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In the faces of men who have dominion of whatever kind over their fellow

men--be it the brutal rule of the prize fighter over his gang or the

apparently gentle sway of the apparently meek bishop over his loving

flock--in the faces of all men of power there is a dangerous look. They

may never lose their tempers. They may never lift their voices. They may

be ever suave and civil. The dangerous look is there--and the danger

behind it. And the sense of that look and of its cause has a certain

restraining effect upon all but the hopelessly impudent or solidly

dense. Norman was one of the men without fits of temper. In his moments

of irritation, no one ever felt that a storm of violent language might

be impending. But the danger signal flaunted from his face. Danger of

what? No one could have said. Most people would have laughed at the idea

that so even tempered a man, pleased with himself and with the world,

could ever be dangerous. Yet everyone had instinctively respected that

danger flag--until Dorothy.

Perhaps it had struck for her--had really not been there when she looked

at him. Perhaps she had been too inexperienced, perhaps too

self-centered, to see it. Perhaps she had never before seen his face in

an hour of weariness and relaxation--when the true character, the

dominating and essential trait or traits, shows nakedly upon the

surface, making the weak man or woman look pitiful, the strong man or

woman formidable.

However that may be, when he walked into the sitting room, greeted her

placidly and kissed her on the brow, she, glancing uncertainly up at

him, saw that danger signal for the first time. She studied his face,

her own face wearing her expression of the puzzled child. No, not quite

that expression as it always had been theretofore, but a modified form

of it. To any self-centered, self-absorbed woman--there comes in her

married life, unless she be married to a booby, a time, an hour, a

moment even--for it can be narrowed down to a point--when she takes her

first _seeing_ look at the man upon whom she is dependent for protection,

whether spiritual or material, or both. In her egotism and vanity she

has been regarding him as her property. Suddenly, and usually

disagreeably, it has been revealed to her that she is his property. That

hour had come for Dorothy Norman. And she was looking at her husband,

was wondering who and what he was.

"You've had your lunch?" he said.

"No," replied she.

"You have been out for the air?"

"No."

"Why not?"

"You didn't tell me what to do."

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