CHAPTER II

That afternoon when the bank was closed Mostyn went home. He walked for

the sake of the exercise and with the hope of distracting his mind from

the many matters which bore more or less heavily on his tired brain. As

he approached the gate the sight of his little son playing on the lawn

with a miniature tennis racket and ball gave him a thrill of delight.

The boy was certainly beautiful. He had great brown eyes, rich golden

hair, was sturdy, well built, and active for a child of only four years.

The father opened the gate softly, and when within the yard he hid

himself behind the trunk of an oak and cautiously peered out, watching

the little fellow toss the ball and make ineffectual efforts to hit it

with the racket. Then Mostyn whistled softly, saw the boy drop his

racket and look all round, his sweet face alert with eagerness. Mostyn

whistled again, and then the child espied him and, with hands

outstretched, came running, laughing and shouting gleefully.

"I see you, Daddy!" he cried. Whereupon Mostyn slipped around the tree

out of sight, letting the amused child follow him. Round after round

was made, and then, suddenly stooping down, the father caught the boy

in his arms and raised him up. Pressing him fondly to his breast, he

kissed the warm, flushed cheeks.

Till dusk he played with the child on the grass, pitching the ball and

teaching the little fellow to hit it. Then Hilda, the mulatto nurse,

came for her charge, and little Dick, with many expostulations, was

taken away.

Going into the house, Mostyn met his father-in-law in the hall. The old

man stopped him abruptly at the foot of the stairs.

"Did any mail come for me on the noon train?" he demanded, querulously,

a light of suspicion in his eyes.

"Not that I know of," Mostyn answered. "It was not put on my desk, I am

sure."

"Well, some of it goes _somewhere,_" Mitchell complained. "I know I

don't see it all. I've written letters that would have been answered by

this time, and it wouldn't surprise me if somebody down there was

tampering with it."

Seeing the utter hopelessness of bringing his father-in-law to reason

by explanation or argument, Mostyn went on up-stairs. Noticing that the

door of his wife's chamber, adjoining his own, was ajar, he pushed it

open and went in. The room was brightly illuminated with electric

light, and standing before a tall pier-glass he found his wife. She

wore a costly evening gown of rare old lace and was trying on a pretty

diamond necklace.

"Oh!" she exclaimed, indifferently, as she caught sight of him over her

bare powdered shoulder. "I thought it was Cousin Kitty. She promised to

be here early. If she is late we'll have to go without her. She is

awfully slow. I saw you playing with Dick on the grass. He makes too

much noise, screaming out like that, and you only make him worse

cutting up with him as you do. Between you and that boy and father,

with his constant, babyish complaints, I am driven to desperation."

Mostyn shrugged his shoulders wearily, and sat down in a chair at her

quaint mahogany dressing-table. Irene had not changed materially,

though a close observer, had the light been that of day, might have

remarked that she was thinner and more nervous. Her eyes held a

shadowy, unsatisfied expression, and her voice was keyed unnaturally

high.

Noticing his unwonted silence, she put down her hand-mirror and eyed

him with a slow look of irritation. "Of course, you are not going

to-night," she said.

"Hardly," he smiled, satirically, "being quite uninvited."

"Well, you needn't say it in _that_ tone," she answered. "You have only

yourself to blame. You never accept such invitations, so how could you

expect people to run after you with them?"

"I don't expect them to," he answered, tartly. "If they asked me I'd

decline. I simply don't enjoy that sort of thing at all."

"Of course you don't," she laughed. "The last time you went to a ball

you looked like an insane man pacing up and down all by yourself. Kitty

said you asked her to dance and forgot all about it. Dick, your day is

over."

"I wonder if yours ever will be," he sniffed. "I see no prospect of it.

You are on the go night and day. You are killing yourself. It is as bad

as the morphine habit with you. You love admiration more than any woman

I ever saw."

She arched her neck before the glass and turned to him wearily. "Do you

know what you'll do in another minute? You'll talk yourself into

another one of your disgusting rages over my own private affairs. You

are a business man and would not violate an ordinary business

agreement, but you are constantly ignoring the positive compact between

us."

"I didn't expect at the time to have you going so constantly with a man

that--"

"Oh, you didn't?" she laughed, tantalizingly. "You were to have all

sorts of outside freedom, but I was not. Well, you were mistaken,

that's all. I know whom you are hinting at. You mean Andy Buckton. I'm

going with him to-night. Why shouldn't I? He's got up the party for me.

