CHAPTER XXI

What say'st thou, Wise One? that all powerful Love

Can fortune's strong impediments remove,

Nor is it strange that worth should wed to worth,

The pride of genius with the pride of birth.

CRABBE.

V. Brown--I will not give at full length his thrice unhappy name--had

been from infancy a ball for fortune to spurn at; but nature had given

him that elasticity of mind which rises higher from the rebound. His

form was tall, manly, and active, and his features corresponded with

his person; for, although far from regular, they had an expression of

intelligence and good-humour, and when he spoke, or was particularly

animated, might be decidedly pronounced interesting. His manner

indicated the military profession, which had been his choice, and in

which he had now attained the rank of captain, the person who succeeded

Colonel Mannering in his command having laboured to repair the

injustice which Brown had sustained by that gentleman's prejudice

against him. But this, as well as his liberation from captivity, had

taken place after Mannering left India. Brown followed at no distant

period, his regiment being recalled home. His first inquiry was after

the family of Mannering, and, easily learning their route northward, he

followed it with the purpose of resuming his addresses to Julia. With

her father he deemed he had no measures to keep; for, ignorant of the

more venomous belief which had been instilled into the Colonel's mind,

he regarded him as an oppressive aristocrat, who had used his power as

a commanding officer to deprive him of the preferment due to his

behaviour, and who had forced upon him a personal quarrel without any

better reason than his attentions to a pretty young woman, agreeable to

herself, and permitted and countenanced by her mother. He was

determined, therefore, to take no rejection unless from the young lady

herself, believing that the heavy misfortunes of his painful wound and

imprisonment were direct injuries received from the father, which might

dispense with his using much ceremony towards him. How far his scheme

had succeeded when his nocturnal visit was discovered by Mr. Mervyn,

our readers are already informed.

Upon this unpleasant occurrence Captain Brown absented himself from the

inn in which he had resided under the name of Dawson, so that Colonel

Mannering's attempts to discover and trace him were unavailing. He

resolved, however, that no difficulties should prevent his continuing

his enterprise while Julia left him a ray of hope. The interest he had

secured in her bosom was such as she had been unable to conceal from

him, and with all the courage of romantic gallantry he determined upon

perseverance. But we believe the reader will be as well pleased to

learn his mode of thinking and intention from his own communication to

his special friend and confidant, Captain Delaserre, a Swiss gentleman

who had a company in his regiment.

EXTRACT

'Let me hear from you soon, dear Delaserre. Remember, I can learn

nothing about regimental affairs but through your friendly medium, and

I long to know what has become of Ayre's court-martial, and whether

Elliot gets the majority; also how recruiting comes on, and how the

young officers like the mess. Of our kind friend the Lieutenant-Colonel

I need ask nothing; I saw him as I passed through Nottingham, happy in

the bosom of his family. What a happiness it is, Philip, for us poor

devils, that we have a little resting-place between the camp and the

grave, if we can manage to escape disease, and steel, and lead, and the

effects of hard living. A retired old soldier is always a graceful and

respected character. He grumbles a little now and then, but then his is

licensed murmuring; were a lawyer, or a physician, or a clergyman to

breathe a complaint of hard luck or want of preferment, a hundred

tongues would blame his own incapacity as the cause. But the most

stupid veteran that ever faltered out the thrice-told tale of a siege

and a battle, and a cock and a bottle, is listened to with sympathy and

reverence when he shakes his thin locks and talks with indignation of

the boys that are put over his head. And you and I, Delaserre,

foreigners both--for what am I the better that I was originally a

Scotchman, since, could I prove my descent, the English would hardly

acknowledge me a countryman?--we may boast that we have fought out our

preferment, and gained that by the sword which we had not money to

compass otherwise. The English are a wise people. While they praise

themselves, and affect to undervalue all other nations, they leave us,

luckily, trap-doors and back-doors open, by which we strangers, less

favoured by nature, may arrive at a share of their advantages. And thus

they are in some respects like a boastful landlord, who exalts the

value and flavour of his six-years-old mutton, while he is delighted to

dispense a share of it to all the company. In short, you, whose proud

family, and I, whose hard fate, made us soldiers of fortune, have the

pleasant recollection that in the British service, stop where we may

upon our career, it is only for want of money to pay the turnpike, and

not from our being prohibited to travel the road. If, therefore, you

can persuade little Weischel to come into OURS, for God's sake let him

buy the ensigncy, live prudently, mind his duty, and trust to the fates

for promotion.

