. I am not careful about it; the

less money one has the more it jingles, unless it gets too

low, indeed."

"I will take it, Dr. Gregory, and feel myself under obligation

to you."

"No, I told you, not till the crops come in. No obligation is

binding till the term is up. Well, I'll see you further about

it."

"But Rolf!" said Mrs. Rossitur, "stop a minute; uncle, don't

go yet; Rolf don't know anything in the world about the

management of a farm; neither do I."

"The 'faire Una' can enlighten you," said the doctor, waving

his hand towards his little favourite in the corner. — "But I

forgot! Well, if you don't know, the crops wont come in;

that's all the difference."

But Mrs. Rossitur looked anxiously at her husband. "Do you

know exactly what you are undertaking, Rolf!" she said.

"If I do not, I presume I shall discover in time."

"But it may be too late," said Mrs. Rossitur, in the tone of

sad remonstrance that had gone all the length it dared.

"It can not be too late!" said her husband, impatiently. "If I

do not know what I am taking up, I know very well what I am

laying down; and it does not signify a straw what comes after

— if it was a snail-shell, that would cover my head!"

"Hum —" said the old doctor, — "the snail is very well in his

way, but I have no idea that he was ever cut out for a

farmer."

"Do you think you will find it a business you would like, Mr.

Rossitur?" said his wife, timidly.

"I tell you," said he, facing about, "it is not a question of

liking. I will like anything that will bury me out of the

world."

Poor Mrs. Rossitur! She had not yet come to wishing herself

buried alive, and she had small faith in the permanence of her

husband's taste for it. She looked desponding.

"You don't suppose," said Mr. Rossitur, stopping again in the

middle of the floor, after another turn and a half — "you do

not suppose that I am going to take the labouring of the farm

upon myself? I shall employ some one, of course, who

understands the matter, to take all that off my hands."

The doctor thought of the old proverb, and the alternative the

plough presents to those who would thrive by it; Fleda thought

of Mr. Didenhover; Mrs. Rossitur would fain have suggested

that such an important person must be well paid; but neither

of them spoke.

"Of course," said Mr. Rossitur, haughtily, as he went on with

his walk, "I do not expect, any more than you, to live in the

back woods the life we have been leading here. That is at an

end."

"Is it a very wild country?" asked Mrs. Rossitur of the

doctor.

"No wild beasts, my dear, if that is your meaning — and I do

not suppose there are even many snakes left by this time."

"No, but, dear uncle, I mean, is it in all unsettled state?"

"No, my dear, not at all — perfectly quiet."

"Ah! but do not play with me," exclaimed poor Mrs. Rossitur,

between laughing and crying; — "I mean, is it far from any

town, and not among neighbours?"

"Far enough to be out of the way of morning calls," said the

doctor; "and when your neighbours come to see you, they will

expect tea by four o'clock. There are not a great many near

by, but they don't mind coming from five or six miles off."

Mrs. Rossitur looked chilled, and horrified. To her he had

described a very wild country indeed. Fleda would have laughed

if it had not been for her aunt's face; but that settled down

into a doubtful anxious look that pained her. It pained the

old doctor too.

"Come," said he, touching her pretty chin with his fore-finger

— "what are you thinking of? folks may be good folks, and yet

have tea at four o'clock, mayn't they?"

"When do they have dinner!" said Mrs. Rossitur.

"I really don't know. When you get settled up there, I'll come

and see."

"Hardly," said Mrs. Rossitur. "I don't believe it would be

possible for Emile to get dinner before the tea-time; and I am

sure I shouldn't like to propose such a thing to Mrs. Renney."

The doctor fidgeted about a little on the hearth-rug, and

looked comical, perfectly understood by one acute observer in

the corner.

"Are you wise enough to imagine, Lucy," said Mr. Rossitur,

sternly, "that you can carry your whole establishment with

you? What do you suppose Emile and Mrs. Renney would do in a

farmhouse?"

"I can do without whatever you can," said Mrs. Rossitur,

meekly. "I did not know that you would be willing to part with

Emile, and I do not think Mrs. Renney would like to leave us."

"I told you before, it is no more a question of liking,"

answered he.

"And if it were," said the doctor, "I have no idea that

Monsieur Emile and Madame Renney would be satisfied with the

style of a country kitchen, or think the interior of

Yankeeland a hopeful sphere for their energies."

"What sort of a house is it?" said Mrs. Rossitur.

"A wooden-frame house, I believe."

"No, but, dear uncle, do tell me."

"What sort of a house? — Humph — large enough, I am told. It

will accommodate you in one way."

"Comfortable?"

"I don't know," said the doctor, shaking his head — "depends

on who's in it. No house is that per se. But I reckon there

isn't much plate glass. I suppose you'll find the doors all

painted blue, and every fireplace with a crane in it."

"A crane!" said Mrs. Rossitur, to whose imagination the word

suggested nothing but a large water-bird with a long neck.

"Ay!" said the doctor. "But it's just as well. You wont want

hanging lamps there — and candelabra would hardly be in place

either, to hold tallow candles."

"Tallow candles!" exclaimed Mrs. Rossitur. Her husband winced,

but said nothing.

"Ay," said the doctor, again — "and make them yourself, if you

are a good housewife. Come, Lucy," said he, taking her hand,

"do you know how the wild fowl do on the Chesapeake? — duck

and swim under water till they can show their heads with

safety. 'T wont spoil your eyes to see by a tallow candle."

Mrs. Rossitur half smiled, but looked anxiously towards her

husband.

