XII

The men who are under an infernal spell, a spell which our best

political economists have proved cannot be and ought not to be broken,

and who therefore must run to and fro between London and Croydon

all their wretched lives, are astonished when an infant shows more

initiative and ventures to New York. But why shouldn’t it? Its journey

proved as easy as a perambulator and a nurse. There is nothing in being

carried about. Where steamships and railways go anyone may go. You have

only to take a seat, and wait. A child could travel in independence

from here to Macassar, which is a mere name through distance, and it

would but add interest to a long voyage for doting seamen. The

trouble for a restless soul begins only when he would turn aside,

and go where other people do not. Then he finds that the herd has no

sympathy for one of its members who would leave the farmer’s field; no

sympathy, no advice, no help; nothing but curt warnings and mocking

prophecies.

[Illustration:

_After a long and faithful adherence to the

beaten tracks you reach some distant coastal

outpost_--

]

After a long and faithful adherence to the beaten tracks you reach

some distant coastal outpost, and, enforced, there you pause. There

is nothing else to do, so you look inland to the hills. What do they

hide? The exiles on the spot, through envy and jealousy--for it would

be absurd to suppose that they do not want to lose you--deny all access

to those hills. That outpost is touched by a steamer at least once a

fortnight, and while waiting for it, each evening, when the other men

are as idle as yourself, you ask disturbing questions about the land

beyond, The men reclining about the room murmur that nobody ever goes.

Some day, of course, before they return home, they intend to stand on

those hills. Just once. Wants a bit of doing, though. Pretty bad, the

fevers. Can’t trust the natives. Last year a young fellow, just out, he

tried it. Thought we didn’t know. Wouldn’t listen to us. Said he would

be back in a week. He isn’t back yet. And there was a Dutchman once....

Heard about him? Well. The sagacious informant here glances round to

see who is present, and leans over to whisper, ending his story with a

malignant chuckle. “And served him right, too.”

If you listened to those fellows in complete social credulity you

would merely stay at the rest-house till the next ship anchored, and

when she departed so would you, still gazing at the unknown over her

taffrail. But she has not arrived yet, and therefore every day, as you

look to the hills, you explore a path which leads, so it seems, to

those ramparts of cobalt. You have not the cheerful idea, of course, of

continuing long enough. That would show courage instead of sociability.

You merely wish to gratify, as much as a quiet creature dare, an

intolerable desire to approach the forbidden.

Then, in some manner, those hills vanish. After five minutes on that

track they go. An illusion? You continue till you reach a secluded

valley, a steep and narrow place about which nobody has warned you,

though to warn a friend of it, in case he should stray that way by

chance, seems at a glance to be a positive duty. You watch a river come

down turbulently through woods as dark and still as night. It goes over

rocks, but with hardly a sound, as though it were muffled. A native

crouches on the coiled roots of a tree on the opposite shore, and

eyes you. But he does not move his head. He says nothing. He continues

to watch you, and he does not move. Is it possible to get beyond that

point? Very likely not. The very hills have disappeared. That dark

forest, if it is not impenetrable, would be better if it were. The land

is only a dream, and that native is the warning figure in it. You shout

over to the figure, but it does not answer. It looks away. So you turn

back, listen to more stories for a few more nights in the rest-house,

and leave with the next ship.

There is the island of Celebes. Ships go to it direct from England. A

child could manage the journey thither. I could not count the number

of villages of its coast off which anchored my local trading steamer;

we stood in and out of Celebes for weeks. I sought for a man who could

tell me about the interior of that island--which has about the same

area as Ireland, but a coastline long enough for an archipelago--but

never found him. Picture post-cards may be obtained at Macassar and

Menado, and trips by motor-car bought for as far as the roads go. But

Brighton has the same advantages. Yet when it came to the question

of a journey into the interior, then you might as well have been in

a London post-office appealing through the wire netting, to a young

lady counting insurance stamps, for a way to send a message to Joanna

Southcott about that box. Yet there cannot be another large island

anywhere in the world with shores so inviting, because those of

Celebes are uninhabited, except for short lengths; and the mountains

of the interior of that island, which is crossed by the equator, are

so fantastic that they might be hiding the wonders of all outlandish

legends. No matter. There is no approach, apparently, to the heights.

A spell is on the place. You must be content to watch that coast and

those hills pass, unless you are more daring than this deponent in

flaunting the settled ways and opinions of your fellow-men.

