CHAPTER III

Probably nothing is less calculated to make a man feel at home in

another’s society than the knowledge that he owes him a debt which he

cannot pay. Custom enables a number of people to support this

awkwardness with tolerable equanimity, but I suspect that even the

habitual debtor feels a certain nameless uneasiness under his equable

shirt-front; while to a person whose boast has always been that

directness of gaze celebrated in the Village Blacksmith, to have to look

shiftily before the eye of a creditor must be peculiarly galling.

Something of this consciousness had become the daily burthen of poor

Lady Charmington with regard to her first-born son. Certainly nothing

was further from claiming damages than Sainty’s attitude, for it never

entered his head to hold his mother in any way responsible for his

accident. But in the long weeks in which he lay so uncomplainingly

bearing pain, and the inaction which to young creatures is worse than

pain, she could not look at him without a very distinct twinge of

remorse. She was even glad to see the once forbidden needlework cheating

the weary hours of some of their dulness. Once when he thanked her for

the withdrawal of the interdict on this pastime, her breath caught in

her throat like a sob.

‘You must find the time very heavy,’ she said, smoothing back the boy’s

hair with an unusually tender touch.

‘Oh no!’ Sainty said, ‘I don’t. I can’t help thinking what a good thing

it was it happened to me and not to Arthur. Think how _he_ would have

hated it. I’ve never minded keeping quiet. And then it’ll always be such

a good excuse for not doing things. Before, when people said “Why can’t

he be like other boys?” there wasn’t anything to say. Now you can say

“Well, you see, poor boy, he’s lame; he met with an accident.”’

He delivered this piece of consolation quite seriously, and with no

ironic intention, but it may be doubted if it cheered his mother as much

as he intended.

Poor Kirkpatrick, overwhelmed with remorse, had wished to give up his

public school mastership and devote himself to Sainty’s education, but

the sacrifice had not been accepted. Lady Charmington, who, in spite of

her hard head, was not without some very feminine weaknesses, could not

bear the sight of the young man who was incurably associated with the

most awful hour of her life.

In her compunction, she made an attempt at regaining the services of

Miss Meakins, but the governess had without difficulty obtained a

situation in the household of one of those gorgeously dressed little

dark women who drive about the north side of Hyde Park in such

well-appointed carriages. They are of Lancaster Gate to-day, but who

knows if to-morrow they may not be giving laws to fashion from a palace

in Park Lane? Miss Meakins, with the stamp of the aristocracy upon her,

was quite an important person in this opulent Tyburnian mansion and the

beautiful villa at Roehampton, with its velvet lawns and blazing

parterres.

‘Tell us about the little marquis and his brother, and the big park at

Belchamber, and the deer,’ her little charges would ask of her, as they

walked on Wimbledon Common. They had large eyes, and beautiful gentle

manners, and that look of ineffable world-weariness that is common to

the children of their race. Sainty would have been astonished to know

what an object of interest he was to these other children.

It must have been her uneasy desire for compensation that made Lady

Charmington give to a suggestion of her sister-in-law that she and her

‘fatherless boy’ should pay Belchamber a visit, a very different

reception from that which she would otherwise have accorded to it. Lady

Eva had lost the embarrassing Morland, and was inclined to return to her

native land and see what she could get out of her kinsfolk. She went

first to her mother, who received her very graciously, and was really

pleased to see her. Her daughter brought the duchess a whiff of her

beloved Paris, and entertained her immensely with anecdotes of a world

quite unlike that in which she herself had formerly figured. The younger

lady, finding her noble relatives in the Faubourg rather inclined to

cold-shoulder her, had gone in for being a sort of Muse, and surrounded

herself with all the youngest and most modern of the new school of poets

and painters. She wore indecent clothes, with a rope of turquoises round

her waist, and lay on a white bearskin, smoking a narghilé, while they

recited their verses to her. They spoke of her as ‘la petite Morland’

and ‘la belle Eve.’ Her portrait by a young American of genius had been

the great _clou_ of the salon, she told her astonished step-father. ‘It

really was _épatant_; he painted me at full length on the sofa in

straight perspective, my feet away from you, and my head hanging over

the end, so that my face looks out at you upside down. I have my

turquoises in my teeth, and the whole is lit by Chinese lanterns. It is

amazing _de vérité_, and will make his reputation.’

