CHAPTER XXX.

'UPON THE GREAT WORLD'S ALTAR-STAIRS.'

It is a commonplace that selfish natures, balked of gratification, seek

relief in making the unhappiness of others, preferably of those who are

helpless to resist or to resent. Therefore Count Sagan employed the

interval before going to the Palace to procure the signature of the Duke

to Rallywood's death-warrant in paying a flying visit to his wife, whom

he had not seen since the morning of the boar-hunt at the Castle.

He found several other people calling upon Madame de Sagan, who was not

fond of solitude. Numbers gave the pretty Countess courage. She took no

notice of her husband's entrance, although the soft colour left her face

instantly as a candle-flame is blown out. But Count Simon had only five

minutes to spare and something to say in them. Isolde's feeble rebellion

escaped him; he strode to her side, and with a single glance dispersed

the little coterie of guests about her, the only one who kept his

position being Baron von Elmur.

Sagan stood before his wife, an evil smile on his coarse bearded mouth.

He nodded at Elmur.

'I have news of interest for both of you.'

'Ah! it is over then?' Elmur asked at once. He discerned the Count's

intention and would have averted its fulfilment if possible. The thought

that he was about to make a woman unhappy never deterred Elmur from any

course of action whatsoever, but he preferred not to see them so. He

delighted in pretty women, and Isolde of Sagan was exceptionally pretty;

therefore, for the sake of the next half hour of her society he would

have spared her the tidings her husband's malice designed to thrust upon

her in public. Afterwards the deluge might come, but what matter? Have

we not all our deluges in private that submerge our world in tears?

'Madame has kindly promised to assist in the _tableaux vivants_ next

week,' he added hastily.

The Count grinned his contempt.

'You should reproduce the death of a traitor. Come to see Rallywood shot

in the morning by way of an object lesson.'

Madame de Sagan's hand flew to her throat with a quick gasp of horror;

for a second the room seemed to swing round, then slowly settle again.

'Why, what has he done?' she asked; her lips were dry but she spoke

deliberately.

'Nothing new, only he happened to be found out this time. Well, au

revoir!'

Elmur stood up and followed him.

'The signature of his Highness?' he asked in a low voice.

'I go to get it and other things also. I have arranged the interview

with Selpdorf.'

Elmur bowed and returned to his place by the side of the Countess.

Isolde's blue eyes, dewy as a child's with unshed tears, appealed to

him.

'It is not true?'

Elmur reflected that he had never before seen her look so pretty. Most

women with tears in their eyes repelled his fastidiousness, but this one

was delicious. He bent towards her and said as much with a fervour that

surprised her. She smiled tremulously. She had always considered the

wary German worth capturing, but he was an elusive bird. Admiration had

never before got the better of his self-possession; now for the first

time he appeared to be carried away by it. The keenness of conquest

thrilled her. Jack?--ah, yes, poor Jack! But he was practically lost to

her for ever. She sighed a little; she had been fond of Jack, but the

love that can stand against the inevitable was not hers. She reminded

herself that Jack had preferred Valerie--but, why, so had Elmur! A

temptation came to her; she glanced again at Elmur. He was personable

though advancing to middle age, and handsome as men go, though his eyes

were close-set and cunning. He was not like poor Jack--no, she would

never find anyone perhaps quite so good to look upon as Jack, with his

broad shoulders and corn-coloured hair, and those dear frank eyes! No,

but----

'Madame, what are you thinking of? I wish I dared flatter myself that I

could ever draw tears to those exquisite eyes,' Elmur said again with

warmth. He wanted excitement and Isolde was yielding. There are women

who will sacrifice the most sacred things, God's word itself, on the

altar of their vanity. Isolde withdrew her slight hand from his touch,

but it was the withdrawal that invites advance. She hesitated no longer.

'There are other eyes whose tears will be bitterer than mine; are you

not jealous of them? I am sorry for Captain Rallywood, of course, but

poor Valerie--what am I saying?'

'Whatever you say interests me,' he urged, his eyes following hers.

She pouted coquettishly.

'Yes, because I speak of Valerie!'

