CHAPTER XII

Irene was on the train bound for Charleston. She was seated in one of

the big easy-chairs in the parlor-car, idly scanning a magazine and

looking out at the dingy and sordid outskirts of Atlanta through which

the train was moving with increasing speed. The conductor passed,

punched her ticket, and went on. He had glanced at her with masculine

interest, for she showed by her sedate dignity, smallest detail of

attire, and every visible possession, that she was a passenger of

distinction.

Presently Buckton came in at the front door and approached her. An

exultant smile swept his flushed face as he bent down over her.

"Thank God, we are off!" he chuckled. "I was simply crazy at the

station--first with fear that you would not come, and next that we'd be

noticed, but I don't believe a soul recognized us. I was seated behind

a newspaper in the waiting-room watching for you like a hawk. I saw you

get out of the cab and come in. God, darling, you don't know how proud

I felt to know that you were actually coming to me! At last you are

mine--all mine; after all these years of agony you are mine!"

She raised a pair of eyes to his in which a haunting dread seemed to

lie like a shadow. "Oh, I feel so queer!" she sighed. "I realized that

we had to hide and dodge, but I did not like the role. For the first

time in my life I felt mean and sneaking. Already I am worried about

father and the boy--father, in particular. He is getting old and

feeble. Perhaps the shock to him may seriously harm him."

Buckton smiled, but less freely. He sat down in the chair in front of

her and turned it till he faced her. "We have no time to bother about

them, dear," he said, passionately. "We deserve to live in happiness,

and we are going to do it. I am so happy I can hardly speak. Oh, we are

going to have a glorious time! You should have been mine long ago.

Nature intended it. We are simply getting our dues."

"I am doing it solely for your sake," she faltered. "Because you've

suffered so on my account."

"And not for your _own_ sake? Don't put it that way, sweetheart." He

took her hand; but, casting a furtive glance at the backs of the few

other passengers in the car, she withdrew it.

"Don't," she protested, smiling. "We must be careful." She dropped a

penetrating gaze into his amorous eyes, and applied her handkerchief to

her drooping lips. "I've been thinking, Andy, about a certain thing

more seriously since the train started than I ever did before. Do you

know, many persons believe that if a woman acts--acts--well, as I am

doing now, the man to whom she gives in will, down at the bottom of his

heart, cease to respect and love her--in time--in time, I mean?"

"Bosh and tommyrot!" Buckton fairly glowed. "Never, never, when the

case is like ours. We are simply doing our duty to ourselves. Love you?

Why, I adore you! You have saved my life, darling. I would have killed

myself. I've been on the very brink of it more than once. I've suffered

agonies ever since you married. The birth of your child fairly drove me

insane. I groveled in blackest despair. It made me feel that--that you

were, or had been, actually his. Oh, it was awful! Don't regret our

step. Think of what is before us. We'll stop in Charleston, see the

quaint old town, go on to Savannah, stop a day or so, and then sail for

New York. The ships are good, and at this season the sea is as smooth

as glass. When we get to New York we will simply paint the town red,

and if you wish, then, we'll go on to Europe. What could be more

glorious? Why, the whole world is ours."

She smiled, almost sadly, and then, as if to avoid his gaze, she

glanced out of the window. He saw her breast heave. He heard her sigh.

"You are a man and I am a woman," she muttered. "I suppose that makes a

difference. In a case like ours a man never is blamed by society, but

the woman is. They class her with the lowest. Oh, won't they talk at

home? Nothing else will be thought of for months. Old-fashioned persons

will say it was the life we led. Do you suppose it could possibly--in

any way--injure Dick's business?"

"How could it?" Buckton said, with caustic impatience. "What has this

to do with his affairs?"

"Oh, I don't know!" She exhaled the words, heavily. "I have heard my

father say that depositors sometimes take fright at the slightest

things concerning the private lives of bankers. Andy, I would not like

for this to--cost Dick a cent. I couldn't bear that."

"Do you think you ought to entertain such fine-spun ideas in regard to

him when--when he is living as he is?"

