Ste. Marie looked across at Richard Hartley, but that gentleman was

blowing smoke-rings and to all outward appearance giving them his entire

attention. He looked back to Captain Stewart, and Stewart's eyes

regarded him, smiling a little wistfully, he thought. Ste. Marie scowled

out of the window at the trees of the Luxembourg Gardens.

"I hardly know," said he. "Of course, I sound a braying ass in

hesitating even a moment; but, in a way, you understand, I'm so anxious

to do this or to fail in it quite on my own. You're--so tremendously

kind about it that I don't know what to say. I must seem very

ungrateful, I know; but I'm not."

"No," said the elder man, "you don't seem ungrateful at all. I

understand exactly how you feel about it, and I applaud your

feeling--but not your judgment. I am afraid that for the sake of a

sentiment you're taking unnecessary risks of failure."

For the first time Richard Hartley spoke.

"I've an idea, you know," said he, "that it's going to be a matter

chiefly of luck. One day somebody will stumble on the right trail, and

that might as well be Ste. Marie or I as your trained detectives. If you

don't mind my saying so, sir--I don't want to seem rude--your trained

detectives do not seem to accomplish much in two months, do they?"

Captain Stewart looked thoughtfully at the younger man.

"No," he said, at last. "I am sorry to say they don't seem to have

accomplished much--except to prove that there are a great many places

poor Arthur has _not_ been to and a great many people who have _not_

seen him. After all, that is something--the elimination of ground that

need not be worked over again." He set down the glass from which he had

been drinking. "I cannot agree with your theory," he said. "I cannot

agree that such work as this is best left to an accidental solution.

Accidents are too rare. We have tried to go at it in as scientific a way

as could be managed--by covering large areas of territory, by keeping

the police everywhere on the alert, by watching the boy's old friends

and searching his favorite haunts. Personally, I am inclined to think

that he managed to slip away to America very early in the course of

events, before we began to search for him, and, of course, I am having a

careful watch kept there as well as here. But no trace has appeared as

yet--nothing at all trustworthy. Meanwhile, I continue to hope and to

work, but I grow a little discouraged. In any case, though, we shall

hear of him in three months more if he is alive."

"Why three months?" asked Ste. Marie. "What do you mean by that?"

"In three months," said Captain Stewart, "Arthur will be of age, and he

can demand the money left him by his father. If he is alive he will turn

up for that. I have thought, from the first, that he is merely hiding

somewhere until this time should be past. He--you must know that he went

away very angry, after a quarrel with his grandfather? My father is not

a patient man. He may have been very harsh with the boy."

"Ah, yes," said Hartley; "but no boy, however young or angry, would be

foolish enough to risk an absolute break with the man who is going to

leave him a large fortune. Young Benham must know that his grandfather

would never forgive him for staying away all this time if he stayed away

of his own accord. He must know that he'd be taking tremendous risks of

being cut off altogether."

"And besides," added Ste. Marie, "it is quite possible that your father,

sir, may die at any time--any hour. And he's very angry at his grandson.

He may have cut him off already."

Captain Stewart's eyes sharpened suddenly, but he dropped them to the

glass in his hand.

"Have you any reason for thinking that?" he asked.

"No," said Ste. Marie. "I beg your pardon. I shouldn't have said it.

That is a matter which concerns your family alone. I forgot myself. The

possibility occurred to me suddenly for the first time."

But the elder man looked up at him with a smile.

"Pray don't apologize," said he. "Surely we three can speak frankly

together! And, frankly, I know nothing of my father's will. But I don't

think he would cut poor Arthur off, though he is, of course, very angry

about the boy's leaving in the manner he did. No, I am sure he wouldn't

cut him off. He was fond of the lad, very fond--as we all were."

Captain Stewart glanced at his watch and rose with a little sigh.

"I must be off," said he. "I have to dine out this evening, and I must

get home to change. There is a cabstand near you?" He looked out of the

window. "Ah, yes! Just at the corner of the Gardens."

He turned about to Ste. Marie, and held out his hand with a smile. He

said:

"You refuse to join forces with us, then? Well, I'm sorry. But, for all

that, I wish you luck. Go your own way, and I hope you'll succeed. I

honestly hope that, even though your success may show me up for an

incompetent bungler."

