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He went straight home and sought his sister. She had that moment come in

from tea after a matinee. She talked about the play--how badly it was

acted--and about the women she had seen at tea--how badly dressed they

were. "It's hard to say which is the more dreadful--the ugly, misshapen

human race without clothes or in the clothes it insists on wearing. And

the talk at that tea! Does no one ever say a pleasant thing about

anyone? Doesn't anyone ever do a pleasant thing that can be spoken

about? I read this morning Tolstoy's advice about resolving to think all

day only nice thoughts and sticking to it. That sounded good to me, and

I decided to try it." Ursula laughed and squirmed about in her

tight-fitting dress that made an enchanting display of her figure. "What

is one to do? _I_ can't be a fraud, for one. And if I had stuck to my

resolution I'd have spent the day in lying. What's the matter, Fred?"

Now that her attention was attracted she observed more closely. "What

_have_ you been doing? You look--frightful!"

"I've broken with her," replied he.

"With Jo?" she cried. "Why, Fred, you can't--you can't--with the

wedding only five days away!"

"Not with Jo."

Ursula breathed noisy relief. She said cheerfully: "Oh--with the other.

Well, I'm glad it's over."

"Over?" said he sardonically. "Over? It's only begun."

"But you'll stick it out, Fred. You've made a fool of yourself long

enough. What was the girl playing for? Marriage?"

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