CHAPTER XXI

From the time of their coming to London it had required no effort on

their part for the Belchambers to be very little together, but after the

ball at Sunborough House, Sainty was aware that they avoided each other.

On the rare occasions when they met, he was conscious in his wife’s

manner of a more thinly veiled contempt, while on his side he felt a

shyness with her which was the beginning of dislike.

There was something almost frightening to him in the absolute quality of

her egotism. In the scene of which he had been a horrified witness

between her and his mother, Lady Charmington had by no means displayed a

conciliatory courtesy, but if she had been rude she had at least lost

her temper in a thoroughly human manner--she had _cared_. Had Cissy

shown heat in return, he could easily have understood it. What revolted

him in her attitude was the complete indifference as to what her

mother-in-law thought of her, or whether they were on good terms or ill.

The way in which, when she wanted nothing more of them, people simply

ceased to exist for her, seemed to him monstrous. She had summarily

declined to make any overtures towards peace, alleging, not without

justice, that she was the injured party. ‘Lady Charmington had insulted

and abused her in her own house, and she had taken it with the meekness

of a lamb. She really could not see what there was for _her_ to

apologise about; she was quite ready to _accept_ an apology if her

mother-in-law wished to make one’; but that lady, oddly enough, showed

no signs of any such desire. She had departed next day without so much

as seeing Cissy again, merely mentioning to her son before she left that

he would probably suffer the curse of childlessness, as a punishment

for his wife’s behaviour and his own inability to guide and chasten her.

So the young couple drifted more and more apart, Sainty realising with a

terrified fatalism the extent to which this creature, at once so hard

and so capricious, who bore his name and spent his money, yet had never

been his wife and had become almost a stranger to him, had it in her

power to injure him irretrievably.

After the duchess’s ball he received no more anonymous letters, which

confirmed him in his theory of their authorship. Miss Winston, having

played her trump card in the disclosure she thought she had made to him,

evidently judged it useless to continue the letters which were meant to

lead up to it. One day, however, the post brought him an envelope which,

at first sight, he made sure was the beginning of a new series. He was

on the point of destroying it, unopened, when he was aware of his own

coat-of-arms and crest gorgeously emblazoned on the back, and a closer

inspection proved that the illiterateness of the handwriting was not

feigned but perfectly genuine. It was from Lady Arthur, and contained

the unwelcome news that his brother had been ill, more seriously than

she had at first imagined, and a request that he would come and see him.

‘He won’t make the sign,’ she wrote, ‘and I expect he’d be very angry

with me if he knew I was writing, but all the same I know it would be a

comfort to him to see you. He’s worrying about money matters. You see,

being so ill has made him think if he was to die what would become of me

and the children.’ It was put rather crudely, but Sainty admitted that

it was a legitimate cause for solicitude, and hailed this proof that

Arthur was taking thought for others. Even if it were the others who

were taking thought for themselves, a poor woman could not be blamed for

wishing to secure the future of her helpless offspring. He decided that

he must go down and see his brother. He was sorry Arthur had been so

ill; he never remembered him ill in his life, since the measles and

chicken-pox of early childhood.

Sainty did not judge it necessary to say anything to Cissy about his

expedition; it required no diplomacy on his part to conceal any of his

movements; if he should be absent for a week, she would neither know nor

care, and he found by consultation of Bradshaw that he could go and

return in the long summer day. It was a relief to him that he need not

spend a night in the house of kinsfolk whom he did not receive in his

own. The situation was awkward and unpleasant, and when he thought of

all that Arthur’s marriage had made him do and suffer, it must be

confessed that he approached his brother’s home and wife with invincible

repugnance.

The Chamberses had taken up their abode (of course in a hunting country)

in an old vicarage from which a victim of shrunken tithes had been glad

to move into a smaller house. Arthur had added new and magnificent

stables that had cost Sainty a pretty penny before they were completed.