The time does come, it does come, when you can stand the charted paths

no longer. It is all very well for the people at home, misled by the

narratives of flamboyant tourists, to suppose that the track you are

following is one only for the stout of heart. By the map, doubtless, it

looks as though it were. But you know better. The chief difficulty on

that track, however devious and far it may seem from London, is that

you cannot get away from it. While this is strictly true, it must be

remembered that it is not altogether a simple excursion for a wayfarer

to leave the highways and cross alone and in safety some of the moors

of England. The warnings of the friends with whom you consort for

a few days at a rest-house in the tropics merit attention. There is

something in what they say.

At last you are in no doubt about it. If the warning fables were only

half as bad as the reality still the common path could hold you no

longer. Boredom with the ways of Labuan is no different from boredom

in Highgate. With deliberation you cast your luggage into a godown,

careless whether or not you ever see it again, and set out light-foot

for the unknown quarter where health is the only fortune, and where all

the money in the world cannot buy refreshment when it does not exist,

nor goodwill from creatures who do not like your face. If your good

luck or common sense prove inadequate, then you are aware you won’t

return; but there is satisfaction to be found in the certain knowledge

that if you have to pay the ultimate forfeit it will be because you

ought to pay it. You cannot find that satisfaction in London, which

is in many ways worse than the jungle. If you prove good enough, the

wild will reward you with a safe passage; but the city will even punish

qualities which make men honest citizens and pleasant neighbours.

In weeks of toil you get far beyond the last echo of the coast. You can

imagine you have reached, not another place, but another time, and

have entered an earlier age of the earth. Soon after the beginning of

the journey up country there was a suspicion, when another silent reach

of the river opened, where immense trees overhung and were motionless,

and were doubled in the mirror, that now you were about to wake up.

This would go. In reality you were not there.

The paddlers ceased. A buffalo, a bronze statue on a strip of sand in

the water, stared at the lot of you as you rounded the point. Then he

erupted that scene. It did exist; it was alive. The first ripple from

the outer world had come to stir into protest that timeless peace.

The river is left, and a traverse made of the forest. Ranges are

crossed. You become a little doubtful of your whereabouts. The map

treasured in a rubber bag now abandons you to an indeterminate land.

The natives are shy, food is scarce and a little queer, and exposure

and wounds recall to the memory the unfriendly yarns of the settlement

far away. About time to turn back? But the inclination is to go on, for

the days seem brighter and more innocent than you have ever known them

to be. Even food has become an enjoyable way to continue life; and the

camp at sundown, when, offering grace for the pleasure of conscious

continuance in fatigue, you look upwards to a fading stratum of gold

on the roof of the jungle across the stream, and the cicadas begin

their pæan, is richer than success. The very smell of the wood smoke

is a luxury. Only at night, when the darkness is so well established

that it could be the irrevocable end of all the days, and the distant

sounds in the forest are inexplicable if they are not menacing, do the

thoughts turn backward. It would be easier, you think then, to be safe.

But the next day you discover that you are not alone in that unknown

country. A man meets you, and says that he has heard you were about.

He has been trying to find you. He would like to hear a bit of news.

He behaves to you as though you were the best friend he had. You learn

that he has been there for nearly a year. He came to that corner of the

continent from the other side. He says this as though he were merely

remarking that it rained yesterday; and the extraordinary character

of such a journey causes you to glance at him for some clue to the

reason for so obvious a lie. Yet no, that fellow is not a liar--not in

such a small matter, anyhow. What is he doing there? Oh, just looking

round for gold, or tin, or a job. Have you heard a word, he asks, of a

railway coming along?

You cannot journey to any unusual quarter without surprising there

one of these wanderers. He is looking a country over, and has lived

with the chief’s daughter, and improved the chief’s importance with

neighbouring tribes, and has kept open a wary eye for gold or anything

else which might be lying about, long before regular communication was

made with the sea, and years ahead of the bold explorers about whom the

newspapers make such a fuss; he saw the land before the missionaries.

These wanderers make rough maps of their own, they are familiar with

the most unlikely recesses of the land--which they reached, by the way,

from China, or Uganda, or Bogota, or wherever they were last. If one

of them tells you his name you need not believe him. The place of his

birth is not the place of his confidence. It is no good asking him what

he is going to do next, for he does not know. While you are with him,

you feel that a better companion for such a country was never born; and

when you leave him you know you will never see him again, nor even hear

of him. But he is a man you will never forget.

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