"That has bothered me, too," she said, quickly. "Somehow I can't

believe that he ever really went back to that woman--that is, to live

with her. I met her only a week ago on the street. She looked straight

at me, and, somehow, I was sure that he and she were not as they used

to be. Call it intuition if you like, but intuition is sometimes

reliable. It may have been by accident that they were together when you

saw them out there. He takes lonely walks in all sorts of directions.

He is a strange combination. His love for little Dick, his constant

worrying about him is remarkable. It used to make me mad, but in a way

I respected him for it."

"Let's not talk about him," Buckton implored. "All this rubbish is

giving you the blues. They have called dinner. Let's go back to the

dining-car. The service is fairly good on this line."

"I couldn't eat a bite," Irene answered.

"Well, let us go in, anyway. It will be a change," he said, "and will

take your mind off this gloomy subject. Think of what is ahead of us,

darling, not behind."

She rose, and, with a smile of resignation to his will, she followed

him through the vestibule into the dining-car. As they went in they met

a portly man who stood aside for them to pass.

"How are you, Mr. Buckton?" the man smiled, cordially.

"Oh, how are you?" Buckton answered, with a start and a rapid scrutiny

of the passenger's face. Moving on, he secured seats at a table for

two. As they sat down facing each other he noticed that the man, who

had paid the cashier for his meal and was waiting for his change, was

eying him and Irene with a curious, almost bold stare.

"Who is that man?" Irene questioned, rather coldly, as she spread out

her napkin.

"His name is Hambright," Buckton answered, with assumed lightness. "He

is a whisky salesman. Somebody brought him to the club the other night,

and he told a lot of funny stories. He seems to have plenty of money;

his house may give it to him for advertising purposes. He fairly throws

it about to make acquaintances."

"I don't like his looks at all," Irene said, her lips curled in

contempt. "Just then he stared at me in the most impertinent way. His

hideous eyes actually twinkled. Do you suppose he could possibly know

who I am?"

The compliment that every visitor to Atlanta would know her, at least

by sight, rose to his lips, but he suppressed it as decidedly

inappropriate to her mood.

"It isn't at all likely," Buckton answered, instead. "Besides, even if

he _did_, what ground would he have for thinking that our being

together on a train like this--you know what I mean."

"I know what you _want_ to mean," Irene said, disconsolately. "I also

know what such a creature as that would go out of his way to _think._"

"There, you are off again!" Buckton laughed in a mechanical tone, which

betrayed his uneasiness. "You are going to keep me busy brushing away

your fancies. I see that now. Pretty soon you will expect the engineer

to shut off steam and come back to take a peep at us. Your imagination

is getting the upper hand of you. Stop short now and smile like your

true, sweet self. I am happy and care-free, and I want you to be so."

She said nothing, but gave him a faint, childlike smile. "You are a

dear, good boy, Andy," she faltered. "I am going to try to be sensible.

It isn't the first time persons have acted this way and come out all

right, is it? I don't want anything but tea. Get a pot. I think it will

do me good."

Half an hour later they returned to their seats in the other car. The

tea seemed to have exhilarated her, for she smiled more freely. There

was a touch of rising color in her cheeks, a faint, defiant sparkle in

her eyes. In passing from one car to the other she had allowed him to

take her hand, and he pressed it ardently. He was swinging back into

his joyous and triumphant mood.

They had not been seated long when the train came to a sudden stop.

There was no station near, and several of the passengers looked out of

the windows, and one or two left the car to see what had happened.

"Wait, and I'll see what is the matter," Buckton said. "I hope we won't

be delayed. It is my luck to be behind on every trip. I'm a regular

Jonah."

The stop had been made evidently to take on passengers, for a

wretchedly clad woman and a little barefooted girl in ragged clothing

were courteously helped into the car by the conductor. Both the woman

and the girl were weeping violently, their sobs and wailings being

distinctly heard as they sat locked in each other's arms. The sight was

indeed pitiful. The conductor bent over them, said something in a crude

effort at comfort, and then left them alone. Buckton came back, a look

of annoyance on his face.

"What is wrong?" Irene questioned him as he sat down by her.

"It seems that the woman's husband was a track-hand," Buckton

explained. "He worked down the road a few miles from here, and was run

over and killed about an hour ago. They nagged our train to take her

and his daughter to him."

"Oh, how awful--how awful!" Irene cried, in dismay. "You can see she is

broken-hearted."

