Again Aylmer applied himself to his labors. She could hear his voice in

the distant furnace-room giving directions to Aminadab, whose harsh,

uncouth, misshapen tones were audible in response, more like the grunt

or growl of a brute than human speech. After hours of absence, Aylmer

reappeared and proposed that she should now examine his cabinet of

chemical products and natural treasures of the earth. Among the former

he showed her a small vial, in which, he remarked, was contained a

gentle yet most powerful fragrance, capable of impregnating all the

breezes that blow across a kingdom. They were of inestimable value, the

contents of that little vial; and, as he said so, he threw some of the

perfume into the air and filled the room with piercing and invigorating

delight.

"And what is this?" asked Georgiana, pointing to a small crystal globe

containing a gold-colored liquid. "It is so beautiful to the eye that I

could imagine it the elixir of life."

"In one sense it is," replied Aylmer; "or rather, the elixir of

immortality. It is the most precious poison that ever was concocted in

this world. By its aid I could apportion the lifetime of any mortal at

whom you might point your finger. The strength of the dose would

determine whether he were to linger out years, or drop dead in the midst

of a breath. No king on his guarded throne could keep his life if I, in

my private station, should deem that the welfare of millions justified

me in depriving him of it."

"Why do you keep such a terrific drug?" inquired Georgiana, in horror.

"Do not mistrust me, dearest," said her husband, smiling; "its virtuous

potency is yet greater than its harmful one. But see! here is a powerful

cosmetic. With a few drops of this in a vase of water, freckles may be

washed away as easily as the hands are cleansed. A stronger infusion

would take the blood out of the cheek, and leave the rosiest beauty a

pale ghost."

"Is it with this lotion that you intend to bathe my cheek?" asked

Georgiana, anxiously.

"O no," hastily replied her husband; "this is merely superficial. Your

case demands a remedy that shall go deeper."

In his interviews with Georgiana, Aylmer generally made minute inquiries

as to her sensations, and whether the confinement of the rooms and the

temperature of the atmosphere agreed with her. These questions had such

a particular drift that Georgiana began to conjecture that she was

already subjected to certain physical influences, either breathed in

with the fragrant air or taken with her food. She fancied likewise, but

it might be altogether fancy, that there was a stirring up of her

system,--a strange, indefinite sensation creeping through her veins, and

tingling, half painfully, half pleasurably, at her heart. Still,

whenever she dared to look into the mirror, there she beheld herself

pale as a white rose and with the crimson birthmark stamped upon her

cheek. Not even Aylmer now hated it so much as she.

To dispel the tedium of the hours which her husband found it necessary

to devote to the processes of combination and analysis, Georgiana turned

over the volumes of his scientific library. In many dark old tomes she

met with chapters full of romance and poetry. They were the works of the

philosophers of the Middle Ages, such as Albertus Magnus, Cornelius

Agrippa, Paracelsus, and the famous friar who created the prophetic

Brazen Head. All these antique naturalists stood in advance of their

centuries, yet were imbued with some of their credulity, and therefore

were believed, and perhaps imagined themselves to have acquired from the

investigation of nature a power above nature, and from physics a sway

over the spiritual world. Hardly less curious and imaginative were the

early volumes of the Transactions of the Royal Society, in which the

members, knowing little of the limits of natural possibility, were

continually recording wonders or proposing methods whereby wonders might

be wrought.

But, to Georgiana, the most engrossing volume was a large folio from her

husband's own hand, in which he had recorded every experiment of his

scientific career, its original aim, the methods adopted for its

development, and its final success or failure, with the circumstances to

which either event was attributable. The book, in truth was both the

history and emblem of his ardent, ambitious, imaginative, yet practical

and laborious life. He handled physical details as if there were nothing

beyond them; yet spiritualized them all, and redeemed himself from

materialism by his strong and eager aspiration towards the infinite. In

his grasp the veriest clod of earth assumed a soul. Georgiana, as she

read, reverenced Aylmer and loved him more profoundly than ever, but

with a less entire dependence on his judgment than heretofore. Much as

he had accomplished, she could not but observe that his most splendid

successes were almost invariably failures, if compared with the ideal at

which he aimed. His brightest diamonds were the merest pebbles, and felt

to be so by himself, in comparison with the inestimable gems which lay

hidden beyond his reach. The volume, rich with achievements that had

won renown for its author, was yet as melancholy a record as ever mortal

hand had penned. It was the sad confession and continual exemplification

of the shortcomings of the composite man, the spirit burdened with clay

and working in matter, and of the despair that assails the higher nature

at finding itself so miserably thwarted by the earthly part. Perhaps

every man of genius, in whatever sphere, might recognize the image of

his own experience in Aylmer's journal.

