XVIII

ANY one watching Gull Island from the shore would have seen the yellow

shape of one bright window set like a small golden square in the

darkness. The bright window was Anne’s and over against it Anne sat on

the side of the bed looking at the floor. She sat perfectly still, held

in a staring concentration of thought, reviewing the happenings of the

night. The inability to understand that she had expressed to Bassett

had come back to her, there were things that she could not explain

away. Like a child piecing together the disconnected bits of a puzzle,

she contemplated separate facts, studied them, dropped each one in turn

and went on to another.

While Bassett had talked to her she had accepted his theory. His belief

in it had been so absolute and it was so plausible. Of course a person

in her state might have imagined anything. And as she dwelt on the

sentence to persuade herself, the vision of the dim shadowy room rose

before her with the figure coming toward her from the darkness of the

gallery, moving spiritlike as an hallucination might move. But as the

memory grew in vividness the shape took form and solidity, the slim

boy’s shape. She saw again its rapid advance, its sudden stoppage at

her words, its lightning-quick turn and soundless flight. The snap of

the closing door came to her mind as a last confirmation and she knew

it was no delusion.

“I did,” she said in a whisper, and raised her eyes as if confronting a

doubter with the truth. “I _know_ it--I _did_ see somebody.”

Somebody!

The word struck her ear with a startling effect, an effect of

discovery, of impending disclosures. Her body shrank together as if

in fear of them, her riveted glance grew fixed as a sleep-walker’s.

She lost all sense of her surroundings, her entire being contracted to

a point of inner activity. Before that intensified mental vision a

series of pictures passed like the slides in a magic lantern:--Shine’s

photograph, the worn, wide-eyed face of Sybil; Joe playing Sebastian,

his costume, his movements, a replica of Viola’s; the living-room as

they heard the shot, dusk falling outside; in the summer-house--with

its shrouding vines--it would have been almost dark.

The pictures were disconnected like spots of light breaking through

darkness. If the darkness could be dispelled and the spots of light

joined, fused into continuity, she would reach something, something she

was groping toward, fearfully groping toward. Suddenly a recollection

flashed up, clairvoyantly distinct--Joe at the flat trying to make

Bassett give him the part of Sebastian, imitating Sybil’s walk. That

picture brought her to her feet, brought a smothered cry to her lips.

The spots of light had joined, run together in a leaping illumination.

On the bureau lay the key of Joe’s trunk that she had brought from his

room after their last interview. She snatched it up and ran to the

door, out of it, along the gallery. In Joe’s room she turned on the

light and unlocked his trunk. She went through it to the bottom looking

for his Sebastian costume. It was gone, every appointment of it. She

had not needed the proof, she knew that she would not find it, that it

was Joe, dressed in that costume, Stokes had killed.

The rest of it--Sybil alive, hiding somewhere! She saw the gray dawn

on the window--the night was over, the house would soon be stirring.

She locked the trunk, turned off the light and stole out on the

gallery. She did not go back to her room but kept on down the hall to

the top-floor staircase. Half-way up she heard from the floor above a

sound, so faint, so furtive, that it would only have been audible in

the dead dawn hush. She made a rush upward sending her voice, low-keyed

but passionately urgent, ahead of her:

“Sybil, Sybil, if it’s you, wait. It’s Anne. I’m coming to help you.”

The door of the bedroom opposite the stair-head was open. Against

the pale light of the window, poised with one hand resting on the

raised sash, was a boy’s figure--surely the figure she had seen in the

living-room two nights before. It was so completely boyish, the cropped

round head, the knickerbockers and belted jacket, that she could not

yet be sure and went forward with slackened gait, peering and murmuring

fearfully:

“Sybil, it _is_ you?”

The figure left the window, came nearer, silently, creepingly, with a

hand raised for caution. She saw the face then, pinched and haggard,

strangely altered with the curling frame of hair clipped close, but

still Sybil’s.