The house itself might have been transplanted bodily from the heart of

Belgravia. It was of such commonplace and uncharacteristic architecture

that even the process known to Lady Arthur as ‘Smartenin’ the old place

up a bit’ had failed materially to disfigure it. It was approached

through all the dignity of a lodge gate and ‘carriage sweep,’ which

swept round a mound of damp laurels opposite the front door, and

deposited Sainty at a small Ionic portico of stucco pillars. Having

confided his name and business to a dingy man in a shiny dress-coat who

opened the door to him, Belchamber was told ‘’is lordship was expecting

of ‘im, and would ‘is lordship please to walk this way,’ and followed

the butler upstairs to Arthur’s room. He smiled to see how exactly the

interior of the house corresponded with his anticipations: everything

was modern, ugly, expensive, and already shabby. A great litter of caps,

gloves, sticks, and hunting-crops encumbered the hall, together with a

female garden-hat ornamented with huge red bows and faded muslin

poppies. A strong smell of cooking pervaded the staircase, and from some

of the many open doors came the sound of women’s voices in dispute, and

high above all else the shrill wailing of a baby.

It was with a conflict of feelings that Sainty found himself once more

face to face with Arthur, whom he had not seen since his fruitless

attempt to detach him from the woman who was now his wife. They had

parted as boys, they met again as married men, and with no particularly

happy experiences behind them. Sainty noted with pained surprise how

much of his brother’s good looks had been what the French call ‘the

devil’s beauty.’ That boyish freshness was gone for ever, and the face

had gained nothing of manly dignity in its place.

The young man was sitting propped with pillows in a big easy-chair,

arrayed in a gorgeous silk dressing-gown. His recent illness had given

him a pinched bluish-white look about the nose, but the colour had set

and hardened on the cheek bones, and the eyes had a tired shifty look.

The beautiful curls were already worn a little thin at the temples, and

an absurd little fair moustache seemed to be ineffectually trying with

its waxed points to conceal the two lines that ill-temper had traced

beside the nostrils.

‘Very good of you to come,’ he said, as he held out his hand.

‘I’m so sorry to hear you’ve been ill. What was it?’ Sainty asked, as he

sat down beside him, struggling with a lump that would rise in his

throat.

‘I fancy I’ve been pretty bad,’ Arthur answered. ‘Some superior form of

mulligrubs. I don’t believe the damn fool of a doctor knows quite what

_was_ the matter. I think he was frightened himself. He gets into

corners with Topsy and whispers, till I want to break his head. I’ve

pulled through all right, but, of course, another time I mightn’t, you

know, and that’s what I wanted to see you about.’

There was no suggestion that he wanted to see him for any other reason.

They met after two years of absence and estrangement, and after what

seemed a very fair chance that they might never meet again. The elder

brother was husky with emotion, the younger as unmoved by any thought

of their common past as though it were his solicitor whom he had

summoned to the discussion of a matter of business.

His coldness reacted on Sainty, and helped him to steady his voice as he

answered, ‘Your wife intimated in her letter that you were troubled

about money matters.’

‘That’s it. You see, as long as I live I’ve got this cursed pittance. A

fellow can’t live like a gentleman on it, but at least we don’t starve.

But as the missus pointed out to me, if I was to hop the twig, there’d

be just nothing for her and the kids; so I made her write and tell you I

was ill; I thought I owed it to her. She grumbles a good deal, and she’s

a damn bad manager, and we have our rows, but she’s not a bad sort of an

old girl. Last winter she went without a pony for her shay, so as I

could keep another hunter. Now that was rather decent of her. I’m not

very partial to the kids myself; it’s unbelievable how they yell; but I

shouldn’t like ’em to be left in the gutter, you know.’

‘Do you know me so little, Arthur, that you could suppose, if anything

happened to you, I shouldn’t provide for your wife and children?’

‘Well, you were never a particularly free parter, you know, old man, and

then you didn’t approve of the connection. How was I to know?’

‘Of course, in case of your death, I should continue the same allowance

to your widow.’

‘Would you now? Well, _that’s_ all right. But I say, suppose _you_ were

to kick? you’re not so remarkably strong, you know, yourself.’

‘In that case, your boy comes in for the whole thing, and of course the

trustees would make a suitable provision for his mother.’

‘Oh, gammon! we don’t count on that, you know. What’s to prevent your

having children yourself? By the way, isn’t Lady Belchamber showing any

signs yet?’