"Pooh, pooh! Rolf wont care what the light burns that lights

him to independence — and when you get there, you may

illuminate with a whole whale if you like. By the way, Rolf,

there is a fine water power up yonder, and a saw-mill in good

order, they tell me, but a short way from the house. Hugh

might learn to manage it, and it would be fine employment for

him."

"Hugh!" said his mother, disconsolately. Mr. Rossitur neither

spoke nor looked an answer. Fleda sprang forward.

"A saw-mill! — Uncle Orrin! — where is it?"

"Just a little way from the house, they say. You can't manage

it, fair Saxon! — though you look as if you would undertake

all the mills in creation, for a trifle."

"No, but the place, uncle Orrin; — where is the place?"

"The place? Hum — why it's up in Wyandot County — some five or

six miles from the Montepoole Spring — what's this they call

it? — Queechy! — By the way!" said he, reading Fleda's

countenance, "it is the very place where your father was born!

— it is! I didn't think of that before."

Fleda's hands were clasped.

"Oh, I am very glad!" she said. "It's my old home. It is the

most lovely place, aunt Lucy! — most lovely — and we shall

have some good neighbours there too. Oh, I am very glad! — The

dear old saw-mill! —"

"Dear old saw-mill!" said the doctor, looking at her. "Rolf,

I'll tell you what, you shall give me this girl. I want her. I

can take better care of her, perhaps, now, than you can. Let

her come to me when you leave the city — it will be better for

her than to help work the saw-mill; and I have as good a right

to her as anybody, for Amy before her was like my own child."

The doctor spoke not with his usual light jesting manner, but

very seriously. Hugh's lips parted — Mrs. Rossitur looked with

a sad thoughtful look at Fleda — Mr. Rossitur walked up and

down looking at nobody. Fleda watched him.

"What does Fleda herself say?" said he, stopping short

suddenly. His face softened, and his eye changed as it fell

upon her, for the first time that day. Fleda saw her opening;

she came to him, within his arms, and laid her head upon his

breast.

"What does Fleda say?" said he, softly kissing her.

Fleda's tears said a good deal, that needed no interpreter.

She felt her uncle's hand passed more and more tenderly over

her head — so tenderly that it made it all the more difficult

for her to govern herself and stop her tears. But she did stop

them, and looked up at him then with such a face — so glowing

through smiles and tears — it was like a very rainbow of hope

upon the cloud of their prospects. Mr. Rossitur felt the power

of the sunbeam wand; it reached his heart; it was even with a

smile that he said, as he looked at her —

"Will you go to your uncle Orrin, Fleda?"

"Not if uncle Rolf will keep me."

"Keep you!" said Mr. Rossitur; "I should like to see who

wouldn't keep you! There, Dr. Gregory, you have your answer."

"Hum! — I might have known," said the doctor, "that the 'faire

Una' would abjure cities. Come here, you Elf!" — and he

wrapped her in his arms so tight she could not stir — "I have

a spite against you for this. What amends will you make me for

such an affront?"

"Let me take breath," said Fleda, laughing, "and I'll tell

you. You don't want any amends, uncle Orrin."

"Well," said he, gazing with more feeling than he cared to

show into that sweet face, so innocent of apology-making — you

shall promise me that you will not forget uncle Orrin, and the

old house in Bleecker Street."

Fleda's eyes grew more wistful.

"And will you promise me that if ever you want anything, you

will come, or send straight there?"

"If ever I want anything I can't get nor do without," said

Fleda.

"Pshaw!" said the doctor, letting her go, but laughing at the

same time. " Mind my words, Mr. and Mrs. Rossitur — if ever

that girl takes the wrong bit in her mouth — Well, well! I'll

go home."

Home he went. The rest drew together particularly near, round

the fire — Hugh at his father's shoulder, and Fleda kneeling

on the rug, between her uncle and aunt, with a hand on each;

and there was not one of them whose gloom was not lightened by

her bright face and cheerful words of hope, that, in the new

scenes they were going to, "they would all be so happy."

The days that followed were gloomy, but Fleda's ministry was

unceasing. Hugh seconded her well, though more passively.

Feeling less pain himself, he perhaps for that very reason was

less acutely alive to it in others — not so quick to foresee

and ward off, not so skilful to allay it. Fleda seemed to have

intuition for the one and a charm for the other. To her there

was pain in every parting; her sympathies clung to whatever

wore the livery of habit. There was hardly any piece of

furniture, there was no book or marble or picture, that she

could take leave of without a pang. But it was kept to

herself; her sorrowful good-byes were said in secret; before

others, in all those weeks, she was a very Euphrosyne — light,

bright, cheerful of eye, and foot, and hand — a shield between

her aunt and every annoyance that she could take instead — a

good little fairy, that sent her sunbeam wand, quick as a

flash, where any eye rested gloomily. People did not always

find out where the light came from, but it was her witchery.

The creditors would touch none of Mrs. Rossitur's things, her

husband's honourable behaviour had been so thorough. They even

presented him with one or two pictures, which he sold for a

considerable sum; and to Mrs. Rossitur they gave up all the

plate in daily use, a matter of great rejoicing to Fleda, who

knew well how sorely it would have been missed. She and her

aunt had quite a little library, too, of their own private

store; a little one it was indeed, but the worth of every

volume was now trebled in her eyes. Their furniture was all

left behind; and in its stead went some of neat light painted

wood, which looked to Fleda deliciously countrified. A

promising cook and housemaid were engaged to go with them to

the wilds, and about the first of April they turned their

backs upon the city.

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