CHAPTER VII

The supper was a very silent meal. Old Hugo was evidently not inclined

to converse,--he ate his food quickly, almost ravenously, without

seeming to be conscious that he was eating. Robin Clifford glanced at

him now and again watchfully, and with some anxiety,--an uncomfortable

idea that there was something wrong somewhere worried him,--moreover he

was troubled by the latent feeling that presently his uncle would be

sure to ask if all was "settled" between himself and Innocent.

Strangely enough, however, the old man made no allusion to the subject.

He seemed to have forgotten it, though it had been the chief matter on

which he had laid so much stress that morning. Each minute Innocent

expected him to turn upon her with the dreaded question--to which she

would have had to reply untruly, according to the plan made between

herself and Robin. But to her great surprise and relief he said nothing

that conveyed the least hint of the wish he had so long cherished. He

was irritable and drowsy,--now and again his head fell a little forward

on his chest and his eyes closed as though in utter weariness. Seeing

this, the practical Priscilla made haste to get the supper finished and

cleared away.

"You be off to bed, Mister Jocelyn," she said,--"The sooner the better,

for you look as tired as a lame dog that 'as limped 'ome twenty miles.

You ain't fit to be racketing about markets an' drivin' bargains."

"Who says I'm not?" he interrupted, sitting bolt upright and glaring

fiercely at her--"I tell you I am! I can do business as well as any

man--and drive a bargain-ah! I should think so indeed!--a hard-and-fast

bargain!--not easy to get out of, I can tell you!--not easy to get out

of! And it has cost me a pretty penny, too!"

Robin Clifford glanced at him enquiringly.

"How's that?" he asked--"You generally make rather than spend!"

Jocelyn gave a sudden loud laugh.

"So I do, boy, so I do! But sometimes one has to spend to make! I've

done both to-day--I've made and I've spent. And what I've spent is

better than keeping it--and what I've made--ay!--what I've

made--well!--it's a bargain, and no one can say it isn't a fair one!"

He got up from the supper table and pushed away his chair.

"I'll go," he said--"Priscilla's right--I'm dog-tired and bed's the

best place for me." He passed his hand over his forehead. "There's a

sort of buzzing in my brain like the noise of a cart-wheel--I want

rest." As he spoke Innocent came softly beside him and took his arm

caressingly. He looked down upon her with a smile. "Yes, wilding, I

want rest! We'll have a long talk out tomorrow--you and I and Robin.

Bless thee, child! Good-night!"

He kissed her tenderly and held out one hand to Clifford, who cordially

grasped it.

"Good boy!" he said-"Be up early, for there's much to do--and Landon

won't be home till late--no--not till late! Get on with the field

work--for if the clouds mean anything we shall have rain." He paused a

moment and seemed to reflect, then repeated slowly--"Yes, lad! We shall

have rain!--and wind, and storm! Be ready!--the fine weather's

breaking!"

With that he went, walking slowly, and they heard him stumble once or

twice as he went up the broad oak staircase to his bedroom. Priscilla

put her head on one side, like a meditative crow, and listened. Then

she heaved a sigh, smoothed down her apron and rolled up her eyes.

"Well, if Mister Jocelyn worn't as sober a man as any judge an' jury,"

she observed--"I should say 'e'd bin drinkin'! But that ain't it. Mr.

Robin, there's somethin' gone wrong with 'im--an' I don't like it."

"Nor I," said Innocent, in a trembling voice, suggestive of tears. "Oh,

Robin, you surely noticed how strange he looked! I'm so afraid! I feel

as if something dreadful was going to happen--"

"Nonsense!" and Robin assumed an air of indifference which he was far

from feeling--"Uncle Hugo is tired--I think he has been put out--you

know he's quick-tempered and easily irritated--he may have had some

annoyance in the town--"

"Ah! And where's Landon?" put in Priscilla, with a dark nod--"That do

beat me! Why ever the master should 'ave let a man like that go on the

loose for a night an' a day is more than I can make out! It's sort of

tempting Providence--that it is!"