‘And what about yours?’ asked the duke, who thought he was rather a wit.

The duchess was much amused with this talk, and all went well, until she

and her daughter happened unfortunately to fix their affections on the

same young man, who was a good deal the junior of either, when a violent

quarrel ensued, and Sunborough House having become much too hot to hold

her, Lady Eva was seized with a sentimental desire to ‘show the home of

her childhood to her boy,’ and wrote intimating this wish to her

sister-in-law. Lady Charmington knew very little of the lady, beyond the

fact that she had made an unfortunate marriage and was now a widow with

an only son. The early surroundings of this boy must have been

deplorable; but while she trembled for the effect he might have upon

her sons, she licked her lips at the thought of the influence she might

be privileged to acquire over him. Lady Eva’s cleverly insinuated hint

that she did not find the atmosphere of her mother’s house congenial,

did much to open the doors of Belchamber to her; but perhaps her best

ally was the thought that his cousin might be a companion to Sainty

during Arthur’s absence. Sainty at least was not likely to get any harm

from unfortunate lads who had been brought up in an atmosphere of

papistry or atheism--the two words meant much the same to Lady

Charmington--and then who could tell what they might be able to do for

_him_!

Claude Morland was between two and three years older than Sainty and

extraordinarily grown up for his age. He was a handsome boy, but of

quite a different type of beauty from Arthur, who had the fair curls and

florid complexion of the Chambers family, whereas Claude had inherited

his colourless white skin, thick, straight black hair, and large dreamy

eyes from his French ancestors. He was not unlike what his grandmother

had been as a girl, but with a certain heaviness of make and feature

that came from his lamented father, and might easily become coarseness

as he grew older. He seemed to Sainty like some strongly scented

hothouse flower, white with a whiteness in which there was no purity,

and sweet with a strong sweetness that already suggested some subtle

hint of decay. As the flowers which his cousin recalled to him were

among the things he did not like, his first feeling towards him had been

one of vague repulsion; but to a naturally shy and silent person, any

one with Claude’s ready flow of talk and perfect self-possession must

prove attractive in the long-run. Then Claude had charming manners when

he chose. To Sainty, accustomed to Arthur’s scornful affection and

undisguised contempt, the little attentions and deferential politeness

of this older boy were bewildering, but strangely pleasant. Claude’s

smile was a caress, the grasp of his hand an embrace; in later years a

lady once said of him that she always felt as if he had said something

she ought to resent when he asked her how she did. But at thirteen this

latent sensuality only made him like some charming feline creature that

liked to be stroked and well fed, to lie in the sun and purr. A boy who

spoke French as easily as English, and German and Italian a little, and

read mysterious foreign books for pleasure, could not fail to be

impressive to a small home-grown cousin; while the discovery that this

gifted creature had never played cricket in his life, and, though an

excellent rider, had not the smallest wish to hunt, made him at once

sympathetic and puzzling.

‘Uncle Cor hunts,’ Sainty said, ‘and Arthur is dying to, as soon as ever

he is allowed. _I_ can’t, of course; but then I shall never ride any

more. But all the men I know hunt--our neighbours Mr. Hawley at Hawley

Park and Sir Watkin Potkin at the Grange, and everybody, even the

farmers, when they can afford to. I thought all men who rode wanted to

hunt as a matter of course.’

‘Well, _I_ don’t want to,’ Claude answered. ‘I like riding, and the

_manége_, and all that; a gentleman should of course be a good horseman.

But to get up early, and gallop all day across country after a wretched

little vermin, _merci cela ne me dit rien_.’