He gave a little kindly laugh, and Ste. Marie tried to protest.

"Still," said the elder man, "don't throw me over altogether. If I can

help you in any way, little or big, let me know. If I can give you any

hints, any advice, anything at all, I want to do it. And if you happen

upon what seems to be a promising clew come and talk it over with me.

Oh, don't be afraid! I'll leave it to you to work out. I sha'n't spoil

your game."

"Ah, now, that's very good of you," said Ste. Marie. "Only you make me

seem more than ever an ungrateful fool. Thanks, I will come to you with

my troubles if I may. I have a foolish idea that I want to follow out a

little first, but doubtless I shall be running to you soon for

information."

The elder man's eyes sharpened again with keen interest.

"An idea!" he said, quickly. "You have an idea? What--May I ask what

sort of an idea?"

"Oh, it's nothing," declared Ste. Marie. "You have already laughed at

it. I just want to find that man O'Hara, that's all. I've a feeling that

I should learn something from him."

"Ah!" said Captain Stewart, slowly. "Yes, the man O'Hara. There's

nothing in that, I'm afraid. I've made inquiries about O'Hara. It seems

he left Paris six months ago, saying he was off for America. An old

friend of his told me that. So you must have been mistaken when you

thought you saw him in the Champs-Elysées; and he couldn't very well

have had anything to do with poor Arthur. I'm afraid that idea is hardly

worth following up."

"Perhaps not," said Ste. Marie. "I seem to start badly, don't I? Ah,

well, I'll have to come to you all the sooner, then."

"You'll be welcome," promised Captain Stewart. "Good-bye to you!

Good-day, Hartley. Come and see me, both of you. You know where I live."

He took his leave then, and Hartley, standing beside the window, watched

him turn down the street, and at the corner get into one of the fiacres

there and drive away.

Ste. Marie laughed aloud.

"There's the second time," said he, "that I've had him about O'Hara. If

he is as careless as that about everything, I don't wonder he hasn't

found Arthur Benham. O'Hara disappeared from Paris--publicly, that

is--at about the time young Benham disappeared. As a matter of fact, he

remains, or at least for a time remained, in the city without letting

his friends know, because I made no mistake about seeing him in the

Champs-Elysées. All that looks to me suspicious enough to be worth

investigation. Of course," he admitted, doubtfully--"of course, I'm no

detective; but that's how it looks to me."

"I don't believe Stewart is any detective, either," said Richard

Hartley. "He's altogether too cocksure. That sort of man would rather

die than admit he is wrong about anything. He's a good old chap, though,

isn't he? I liked him to-day better than ever before. I thought he was

rather pathetic when he went on about his age."

"He has a good heart," said Ste. Marie. "Very few men under the

circumstances would come here and be as decent as he was. Most men would

have thought I was a presumptuous ass, and would have behaved

accordingly."

Ste. Marie took a turn about the room, and his face began to light up

with its new excitement and exaltation.

"And to-morrow!" he cried--"to-morrow we begin! To-morrow we set out

into the world and the Adventure is on foot! God send it success!"

He laughed across at the other man; but it was a laugh of eagerness, not

of mirth.

"I feel," said he, "like Jason. I feel as if we were to set sail

to-morrow for Colchis and the Golden Fleece."

"Y-e-s," said the other man, a little dryly--"yes, perhaps. I don't want

to seem critical, but isn't your figure somewhat ill chosen?"

"'Ill chosen'?" cried Ste. Marie. "What d'you mean? Why ill chosen?"

"I was thinking of Medea," said Richard Hartley.

* * * * *

VIII

JASON MEETS WITH A MISADVENTURE AND DREAMS A DREAM

So on the next day these two rode forth upon their quest, and no quest

was ever undertaken with a stouter courage or with a grimmer

determination to succeed. To put it fancifully, they burned their tower

behind them, for to one of them, at least--to him who led--there was no

going back.

But, after all, they set forth under a cloud, and Ste. Marie took a

heavy heart with him. On the evening before an odd and painful incident

had befallen--a singularly unfortunate incident.