‘Er--no; as a matter of fact--not----’

‘Well, she’d better look sharp, or we shall begin to indulge unholy

hopes. But, bar chaff, you couldn’t put it in writing, could you, about

the allowance going on in case we were both to what the papers call

“join the majority”?’

‘If it will be any comfort to you I can, but I should think you could

trust me; and in case I should ever have an heir, I promise at once to

add a codicil to my will, providing for your children.’

‘Well, let’s have that in writing too; then there can’t be any mistake

about it, and Topsy’ll let me alone. She’s got her damned old mother

with her (she’s an old vulgarian, I tell you), and the two of ’em have

nagged my life out of me about this. I never will have old Mother Mug

here, but I was going to town for a lar--on business, if I hadn’t been

taken ill, and so I said she could have her to keep her company while I

was away, and I’m blowed if the old devil didn’t turn up, just the

same.’

‘How do you like this place on the whole?’ Sainty asked.

‘It isn’t bad in the winter; just between two packs, you know; and one

or two of the people round have given me some shooting. But at this time

o’ year it’s simply infernal; not one blessed thing to do. As I told

you, if it hadn’t been for this cursed illness, I was going to town for

a bit; if I didn’t get away now and then I should rot and burst.’

‘Is there nobody you see or like in the neighbourhood?’

Arthur winced. ‘Well, you see,’ he said, ‘most of the huntin’ lot go

away in the summer, and the regular county sort of set ain’t

particularly lively; and then the women jib a bit at Topsy. One or two

of ’em have called, but not many. Our parson and his wife toady her

freely; they ain’t particular as long as she’s my lady, and will give

’em money for the school treat. I assure you she’s becoming quite the

charitable religious lady; nothing else to do, poor girl. But most of

these county women are a damned stiff-backed lot; they ain’t like

Londoners.’

At this point in the conversation the dingy butler, who looked like the

‘heavy father’ of a not very prosperous travelling company, came to say

that ‘lunching was served, and Lady Harthur Chambers ‘oped Lord

Belchamber would do ’er the honour to come down.’ He also brought

Arthur’s meal on a tray, over which the invalid let fly a volley of

curses: ‘the napkin was dirty, the soup was cold, the bread was stale;

he could take it back to the damn cook and tell her,---- her, if she

couldn’t send up a decent basin of broth to a sick man,---- her, and----

her, she’d better---- well go.’

To this rolling accompaniment, Sainty got himself out of the room,

saying he would come up again after lunch, and was conducted by the

seedy retainer into the presence of his sister-in-law, who received him

with much state.

The three years that had elapsed since their last meeting had not

treated Lady Arthur more kindly than her husband. They were in her case

three years considerably nearer to the term of youth. In the days of the

supper at the Hotel Fritz she had been a decidedly handsome young woman,

if a little over-florid. In the interval she had grown more florid and

less handsome, and suggested an impression of having run to seed. A

growing tendency to corpulence was resisted by violent compression, with

disastrous results to the complexion, imperfectly corrected by a

plentiful application of _blanc de perle_. Her attire was gorgeous

beyond the needs of the occasion, but left somewhat to be desired in the

matter of tidiness, and exhaled a heavy scent of musk that made Sainty

feel sick. She presented him to her mother, a terrible warning of what

she was on the highroad to become. This lady was a shorter and twenty

years’ older edition of Lady Arthur, more coarsely painted, more frankly

vulgar, more consentingly fat, and she wore an olive green wig of Brutus

curls.

‘Do you like the country, Mrs. de Vere?’ Sainty asked, as they sat at

meat together in heavy silence.

‘Muggins,’ the lady corrected, with a giggle. ‘De Vere was Maria’s--I

mean Cynthy’s--stage name.’

‘My _Nong de Tayarter_,’ said her daughter, with a warning look at the

dingy man, who was handing the potatoes with an air of forced

abstraction.