‘Ah! you’re sorry for the poor fox; I’m glad of that,’ said Sainty. ‘I

can’t help feeling it’s cruel. I think of all it must feel when it hears

the dogs getting nearer, and knows it is out of breath and can’t run

much farther. And yet very good men hunt, even clergymen. None of our

own clergy, because mother doesn’t approve of it; but some of those from

the other side of the county, who, I believe, are quite good men. I

asked Uncle Cor, who is very kind to animals, about it, but he said if

it were not for hunting, the foxes would all have been exterminated long

ago, and he didn’t suppose they’d have liked that any better.’

‘There is certainly something in that,’ replied his cousin gravely; ‘but

I’m afraid I wasn’t considering the matter from the fox’s point of view.

I hate getting tired, and wet, and muddy, and to kill a wretched little

yellow animal doesn’t seem worth so much fuss and trouble. _Voilà tout._

In France, if the foxes eat the poultry, they shoot them; it is much

more simple.’

‘Then what do you like to do in the way of exercise and games and that?’

asked Sainty.

‘I like the lawn tennis fairly well,’ said Claude. ‘It is not such a

good game as the real tennis, the _jeu de paume_. I have played that a

little, but not much; it was too expensive; but lawn tennis is very

well. That, and riding, and fencing have been my principal amusements.

But we have moved about so much; my mother is very restless. We have

never stayed anywhere long enough for me to settle down and really take

to anything seriously.’

‘And cricket?’ asked Sainty, almost under his breath; ‘have you never

played cricket?’

‘_Mon Dieu!_ no. A game that takes three days to play! Those stupid

stepsons of grandmamma took me to see a match at--what do you call

it?--“Lord’s,” when I was in London. It went on all day, and nothing

happened. I yawned myself hoarse. I can never do anything for more than

two hours at a time.’

Here was some one who was not apologetic or ashamed that he could not

play cricket, who spoke of it even with contempt, as of a pastime for

fools. Sainty was dumbfoundered. He wondered what Arthur would say to

such heresy. What Arthur did say when presently he came home, was that

his cousin was a ‘bounder,’ and ‘like a beastly foreigner.’ It was a

curious fact that though Claude acquired a considerable influence for

harm over Arthur, the latter always continued to speak slightingly of

him, and never really liked him; whereas Sainty, who was not influenced

by him in the least, and after the first discoveries of superficial

agreement, found that they differed essentially in their views on almost

every subject, cherished a sneaking regard for his cousin, which died

hard even when Claude had done his best to kill it. Arthur’s mind could

accept nothing that was not traditional; and this surprising outcome of

shady foreign watering-places and Parisian _ateliers_ lay altogether

outside of his traditions.

Their aunt was as much of a surprise to the boys as their cousin. Lady

Eva modified herself considerably, with a view to conciliating her pious

sister-in-law; but in spite of extra tuckers, the first sight of her

when dressed for dinner was a severe shock to Sainty, accustomed to the

modest _décolletages_ of the neighbouring clergywomen who dined from

time to time with Lady Charmington, and the little square of his

mother’s neck, which barely accommodated the large oblong locket of

black enamel, like a baby’s coffin, with which she decorated herself for

these festive occasions.

Luckily for Lady Eva, Lady Charmington was not of the intimate order of

women, and never invaded a guest’s bedroom, or she might have been a

little scandalised by the tone of some of the literature she found

there; but she would probably have been still more bewildered, as she

had kept up scarcely a bowing acquaintance with even ordinary French. ‘I

have read Madame Craven’s _Récit d’une Sœur_,’ she said, ‘but I read few

novels in any language; it does not seem to me very profitable. I was

once recommended Feuillet’s _Histoire de Sibylle_ as quite

unobjectionable, but I found it very papistical. It did _me_ no harm,

but I shouldn’t have given it to any young person to read in whom I was

interested.’

‘I don’t remember to have read either of the _romans_ you mention,’ said

her sister-in-law wearily.