"Yes, they both take it hard," Buckton said, frowning. "I wonder what

we'll run up against next. I wouldn't care for myself, but such things

upset you. Don't look at them. What is the use?"

"I can't help it," Irene answered. "She is the most wretched-looking

woman I ever saw. I am going to--to speak to her."

He put out a detaining hand, but she rose, a firm look of kindly

determination on her face. Going to the weeping woman, Irene sat down

in a chair opposite her, and as she did so the woman raised her

anguish-filled eyes.

"I am so sorry to hear of your trouble," Irene began. "Is there

anything I can do to help you?"

The woman, who was thin, short, and of colorless complexion, wiped her

eyes on a soiled apron. The scant knot of brown hair at the back of her

head seemed a pathetic badge of feminine destitution. The eyes, peering

from their red and swollen sockets, held an appeal that would have

shaken sympathy from the heart of a brute.

"Thar is nothing you kin do, Miss." The voice was a wail which rose,

swelled out, and cracked like floating ice against the shore of a

mighty stream. "Thar ain't nothin' nobody kin do. My John is dead. Even

God can't do nothin'. It's over, I tell you. Dead, dead! I can't

believe it, but they say it is so. He wasn't well when he left the

house this mornin', but he was afeard he'd lose his job if he didn't

report for work. He was so sick he could hardly drag one foot after the

other. But he just would go. We had no money. Thar was only a little

dab o' meal in the box, and just a rind o' hog meat. Thar is two more

littler children than this un, an' they was cryin' for some'n' to eat.

I know how it was; John was jest too weak to git out o' the way o' the

wheels. Oh, don't mind me, Miss! He's dead--he's dead--dead--dead! Oh,

God, have mercy! Kill me--kill us all an' put us out o' pain."

Tears stood in Irene's eyes. Her breast shook and ached with sympathy.

She was trying to think of something to say when the whistle of the

locomotive sounded.

"Here's the place now!" the woman screamed. "Oh, God! oh, God! Where

have they put 'im--where have they put 'im? Maybe he is mashed so bad I

won't know 'im. Oh, God! oh, God--kill me!"

The conductor, his face set and pale with pity, had come to aid her to

alight. Through the window Irene saw a stretch of wheat-fields, a

red-clay embankment, a wrecking-car, a group of earth-stained laborers

leaning on their picks and shovels, and something lying beneath a sheet

on bare ground. Hastily opening her purse, Irene took out a roll of

bills amounting to a hundred dollars and pressed it into the woman's

hand.

"Keep it," she said, huskily.

"Thank you, Miss," the woman said, without looking at the money or

seeming to realize that she had taken it. She dropped it to the floor

as she rose to go, and the conductor picked it up and gave it back to

her.

"Keep it," he said; "you will need it."

Irene watched the three pass out at the door of the car and then turned

her face from the window. All was still outside for a moment, and then

a loud scream, followed by a fainter one, rent the air. Irene covered

her face with her hands and remained in darkness till the train moved

on. Buckton came and sat beside her, a disturbed look on his face. He

waited for several minutes. Then she dropped her hands and sighed.

"I'm sorry this has happened, darling," Buckton said, softly. "You are

so sympathetic that such things unstring you."

She bent toward him. There was a haunted, groping expression in her

eyes. "I'll never forget this as long as I live," she half sobbed. "It

will cling to me till I die. The very pores of my soul seemed to open

to that wretched woman's spirit. If she had been my sister I couldn't

have felt--"

A welling sob checked her words. He stared at her blankly. He tried to

formulate some helpful response, but failed. It was growing dark

outside. The porter was lighting the overhead lamps, using a

step-ladder to reach them and moving it from spot to spot between the

chairs.

"I want to--to ask you something--something serious," Irene said,

presently. "Do you believe in omens?"

He saw her drift and forced a smile. "Yes, in this way," he said,

lightly. "Things go by opposites all through life. Something good or

jolly always follows on the heels of gloom. We are going to be so happy

that we won't have time to think of anything disagreeable."

She sighed audibly. That was all.