It was so extraordinary--such a gulf of unknown happenings lay between

them--that at first they said nothing. In the spectral light they were

like two ghosts come together in some debatable land beyond earth’s

confines--too astonished at their encounter to find speech, too

removed from the recognized and familiar to drop back to its facile

communications. They stared, eye to eye, breath coming brokenly

through parted lips, drawing together as if each were a magnet

compelling the other. Anne spoke first.

“Joe,” she said. “It’s Joe that’s dead.”

“Yes. Do they know?”

“They know nothing. They think it was you. It’s all over, Stokes has

told. But, oh, what is it? I can’t understand--it’s like a fearful

dream.”

The words died away and a sudden violent trembling shook her. With

the joints of her knees like water she sank on the side of the bed,

gripping the other with her shaking hands, pulling her down beside her.

“Tell me, tell me,” she implored. “Why is he dead? Why did he pretend

he was you? What was he doing?”

They sat, clinging together, two small huddled figures in the gray

light. Though the house below was as silent as the tomb they spoke in

subdued voices, question, answer, surmise. Each knew a different aspect

of the story, brought her own knowledge of Joe’s motives and actions.

In that whispered exchange they pieced together the separate facts,

combined them in coherent sequence and came to a final enlightenment.

Joe had met his death in his last effort as a police spy, his last

effort to get the Parkinson reward. Leaving his room to come down

and make ready for his departure, he had heard the voices of Stokes

and Sybil in the living-room. Sybil remembered Stokes’ upward look

and question about some one moving in the gallery--Joe creeping to

concealment behind the arch. The nature of their conversation would

have held him listening: here was his last opportunity to get the

information he sought. He had heard the rendezvous in the summer-house.

Its open situation offered no hiding-place outside, but knowing that it

would be almost dark inside, he had conceived the idea of putting on

his Sebastian costume and impersonating Sybil. He probably thought he

risked no more than Stokes’ rage, and he also probably thought that he

might escape before Stokes had discovered his identity.

His room was next to Sybil’s. He had heard her come up-stairs and from

his window could command the Point. When Shine left it he had gone

down, passed the balcony where Stokes was waiting, and hearing his

following footsteps, moved with that close imitation of Sybil’s gait

to the summer-house. There the dim light and the drooping curls of his

wig enabled him to carry through the deception. Stokes’ wild speech,

followed by the drawing of the pistol, had terrified him. Confronted by

a man armed and half-mad, panic had seized him and he had made a rush

from the place.

So Joe had died, a body clad in gala dress swirling out on currents

that would never bring him back. Anne said nothing. She did not feel

any special grief, or feeling of any kind. Too much had happened, she

was benumbed. She had a vague sense that in some future time, when she

had recovered from her dulled and battered state, she might be sorry,

cry perhaps. Her eyes fell on her hand with Sybil’s clasped around

it and the sight of the linked fingers roused her. They were like a

symbol of the intertwined closeness of their lives, so much closer

than hers and Joe’s had ever been. That brought her back to Sybil and

Sybil’s inexplicable actions. She lifted her head and looked at the

face beside her:

“But--but--why did you do all this? Hide, not say anything, let them

think you were dead?”

“I wanted to get away.”

“Get away! What for--where?”

“To Jim Dallas. I know where he is.”

“You’ve known?”

“For a month. I’ve written him telling him I’d come if I could, if

I _ever_ could. Oh, but it’s been hopeless. I was spied on, dogged,

followed--” Her voice rose on a hoarse note, stopped, and after a

scared listening hush, went on whisperingly: “I want to stay dead,

never come to life here again. It’s my chance--the only chance I’ll

ever have. You’ve found me now and I’ll tell you everything.” And she

told Anne the story--the story that no one else has ever heard.

Since she had received his address the longing to join her lover had

possessed her. She had written she would come, she knew he was waiting

for her, but the watch kept upon her made any move impossible. Whatever

her anguish, she could not risk betraying his whereabouts; if it had

been only herself she would have dared anything. In this position,

growing daily more unbearable, had suddenly come the means of escape.