So deeply did these reflections affect Georgiana that she laid her face

upon the open volume and burst into tears. In this situation she was

found by her husband.

"It is dangerous to read in a sorcerer's books," said he with a smile,

though his countenance was uneasy and displeased. "Georgiana, there are

pages in that volume which I can scarcely glance over and keep my

senses. Take heed lest it prove as detrimental to you."

"It has made me worship you more than ever," said she.

"Ah, wait for this one success," rejoined he, "then worship me if you

will. I shall deem myself hardly unworthy of it. But come, I have sought

you for the luxury of your voice. Sing to me, dearest."

So she poured out the liquid music of her voice to quench the thirst of

his spirit. He then took his leave with a boyish exuberance of gayety,

assuring her that her seclusion would endure but a little longer, and

that the result was already certain. Scarcely had he departed when

Georgiana felt irresistibly impelled to follow him. She had forgotten to

inform Aylmer of a symptom which for two or three hours past had begun

to excite her attention. It was a sensation in the fatal birthmark, not

painful, but which induced a restlessness throughout her system.

Hastening after her husband, she intruded for the first time into the

laboratory.

The first thing that struck her eye was the furnace, that hot and

feverish worker, with the intense glow of its fire, which by the

quantities of soot clustered above it seemed to have been burning for

ages. There was a distilling-apparatus in full operation. Around the

room were retorts, tubes, cylinders, crucibles, and other apparatus of

chemical research. An electrical machine stood ready for immediate use.

The atmosphere felt oppressively close, and was tainted with gaseous

odors which had been tormented forth by the processes of science. The

severe and homely simplicity of the apartment, with its naked walls and

brick pavement, looked strange, accustomed as Georgiana had become to

the fantastic elegance of her boudoir. But what chiefly, indeed almost

solely, drew her attention, was the aspect of Aylmer himself.

He was pale as death, anxious and absorbed, and hung over the furnace as

if it depended upon his utmost watchfulness whether the liquid which it

was distilling should be the draught of immortal happiness or misery.

How different from the sanguine and joyous mien that he had assumed for

Georgiana's encouragement!

"Carefully now, Aminadab; carefully, thou human machine; carefully, thou

man of clay," muttered Aylmer, more to himself than his assistant. "Now,

if there be a thought too much or too little, it is all over."

"Ho! ho!" mumbled Aminadab. "Look, master! look!"

Aylmer raised his eyes hastily, and at first reddened, then grew paler

than ever, on beholding Georgiana. He rushed towards her and seized her

arm with a gripe that left the print of his fingers upon it.

"Why do you come hither? Have you no trust in your husband?" cried he,

impetuously. "Would you throw the blight of that fatal birthmark over my

labors? It is not well done. Go, prying woman! go!"

"Nay, Aylmer," said Georgiana with the firmness of which she possessed

no stinted endowment, "it is not you that have a right to complain. You

mistrust your wife; you have concealed the anxiety with which you watch

the development of this experiment. Think not so unworthily of me, my

husband. Tell me all the risk we run, and fear not that I shall shrink;

for my share in it is far less than your own."

"No, no, Georgiana!" said Aylmer, impatiently; "it must not be."

"I submit," replied she, calmly. "And, Aylmer, I shall quaff whatever

draught you bring me; but it will be on the same principle that would

induce me to take a dose of poison if offered by your hand."

"My noble wife," said Aylmer, deeply moved, "I knew not the height and

depth of your nature until now. Nothing shall be concealed. Know, then,

that this crimson hand, superficial as it seems, has clutched its grasp

into your being with a strength of which I had no previous conception. I

have already administered agents powerful enough to do aught except to

change your entire physical system. Only one thing remains to be tried.

If that fail us we are ruined."

"Why did you hesitate to tell me this?" asked she.

"Because, Georgiana," said Aylmer, in a low voice, "there is danger."

