It was half-past nine; nobody was likely to come before ten o'clock. He

went downstairs to the library and asked for a glass of fine champagne

and seltzer water. He was pained to see Dora lose her gaiety. To give

him his due, his one hope was to soon see his ambitious dreams realised,

to consecrate anew his whole existence to his wife. He hated himself for

being unable to do so at once. But he had gone too far to retrace his

steps. He seemed to be carried along by an irresistible current. In his

heart of hearts he felt poignantly how much he was in the wrong, but he

could not bring himself to break off yet and give up his darling hopes.

His behaviour had assumed a disgraceful aspect to his eyes, although he

dared not own it to himself. Often and often he longed to go and throw

himself at Dora's feet. He had not the moral courage necessary to take a

decision on which the whole happiness of his wife depended. Every

feeling of delicacy and generosity in his composition revolted within

him, for he adored her. He fought hard, but each time he returned to the

attack he was vanquished.

Philip was unhappy, in spite of the gaiety he forced himself to assume;

within him was a mortal sadness.

He swallowed his drink, sat down, and began to think over what Dora had

said to him.

"Suppose," thought he, "that General Sabaroff should turn out to be

Dora's old admirer. Well, what then? He must have forgotten her long

ago--she never had any love for him--not even a school-girl's love.

Where is the danger? She has a painful recollection of him; but she is

no longer a child, she is a woman of the world. Why should she not

conquer her antipathy for him and make use of a little diplomacy to

render me a service? I must absolutely get General Sabaroff's approval.

Everything depends on that. But, what if he should not have forgotten

her, if he still loves her? He would not feel disposed to place a

fortune in my hands. Stay, though, perhaps he would, on the contrary, to

please Dora. Another reason why she should be amiable to him" ...

His evil genius urged him on.

"It's decided," said he; "whatever it may cost, I must have the man's

approbation of my shell--and I must have that money to be rich--really

rich. Yes, my dear father, I shall be wealthy, and I will prove to you

that it is possible to make a fortune without being your slave."

His spirits brightened considerably, and, rubbing his hands cheerfully,

he strode up and down the room exultantly, perfectly convinced that he

had formed a resolution which would turn out to his advantage.

"Suppose I should succeed! Well, of course I shall succeed. I must,

something tells me I shall, I will. Yes, this man Sabre-off or Sabre-on

must be made much of. As to Dora,--with some wives it might be a risky

experiment, but with her,--why, I should as soon think of doubting my

own existence as of doubting her! 'Oh, my darling!'" said he aloud,

taking up a photograph of Dora and kissing it, "'forgive me for having

had such a thought, and still more for having expressed it.' Yes, she

must receive this man smilingly whether he turns out to be a Sir Galahad

or not. I have gone too far to draw back now. It's annoying all the

same--pity there is so much sentimental nonsense in even the best of

women, and Dora is one out of ten thousand."

The final chords of a pianoforte solo reached his ears, followed by loud

applause.

"By Jove," said he, "I was nearly forgetting all about the party."

He hurriedly left the library and went upstairs to the drawing-room.

X

BELGRAVIA

Dora was receiving her guests at the top of the staircase, at the

entrance of the large drawing-room. Philip found about thirty people

already arrived, and he proceeded to shake hands and distribute words of

welcome. At half-past ten it had become difficult to circulate in the

rooms; the staircase and hall were crowded, but a stream of carriages

still flowed up.

At eleven o'clock the fete was at its height, veritably dazzling. The

lights, the flowers, made it a fairy scene. It was a phantasmagoria of

heads, bare shoulders, black coats, diamonds, shimmering satins, and

priceless lace; and, permeating the whole, a perfume as of hot-house

flowers.

All the types of society were to be recognised in the throng--the

diplomatists, with their eternal smile and irreproachably cut clothes;

the aristocracy, with its frigid bored look, occasionally smiling, as

if by mechanism; the City by its biblical noses; the Stock Exchange by

those cold, metallic, careworn men, aged before their time by the

wrinkles that money preoccupations plough on their foreheads; literature

by men bright and interested in everything around them, cheerily

provoking ripples of laughter among the women, and recounting their best

anecdotes among the men. The fine arts were represented by a few

noble-looking heads rising out of Shakespeare collars.