Dick, don't tell me that you are actually jealous. It would be too

delicious for anything."

"I can't ask you not to go with the fellow," Mostyn answered,

"considering the well-known habits of your limited set to lay down new

laws of conduct, but you nor no other woman can form the slightest idea

of what it costs a man's pride to have people say that his wife is

constantly seen with a man who always has been in love with her."

An almost imperceptible gleam of delight flashed into Irene's eyes, and

a tinge of real color struggled beneath the powder on her face.

"You don't mean, Dick, that he really, really loves me?" she said,

lingeringly.

"I think he does," Mostyn answered, bluntly. "He never got over your

refusal to marry him. He shows it on every occasion. Everybody knows

it, and that's what makes it so hard to--to put up with. I think I

really have a right to ask the mother of my child to--"

"Don't begin that, Dick!" Irene commanded, sharply. "I have my rights,

and you shall respect them. It is cowardly of you to always mention the

boy in that way. I am not crazy about children, and I won't pretend to

be. You know I did not want a child in the first place. I am not that

sort. I want to have a good time. I like admiration. I like amusements.

You men get the keenest sort of pleasure out of gambling in stocks and

futures. All day long you are in a whirl of excitement. But you expect

us women to stay at home and be as humdrum as hens in a chicken-house.

You are to have your fun and come home and have us wives pet you and

pamper you up for another day of delight. Dick, that may go all right

with farmers' wives who haven't shoes to wear out to meeting, but it

won't do for women with money of _their own_ to spend."

"I knew _that_ would come," he flashed at her. "It always does crop up

sooner or later."

"You are out of temper to-night, Dick," she retorted. "And it is simply

because I am going with Andy Buckton. You needn't deny it."

"I don't like the gossip that is going around." Mostyn frowned and bit

his mustache as he said this. "The people of Atlanta, as a whole, are

moral, conservative citizens, and the doings of your small set are

abhorrent to them."

"_My_ set!" Irene forced a harsh, mirthless laugh. "And for goodness'

sake, what do they think of _your_ set? You force me to say this, Dick.

There is not a person in this city who has not heard of you and that

unspeakable Winship woman."

Mostyn flinched beneath the gaze she bent on him. "That is a thing of

the past, Irene, and you know it," he stammered, trying to keep his

temper.

"I can consider it a thing of the past," she returned, coldly, "if I

will take your word for it, just as you may or may not take my word for

my conduct with Andy Buckton. Oh, I suppose it is nothing for a wife to

see the knowing smiles that pass around when the gaudy creature shows

up at the theater or ball-game accompanied by gamblers and bar-keepers.

The brazen thing stares straight at me whenever I am near her."

Mostyn was now white with restrained fury. He stood up. "I will not go

over all that again," he said. "The mistake I made was in ever owning

up to the thing."

"You _had_ to own up to it," Irene answered, bluntly. "I knew it when

we were married, and I would not mention it now if you were not

constantly nagging me about my actions. Dick, you will have to let me

alone. I won't take advice from you."

He met her frank eyes with a shrinking stare. "I shall let you alone in

the future," he faltered. "I see I have to. You are merciless. For the

sake of the boy we must live in harmony. God knows we must!"

"All right," she laughed, coldly, "that is another agreement. Harmony

is the word. Now, go away. Kitty is not coming. She may be going with

some one else."

Mostyn went to his room across the hall. He bathed his bloodless face

and hands and automatically brushed his hair before the glass, eying

his features critically. "Can that actually be me?" he whispered to the

grim reflection. "I look like a man of sixty. I'm as old and decrepit

as--Jeff Henderson. Why did I think of him? Why am I constantly

thinking of that old man, unless it is because he has predicted my ruin

so confidently? He seems as sure of it as he is of the air he breathes.

If evil thought bearing on a man can hurt him, as the mental scientists

believe, Henderson's will eventually get me down. He would give his

life to permanently injure me. So would Marie. She can't forgive me for

ignoring her. She can't understand any more than I do _why_ I ignore

her."

There was a rap on the door. It was a servant to ask if he wanted his

supper.

"Not now," he answered. "Keep it for me. I'll be in later."

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