‘Well,’ said Mrs. Muggins, ‘I was connected with the profession myself

when I was young; there’s nothing to be ashamed of in it. It’s an art,

and nowadays very highly considered. But you was askin’, my lord, if I

liked the country. For a little visit like this, I don’t say, but to

live in, year in, year out--no thank you. It may be all very well for

them that were born to it, but give me London. I like to see my

fellow-creeturs. I should think Cynthia’d die of the mopes in this

place. I should, I know, if I was her.’

‘It isn’t very lively,’ assented her daughter.

‘I can’t think whatever you find to do all day,’ said the elder lady.

‘I have my children,’ said Cynthia, with the air of a Cornelia, ‘and I’m

getting quite interested in the village and the poor people.’

‘Well, it wouldn’t amuse _me_,’ said her mother. ‘I call it cruel of

your brother, my lord, to keep her mewed up in a place like this. Such a

winter as she’s had. It’s all very well for him, ‘untin’ five days a

week, and shootin’ with Squire this, that, and the other, but what fun

does _she_ get out of it, poor child? Their stuck-up wives don’t even

come and see her, and the moment the ‘untin’ and shootin‘ ’s over, my

lord was off to London and Newmarket, if he hadn’t been took ill. He was

hardly here a week last summer. Does he offer to take _her_?--not him,

not if he knows it.’

‘Three weeks at the sea was all the change _I_ got last year,’ said Lady

Arthur.

‘And _that_ I had to make you insist upon, or you wouldn’t have got

_that_,’ chimed in mamma.

‘It was more for baby’s sake than my own,’ said Cynthia; ‘the child

needed sea air.’

‘Dear little Arthur was baby then,’ explained Mrs. Muggins; ‘the second

little dear wasn’t even expected. Now there’s two of ’em they’ll want a

change more than ever.’

‘You have two children?’ Sainty said. ‘Are they both boys?’

‘Both of ’em,’ assented Lady Arthur proudly. ‘Poor as we are, there’s

many people would be glad of my two little boys, or even one of ’em,’

and she pointed this delicate allusion by a side glance at her mother,

as who should say ‘I had him there.’

The ill-concealed hostility of these people, the way they abused his

brother to him, his sister-in-law’s hint at the want of ease in their

circumstances, all combined to make Sainty’s visit thoroughly

uncomfortable.

‘What’s been the matter with Arthur?’ he asked, to change the subject.

‘Eating and drinking too much,’ responded Mrs. Muggins readily. ‘And so

I told him. “Arthur, my boy,” I says to him, “you mark my words: you’re

digging your grave with your teeth.”’

Lady Arthur simpered. ‘It’s rather awkward to talk about insides to

gentlemen,’ she said; ‘but it was of that nature. The doctor said he had

had a narrow squeak of--what was the word?--perrynaitis, or perrytaitis

or something. I told him he couldn’t expect ladies to remember his long

Latin names, but it was some kind of inflammation from what he said.’

‘What she don’t tell you,’ put in the irrepressible Mrs. Muggins, ‘was

how she nursed him. Three nights she never went to bed nor had her

clothes off her, and, as often as not, sworn at for her pains.’

‘I only did my duty,’ said Cynthia nobly; ‘but I hope I shan’t often

have to do the same again.’

‘What she wants,’ said Mrs. Muggins, ‘after being shut up so much, and

the anxiety and all, is a good change. Why don’t you come up and stop

with me a bit, when I go back, and see the theatres and the shops? The

spring fashions are very pretty: sunshades are very tasty this year, I

must say.’

‘I do want a new sunshade,’ Lady Arthur admitted, ‘and for that matter,

lots of things; but Arthur don’t care _how_ I’m dressed, _now_,’ and

she removed a discoloured tear with the untorn corner of an imitation

lace handkerchief.

As they were leaving the dining-room, she detained Sainty a moment to

whisper in his ear, ‘Has Arthur spoken to you about what I wrote?’

‘Oh yes,’ said Sainty, ‘we have talked about it. I assured him that

would be all right.’

Lady Arthur looked relieved. ‘What should I have?’ she asked.

‘Oh!--er--the same as now,’ Sainty gasped.