On all sides were exquisite toilettes, setting off forms of dazzling

fairness and admirable poise--a complete representative crowd of that

calm, proud, haughty British nation, full of dignity, robust health, and

self-confidence; a nation that holds in its hands the destinies of half

the earth.

Lorimer and de Lussac met in a corner of the drawing-room.

"What a reception!" said de Lussac. "All London is rubbing shoulders

here, in order to have a look at the man who has invented the famous

shell."

"And his wife," added Lorimer.

"And his wife," repeated de Lussac. "I never saw her looking so lovely.

Raphael might have drawn the oval of her face, Murillo her eyes, Titian

her hair, Rubens her shoulders."

"And a modern English painter the sadness of her brow," said Lorimer.

"Doesn't she look bored, poor woman?"

"That puts the finishing touch, and helps to make her superb--ideal. A

calm, cold, sad face is the one _mieux portee_ in England. It is almost

_de rigueur_. Nothing is such bad form as to appear to enjoy life. She

is quite _a la mode_."

"_A la mort_," said Lorimer. "My dear fellow, I'll tell you what it is,

such parties as this give me shivers down the back. Your countrywoman,

Madame Vigee-Lebrun, was right when she said, 'The English amuse

themselves as the French bore themselves.'"

"Then why do you come here, old fellow?"

"Oh, I! Why, I come as a doctor. I am deeply interested in a special

case. I am studying and following carefully the progress of a malady. I

am here diagnosing."

"And your patient is" ...

"Our worthy host," said Lorimer.

"How do you find him to-day?"

"The disease is taking its course; he will get over it; but the cure

will take time."

Lorimer fixed his eyeglass in his eye, and surveyed the crowd.

"Ah," he ejaculated, letting his glass drop again, "how I preferred the

good little Bohemian Sunday suppers, the pretty little house in St.

John's Wood! The servants were dismissed, and everybody helped everybody

else. There was a house where gaiety reigned supreme, _en autocrate_!

And what music we used to have! What glorious talks, what delicious

discussions on every topic under the sun! Artists, writers, journalists,

out-vied one another in brilliancy. Politics were put aside, and the

Bourse and all that makes modern life insufferable. We were never more

than twelve of us, so that the conversation could always be general,

and, for that matter, the house did not contain a room large enough to

hold comfortably more than a dozen people. How all the guests harmonised

together! Those were parties. Here they are funereal functions. In a

small room conversation is easy, people can talk easily. In a large room

one is swamped, and feels like a solution of oneself."

"I see," said de Lussac, "that in spite of all your successes, you have

remained a philosopher."

"More than ever. But look round you. Look at all these faces. These

people touch a spring to make themselves smile. Oh, if that is your

fashion of enjoying yourself, thanks, I prefer something else. Every

time I come among this set, I am taken with furious longings every

quarter of an hour to rush into the street and shout, to assure myself

that I am alive. Poor old Grantham! It was his dream to see his wife

shine in society. Poor devil! and such a good fellow, not to speak of

his great future as a painter. However, there is our hostess coming

towards us. Look at her! How happy she looks, this queen with her new

crown--a capital model for 'Mary Stuart going to the Scaffold.'"

De Lussac, recognising some people he knew, moved off to join their

group. Lorimer went towards Dora, who smiled with relief at seeing him

in the crowd. Everyone seemed to have arrived now, and there was no need

for her to remain at her post; but, in case of possible fresh comers,

she stayed near the entrance of the room. She looked pale, her face was

drawn with fatigue, and her eyes looked unnaturally large.

"Oh, what good it does one to see an old friend's familiar face in a

crowd like this," she said to Lorimer, drawing him back towards the

doorway of the large drawing-room. "My dear Gerald, I don't believe I

know by sight the half of my guests."

The idea struck her as so funny that she began to laugh heartily.

"Do you know half?" exclaimed Lorimer; "that is very good really. As for

the crowd, don't complain of that. An English hostess is a failure if

people do not stifle in her drawing-room; and if half a dozen women

faint, then the party is a social success that covers its giver with

glory. The society papers talk of her.--You seem tired."

"Yes," said Dora, "tired--at the end of my strength and my courage."

"Let me take you to the buffet."

They went down together. Lorimer got her a biscuit, an ice, and a glass

of champagne, and this light refreshment reanimated her.

On their way back to the drawing-room Lorimer took up the thread of the

conversation again.