'And now, I hope you are expiring with curiosity to learn the end of my

romance. I told you I had deemed it convenient to make a few days' tour

on foot among the mountains of Westmoreland with Dudley, a young

English artist with whom I have formed some acquaintance. A fine fellow

this, you must know, Delaserre: he paints tolerably, draws beautifully,

converses well, and plays charmingly on the flute; and, though thus

well entitled to be a coxcomb of talent, is, in fact, a modest

unpretending young man. On our return from our little tour I learned

that the enemy had been reconnoitring. Mr. Mervyn's barge had crossed

the lake, I was informed by my landlord, with the squire himself and a

visitor.

'"What sort of person, landlord?"

'"Why, he was a dark officer-looking mon, at they called Colonel.

Squoire Mervyn questioned me as close as I had been at 'sizes. I had

guess, Mr. Dawson" (I told you that was my feigned name), "but I tould

him nought of your vagaries, and going out a-laking in the mere

a-noights, not I; an I can make no sport, I'se spoil none; and Squoire

Mervyn's as cross as poy-crust too, mon; he's aye maundering an my

guests but land beneath his house, though it be marked for the fourth

station in the survey. Noa, noa, e'en let un smell things out o'

themselves for Joe Hodges."

'You will allow there was nothing for it after this but paying honest

Joe Hodges's bill and departing, unless I had preferred making him my

confidant, for which I felt in no way inclined. Besides, I learned that

our ci-devant Colonel was on full retreat for Scotland, carrying off

poor Julia along with him. I understand from those who conduct the

heavy baggage that he takes his winter quarters at a place called

Woodbourne, in ---shire in Scotland. He will be all on the alert just

now, so I must let him enter his entrenchments without any new alarm.

And then, my good Colonel, to whom I owe so many grateful thanks, pray

look to your defence.

'I protest to you, Delaserre, I often think there is a little

contradiction enters into the ardour of my pursuit. I think I would

rather bring this haughty insulting man to the necessity of calling his

daughter Mrs. Brown than I would wed her with his full consent, and

with the King's permission to change my name for the style and arms of

Mannering, though his whole fortune went with them. There is only one

circumstance that chills me a little: Julia is young and romantic. I

would not willingly hurry her into a step which her riper years might

disapprove; no--nor would I like to have her upbraid me, were it but

with a glance of her eye, with having ruined her fortunes, far less

give her reason to say, as some have not been slow to tell their lords,

that, had I left her time for consideration, she would have been wiser

and done better. No, Delaserre, this must not be. The picture presses

close upon me, because I am aware a girl in Julia's situation has no

distinct and precise idea of the value of the sacrifice she makes. She

knows difficulties only by name; and, if she thinks of love and a farm,

it is a ferme ornee, such as is only to be found in poetic description

or in the park of a gentleman of twelve thousand a year. She would be

ill prepared for the privations of that real Swiss cottage we have so

often talked of, and for the difficulties which must necessarily

surround us even before we attained that haven. This must be a point

clearly ascertained. Although Julia's beauty and playful tenderness

have made an impression on my heart never to be erased, I must be

satisfied that she perfectly understands the advantages she foregoes

before she sacrifices them for my sake.

'Am I too proud, Delaserre, when I trust that even this trial may

terminate favourably to my wishes? Am I too vain when I suppose that

the few personal qualities which I possess, with means of competence,

however moderate, and the determination of consecrating my life to her

happiness, may make amends for all I must call upon her to forego? Or

will a difference of dress, of attendance, of style, as it is called,

of the power of shifting at pleasure the scenes in which she seeks

amusement--will these outweigh in her estimation the prospect of

domestic happiness and the interchange of unabating affection? I say

nothing of her father: his good and evil qualities are so strangely

mingled that the former are neutralised by the latter; and that which

she must regret as a daughter is so much blended with what she would

gladly escape from, that I place the separation of the father and child

as a circumstance which weighs little in her remarkable case. Meantime

I keep up my spirits as I may. I have incurred too many hardships and

difficulties to be presumptuous or confident in success, and I have

been too often and too wonderfully extricated from them to be

despondent.