‘You’ll think me very mercenary, I fear,’ said his sister-in-law, with

an attempt to climb back into the grand manner from which she had so

swiftly descended. ‘I don’t care for myself, you know; I’ve worked for

my living before, but a mother must think of her children; even a bear

will fight for its cubs.’

The ‘cubs’ were presently produced, of course. The baby was a mere

bundle of lace and ribbons; but the elder child, who appeared to be

nearly two, and had been most carefully combed and starched and

decorated for the occasion, was set upon two chubby legs within the

door, and stared stolidly at his uncle. Sainty tried hard to see

something of Arthur in the little boy who would probably be his heir,

but the younger Arthur was a most unmistakable miniature edition of Mrs.

Muggins, with the same prominent eyes and hanging lower lip, and even

his ‘oiled and curled Assyrian locks’ suggested a sort of childish

imitation of the Brutus wig. His grandmother was fully aware of the

likeness, and evidently thought it must be a cause of unmixed

gratification to Lord Belchamber.

‘He favours our side of the family,’ she said proudly, ‘and, though I

say it that should not, a handsomer little picture of a cherub I don’t

think you’ll easily find.’

‘Give uncle a sweet kiss, dearie,’ said the proud mother; but on

Sainty’s stooping to receive the embrace, the amiable infant set up such

a piteous howl, in which the baby promptly joined, that both children

had to be conducted into retirement.

‘I think,’ said Sainty, ‘if you’ll let me, I’ll go up and see my

brother again for a few minutes. I see I must be leaving in about half

an hour, if I am to catch the afternoon train up. I told the fly to come

back for me.’

‘Well, if you _must_ go,’ said his sister-in-law, ‘there’s no good

pressing you to stop. I’m afraid the lunch was not what you’re

accustomed to. No doubt you have a French cook and every luxury, but

_we_ have to cut our coats according to the cloth, you know. I may not

see you again before you go, I’m going to take mamma for a bit of an

airing. I hope Lady Belchamber is well. She has no children, I think.’

‘Well,’ said Arthur, when Sainty returned to him, ‘what do you think of

old Mother Mug? _She’s_ a beauty, isn’t she?’

‘She seemed to think you were a little inconsiderate about your wife,

that she needed a certain amount of change and amusement; and, indeed,

that poor woman must have a dull life, so very different to everything

she has been accustomed to.’

‘No doubt the pair of ’em have been abusing me finely, and, of course,

you take their part. What the devil’s she got to complain of, I should

like to know? Haven’t I made an honest woman of her, and jolly well

muckered my own life by doing it? I suppose she expects me to give up

the little fun I do get, and take her to London and show her round.

Don’t you marry your mistress, old man. You can take it from me, it

isn’t good enough. But there!--you _are_ married, and you haven’t got a

mistress.’

Sainty did not escape without the usual demand for money, which Arthur

irritated him by calling a loan.

‘What’s the good of talking like that?’ Sainty said. ‘You know you

haven’t the slightest intention of repaying it. As you are always

rubbing it into me that you can’t live on what I give you, is it likely

that next quarter, or next year, you will be able to save the amount you

require out of the same insufficient allowance?’

‘You don’t suppose I enjoy having to ask you for every dirty penny I

want?’ retorted the invalid sullenly.

‘Then why don’t you try to live within your income, and then you

wouldn’t have to?’

‘I must say you always make it as unpleasant as possible.’

‘Well, don’t let’s wrangle about money; I give it just the same. I’ll

send you a cheque. Good-bye, and I hope you’ll soon be better.’

‘And these are the people who are to come after me!’ Sainty said to

himself bitterly as the train took him back to London. He had a vision

of Belchamber, his beloved Belchamber, overrun and ravaged by these

barbarians; of Cynthia ‘smartenin’ the old place a bit,’ with the aid of

Mrs. Muggins’s suggestions as to what would be ‘tastey’; of Arthur

cutting down the trees and selling the books and pictures to buy more

horses and lose bigger bets; of that unattractive child with its stiff

curls and goggle eyes coming in turn to make final havoc of the ruin its

parents had left. And it was for this end that he had given his name,

his future, his honour, into the keeping of a beautiful parasitic

creature without heart or conscience, who obeyed no law but her own

imperious appetites!

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