"Come now, my dear Dora," said he, "your lot is very enviable after all,

you know. You are young, beautiful, rich, adored--one of the queens of

society. What more do you ask?"

"I ask nothing more," replied Dora; "I ask a great deal less. A queen in

society! I had rather be queen at home, as I used to be. We were left in

peace in those times. Now all the idlers pry into our life. And why?

Oh, it is too silly! Because Philip refused to sell Sir Benjamin Pond a

picture which he was painting for me. Yes, that is what is occupying

them to-night. They all go to have a look at the portrait, one after

another, and then they laugh. Can you conceive such a thing? There

exists, or rather there existed, a painter who loved his wife, and did

not mind showing it! Is it not droll? So vulgar, you know! It appears

that it creates high fun at the clubs. Ah, you may talk about women's

tongues, but to retail rubbish and circulate scandal, you must get a

dozen men together in a club smoking-room. They are beyond competition,

my dear Gerald. I would give all my guests for a couple of intimate

friends, for a couple of devoted relatives. Ah, you may say what you

like, blood is thicker than afternoon tea."

"You were too happy," said Lorimer, who had been amused at Dora's

tirade; "now you must share your happiness a little."

"Yes, and my husband with everybody. Where is my share? How I should

like to leave this room and go and sit in a quiet corner for a good

talk, such as we used to have in the good old times in the other house."

"Why move? Stay where you are, and instead of thinking yourself on

show, try and imagine that all this crowd is here for your amusement. I

know all your guests personally or by sight. I am your 'Who's who' for

to-night. Make use of me. I will show and explain the magic lantern."

"So you shall," said Dora, amused by the suggestion. "Now, then, who is

that horrible creature painted and dyed, with eyes half out of her head

and an eternal sickly smile on her face?"

"Lady Agatha Ashby, an old grump of the fashionable world. No one knows

her age. Some say it is seventy-two, others put it at a hundred and

seventy-two. She is enamelled, and the mouth, as you see it, is fixed in

that way with a smile that lasts three hours. They say she used to be

pretty and rather witty. Makes it her duty to know everybody worth

knowing. Will probably leave memoirs behind her--a diary at anyrate."

"And those?" said Dora, indicating two couples passing near her.

"The Earl of Gampton. Behind him the Countess, a young American woman,

who brought him three million dollars, with which he has been able to

get his coat-of-arms out of pawn. Our British aristocracy gets regilded

in Chicago and New York."

"How can a woman love or respect a man who allows himself to be

purchased for a title of nobility?"

"And," said Lorimer, "how can a man love or respect a woman who buys

him, and degrades him in his own eyes?"

"You are right," responded Dora. "I cannot see any possible element of

happiness in such marriages. She is ugly," she added, after taking a

second look at the Countess.

"Beauty fades," said Lorimer, in excuse for Lord Gampton.

"Yes, but ugliness remains," replied Dora.

"And the dollars, too, happily--it is a compensation--a fine indemnity."

"Not always; fortunes have been known to fade too."

"Ah," ejaculated Lorimer, as there passed by him a middle-aged man,

fairly good-looking, but wearing a forbidding, sulky expression, "there

is Sir George Hardy. He has not inflicted his wife on you."

"No, thank Heaven!--if what people say is true."

"True enough. People don't ask Lady Hardy, but Sir George is a

philosopher; he does not resent being asked out alone; and he has the

good sense never to try and introduce one to his wife. There are two

kinds of women--those you marry, and those you don't introduce to your

friends. Sir George has them both in one."

"What a dead-weight such a woman must be! To be proud of one's wife, to

be proud of one's husband--that is one of the great keys to happiness in

married life. Oh, Gerald, do look at that imposing-looking matron; who

is she?"

"The Dowager-Countess of Chausey, pretty well known for her serious

flirtations in 1850."

"How can a woman of her age go about so outrageously uncovered? So long

as English women do not show their feet, they think they are all right.

Her dress is perfectly indecent."

"Not the dress, but its contents," said Lorimer. "The Countess might, it

is true, draw a veil across the past and leave something to the

imagination of the beholder. But the fun of the thing is, that the

dowager is one of the vice-presidents of the society recently founded

for the suppression of the nude in our museums and picture galleries. O

the British matron!"

"What a proud carriage she has for a woman of her age," said Dora.

"One would think she was carrying the Holy Grail--two Holy Grails in a

Parsifal procession."