The two women found it increasingly difficult to talk to each other;

neither of them seemed to take the faintest interest in anything which

occupied the other. Lady Eva dwelt much on the disadvantages of her

bringing-up, finding that a subject on which her hostess was much

inclined to be sympathetic, and also on her maternal anxieties about her

boy’s future. She and Claude laughed a great deal at the good lady

behind her back, and smoked a great many cigarettes together in the long

shrubbery, when Sainty was having his daily drive, and Lady Charmington

was busy about her farms. Arthur caught them at it one day, but was

bribed to silence by being lured into participation in the crime.

‘Tell me, Eva,’ said Lady Charmington, when the ladies were sitting

alone together, ‘you are not, I trust, a Catholic, are you?’

‘No; oh no!’ answered her sister-in-law, with perfect truth; though she

might have added that she had at one time been a very devout one, and

had since tried several other _cultes_, of which the last had been some

queer Parisian form of esoteric Buddhism. ‘Oh no! I have seen too much

of Romanism; I have lived abroad too much.’

Lady Charmington was delighted. ‘I have no doubt they tried to pervert

you,’ she said, fairly beaming on this martyr to the faith.

‘Tried!’ repeated Lady Eva with an eloquent gesture.

‘And your boy?’ continued Lady Charmington. ‘He must have been much

exposed in those countries. I trust you have managed to keep his faith

untouched?’

‘I have done my best,’ said Lady Eva meekly. ‘Poor boy! he has had to

knock about the world very young, and to see and hear much that he

should not. I have felt that he had only his poor weak mother to stand

between him and--and--well--all sorts of things. He has not had the

advantages of your dear boys, Sarah--a good home, and peaceful, virtuous

surroundings, nor such a good mother, I’m afraid.’ And Lady Eva cast

down her fine eyes, on the lids of which she had not been able to deny

herself a faint tinge of blue, on learning that Lord Corstorphine was

expected, though she had been trying not to paint at Belchamber. ‘You

know how my own youth was neglected,’ she added presently. ‘But I had

rather not talk of that. After all, the duchess is my mother, and in her

own way has meant to be kind to me, I think. Only, I have dreamt of

something very different for my Claude. Such influences as he finds here

are exactly what I have wished for him, and what I have all too seldom

been able to give him.’

‘Well, now we have got him here, we must try and keep him, and see what

we can do for him,’ said Lady Charmington, much gratified. ‘Have you

thought at all what you are going to do with him? You are not going back

to France?’

‘Oh no! I want to stay in England--_at home_’; and Lady Eva gazed

tenderly at her surroundings in a manner which hinted plainly that an

invitation to consider Belchamber in that light might not be unwelcome.

Lady Charmington, however, was in no hurry to give it, but she debated

in her own mind many plans for the benefit of her nephew. She got but

little encouragement from her brother, who by no means seemed inclined

to take a friendly view of these interlopers.

‘That’s a horrible woman,’ he remarked, with brutal frankness of the

‘belle Morland’; ‘and just the sort I should have thought you would have

hated, Sarah.’

‘I can’t honestly say I exactly like her, Cor,’ his sister answered;

‘but I’m sorry for her and for the boy. Think of her deplorable

bringing-up; think what a mother she has had, and what a husband! The

poor body seems to have some glimmerings of a desire for better things,

if she had any one to take her by the hand; and I must say it’s to her

credit to have kept by her faith, exposed as she has been to the darts

of the enemy. But what touches me most about her is that she evidently

wants to do well by her boy. She’s not a bad mother, whatever else she

may be; and, after all, she’s poor Char’s sister, you know.’