Tragedy, swift and terrible as a bolt from the blue, had been her

opportunity, and she had desperately seized it.

From her window, after the interview with Stokes, she had seen Joe,

in his Sebastian dress, pass below. She had known it was he because

of the costume and was astonished, supposing him already gone. Stokes

came into view following him and the disturbing idea seized her that

he had mistaken the boy for herself. She had run to the door to go

down and end the misapprehension, and then stopped--at close quarters

Stokes would see who it was, and to let Joe--evil-tongued and

hostile--discover their rendezvous, was the last thing she wanted. She

went back to the window to watch the outcome and saw neither of them.

This frightened her--the only place they could have disappeared to was

the summer-house. Stokes might say too much before he discovered his

mistake, and panic-stricken, she was about to rush out, when Joe ran

from the doorway and the shot followed.

For a space--she had no idea how long--she was paralyzed, not believing

her senses. She remembered moving back into the room and from there she

saw Stokes issue from the summer-house and flee to the shelter of the

pine wood, _that_ told her what she had seen was real, a murder had

been committed under her eyes, and she went to the door to go down.

Holding it open she paused on the threshold, heard the voices below,

heard Stokes’ entering words and had made a forward step to run down

and denounce him, when a sound from outside stopped her. Flora’s cry

that Sybil was killed.

It was that wild screaming voice that gave her the idea, sent it

through her brain like a zigzag of lightning. While the people below

made their clamorous rush from the house, she stood in the doorway,

motionless in contemplation of the possibilities that opened before

her. The excitement that had shaken her a few minutes earlier died, her

mind steadied and cleared, she felt herself uplifted by an invincible

daring and courage. There was no danger of a recovery of the body for

she had heard from Gabriel and Miss Pinkney that bodies carried out on

the tide were never found.

Alone on the second floor with little fear of interruption she had gone

about her preparations at once. She had taken nothing from her own room

but money from her purse (leaving a small amount to avert suspicion)

the candies from the box on the table, a few crackers she had brought

up the night before from supper, and a pair of scissors. Then going to

Joe’s room she had gathered the clothes he had discarded, lying ready

to her hand on the bed--everything from the shoes to the cap--and

stolen out and upward to the top floor. Here she had put on the clothes

and cut off her hair--she showed Anne the ends of the yellow curls in

her jacket pocket--hiding her own clothes in a box in the store-room.

As to when the police would be summoned and of what their procedure

would consist, she knew nothing. Her hope was to escape by the causeway

that night. From this Anne had saved her. In her terror of recognition

she had kept silent knowing her voice would betray her.

The next day she had been a prey to a rising tide of alarm. From behind

a curtain she had watched the search of the island and realized a hunt

through the top floor must follow. Every sign of her presence was

obliterated and she studied her surroundings for a hiding-place. The

windows, opened half-way to air the rooms, suggested the possibility

of a cache outside. Climbing up the wall and extending to the roof was

the great wisteria vine, its outspread branches twisted into ropes and

covered with a mantle of dense foliage. The main trunk passed close

to the window of the room that faced the stair-head, the place where

she sat waiting for ascending footsteps. When Anne had made her visit,

she had heard the first creak of the stairs and crawled out under the

raised window. With a foothold on the gutter she had slipped behind the

curtain of the vine, her hands gripped round its limbs. Even from the

garden below she thought it would have been impossible to detect her.

Of Anne’s whispered pleadings she had heard nothing; she had supposed

the intruder one of the men. When they came up she had had plenty of

time to hide for she had heard their footsteps when they came along the

hall.

“Sleep!” she said, in answer to Anne’s question. “I never thought of

sleep. I was in this room all the time, waiting and listening. I didn’t

even dare to lie on the bed for fear I couldn’t get it smooth again.

