CHAPTER XXXIII

THE OCCUPANT OF NO. 102

He did not cough, but he seemed to be a restless spirit, for Ethie heard

him pacing up and down his room long after the gas was turned off and

her own candle was extinguished. Once, too, she heard a long-drawn sigh,

or groan, which made her start suddenly, for something in the tone

carried her to Olney and the house on the prairie. It was late that

night ere she slept, and when next morning she awoke, the nervous

headache, which had threatened her the previous night, was upon her in

full force, and kept her for nearly the entire day confined to her bed.

Mrs. Pry was spending the day in Phelps, and with this source of

information cut off, Ethelyn heard nothing of No. 102, further than the

chambermaid's casual remark that "the gentleman was quite an invalid,

and for the present was to take his meals and baths in his room to avoid

so much going up and down stairs."

Who he was Ethelyn did not know or care, though twice she awoke from a

feverish sleep with the impression that she had heard Richard speaking

to her; but it was only Jim, the bath man, talking in the next room, and

she laid her throbbing head again upon her pillow, while her new

neighbor dreamed in turn of her and woke with the strange fancy that she

was near him. Ethie's head was better that night; so much better that

she dressed herself and went down to the parlor in time to hear the

calling of the letters as the Western mail was distributed. Usually she

felt but little interest in the affair further than watching the eager,

anxious faces bending near the boy, and the looks of joy or

disappointment which followed failure and success. To-night, however, it

was different. She was not expecting a letter herself. Nobody wrote to

her but Aunt Barbara, whose letters came in the morning, but she was

conscious of a strange feeling of expectancy, and taking a step toward

the table around which the excited group were congregated, she stood

leaning against the column while name after name was called. First the

letters, a score or two, and then the papers, matters of less account,

but still snatched eagerly by those who could get nothing better. There

was a paper for Mrs. More-house, and Mrs. Stone, and Mrs. Wilson, and

Mrs. Turner, while Mr. Danforth had half a dozen or less, and then Perry

paused a moment over a new name--one which had never before been called

in the parlor at Clifton:

"Richard Markham, Esq."

The name rang out loud and clear, and Ethie grasped the pillar tightly

to keep herself from falling. She did not hear Mr. Danforth explaining

that it was "Governor Markham from Iowa, who came the night before." She

did not know, either, how she left the parlor, for the next thing of

which she was perfectly conscious was the fact that she was hurrying up

the stairs and through the unfinished halls toward her own room, casting

frightened glances around, and almost shrieking with excitement when

through the open door of No. 102 she heard Dr. Hayes speaking to

someone, and in the voice which answered recognized her husband.

He was there, then, next to her, separated by only a thin partition--the

husband whom she had not seen for five long years, whom she had

voluntarily left, resolving never to go back to him again, was there,

where, just by crossing a single threshold, she could fall at his feet

and sue for the forgiveness she had made up her mind to crave should she

ever see him again. Dr. Hayes' next call was upon her, and he found her

fainting upon the floor, where she had fallen in the excitement of the

shock she had experienced.

"It was a headache," she said, when questioned as to the cause of the

sudden attack; but her eyes had in them a frightened, startled look, for

which the doctor could not account.

There was something about her case which puzzled and perplexed him. "She

needed perfect quiet, but must not be left alone," he said, and so all

that night Richard, who was very wakeful, watched the light shining out

into the hall from the room next to his own, and heard occasionally a

murmur of low voices as the nurse put some question to Ethie, who

answered always in whispers, while her eyes turned furtively toward No.

102, as if fearful that its occupant would hear and know how near she

was. For three whole days her door was locked against all intruders, for

the headache and nervous excitement did not abate one whit. How could

they, when every sound from No. 102, every footfall on the floor, every

tone of Richard's voice speaking to servant or physician, quickened the

rapid beats and sent the hot blood throbbing fiercely through the temple

veins and down along the neck? At Clifton they are accustomed to every

phase of nervousness, from spasms at the creaking of a board to the

stumbling upstairs of the fireman in the early winter morning, and once

when Ethie shuddered and turned her head aside at the sound of Richard's

step, the attendant said to the physician:

"It's the gentleman's boots, I think, which make her nervous."

There was a deprecating gesture on Ethie's part, but it passed

unnoticed, and when next the doctor went to visit Richard he said, in a

half-apologetic way, that the young lady in the next room was suffering

from a violent headache, which was aggravated by every sound, even the

squeak of a boot--would Governor Markham greatly object to wearing

slippers for a while? Dr. Hayes was sorry to trouble him, but "if they

would effect a cure they must keep their patients quiet, and guard

against everything tending to increase nervous irritation."

Governor Markham would do anything in his power for the young lady, and

he asked some questions concerning her. Had he annoyed her much? Was she

very ill? And what was her name?

"Bigelow," he repeated after Dr. Hayes, thinking of Aunt Barbara in

Chicopee, and thinking of Ethelyn, too, but never dreaming how near she

was to him.