Lady Charmington very seldom delivered herself of so long a speech, and

still more rarely made any allusion to her dead husband. Corstorphine

was surprised and touched. Perhaps some likeness to her brother in Lady

Eva, some trick of speech, or expression that recalled him, had gone to

the not very accessible heart of her sister-in-law, and reinforced the

adroit flattery which had been offered to her pet prejudices. Perhaps

mother’s heart really spoke to mother’s heart in some language he did

not understand; the woman, with all her faults, might have a genuine

wish to do the best for her brat. He could have checked his sister’s

nascent inclination to befriend her husband’s kinsfolk with a word, but

it seemed an ungracious task. After all, Sarah was not too often in a

melting mood, and if she could do something for this wretched lad, whose

best chance was that he was fatherless, why should he seek to restrain

her?

‘I don’t like the boy either,’ he couldn’t help saying; ‘he’s a deal too

smooth and civil spoken. He’s no business to have such finished manners

at thirteen, and be such an accomplished little man of the world. But if

you think you can do anything to prevent his turning out such a

blackguard as his deceased parent, pray do; it’s a Christian act. All I

say is, consider whether he is likely to harm your own boys in any way.’

‘I’ve thought very much of that. Do you suppose it wasn’t my first

thought?’ his sister answered. ‘But one mustn’t let anxiety for one’s

own stand in the way of snatching a brand from the burning. Something

tells me this boy has not been sent here for nothing.’

‘Well,’ said Corstorphine, ‘and what particular form of charity do you

think he was sent for?’

Lady Charmington ignored the scoff. ‘I was thinking whether I mightn’t

offer to send him to Eton, if he could be got in,’ she said; ‘he won’t

be fourteen till November. I know his mother can’t afford it. Then he is

very gentle with Sainty, and the child seems to like him; and I thought

if later on Sir John thought Sainty could go to Eton, it might be a help

to him to have a cousin who had been there a year or two, and could look

after him a little. He can never be quite like other boys, you know.’

Corstorphine smiled grimly. It tickled his not unkindly cynicism to find

his pious sister had so human a thought for her own offspring nestled

under her zeal for her nephew’s soul.

‘Well, I agree,’ he said, ‘that the best chance the youth can have is to

see as little as possible of his mother and grandmother. Perhaps if he

gets well kicked at Eton, and you have him here mostly for his

holidays, he may not turn out so ill. It would take an 18-horse power

profligate to corrupt Sainty, it is true; but how about Arthur?’

‘Arthur doesn’t like Claude; he makes no secret of it; so I don’t think

he can do _him_ any harm. Besides, when the boys are at home I have them

so constantly under my own eye, I should know in a minute; and by the

time Arthur goes to Eton, Claude will be almost leaving.’

‘Or if he turns out badly, he may even have left,’ said Lord

Corstorphine.

So the matter was broached to Lady Eva, who, you may be sure, was

profuse in a mother’s blessings and tears. She was fond of her son in a

way, and honestly wanted the best that was to be had for him in life.

She had been ruefully reflecting that she would never be able to send

him to a good school, except at the cost of decided privations to

herself; and there was no doubt he would be dreadfully in her way in

London.

Lord Corstorphine proposed himself for a Sunday to a great friend among

the Eton masters, and found that his host, having an unexpected vacancy

for the next half, was delighted to do a good turn to any one in whom he

was interested. The duchess, when she heard what was on foot, suddenly

insisted on helping, and promised to pay half of her grandson’s

expenses; and though her contribution was frequently several terms in

arrear, she generally paid up in the end, unless she had been unusually

unlucky at cards.

So, though Lady Eva had failed to extract from her sister-in-law that

general invitation to regard Belchamber as her country-home, which she

had hoped for, she left for town with a comfortable feeling that her

visit had not been wasted. Claude was practically off her hands; he

would go to Eton at no expense to her, and spend most of his holidays at

Belchamber. ‘Dear Belchamber, where poor Char and I spent our happy

childhood, and of which I have always carried the picture in my heart,

through all my wanderings,’ she said to Lady Charmington the day before

her departure.

‘Indeed,’ said Sarah, with a little dry cough, ‘I always understood

from poor Char that he had hardly ever been here as a child. He said,

when we first came here in the old lord’s time, that he hoped his son

wouldn’t feel such a stranger here as he did, when he grew up.’