'I wish you saw this country. I think the scenery would delight you. At

least it often brings to my recollection your glowing descriptions of

your native country. To me it has in a great measure the charm of

novelty. Of the Scottish hills, though born among them, as I have

always been assured, I have but an indistinct recollection. Indeed, my

memory rather dwells upon the blank which my youthful mind experienced

in gazing on the levels of the isle of Zealand, than on anything which

preceded that feeling; but I am confident, from that sensation as well

as from the recollections which preceded it, that hills and rocks have

been familiar to me at an early period, and that, though now only

remembered by contrast, and by the blank which I felt while gazing

around for them in vain, they must have made an indelible impression on

my infant imagination. I remember, when we first mounted that

celebrated pass in the Mysore country, while most of the others felt

only awe and astonishment at the height and grandeur of the scenery, I

rather shared your feelings and those of Cameron, whose admiration of

such wild rocks was blended with familiar love, derived from early

association. Despite my Dutch education, a blue hill to me is as a

friend, and a roaring torrent like the sound of a domestic song that

hath soothed my infancy. I never felt the impulse so strongly as in

this land of lakes and mountains, and nothing grieves me so much as

that duty prevents your being with me in my numerous excursions among

recesses. Some drawings I have attempted, but I succeed vilely. Dudley,

on the contrary, draws delightfully, with that rapid touch which seems

like magic; while I labour and botch, and make this too heavy and that

too light, and produce at last a base caricature. I must stick to the

flageolet, for music is the only one of the fine arts which deigns to

acknowledge me.

'Did you know that Colonel Mannering was a draughtsman? I believe not,

for he scorned to display his accomplishments to the view of a

subaltern. He draws beautifully, however. Since he and Julia left

Mervyn Hall, Dudley was sent for there. The squire, it seems, wanted a

set of drawings made up, of which Mannering had done the first four,

but was interrupted by his hasty departure in his purpose of completing

them. Dudley says he has seldom seen anything so masterly, though

slight; and each had attached to it a short poetical description. Is

Saul, you will say, among the prophets? Colonel Mannering write poetry!

Why, surely this man must have taken all the pains to conceal his

accomplishments that others do to display theirs. How reserved and

unsociable he appeared among us! how little disposed to enter into any

conversation which could become generally interesting! And then his

attachment to that unworthy Archer, so much below him in every respect;

and all this because he was the brother of Viscount Archerfield, a poor

Scottish peer! I think, if Archer had longer survived the wounds in the

affair of Cuddyboram, he would have told something that might have

thrown light upon the inconsistencies of this singular man's character.

He repeated to me more than once, "I have that to say which will alter

your hard opinion of our late Colonel." But death pressed him too hard;

and if he owed me any atonement, which some of his expressions seemed

to imply, he died before it could be made.

'I propose to make a further excursion through this country while this

fine frosty weather serves, and Dudley, almost as good a walker as

myself, goes with me for some part of the way. We part on the borders

of Cumberland, when he must return to his lodgings in Marybone, up

three pair of stairs, and labour at what he calls the commercial part

of his profession. There cannot, he says, be such a difference betwixt

any two portions of existence as between that in which the artist, if

an enthusiast, collects the subjects of his drawings and that which

must necessarily be dedicated to turning over his portfolio and

exhibiting them to the provoking indifference, or more provoking

criticism, of fashionable amateurs. "During the summer of my year,"

says Dudley, "I am as free as a wild Indian, enjoying myself at liberty

amid the grandest scenes of nature; while during my winters and springs

I am not only cabined, cribbed, and confined in a miserable garret, but

condemned to as intolerable subservience to the humour of others, and

to as indifferent company, as if I were a literal galley slave." I have

promised him your acquaintance, Delaserre; you will be delighted with

his specimens of art, and he with your Swiss fanaticism for mountains

and torrents.

'When I lose Dudley's company, I am informed that I can easily enter

Scotland by stretching across a wild country in the upper part of

Cumberland; and that route I shall follow, to give the Colonel time to

pitch his camp ere I reconnoitre his position. Adieu! Delaserre. I

shall hardly find another opportunity of writing till I reach Scotland.'

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