CHAPTER VIII

It wanted but a few days now to their parting. Miss Dorothy had taken

Delfina to Sienna, and then returned to help her mistress in the last

and most trying arrangements and to accompany her on the journey. In the

mother's house in Sienna the truth of the story was not known, and

Delfina of course knew nothing. Maria had merely written that Don Manuel

had been suddenly recalled by his government. And she made ready to

go--to leave these rooms, so full of cherished things, to the hands of

the public auctioneers who had already drawn up the inventory and fixed

the date of the sale for the 20th of June, at ten in the morning.

On the evening of the 9th, as she was leaving Andrea, she missed a

glove. While looking for it she came upon a volume of Shelley, the one

which Andrea had lent her in Schifanoja, the dear and affecting book in

which, before the excursion to Vicomile, she had underlined the words

'And forget me, for I can _never_

Be thine.'

She took up the book with visible emotion and turned over the pages till

she came to the one which bore the mark of her underlining.

'_Never!_' she murmured with a shake of the head. 'You remember? And

hardly eight months have passed since.'

She pensively turned over a few more leaves and read other verses.

'He is our poet,' she went on. 'How often you promised to take me to the

English Cemetery! You remember, we were to take flowers for his grave.

Shall we go? You might take me before I leave. It will be our last walk

together.'

'Let us go to-morrow,' he answered.

The next evening, when the sun was already declining, they went in a

closed carriage; on her knees lay a bunch of roses. They drove along the

foot of the leafy Aventino and caught a glimpse of the boats laden with

Sicilian wine anchored in the port of Ripa Grande.

In the neighbourhood of the cemetery they left the carriage and went the

rest of the way to the gates on foot and in silence. At the bottom of

her heart, Maria felt that not only was she here to lay flowers on the

tomb of a poet, but that in this place of death she would weep for

something of herself irreparably lost. A _Fragment_ of Shelley, read in

the sleepless watches of the night echoed through her spirit as she

gazed at the cypresses pointing to the sky on the other side of the

white wall.

'Death is here, and Death is there,

Death is busy everywhere;

All around, within, beneath,

Above, is death--and we are death.

Death has set his mark and seal

On all we are and all we feel,

On all we know and all we fear--

First our pleasures die, and then

Our hopes, and then our fears: and when

These are dead, the debt is due,

Dust claims dust--and we die too.

All things that we love and cherish,

Like ourselves must fade and perish.

Such is our rude mortal lot:

Love itself would, did they not----'

As she passed through the gateway she put her arm through Andrea's and

shivered.

The cemetery was solitary and deserted. A few gardeners were engaged in

watering the plants along by the wall, swinging their watering-cans

from side to side with an even and continuous motion and in silence.

The funeral cypresses stood up straight and motionless in the air; only

their tops, gilded by the sun, trembled lightly. Between the rigid,

greenish-black trunks rose the white tombs--square slabs of stone,

broken pillars, urns, sarcophagi. From the sombre mass of the cypresses

fell a mysterious shadow, a religious peace, a sort of human kindness,

as limpid and beneficent waters gush from the hard rock. The unchanging

regularity of the trees and the chastened whiteness of the sepulchral

monuments affected the spirit with a sense of solemn and sweet repose.

But between the stiff ranks of the trees, standing in line like the deep

pipes of an organ, and interspersed among the tombs, graceful oleanders

swayed their tufts of pink blossom; roses dropped their petals at every

light touch of the breeze, strewing the ground with their fragrant snow;

the eucalyptus shook its pale tresses--now dark, now silvery white;

willows wept over the crosses and crowns; and, here and there, the

cactus displayed the glory of its white blooms like a swarm of sleeping

butterflies or an aigrette of wonderful feathers. The silence was

unbroken save by the cry, now and then, of some solitary bird.

Andrea pointed to the top of the hill.

'The poet's tomb is up there,' he said, 'near that ruin to the left,

just below the last tower.'

She dropped his arm and went on in front of him through the narrow paths

bordered with low myrtle hedges. She walked as if fatigued, turning

round every few minutes to smile back at her lover. She was dressed in

black and wore a black veil that cast over her faint and trembling smile

a shadow of mourning. Her oval chin was paler and purer than the roses

she carried in her hand.

Once, as she turned, one of the roses shed its petals on the path.

Andrea stooped to pick them up. She looked at him and he fell on his

knees before her.

'_Adorata!_' he exclaimed.

A scene rose up before her, vividly as a picture.

'You remember,' she said, 'that morning at Schifanoja when I threw a

handful of leaves down to you from the higher terrace? You bent your

knee to me while I descended the steps. I do not know how it is, but

that time seems to me so near and yet so far away! I feel as if it had

happened yesterday, and then again, a century ago. But perhaps, after

all it only happened in a dream.'

Passing along between the low myrtle hedges, they at last reached the

tower near which lies the tomb of the poet and of Trelawny. The jasmin

climbing over the old ruin was in flower, but of the violets nothing was

left but their thick carpet of leaves. The tops of the cypresses, which

here just reached the line of vision, were vividly illumined by the last

red gleams of the sun as it sank behind the black cross of the Monte

Testaccio. A great purple cloud edged with burning gold sailed across

the sky in the direction of the Aventino--

'These are two friends whose lives were undivided.

So let their memory be, now they have glided

Under their grave; let not their bones be parted

For their two hearts in life were single-hearted.'

Maria repeated the last line. Then, moved by a delicate

inspiration--'Please unfasten my veil,' she said to Andrea.

She leaned her head back slightly so that he might untie the knot, and

Andrea's fingers touched her hair--that magnificent hair, in the dense

shadow of which he had so often tasted all the delights of his

perfidious imagination, evoked the image of her rival.

'Thank you,' she said.

She then drew the veil from before her face and looked at Andrea with

eyes that were a little dazed. She looked very beautiful. The shadows

round her eyes were darker and deeper, but the eyes themselves burned

with a more intense light. Her hair clung to her temples in heavy

hyacinthine curls tinged with violet. The middle of her forehead, which

was left free, gleamed, by contrast, in moonlike purity. Her features

had fined down and lost something of their materiality through stress of

love and sorrow.

She wound the veil about the stems of the roses, tied the two ends

together with much care, and then buried her face in the flowers,

inhaling their perfume. Then she laid them on the simple stone that

bears the poet's name engraved upon it. There was an indefinable

expression in the gesture, which Andrea could not understand.

As they moved away, he suddenly stopped short, and looking back towards

the tower, 'How did you manage to get those roses?' he asked.

She smiled, but her eyes were wet.

'They are yours--those of that snowy night--they have bloomed again this

evening. Do you not believe it?'

The evening breeze was rising, and behind the hill the sky was

overspread with gold, in the midst of which the purple cloud dissolved,

as if consumed by fire. Against this field of light, the serried ranks

of the cypresses looked more imposing and mysterious than before. The

Psyche at the end of the middle avenue seemed to flush with pale tints

as of flesh. A crescent moon rose over the pyramid of Cestius, in a deep

and glassy sky, like the waters of a calm and sheltered bay.

They went through the centre avenue to the gates. The gardeners were

still watering the plants, and two other men held a velvet and silver

pall by the two ends, and were beating it vigorously, while the dust

rose high and glittered in the air.

From the Aventine came the sound of bells.

Maria clung to her lover's arm, unable to control her anguish, feeling

the ground give way beneath her feet, her life ebb from her at every

step. Once inside the carriage, she burst into a passion of tears,

sobbing despairingly on her lover's shoulder.

'I shall die!'

But she did not die. Better a thousand times for her that she had!

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