"Danger? There is but one danger,--that this horrible stigma shall be

left upon my cheek!" cried Georgiana. "Remove it, remove it, whatever be

the cost, or we shall both go mad!"

"Heaven knows your words are too true," said Aylmer, sadly. "And now,

dearest, return to your boudoir. In a little while all will be tested."

He conducted her back and took leave of her with a solemn tenderness

which spoke far more than his words how much was now at stake. After his

departure Georgiana became rapt in musings. She considered the character

of Aylmer, and did it completer justice than at any previous moment. Her

heart exulted, while it trembled, at his honorable love,--so pure and

lofty that it would accept nothing less than perfection, nor miserably

make itself contented with an earthlier nature than he had dreamed of.

She felt how much more precious was such a sentiment than that meaner

kind which would have borne with the imperfection for her sake, and have

been guilty of treason to holy love by degrading its perfect idea to the

level of the actual; and with her whole spirit she prayed that, for a

single moment, she might satisfy his highest and deepest conception.

Longer than one moment she well knew it could not be; for his spirit was

ever on the march, ever ascending, and each instant required something

that was beyond the scope of the instant before.

The sound of her husband's footsteps aroused her. He bore a crystal

goblet containing a liquor colorless as water, but bright enough to be

the draught of immortality. Aylmer was pale; but it seemed rather the

consequence of a highly wrought state of mind and tension of spirit than

of fear or doubt.

"The concoction of the draught has been perfect," said he, in answer to

Georgiana's look. "Unless all my science have deceived me, it cannot

fail."

"Save on your account, my dearest Aylmer," observed his wife, "I might

wish to put off this birthmark of mortality by relinquishing mortality

itself in preference to any other mode. Life is but a sad possession to

those who have attained precisely the degree of moral advancement at

which I stand. Were I weaker and blinder, it might be happiness. Were I

stronger, it might be endured hopefully. But, being what I find myself,

methinks I am of all mortals the most fit to die."

"You are fit for heaven without tasting death!" replied her husband.

"But why do we speak of dying? The draught cannot fail. Behold its

effect upon this plant."

On the window-seat there stood a geranium diseased with yellow blotches,

which had overspread all its leaves. Aylmer poured a small quantity of

the liquid upon the soil in which it grew. In a little time, when the

roots of the plant had taken up the moisture, the unsightly blotches

began to be extinguished in a living verdure.

"There needed no proof," said Georgiana, quietly. "Give me the goblet.

I joyfully stake all upon your word."

"Drink, then, thou lofty creature!" exclaimed Aylmer, with fervid

admiration. "There is no taint of imperfection on thy spirit. Thy

sensible frame, too, shall soon be all perfect."

She quaffed the liquid and returned the goblet to his hand.

"It is grateful," said she, with a placid smile. "Methinks it is like

water from a heavenly fountain; for it contains I know not what of

unobtrusive fragrance and deliciousness. It allays a feverish thirst

that had parched me for many days. Now, dearest, let me sleep. My

earthly senses are closing over my spirit like the leaves around the

heart of a rose at sunset."

She spoke the last words with a gentle reluctance, as if it required

almost more energy than she could command to pronounce the faint and

lingering syllables. Scarcely had they loitered through her lips ere she

was lost in slumber. Aylmer sat by her side, watching her aspect with

the emotions proper to a man, the whole value of whose existence was

involved in the process now to be tested. Mingled with this mood,

however, was the philosophic investigation characteristic of the man of

science. Not the minutest symptom escaped him. A heightened flush of the

cheek, a slight irregularity of breath, a quiver of the eyelid, a

hardly perceptible tremor through the frame,--such were the details

which, as the moments passed, he wrote down in his folio volume. Intense

thought had set its stamp upon every previous page of that volume; but

the thoughts of years were all concentrated upon the last.

While thus employed, he failed not to gaze often at the fatal hand, and

not without a shudder. Yet once, by a strange and unaccountable impulse,

he pressed it with his lips. His spirit recoiled, however, in the very

act; and Georgiana, out of the midst of her deep sleep, moved uneasily

and murmured, as if in remonstrance. Again Aylmer resumed his watch. Nor

was it without avail. The crimson hand, which at first had been strongly

visible upon the marble paleness of Georgiana's cheek, now grew more

faintly outlined. She remained not less pale than ever; but the

birthmark, with every breath that came and went, lost somewhat of its

former distinctness. Its presence had been awful; its departure was more

awful still. Watch the stain of the rainbow fading out of the sky, and

you will know how that mysterious symbol passed away.