"Upon my word, I do believe," said Dora, "that women nowadays trust to

providence to keep their dresses on their backs! But what lovely frocks!

I do not understand how there can still be people who say that the

English woman does not know how to dress."

"Not now. A few years back one might have said with truth that the

German woman was covered, the English woman was clothed!"

"Not always," said Dora, laughing.

"The American was arrayed, but the French woman alone was dressed. In

the present day, the English woman of good society dresses as tastefully

as her French sisters, and this fact would be known in France, if

English women had not that bad habit of putting all their oldest

garments into requisition when they travel."

"French women have not much to teach us now."

"One or two things still. A little Parisian dressmaker, who would come

over and set up in England to teach English women to hold their dresses

up in the street, ought to make a fortune in no time. It is the most

graceful, artistic, and typical movement of the French woman."

"On the other hand, my dear Gerald," said Dora, "French women mince or

trot or proceed, English women walk. We are their superiors in many

things."

"We might make comparisons without end, and finally be sorely puzzled

where to award the prize."

Here the servant announced "Mrs. Van der Leyd Smith."

"Smythe--not Smith," said the new arrival, indignantly turning to the

domestic.

"That is the mother of Lady Gampton," whispered Lorimer to Dora.

Dora rose and went to shake hands with her.

"I am a little late," she said; "I have been to the Queen's Theatre to

see _Majella_. It is a play that will draw crowded houses till the end

of next season. You have seen it, of course."

"Yes," said Dora, "I was at the first night--allow me to introduce its

author--Mr. Gerald Lorimer."

"What a pleasure to meet you!" said she, as Lorimer came forward and

bowed. "I congratulate you sincerely; your play is a _chef-d'oeuvre_.

The house was packed to-night, and the enthusiasm boundless."

"I am happy the public appreciate the play," said Lorimer, bowing his

acknowledgments of her compliments.

"_Majella_ will place our old friend in the front rank of the dramatic

authors of the day."

"And fill his coffers to the brim," said the American lady, with a

knowing glance, which meant, "that is the main thing."

Lorimer and Dora exchanged comprehensive looks. The lady's wink had

explained in one flash the motto of New York. Not _who are you?_ nor

_what are you?_ nor yet _what have you done?_ but _how much do you

make?_

Loud and evidently sincere applause was heard coming from the smaller

drawing-room where the concert was being given. Presently there

appeared, making towards the staircase, a tall fair young man who

replied by smiles and repeated bows to the bravos which were accorded to

him by this _blase_ audience of people, little accustomed to lavish

applause on anyone. It was Schowalski, a well-known pianist who came to

London every year to give a concert, and play in drawing-rooms during

the season. At a certain distance, Schowalski's head recalled that of

his celebrated compatriot and confrere Paderewski; however, he had not

the delicate, finely chiselled profile which gives the latter his

striking and unforgetable physiognomy. Taller, more vigorous, more

solidly and massively built, with long light hair, straight and thick,

and his enormous moustache falling in a semicircle around the mouth, he

might have sat for Brennus or Vercingetorix.

Dora held out her hand as he was about to go downstairs.

"Thanks a thousand times," said she; "you have played like an angel."

And she introduced him to the American lady still at her side.

"I had the honour of making madame's acquaintance in New York," said

Schowalski, bowing.

"Really," replied Mrs. W. G. van der Leyd Smythe, "when was that?"

"Why, two years ago in New York, in your drawing-room, where I had the

honour of playing."

"That's true--I think I remember--in January 1896; yes, yes--delighted

to meet you again, Mr. ... I never can remember names--what is his name

again?" asked she of Dora.

Schowalski heard no more. He bowed, shook hands with a few friends and

disappeared.

"Schowalski is one of the greatest pianists of the day," said Dora.

"I know, I know," said the lady with the string of names, "but what

impertinence to enter into conversation with your guests, as if he had

been invited. Upon my word, the effrontery of these musicians!"

She followed him with her eyes as she stared through a pair of

long-handled glasses, that are a weapon of offence in the fingers of

some women.

"Well, to be sure," she cried, "if he isn't shaking hands with Lady

Gampton now! My dear Mrs. Grantham, in New York we do not entertain

musicians, we engage them to entertain us--we pay them and we are

quits."

"My dear Mrs. Van der Leyd Smith"--

"Smythe," said the lady, correcting Dora.