'No, it is because you speak!' he declared amorously. 'Tell me of

Mademoiselle Valerie if you will,' this as a concession, 'though you

could tell me something more interesting.'

'Not more interesting to you than this,' she exclaimed, nodding her

golden head at him with her little air of foolish wisdom. 'It is lucky

that Captain Rallywood is--is about to furnish an object-lesson,

for----' she raised her slender finger and laid it on her lips, smiling

at him.

He looked round. They were alone in a smaller drawing-room; it was not

possible for the guests in the other saloon to see them. He drew the

finger from her lips and pressed it to his own. He would woo the truth

from this beautiful fool. His words meant one thing, his looks another.

'And Valerie?' he questioned, seeming to count her fingers on his palm.

'Valerie loves him--she told me so,' whispered Isolde, since there was

no longer need to speak louder.

'And you, my dear lady?' And it may be the speech was the more

impassioned because in his heart he was damning the picturesqueness of

the captain of the Guard.

* * * * *

And Rallywood? Rallywood sat in his quarters thinking thoughts that,

like music, lead sometimes on to exaltation. His earthly life was done,

and he looked out into the dim beyond fearlessly. His eyes were set and

sad, for he should see her face and hear Valerie's voice no more, but he

would be waiting in that somewhere for her. A man in the supremer hours

often turns again to the faiths of his childhood; so now Rallywood, at

the summit of his life, found himself given back all those lost dreams.

He did not know how she came there. He heard no footstep enter. And when

he knew, neither spoke.

There was nothing to say; it was all understood so well. She stood

beside him, her hands in his in a strange lull of mutual knowledge.

'How did you come?' he asked her at last.

'Anthony,' she answered, 'he knows--all.'

'How like him! But,' with a man's ready thought for the woman he loves,

'you must not be found here. Say good-bye to me, Valerie.'

'John,' she clung to him, 'how can I let you go? You are dying for

Maäsau--for my father--for me--yes, yes, I can guess all!'

'Valerie, do you know what your love is to me? I need nothing more. I

have not thought of what there is beyond, but when you want me you will

find me waiting.'

In the long silence life itself might have been suspended.

'When?' said Valerie, in a sudden recollection of anguish.

'To-morrow,' he answered, understanding the broken question.

Valerie raised her wet eyes.

'In my life there can be no to-morrow. God may not let me die, but my

life will always be one long remembrance of to-day. I shall live in

to-day always. To-morrows are for happier women, John. And yet I am

wicked to say that. I would not change my lot with any other. For have I

not my memories? And I will learn to have my hopes. And whenever that

blessed day of release may come to me, I will bring my heart to you as

it is to-day, my king!'

Rallywood looked into the beautiful tear-dimmed eyes. He was too wise to

say that he had spoilt her life, that had it been possible to set the

wrong right by any sacrifice he would have done so. Of this he said

nothing. He only kissed her.

'Next to living to be with you, darling, I am in love with dying for

you, Valerie!'

The silence grew again between them, the best and saddest silence upon

earth--the silence of all's said.

'And yet, John, I have one thing left to live for. I will live to see

your name stand where it should. For men like you are only understood

and honoured--afterwards,' she said presently.

Another man might have disclaimed all praise. Rallywood, who believed he

deserved none, kept silence. He knew that to deny would be to wound. And

he was fain to say to her a thing which was hard to say and hard to

hear. But he was looking out into the troubled future, and his anxiety

for her grew bitter upon him. So he nerved himself to the greatest

sacrifice of all. And Valerie's next words gave him the opening he

desired.

'Your sword----' she began.

'Is broken.'

'No, no! Anthony brought another to Count Sagan, not yours. Yours was

not the sword of a traitor! That also I will keep.'

'Unziar--I thank him. And Valerie, listen! When they condemned me there

was one vote in my favour. You can guess whose.'

'Anthony's?'

'Yes, Valerie, and he loves you, and I will not blame--I wish--I would

ask----'

Valerie's glance met his. She understood.

'No,' she said; 'I will thank him, and like him dearly and pray for him,

but not that--no, not ever that!'

A quiet knock on the door.

'And now it is good-bye.'

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