"By Heaven! it is wellnigh gone!" said Aylmer to himself, in almost

irrepressible ecstasy. "I can scarcely trace it now. Success! success!

And now it is like the faintest rose-color. The lightest flush of blood

across her cheek would overcome it. But she is so pale!"

He drew aside the window-curtain and suffered the light of natural day

to fall into the room and rest upon her cheek. At the same time he heard

a gross, hoarse chuckle, which he had long known as his servant

Aminadab's expression of delight.

"Ah, clod! ah, earthly mass!" cried Aylmer, laughing in a sort of

frenzy, "you have served me well! Matter and spirit--earth and

heaven--have both done their part in this! Laugh, thing of the senses!

You have earned the right to laugh."

These exclamations broke Georgiana's sleep. She slowly unclosed her eyes

and gazed into the mirror which her husband had arranged for that

purpose. A faint smile flitted over her lips when she recognized how

barely perceptible was now that crimson hand which had once blazed forth

with such disastrous brilliancy as to scare away all their happiness.

But then her eyes sought Aylmer's face with a trouble and anxiety that

he could by no means account for.

"My poor Aylmer!" murmured she.

"Poor? Nay, richest, happiest, most favored!" exclaimed he. "My peerless

bride, it is successful! You are perfect!"

"My poor Aylmer," she repeated, with a more than human tenderness, "you

have aimed loftily; you have done nobly. Do not repent that, with so

high and pure a feeling, you have rejected the best the earth could

offer. Aylmer, dearest Aylmer, I am dying!"

Alas! it was too true! The fatal hand had grappled with the mystery of

life, and was the bond by which an angelic spirit kept itself in union

with a mortal frame. As the last crimson tint of the birthmark--that

sole token of human imperfection--faded from her cheek, the parting

breath of the now perfect woman passed into the atmosphere, and her

soul, lingering a moment near her husband, took its heavenward flight.

Then a hoarse, chuckling laugh was heard again! Thus ever does the gross

fatality of earth exult in its invariable triumph over the immortal

essence which, in this dim sphere of half-development, demands the

completeness of a higher state. Yet, had Aylmer reached a profounder

wisdom, he need not thus have flung away the happiness which would have

woven his mortal life of the self-same texture with the celestial. The

momentary circumstance was too strong for him; he failed to look beyond

the shadowy scope of time, and, living once for all in eternity, to find

the perfect future in the present.

Ethan Brand

A CHAPTER FROM AN ABORTIVE ROMANCE

Bartram the lime-burner, a rough, heavy-looking man, begrimed with

charcoal, sat watching his kiln, at nightfall, while his little son

played at building houses with the scattered fragments of marble, when,

on the hillside below them, they heard a roar of laughter, not mirthful,

but slow, and even solemn, like a wind shaking the boughs of the forest.

"Father, what is that?" asked the little boy, leaving his play, and

pressing betwixt his father's knees.

"O, some drunken man, I suppose," answered the lime-burner; "some merry

fellow from the bar-room in the village, who dared not laugh loud enough

within doors lest he should blow the roof of the house off. So here he

is, shaking his jolly sides at the foot of Graylock."

"But, father," said the child, more sensitive than the obtuse,

middle-aged clown, "he does not laugh like a man that is glad. So the

noise frightens me!"

"Don't be a fool, child!" cried his father, gruffly. "You will never

make a man, I do believe; there is too much of your mother in you. I

have known the rustling of a leaf startle you. Hark! Here comes the

merry fellow now. You shall see that there is no harm in him."

Bartram and his little son, while they were talking thus, sat watching

the same lime-kiln that had been the scene of Ethan Brand's solitary and

meditative life, before he began his search for the Unpardonable Sin.

Many years, as we have seen, had now elapsed, since that portentous

night when the Idea was first developed. The kiln, however, on the

mountain-side, stood unimpaired, and was in nothing changed since he had

thrown his dark thoughts into the intense glow of its furnace, and

melted them, as it were, into the one thought that took possession of

his life. It was a rude, round, tower-like structure, about twenty feet

high, heavily built of rough stones, and with a hillock of earth heaped

about the larger part of its circumference; so that the blocks and

fragments of marble might be drawn by cart-loads, and thrown in at the

top. There was an opening at the bottom of the tower, like an

oven-mouth, but large enough to admit a man in a stooping posture, and

provided with a massive iron door. With the smoke and jets of flame

issuing from the chinks and crevices of this door, which seemed to give

admittance into the hillside, it resembled nothing so much as the

private entrance to the infernal regions, which the shepherds of the

Delectable Mountains were accustomed to show to pilgrims.