"Excuse me, I never can remember names. In England, artists like

Schowalski are received by the aristocracy and even at Court. Perhaps

that makes them so bold as to think they may be fit to associate with

the aristocracy of New York."

"Take that," she said to herself.

The magnificent New Yorker fanned herself, smiled a little awry, and

went to join the group which held her daughter, the Countess of Gampton.

Lorimer had not lost a word of the conversation. He would fain have

cried "Bravo."

"For a _debutante_," said he, "you are going strong--that was

promising."

"My dear Gerald, I feel that I am getting spiteful--I shall bite soon."

Just at this moment, quite near the door, she perceived a lady taking

notes. She had already noticed her before--this person who drew up every

now and then near certain groups, carefully studied the dresses, and

looked up and down the people whom she did not seem to know.

"Do tell me," Dora said to Lorimer, "who is that woman who puzzles me

so? What is she doing? She seems to be taking notes; just now she was

making little sketches--she is an artist, no doubt."

"How innocent you are!" cried Lorimer, laughing loudly. "Yes, she is an

artist, if you will--who works for some fashion paper--or a lady

reporter taking notes for a society paper."

"But I do not know her," said Dora; "I am perfectly sure I never asked

her here."

"You, no; but perhaps someone else. For that matter reporters find

their way pretty nearly everywhere without invitation. It is their

calling. This one is taking notes, to publish in her paper an account of

your party."

"But it is an insult," cried Dora; "I wish they would leave me alone. I

don't want accounts in papers--my house is private."

"Wait a moment--why, yes," exclaimed Lorimer, who had just put up his

eyeglass to look at the lady in question; "yes, of course, I know her,

she writes for _The Social Wave_, a paper for people in the swim. Shall

I introduce her to you?"

"Oh, no thank you, please don't," replied Dora.

"Some time ago," continued Lorimer, "I used to meet her often at

parties. She is a rather clever little woman, and has the knack of

turning out readable paragraphs. She is tolerated everywhere for the

sake of what she writes--you know, there are plenty of people who like

publicity."

Lorimer had noticed that the lady reporter had let fall two leaves from

her notebook. He watched his opportunity, picked them up, and brought

them to Dora.

"Look, we are going to have some fun. I have samples. Listen, 'Lady

Mardon looked thrillingly lovely in electric blue ... her superb

shoulders'" ...

"Enough, enough," said Dora. "The idea of it."

"Wait a minute; here is something else. 'Lady Margaret Solby wore a

dream of sea-green and salmon, and was the admiration of everyone. Mrs.

Van der Leyd Smythe received congratulations on all sides on the subject

of her daughter's marriage with the young Earl of Gampton.'"

"And people read that!" said Dora.

"Certainly, and, more wonderful still, people buy it. Oh, listen to

this, here is something that concerns you personally. 'Mrs. Philip

Grantham wore a dress of white satin, trimmed with lace and silver

embroidery, and, blazing with diamonds and emeralds, received her guests

with a simplicity and a grace which will speedily make her one of the

most popular hostesses in London.' Now, that is what I call amiable; she

treats you with generosity." And seeing that Dora seemed very much

annoyed, he added, "That is the kind of literature that delights our

modest countrywomen."

"There are no more journalists," said Dora, with disgust, "there are

only _concierges_."

She took the pages and tore them in shreds. Then, with a little feeling

of shame at having been amusing herself at the expense of her guests,

she rose, made a little sign to Lorimer, and was soon swallowed up in

the crush, saying a few pleasant words here and there to her

acquaintances as she went.

Lorimer went down to the buffet, where he found Schowalski, who was

going in heavily for sandwiches, cakes and ices and champagne. The

appetite of musicians is proverbial!

"Ah, Monsieur Lorimer," said he, "I am so glad to see you, you will be

the very man to render me a little service. I have just finished," he

added in confidence, "a grand concerto in four parts for the piano. In

that concerto I have expressed all the great sorrows of life: First, an

adagio--sad, full of tears; then a grand allegro, full of despair. You

understand, don't you? Well, what I am trying to find is a title, a

telling title. As a playwright you know the importance of a good title.

Can you suggest something?"

"My dear sir," said Lorimer, "great sorrows are silent."

"What do you mean?" asked the pianist, for whom British humour was a

closed letter. "Are you joking with me? How can one be silent and make

music?"

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