‘Ah well,’ said Lady Eva hurriedly, ‘my happiest times, almost the

_only_ happy ones of my neglected childhood were here, so I suppose they

bulk large in my memory. I have so little reason to remember most of my

youth with pleasure.’

‘You said, Aunt Eva,’ Arthur burst in, ‘vat you wemembered every corner

of ve place, blindfold, but you soon lost your way even in ve shrubbery,

and you thought One-tree Wood was the other side of the village.’

‘Ah, traitor!’ cried his aunt, playfully embracing him, ‘have you so

little gallantry as to try to convict a lady of making mistakes?’

‘You were a little rash, dear mamma,’ Claude said to her afterwards, ‘in

remembering your happy childhood at Belchamber so well, unless you took

a little more trouble to get up the subject.’ Claude for his part was

quite willing to go to Eton and try how he liked it. Almost the only

principle that had been early instilled into him was that it was always

worth while to accept anything expensive that could be enjoyed at

another person’s expense. It was rather absurd, no doubt, for so

finished a gentleman to go to school; but experience had taught him that

it was always quite easy to get sent away from educational

establishments, if one did not happen to like them; and what was the use

of his precocious knowledge of the world if it did not insure him an

easy victory over such simple people as schoolmasters and schoolboys? As

a matter of fact his astuteness did save him from paying the extreme

penalty for many peccadilloes that would have cut short the career of

less sophisticated youths under ‘Henry’s holy shade.’ His tutor’s

attitude towards him was a curious alternation of attraction and

distrust. But though never cordially liked by either boys or masters, he

was still there, as an overgrown youth in ‘lower division,’ when Sainty

hobbled into the school, a pale, gloomy little boy with an iron boot

and a stick, and was even keeping a precarious footing when Arthur

appeared a year later, and of course took the place by storm with his

frank and friendly manners, hatred of books, love of games, and

perfectly obvious and understandable type of beauty.

Whether Claude really did much for his cousins on their arrival at Eton

may be doubted, but he certainly managed to impress Sainty with the

belief that he had been of incalculable service to him. To Claude,

Sainty meant Belchamber with all its comforts, horses to ride, pheasants

to shoot, good food, luxurious quarters, and presents at Christmas;

things his shelterless childhood had taught him to consider in a way

that boys to whom they had always been matters of course could not

understand. It never occurred to Sainty that his cousin’s attentions

proceeded from anything but a naturally kind heart compassionating the

limitations of a cripple and an invalid. He soon learned to disapprove

of Claude, and to dread his influence over Arthur, and on several

occasions screwed himself up almost with torture to the point of

speaking very plainly to his senior, a thing especially difficult among

boys; and the indulgent good nature with which his strictures were

received, where they might easily have been resented, gave him an

uncomfortable sense of obligation towards one to whom his conscience

forced him to say such disagreeable things in return for uniform

kindness and affection.

‘Dear Sainty,’ Claude would say, ‘you do look so sweet when you’re angry

and solemn, for all the world like an old hen with all her feathers up

in defence of her chick. Of course I’m a wicked unprincipled hawk, but I

promise not to devour your bantling.’ He generally managed to refer

again to these conversations when Arthur was present, knowing that

nothing enraged the younger brother so much as the idea that Sainty, for

whom he always entertained the sublimest contempt, had dared to give

himself the airs of looking after him.

It early dawned on Sainty that a loving heart was not an unmixed

blessing, unless one had the gift of imposing one’s views on the object

of one’s affection. Had he not been fond of Claude, it would be nothing

to him that he disapproved of him; if he did not love Arthur, it would

not have been a daily grief to him to see so clearly what his brother

ought and ought not to do, while he was destitute of the smallest shred

of influence over his actions.