It chanced that neither of the two men had a dinner engagement that

evening, and so, after their old habit, they dined together. There was

some wrangling over where they should go, Hartley insisting upon

Armenonville or the Madrid, in the Bois, Ste. Marie objecting that these

would be full of tourists so late in June, and urging the claims of some

quiet place in the Quarter, where they could talk instead of listening

perforce to loud music. In the end, for no particular reason, they

compromised on the little Spanish restaurant in the rue Helder. They

went there about eight o'clock, without dressing, for it is a very quiet

place which the world does not visit, and they had a sopa de yerbas, and

some langostinos, which are shrimps, and a heavenly arroz, with fowl in

it, and many tender, succulent strips of red pepper. They had a salad

made out of a little of everything that grows green, with the true

Spanish oil, which has a tang and a bouquet unappreciated by the

Philistine; and then they had a strange pastry and some cheese and green

almonds. And to make then glad, they drank a bottle of old red

Valdepenas, and afterward a glass each of a special Manzanilla, upon

which the restaurant very justly prides itself.

It was a simple dinner and a little stodgy for that time of the year,

but the two men were hungry and sat at table, almost alone in the upper

room, for a long time, saying how good everything was, and from time to

time despatching the saturnine waiter, a Madrileno, for more peppers.

When at last they came out into the narrow street, and thence to the

thronged Boulevard des Italiens, it was nearly eleven o'clock. They

stood for a little time in the shelter of a kiosk, looking down the

boulevard to where the Place de l'Opéra opened wide and the lights of

the Café de la Paix shone garish in the night. And Ste. Marie said:

"There's a street fête in Montmartre. We might drive home that way."

"An excellent idea," said the other man. "The fact that Montmartre lies

in an opposite direction from home makes the plan all the better. And

after that we might drive home through the Bois. That's much farther in

the wrong direction. Lead on!"

So they sprang into a waiting fiacre, and were dragged up the steep,

stone-paved hill to the heights, where La Bohême still reigns, though

the glory of Moulin Rouge has departed and the trail of the tourist is

over all. They found Montmartre very much en fête. In the Place Blanche

were two of the enormous and brilliantly lighted merry-go-rounds, which

only Paris knows--one furnished with stolid cattle, theatrical-looking

horses, and Russian sleighs; the other with the ever-popular galloping

pigs. When these dreadful machines were in rotation, mechanical organs,

concealed somewhere in their bowels, emitted hideous brays and shrieks

which mingled with the shrieks of the ladies mounted upon the galloping

pigs, and together insulted a peaceful sky.

The square was filled with that extremely heterogeneous throng which the

Parisian street fête gathers together, but it was, for the most part, a

well-dressed throng, largely recruited from the boulevards, and it was

quite determined to have a very good time in the cheerful, harmless

Latin fashion. The two men got down from their fiacre and elbowed a way

through the good-natured crowd to a place near the more popular of the

merry-go-rounds. The machine was in rotation. Its garish lights shone

and glittered, its hidden mechanical organ blared a German waltz tune,

the huge, pink-varnished pigs galloped gravely up and down as the

platform upon which they were mounted whirled round and round. A little

group of American trippers, sight-seeing with a guide, stood near by,

and one of the group, a pretty girl with red hair, demanded plaintively

of the friend upon whose arm she hung: "Do you think momma would be

shocked if we took a ride? Wouldn't I love to!"

Hartley turned, laughing, from this distressed maiden to Ste. Marie. He

was wondering, with mild amusement, why anybody should wish to do such a

foolish thing; but Ste. Marie's eyes were fixed upon the galloping pigs,

and the eyes shone with a wistful excitement. To tell the truth, it was

impossible for him to look on at any form of active amusement without

thirsting to join it. A joyous and carefree lady in a blue hat, who was

mounted astride upon one of the pigs, hurled a paper serpentine at him

and shrieked with delight when it knocked his hat off.

"That's the second time she has hit me with one of those things," he

said, groping about his feet for the hat. "Here, stop that boy with the

basket!"

A vendor of the little rolls of paper ribbon was shouting his wares

through the crowd. Ste. Marie filled his pockets with the things, and

when the lady with the blue hat came round, on the next turn, lassoed

her neatly about the neck and held the end of the ribbon till it broke.

Then he caught a fat gentleman, who was holding himself on by his

steed's neck, in the ear, and the red-haired American girl laughed

aloud.

"When the thing stops," said Ste. Marie, "I'm going to take a ride--just

one ride. I haven't ridden a pig for many years."