The candies and crackers kept me from being hungry. But when your whole

being is on such a strain you don’t think of those things, you forget

your body.”

After the visit of Rawson and Williams she knew the danger of detection

increased with every hour. Also the necessity for food could not be

denied much longer. The one chance left her was to get away that night,

make what she felt would be a last attempt to gain the freedom that

meant life to her. The darkness was in her favor and she resolved

to slip from the house and cross the bed of the channel below the

causeway. She was a good swimmer and though the central stream was

deep and swift she was ready to match her strength against it. If she

failed--but she hadn’t thought of failure--the goal to be reached was

all she saw.

At the foot of the stairs she had hesitated, undecided whether to go

by the living-room or the kitchen. Finally she chose the way she knew

best, where she was familiar with the disposition of the furniture. As

the flashlight burst she had made a noiseless rush for the stairs, was

in the upper passage when the women’s doors flew open and Rawson came

running along the hall below. The darkness and noise had covered her

flight, but in her eyrie on the top floor she had crouched at the head

of the stairs sick with uncertainty and dread. The concerted shrieks of

the women had come eerily to her--cries of her own name. She guessed

then a picture had been taken, they had seen it, and she waited not

knowing what was coming. She had stayed there a long time, listening

with every sense alert, heard silence gathering over the house and then

gone back to her place by the window:

“I hadn’t given up, I had the spirit to fight still. But it was so

awful not knowing anything, what they were doing, if they’d found out

I was alive. And what was I to do--stay here, get out on the island? I

couldn’t tell, I was all in the dark, and I felt my nerve weaken for

the first time. And then I heard your voice, Anne, ‘I’m coming to help

you,’ it said.” She drew back and looked with solemn meaning into the

other’s face. “You meant it? You will help me?”

“Sybil, you know it.”

“There’s only one way you can.”

“Any way.”

“Let me go.”

“Never tell--that you were here--that it wasn’t you?”

“Yes, let me stay dead. Everybody believes it, let them go on

believing. It _was_ death, my life since that night when Jim

disappeared. It wasn’t worth going on with. Now I can go to him, be

with him, there’ll be no one watching Sybil Saunders any more. Even

if I looked like myself it would be only the chance resemblance to a

murdered woman. And do I look like myself?”

She turned her face to the light, bright now with the coming of the

sun. Below the smooth sweep of hair across her forehead it was so

changed in its pallor and thinness, so bereft of its rounded curves and

delicate freshness that it was only a dim reflection of Sybil’s--the

face of a way-worn lad in whom the same blood ran.

The havoc worked by the suffering that had so transfigured it drove

like a knife to Anne’s heart. She felt the prick of tears under her

eyelids and lowered her head--Sybil gripping at her happiness with the

fierce courage of despair, and now Sybil going, breaking all ties,

going forever. For a moment she could not speak and the other, thinking

her silence meant reluctance to agree, caught at her hands, pleading,

with breathless urgence:

“They’ve accepted everything--it’s all explained and ended. Joe has

gone, dropped out of sight. Boys of his kind do that, do something

they’re ashamed of and disappear. What good would it do Stokes or

Bassett or the police to know it was Joe who was killed? It’s not lies,

it’s not being false to any one, it’s only to keep silent and let me

go. Oh, Anne, we’ve been real friends, we’ve loved each other-- Love me

enough to let me be happy.”

The rim of the sun slipped above the distant sea line and sent a ray of

brilliant light through the window. It touched their seated figures and

lay rosy on Anne’s face as she raised it.

“Go,” she said softly. “Go. I’ll never tell--I’ll keep that promise as

long as I live.”

She could stay no longer, the house would be waking soon. There was a

rapid interchange of last injunctions, information for Sybil’s safety.

To-night at low tide she would cross on the causeway. Every evidence

of her occupation would be removed and with this in mind she took

her Viola dress from its hiding-place and gave it to Anne. No one,

ransacking the top floor at Gull Island would ever find a trace of her.