‘You know, dear,’ Claude said to him once, ‘there is nothing so easy as

to get rid of me. I am horribly _mal vu_ by the authorities. If tutor

hadn’t stuck up for me like a brick, I should have been sacked long ago;

he has told me pretty plainly that if there are any more rows he shall

say he thinks they had better take me away. A hint to him that I am

corrupting his pet lamb, and a word to your mother, and neither Eton nor

Belchamber will be troubled with me much longer.’

Such a speech hurt Sainty like a lash. ‘Don’t you see,’ he cried, ‘that

it is just the knowledge of what you say that makes it impossible for me

to do anything? I am helpless.’

See? Of course Claude saw; no one better. ‘Dear generous old boy!’ he

said, with one of his sudden pretty changes of manner, throwing an arm

lightly round his cousin’s shoulder; ‘who should know what an angel you

are, so well as your poor scamp of a cousin, who owes everything to

you?’

‘Don’t,’ Sainty said, wincing; ‘you do things you know I hate, and teach

Arthur to do them, and then you manage to make me feel a brute, and put

me in the wrong.’

Claude shrugged his shoulders, almost the last of his little foreign

tricks of manner that he had not lost at Eton. ‘You are impossible, dear

Saint,’ he said, and went his way, quite secure that what he had let

fall of the ease with which his cousin could get rid of him would

effectually tie his hands.

The day came, however, when without any intervention of a schoolfellow,

the measure of Claude Morland’s ill-fame overflowed, and the College of

the Blessed Mary numbered him no longer among her children.

That summer half was ‘long remembered’ at Eton (almost eighteen months)

for what Claude called a ‘great massacre of the innocents.’ We are not

concerned at this distance of time to inquire into the nature of this

old story. As usual, it was not the most guilty who were sent away;

there were angry mothers in many counties of England who declared their

darlings had been most unjustly used, and that ‘there was a boy called

Morland who was much worse than poor Tom, Dick, or Harry, who had only

had to leave at the end of the half, and with no blame attached to him.’

‘Claude was more or less mixed up in rather a painful affair,’ his tutor

wrote to Lord Corstorphine. ‘He did not know how much he was to blame,

but it would be best for the boy himself if his friends were to remove

him. Personally he liked him, but ...’; and Sainty tried hard not to

feel a certain relief at his cousin’s departure. He atoned for this

unchristian want of sympathy by making the best of the matter to his

mother and guardian, and begging that it should make no difference in

the culprit’s footing at Belchamber. What he never mentioned at home was

that Arthur had come very near being implicated, and that he, Sainty,

had strained his conscience to the utmost, in solemnly pledging his word

to his tutor for his brother’s innocence. Arthur accepted this as he did

everything else from Sainty. ‘What is vere to make a fuss about?’ he

said. ‘I’d have done as much for you, or for vat matter, for any over

chap who wasn’t my bwover. You jaw about your conscience, and not being

sure, and tell me to see what I’ve made you do. I don’t call that lying.

Of course, if a fellow’s asked point-blank if anover fellow’s done a

fing, he’s _got_ to say he hasn’t. Don’t be such a pwig.’

Sainty did not stay very long at Eton himself. In spite of constant

staying out, and much sick-leave, he really was not strong enough for

the life there; nor was it a great grief to him to go. He did not make

friends easily; his shy reserved manner, his studious habits, and

inability for athletics, not less than his austerely high standard of

ethics which his minor found so unnecessary, were not calculated to make

him popular with his schoolfellows; and he resented their familiar

abbreviation of his title into ‘Belcher.’ He stayed long enough to see

Arthur launched on a course of prosperity, and in a fair way to become a

‘swell,’ and then sang his _Nunc dimittis_. Arthur remained, alone of

the three, and flourished like a green bay-tree. He did just enough work

to get through his various examinations with a little cribbing, and

found plenty of people ready to do all the rest for him. He was quite

selfish, self-indulgent, easy-going, good-natured, and happy, and was as

popular with the masters as with the boys. The elastic code of schoolboy

honour fitted him like a glove, and he had the makings in him of a

first-rate cricketer.

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