He had come to Clifton at the earnest solicitation of some of his

friends, who had for themselves tested the healing properties of the

water, but he had little faith that anything could cure so long as the

pain was so heavy at his heart. It had not lessened one jot with the

lapse of years. On the contrary, it seemed harder and harder to bear, as

the months went by and brought no news of Ethie. Oh, how he wanted her

back again, even if she came as willful and imperious as she used to be

at times, when the high spirit was roused to its utmost, and even if she

had no love for him, as she had once averred. He could make her love him

now, he said: he knew just where he had erred; and many a time in dreams

he had strained the wayward Ethie to his bosom in the fond caress which

from its very force should impart to her some faint sensation of joy. He

had stroked her beautiful brown hair, and caressed her smooth round

cheek, and pressed her little hands, and made her listen to him till the

dark eyes flashed into his own with something of the tenderness he felt

for her. Then, with a start, he had awakened to find it all a dream, and

only darkness around him. Ethie was not there. The arms which had held

her so lovingly were empty. The pillow where her dear head had lain was

untouched, and he was alone as of old. Even that handsome house he had

built for her had ceased to interest him, for Ethie did not come back to

enjoy it. She would never come now, he said, and he built many fancies

as to what her end had been, and where her grave could be. Here at

Clifton he had thought of her continually, but not that she was alive.

Andy's faith in her return was as strong as ever, but Richard's had all

died out. Ethie was dead, and when asked by Dr. Hayes if he had a wife,

he answered sadly:

"I had one, but I lost her."

He had no thought of deception, or how soon the story would circulate

through the house that he was a widower, and so he, as ex-governor of

Iowa, and a man just in his prime, became an object of speculative

interest to every marriageable woman there. He had no thought, no care

for the ladies, though for the Miss Bigelow, whom his boots annoyed, he

did feel a passing interest, and Ethie, whose ears seemed doubly sharp,

heard him in his closet adjusting the thin-soled slippers, which made no

sound upon the carpet. She heard him, too, as he moved his water

pitcher, and knew he was doing it so quietly for her. The idea of being

cared for by him, even if he did not know who she was, was very soothing

and pleasant, and she fell into a quiet sleep, which lasted several

hours, while Richard, on the other side of the wall, scarcely moved, so

fearful was he of worrying the young lady.

Ethie's headache spent itself at last, and she awoke at the close of the

third day, free from pain, but very weak and languid, and wholly unequal

to the task of entertaining Mrs. Peter Pry, who had been so distressed

on her account, and was so delighted with a chance to see and talk with

her again. Ethie knew she meant to be kind, and believed she was sincere

in her professions of friendship. At another time she might have been

glad to see her; but now, when she guessed what the theme of

conversation would be, she felt a thrill of terror as the good woman

came in, knitting in hand, and announced her intention of sitting

through the chapel exercises. She was not going to prayer meeting that

night, she said, for Dr. Foster was absent, and they were always stupid

when he was away. She could not understand all Mr.---- said, his words

were so learned, while the man who talked so long, and never came to the

point, was insufferable in hot weather, so she remained away, and came

to see her friend, who, she supposed, knew that she had a governor for

next-door neighbor--Governor Markham from Iowa--and a widower, too, as

Dr. Hayes had said, when she asked why his wife was not there with him.

"A widower!" and Ethie looked up so inquiringly that Mrs. Pry, mistaking

the nature of her sudden interest, went on more flippantly. "Yes, and a

splendid looking man, too, if he wasn't sick. I saw him in the chapel

this morning--the only time he has been there--and sat where I had a

good view of his face. They say he is very rich, and has one of the

handsomest places in Davenport."

"Does he live in Davenport?" Ethie asked, in some surprise, and Mrs. Pry

replied:

"Yes; and that Miss Owens, from New York, is setting her cap for him

already. She met him in Washington, a few years ago, and the minute

chapel exercises were over, she and her mother made up to him at once.

I'm glad there's somebody good enough for them to notice. If there's a

person I dislike it's that Susan Owens and her mother. I do hope she'll

find a husband. It's what she's here for, everybody says."

Mrs. Peter had dropped a stitch while animadverting against Miss Susan

Owens, from New York, and stopped a moment while she picked it up. It

would be difficult to describe Ethelyn's emotions as she heard her own

husband talked of as something marketable, which others than Susan Owens

might covet. He was evidently the lion of the season. It was something

to have a governor of Richard's reputation in the house, and the guests

made the most of it, wishing he would join them in the parlor or on the

piazza, and regretting that he stayed so constantly in his room. Many

attempts were made to draw him out, Mrs. and Miss Owens, on the strength

of their acquaintance in Washington, venturing to call upon him, and

advising him to take more exercise. Miss Owens' voice was loud and

clear, and Ethie heard it distinctly as the young lady talked and

laughed with Richard, the hot blood coursing rapidly through her veins,

and the first genuine pangs of jealousy she had ever felt creeping into

her heart as she guessed what might possibly be in Miss Owens' mind.

Many times she resolved to make herself known to him; but uncertainty as

to how she might be received, and the remembrance of what Mrs. Van Buren

had said with regard to the divorce, held her back; and so, with only a

thin partition between them, and within sound of each other's footsteps,

the husband and wife, so long estranged from each other, lived on, day

after day, Richard spending most of his time in his room, and Ethelyn

managing so adroitly when she came in and went out, that she never saw

so much as his shadow upon the floor, and knew not whether he was

greatly changed or not.

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