At the head of the stairs they clung together for a moment--a life-long

good-by. There was no time for last words and they had no need of any.

It was too solemn a farewell for speech. They were like shipwrecked

comrades parted by tempest, Anne to find a haven, Sybil to ride forth

on unknown seas, rapt and dauntless, following her star.

That night was cloudy--great black banks passing across the heavens.

At times they broke and through serene open spaces the moon rode,

silvering the sea, turning the pools and streamlets of the channel

bed to a shining tracery. A boy’s figure that had started across the

causeway in the dark, was caught in one of these transitory gleams,

a flitting shadow on the straight bright path. It stood out in sharp

silhouette, running on the slippery stones, then clouds swept across

the moon and in the darkness it gained the shore and the sheltering

trees. Padding light-footed on the wayside grass, it skirted the edge

of the village.

Dogs scented its passage and broke out barking; the sound following its

progress till the houses were passed and the road stretched on between

quiet fields to the railway.

Some people heard the dogs--light-sleeping villagers who turned and

wondered if a tramp was about and lapsed into comfortable slumber. In

the stillness of the room where Stokes lay unconscious, drawing toward

the hour of deliverance, the barking sounded loud and insistent. The

nurse was disturbed by it and went to the window and looked out, but

Flora never heard it. Anne did and sat up in bed following it along the

edge of the village till it died on the outskirts.

_EPILOGUE_

THREE years later Bassett and Anne had a friend at dinner. He was

a writer who had just returned from a successful lecture tour in

Australia. On his way back he had ranged through the pleasant reaches

of the South Seas and had fallen under their spell--a little more

money in his pocket and for him it would be a plantation on some isle

of enchantment. Not the accessible places, they were already spoiled,

steamers had come, jazz music, and tourists in pith helmets with red

guidebooks were under your feet. It was the remoter islands, still out

of the line of travel, where a trading schooner was the sole link with

the world.

He had made a point of visiting some of these--hired an old tub with

a native crew and gone batting about and had a glimpse of the real

thing that Stevenson saw. And he enlarged on a particular island, the

endmost of a scattered group, where he had found an American and his

wife running a copra plantation. Delightful people called Whittier,

he’d stayed several days with them in a long bamboo house on the edge

of a lagoon--you couldn’t imagine anything more beautiful.

Anne smiled at his enthusiasm and said she thought such a life might

pall, especially on the lady. But he was convinced of the contrary,

in fact Mrs. Whittier had told him she never wanted to come back, she

couldn’t stand the futile strain and bustle of the world. And it was

not as if she were a person unused to the refinements of life, she was

a pretty intelligent woman, cultivated and fond of the arts, especially

the theater. She had asked him any amount of questions about plays and

players--said it had been the thing she loved most in the old days. But

she didn’t regret it; she had told him she regretted nothing but the

separation from her friends.

After dinner, moving about in the sitting-room, the guest had stopped

before a photograph standing on a side-table, picked it up and asked

whose it was. Bassett had answered--a friend of his wife, now dead. But

he would remember--it was Sybil Saunders who had met with such a tragic

death some years ago. The guest nodded; of course he remembered, a

horrible affair. Then after a last look at the photograph he turned to

Anne:

“It’s like that Mrs. Whittier I was telling you about. Just the same

eyes--quite remarkably like, only she’s a bit stouter and more mature.

It might have been her picture when she was a girl.”

When the evening was over Bassett escorted the guest to the door. On

his way back to the sitting-room he thought he would suggest to Anne

that she put away the photograph--people noticed it and the subject

kept coming up. It was evidently unbearably painful to her for she

rarely spoke of it; that dark chapter in her life was a thing closed

and sealed. He had the words on his lips as he entered the room and

then saw that she held the picture in her hands and was looking

intently at it, softly smiling, her expression tranquil, even happy.

That was good--the wound had healed--so he said nothing.

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