It was past midnight when they reached Charleston. He led her, still

silent and abstracted, to a cab and helped her in. He then gave the

name of their hotel to the driver and got in beside her. He took her

gloved hand and held it tenderly as the cab rumbled over the

cobble-stones through the deserted streets.

"It is too warm for gloves, dear," he said, his hot breath on her

cheek; and with throbbing, eager hands he drew one off. He kissed the

soft fingers and felt them, flutter like a captured bird. A moment

later he put his arm about her and drew her head down to his shoulder.

She resisted feebly, turning from him once or twice, and then allowed

him to kiss her on the lips.

As they were nearing the hotel he suddenly bethought himself of

something he had intended to say by way of precaution.

"You must understand that I sent separate telegrams for rooms," he

said. "I took the precaution for absolute safety. I ordered yours in

your name and mine in my name."

"I understand," she replied. His arm was still about her, but she shook

it off. "Was it--was it wise for us to arrive like this--in the same

cab?"

"Oh, that is all right," he answered, confidently. "I am a friend of

your family, you know, and I have often traveled with ladies. It will

not excite comment. Besides, we know no one here."

Leaving her at the ladies' entrance to go alone up to the parlor, he

went into the office. A sleepy-eyed clerk bowed, turned the register

around, and, dipping a pen, handed it to him.

"Lady with you, sir?" he inquired.

"In my care, yes." Buckton wrote the two names rather unsteadily. "She

and I both telegraphed for your best rooms. Please show her to hers at

once. She seems to be quite tired."

"I should think so, on a stuffy day like this," said the clerk,

affably, "and coming south, too. I see you are from Atlanta. That is a

higher altitude than ours."

"You bet it is." The voice was at Buckton's elbow; and turning, he saw

Hambright, his fellow-passenger, smiling on him familiarly. "Well, I

see you got through all right."

Though highly displeased by again meeting the man, Buckton nodded and

forced a casual smile.

"It was pretty dusty and hot," he said.

"Won't you take a smoke before you turn in?" the drummer asked,

extending a cigar.

"No, thanks; not to-night," Buckton declined.

"Take a drink? I've got the best samples on earth. My customers say I

carry better samples than stock, but that's a joke. Name the brand and

I'll lay it before you. I'm some drink-mixer, I am."

"Not to-night; thank you, all the same."

"Show the lady to suite seventy-five," the clerk called out to a

bell-boy. "The gentleman goes to seventy-four. See to the ice-water for

both parties."

"Dandy rooms you got," Hambright said, his eyes twinkling

significantly. "I know this house like a book. I swear you Atlanta

bloods are sports. You certainly keep the old fogies of the town

wondering what prank you will play next."

Buckton thought rapidly. To a certain extent he was a judge of human

nature, and he realized that no explanation to such a man was safer

than the most adroit and elaborate one, so he elected to ignore the

obvious innuendo. Chatting with him a few minutes longer, he turned

away.

Half an hour later Buckton was in his little sitting-room, seated under

a drop-light, with a newspaper spread out before him. Through the

rather thin partition he heard Irene moving about the adjoining

chamber. He sat for a moment longer; then, rising, he went to the

connecting door. He caught his breath and held it as he rapped softly,

very softly. The sound of movement on the part of Irene ceased. All was

quiet for a moment; then he rapped again. He heard her coming. She

unlocked the door, turned the bolt, and opened the door the width of

her face. She had changed her dress. She now wore a pretty flowing

kimono which she held over her white neck with her jeweled hand.

"What is it?" she asked.

He leaned against the door-jamb, and gazed into her eyes. "I must see

you," he panted. "There is--is something I want to tell you."

She hesitated, holding the door. "I'm tired," she faltered.

"Besides--Oh, Andy, I've been thinking that perhaps I ought to take the

first morning train for the Hardys'! I could get there soon enough to--"

He leaned his flaming face closer to hers. He caught her hand and drew

it down from her fluttering throat. "No, it is too late, sweetheart,"

he said. "We have burnt our bridges behind us. We can't go back now. We

don't _want_ to. We couldn't if we tried. We are human. You were cruel

to me once; you can't be cruel enough to close this door to-night. _You

know you can't, darling_."

He saw her glance waver. Her hold on the door was less firm. He pushed

against it. She fell back, and he took her into his arms and pressed

his lips to hers.

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