Hartley jeered at him, calling him an infant, but Ste. Marie bought more

serpentines, and when the platform came to a stop clambered up to it and

mounted the only unoccupied pig he could find. His friend still scoffed

at him and called him names, but Ste. Marie tucked his long legs round

the pig's neck and smiled back, and presently the machine began again to

revolve.

At the end of the first revolution Hartley gave a shout of delight, for

he saw that the lady with the blue hat had left her mount and was making

her way along the platform toward where Ste. Marie sat hurling

serpentines in the face of the world. By the next time round she had

come to where he was, mounted astride behind him, and was holding

herself with one very shapely arm round his neck, while with the other

she rifled his pockets for ammunition. Ste. Marie grinned, and the

public, loud in its acclaims, began to pelt the two with serpentines

until they were hung with many-colored ribbons like a Christmas-tree.

Even Richard Hartley was so far moved out of the self-consciousness with

which his race is cursed as to buy a handful of the common missiles, and

the lady in the blue hat returned his attention with skill and despatch.

But as the machine began to slacken its pace, and the hideous wail and

blare of the concealed organ died mercifully down, Hartley saw that his

friend's manner had all at once altered, that he sat leaning forward

away from the enthusiastic lady with the blue hat, and that the paper

serpentines had dropped from his hands. Hartley thought that the rapid

motion must have made him a little giddy, but presently, before the

merry-go-round had quite stopped, he saw the man leap down and hurry

toward him through the crowd. Ste. Marie's face was grave and pale. He

caught Hartley's arm in his hand and turned him round, crying, in a low

voice:

"Come out of this as quickly as you can! No, in the other direction. I

want to get away at once!"

"What's the matter?" Hartley demanded. "Lady in the blue hat too

friendly? Well, if you're going to play this kind of game you might as

well play it."

"Helen Benham was down there in the crowd," said Ste. Marie. "On the

opposite side from you. She was with a party of people who got out of

two motor-cars to look on. They were in evening things, so they had come

from dinner somewhere, I suppose. She saw me."

"The devil!" said Hartley, under his breath. Then he gave a shout of

laughter, demanding: "Well, what of it? You weren't committing any

crime, were you? There's no harm in riding a silly pig in a silly

merry-go-round. Everybody does it in these fête things." But even as he

spoke he knew how extremely unfortunate the meeting was, and the

laughter went out of his voice.

"I'm afraid," said Ste. Marie, "she won't see the humor of it. Good God,

what a thing to happen! _You_ know well enough what she'll think of me.

At five o'clock this afternoon," he said, bitterly, "I left her with a

great many fine, high-sounding words about the quest I was to give my

days and nights to--for her sake. I went away from her like a--knight

going into battle--consecrated. I tell you, there were tears in her eyes

when I went. And _now_--now, at midnight--she sees me riding a galloping

pig in a street fête with a girl from the boulevards sitting on the pig

with me and holding me round the neck before a thousand people. What

will she think of me? What but one thing can she possibly think? Oh, I

know well enough! I saw her face before she turned away. And," he cried,

"I can't even go to her and explain--if there's anything to explain, and

I suppose there is not. I can't even go to her. I've sworn not to see

her."

"Oh, I'll do that," said the other man. "I'll explain it to her, if any

explanation's necessary. I think you'll find that she will laugh at it."

But Ste. Marie shook his head.

"No, she won't," said he.

And Hartley could say no more; for he knew Miss Benham, and he was very

much afraid that she would not laugh.

They found a fiacre at the side of the square and drove home at once.

They were almost entirely silent all the long way, for Ste. Marie was

buried in gloom, and the Englishman, after trying once or twice to cheer

him up, realized that he was best left to himself just then, and so held

his tongue. But in the rue d'Assas, as Ste. Marie was getting

down--Hartley kept the fiacre to go on to his rooms in the Avenue de

l'Observatoire--he made a last attempt to lighten the man's depression.

He said:

"Don't you be a silly ass about this! You're making much too much of it,

you know. I'll go to her to-morrow or next day and explain, and she'll

laugh---if she hasn't already done so. You know," he said, almost

believing it himself, "you are paying her a dashed poor compliment in

thinking she's so dull as to misunderstand a little thing of this kind.

Yes, by Jove, you are!"