Clifford flushed and turned aside. His fight with Landon was fresh in

his mind--and he began to wonder whether he had done rightly in telling

his uncle how it came about. But meeting Innocent's anxious eyes, which

mutely asked him for comfort, he answered--

"Oh, well, there's nothing very much in that, Priscilla! I daresay

Landon wanted a holiday--he doesn't ask for one often, and he's kept

fairly sober lately. Hadn't we better be off to bed? Things will

straighten out with the morning."

"Do you really think so?" Innocent sighed as she put the question.

"Of course I think so!" answered Robin, cheerily. "We're all tired, and

can't look on the bright side! Sound sleep is the best cure for the

blues! Good-night, Innocent!"

"Good-night!" she said, gently.

"Good-night, Priscilla!"

"Good-night, Mr. Robin. God bless ye!"

He smiled, nodded kindly to them both, and left the room.

"There's a man for ye!" murmured Priscilla, admiringly, as he

disappeared--"A tower of strength for a 'usband, which the Lord knows

is rare! Lovey, you'll never do better!"

But Innocent seemed not to hear. Her face was very pale, and her eyes

had a strained wistful expression.

"Dad looks very ill," she said, slowly--"Priscilla, surely you

noticed--"

"Now, child, don't you worry--'tain't no use"--and Priscilla lit two

bedroom candles, giving Innocent one--"You just go up to bed and think

of nothing till the morning. Mister Jocelyn is dead beat and put out

about something--precious 'ungry too, for he ate his food as though he

hadn't 'ad any all day. You couldn't expect him to be pleasant if he

was wore out."

Innocent said nothing more. She gave a parting glance round the room to

assure herself that everything was tidy, windows bolted and all safe

for the night, and for a fleeting moment the impression came over her

that she would never see it look quite the same again. A faint cold

tremor ran through her delicate little body--she felt lonely and

afraid. Silently she followed Priscilla up the beautiful Tudor

staircase to the first landing, where, moved by a tender, clinging

impulse, she kissed her.

"Good-night, you dear, kind Priscilla!" she said--"You've always been

good to me!"

"Bless you, my lovey!" answered Priscilla, with emotion--"Go and sleep

with the angels, like the little angel you are yourself! And mind you

think twice, and more than twice, before you say 'No' to Mr. Robin!"

With a deprecatory shake of her head, and a faint smile, Innocent

turned away, and passed through the curious tortuous little corridor

that led to her own room. Once safely inside that quiet sanctum where

the Sieur Amadis of long ago had "found peace," she set her candle down

on the oak table and remained standing by it for some moments, lost in

thought. The pale glimmer of the single light was scarcely sufficient

to disperse the shadows around her, but the lattice window was open and

admitted a shaft of moonlight which shed a pearly radiance on her

little figure, clothed in its simple white gown. Had any artist seen

her thus, alone and absorbed in sorrowful musing, he might have taken

her as a model of Psyche after her god had flown. She was weary and

anxious--life had suddenly assumed for her a tragic aspect. Old

Jocelyn's manner had puzzled her--he was unlike himself, and she

instinctively felt that he had some secret trouble on his mind. What

could it be? she wondered. Not about herself and Robin--for were he as

keen on "putting up the banns" as he had been in the morning he would

not have allowed the matter to rest. He would have asked straight

questions, and he would have expected plain answers,--and they would,

in accordance with the secret understanding they had made with each

other, have deceived him. Now there was no deception necessary--he

seemed to have forgotten--at least for the present--his own dearest

desire. With a sigh, half of pain, half of relief, she seated herself

at the table, and opening its one deep drawer with a little key which

she always wore round her neck, she began to turn over her beloved pile

of manuscript, and this occupied her for several minutes. Presently she

looked up, her eyes growing brilliant with thought, and a smile on her

lips.

"I really think it might do!" she said, aloud--"I should not be afraid

to try! Who knows what might happen? I can but fail--or succeed. If I

fail, I shall have had my lesson--if I succeed--"

She leaned her head on her two hands, ruffling up her pretty hair into

soft golden-brown rings.