There are many such lime-kilns in that tract of country, for the purpose

of burning the white marble which composes a large part of the substance

of the hills. Some of them, built years ago, and long deserted, with

weeds growing in the vacant round of the interior, which is open to the

sky, and grass and wild-flowers rooting themselves into the chinks of

the stones, look already like relics of antiquity, and may yet be

overspread with the lichens of centuries to come. Others, where the

lime-burner still feeds his daily and night-long fire, afford points of

interest to the wanderer among the hills, who seats himself on a log of

wood or a fragment of marble, to hold a chat with the solitary man. It

is a lonesome, and, when the character is inclined to thought, may be an

intensely thoughtful occupation; as it proved in the case of Ethan

Brand, who had mused to such strange purpose, in days gone by, while the

fire in this very kiln was burning.

The man who now watched the fire was of a different order, and troubled

himself with no thoughts save the very few that were requisite to his

business. At frequent intervals, he flung back the clashing weight of

the iron door, and, turning his face from the insufferable glare, thrust

in huge logs of oak, or stirred the immense brands with a long pole.

Within the furnace were seen the curling and riotous flames, and the

burning marble, almost molten with the intensity of heat; while without,

the reflection of the fire quivered on the dark intricacy of the

surrounding forest, and showed in the foreground a bright and ruddy

little picture of the hut, the spring beside its door, the athletic and

coal-begrimed figure of the lime-burner, and the half-frightened child,

shrinking into the protection of his father's shadow. And when again the

iron door was closed, then reappeared the tender light of the half-full

moon, which vainly strove to trace out the indistinct shapes of the

neighboring mountains; and, in the upper sky, there was a flitting

congregation of clouds, still faintly tinged with the rosy sunset,

though thus far down into the valley the sunshine had vanished long and

long ago.

The little boy now crept still closer to his father, as footsteps were

heard ascending the hillside, and a human form thrust aside the bushes

that clustered beneath the trees.

"Halloo! who is it?" cried the lime-burner, vexed at his son's timidity,

yet half infected by it. "Come forward, and show yourself, like a man,

or I'll fling this chunk of marble at your head!"

"You offer me a rough welcome," said a gloomy voice, as the unknown man

drew nigh. "Yet I neither claim nor desire a kinder one, even at my own

fireside."

To obtain a distincter view, Bartram threw open the iron door of the

kiln, whence immediately issued a gush of fierce light, that smote full

upon the stranger's face and figure. To a careless eye there appeared

nothing very remarkable in his aspect, which was that of a man in a

coarse, brown, country-made suit of clothes, tall and thin, with the

staff and heavy shoes of a wayfarer. As he advanced, he fixed his

eyes--which were very bright--intently upon the brightness of the

furnace, as if he beheld, or expected to behold, some object worthy of

note within it.

"Good evening, stranger," said the lime-burner; "whence come you, so

late in the day?"

"I come from my search," answered the wayfarer; "for, at last, it is

finished."

"Drunk!--or crazy!" muttered Bartram to himself. "I shall have trouble

with the fellow. The sooner I drive him away, the better."

The little boy, all in a tremble, whispered to his father, and begged

him to shut the door of the kiln, so that there might not be so much

light; for that there was something in the man's face which he was

afraid to look at, yet could not look away from. And, indeed, even the

lime-burner's dull and torpid sense began to be impressed by an

indescribable something in that thin, rugged, thoughtful visage, with

the grizzled hair hanging wildly about it, and those deeply sunken eyes,

which gleamed like fires within the entrance of a mysterious cavern.

But, as he closed the door, the stranger turned towards him, and spoke

in a quiet, familiar way, that made Bartram feel as if he were a sane

and sensible man, after all.

"Your task draws to an end, I see," said he. "This marble has already

been burning three days. A few hours more will convert the stone to

lime."

"Why, who are you?" exclaimed the lime-burner. "You seem as well

acquainted with my business as I am myself."

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