Ste. Marie looked up at him, and his face, in the light of the cab lamp,

showed a first faint gleam of hope.

"Do you think so?" he demanded. "Do you really think that? Maybe I am.

But--Oh, Lord, who would understand such an idiocy? Sacred imbecile that

I am! Why was I ever born? I ask you."

He turned abruptly, and began to ring at the door, casting a brief

"Good-night" over his shoulder. And after a moment Hartley gave it up

and drove away.

Above, in the long, shallow front room of his flat, with the three

windows overlooking the Gardens, Ste. Marie made lights, and after much

rummaging unearthed a box of cigarettes of a peculiarly delectable

flavor which had been sent him by a friend in the Khedivial household.

He allowed himself one or two of them now and then, usually in sorrowful

moments, as an especial treat; and this seemed to him to be the moment

for smoking all that were left. Surely his need had never been greater.

In England he had, of course, learned to smoke a pipe, but pipe-smoking

always remained with him a species of accomplishment; it never brought

him the deep and ruminative peace with which it enfolds the Anglo-Saxon

heart. The "vieux Jacob" of old-fashioned Parisian Bohemia inspired in

him unconcealed horror, of cigars he was suspicious because, he said,

most of the unpleasant people he knew smoked cigars, so he soothed his

soul with cigarettes, and he was usually to be found with one between

his fingers.

He lighted one of the precious Egyptians, and after a first ecstatic

inhalation went across to one of the long windows, which was open, and

stood there with his back to the room, his face to the peaceful,

fragrant night. A sudden recollection came to him of that other night a

month before when he had stood on the Pont des Invalides with his eyes

upon the stars, his feet upon the ladder thereunto. His heart gave a

sudden exultant leap within him when he thought how far and high he had

climbed, but after the leap it shivered and stood still when this

evening's misadventure came before him.

Would she ever understand? He had no fear that Hartley would not do his

best with her. Hartley was as honest and as faithful as ever a friend

was in this world. He would do his best. But even then--It was the

girl's inflexible nature that made the matter so dangerous. He knew that

she was inflexible, and he took a curious pride in it. He admired it. So

must have been those calm-eyed, ancient ladies for whom other Ste.

Maries went out to do battle. It was well-nigh impossible to imagine

them lowering their eyes to silly revelry. They could not stoop to such

as that. It was beneath their high dignity. And it was beneath hers

also. As for himself, he was a thing of patches. Here a patch of exalted

chivalry--a noble patch--there a patch of bourgeois, childlike love of

fun; here a patch of melancholic asceticism, there one of something

quite the reverse. A hopeless patchwork he was. Must she not shrink from

him when she knew? He could not quite imagine her understanding the

wholly trivial and meaningless impulse that had prompted him to ride a

galloping pig and cast paper serpentines at the assembled world.

Apart from her view of the affair, he felt no shame in it. The moment of

childish gayety had been but a passing mood. It had in no way slackened

his tense enthusiasm, dulled the keenness of his spirit, lowered his

high flight. He knew that well enough. But he wondered if she would

understand, and he could not believe it possible. The mood of exaltation

in which they had parted that afternoon came to him, and then the sight

of her shocked face as he had seen it in the laughing crowd in the Place

Blanche.

"What must she think of me?" he cried, aloud. "What must she think of

me?"

So, for an hour or more, he stood in the open window staring into the

fragrant night, or tramped up and down the long room, his hands behind

his back, kicking out of his way the chairs and things which impeded

him, torturing himself with fears and regrets and fancies, until at

last, in a calmer moment, he realized that he was working himself up

into an absurd state of nerves over something which was done and could

not now be helped. The man had an odd streak of fatalism in his

nature--that will have come of his Southern blood--and it came to him

now in his need. For the work upon which he was to enter with the morrow

he had need of clear wits, not scattered ones; a calm judgment, not

disordered nerves. So he took himself in hand, and it would have been

amazing to any one unfamiliar with the abrupt changes of the Latin

temperament to see how suddenly Ste. Marie became quiet and cool and

master of himself.

"It is done," he said, with a little shrug, and if his face was for a

moment bitter it quickly enough became impassive. "It is done, and it

cannot be undone--unless Hartley can undo it. And now, revenons à nos

moutons! Or, at least," said he, looking at his watch--and it was

between one and two--"at least, to our beds!"

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