"If I succeed!--ah!--if I do! Then I'll pay back everything I owe to

Dad and Briar Farm!--oh, no! I can never pay back my debt to Briar

Farm!--that would be impossible! Why, the very fields and trees and

flowers and birds have made me happy!--happier than I shall ever be

after I have said good-bye to them all!--good-bye even to the Sieur

Amadis!"

Quick tears sprang to her eyes--and the tapering light of the candle

looked blurred and dim.

"Yes, after all," she went on, still talking to the air, "it's better

and braver to try to do something in the world, rather than throw

myself upon Robin, and be cowardly enough to take him for a husband

when I don't love him. Just for comfort and shelter and Briar Farm! It

would be shameful. And I could not marry a man unless I loved him quite

desperately!--I could not! I'm not sure that I like the idea of

marriage at all,--it fastens a man and woman together for life, and the

time might come when they would grow tired of each other. How cruel and

wicked it would be to force them to endure each other's company when

they perhaps wished the width of the world between them! No--I don't

think I should care to be married--certainly not to Robin."

She put her manuscript by, and shut and locked the drawer containing

it. Then she went to the open lattice window and looked out--and

thought of the previous night, when Robin had swung himself up on the

sill to talk to her, and they had been all unaware that Ned Landon was

listening down below. A flush of anger heated her cheeks as she

recalled this and all that Robin had told her of the unprepared attack

Landon had made upon him and the ensuing fight between them. But now?

Was it not very strange that Landon should apparently be in such high

favour with Hugo Jocelyn that he had actually been allowed to stay in

the market-town and enjoy a holiday, which for him only meant a bout of

drunkenness? She could not understand it, and her perplexity increased

the more she thought of it. Leaning far out over the window-sill, she

gazed long and lovingly across the quiet stretches of meadowland,

shining white in the showered splendour of the moon--the tall

trees--the infinite and harmonious peace of the whole scene,--then,

shutting the lattice, she pulled the curtains across it, and taking her

lit candle, went to her secluded inner sleeping-chamber, where, in the

small, quaintly carved four-poster bed, furnished with ancient tapestry

and lavendered linen, and covered up under a quilt embroidered three

centuries back by the useful fingers of the wife of Sieur Amadis de

Jocelin, she soon fell into a sound and dreamless slumber.

The hours moved on, bearing with them different destinies to millions

of different human lives, and the tall old clock in the great hall of

Briar Farm told them off with a sonorous chime and clangour worthy of

Westminster itself. It was a quiet night; there was not a breath of

wind to whistle through crack or key-hole, or swing open an unbolted

door,--and Hero, the huge mastiff that always slept "on guard" just

within the hall entrance, had surely no cause to sit up suddenly on his

great haunches and listen with uplifted ears to sounds which were to

any other creature inaudible. Yet listen he did--sharply and intently.

Raising his massive head he snuffed the air--then suddenly began to

tremble as with cold, and gave vent to a long, low, dismal moan. It was

a weird noise--worse than positive howling, and the dog himself seemed

distressfully conscious that he was expressing something strange and

unnatural. Two or three times he repeated this eerie muffled cry--then,

lying down again, he put his nose between his great paws, and, with a

deep shivering sigh, appeared to resign himself to the inevitable.

There followed several moments of tense silence. Then came a sudden

dull thud overhead, as of a heavy load falling or being thrown down,

and a curious inexplicable murmur like smothered choking or groaning.

Instantly the great dog sprang erect and raced up the staircase like a

mad creature, barking furiously. The house was aroused--doors were

flung open--Priscilla rushed from her room half dressed--and Innocent

ran along the corridor in her little white nightgown, her feet bare,

and her hair falling dishevelled over her shoulders.

"What is it?" she cried piteously--"Oh, do tell me! What is it?"

Robin Clifford, hearing the dog's persistent barking, had hastily

donned coat and trousers and now appeared on the scene.

"Hero, Hero!" he called--"Quiet, Hero!"

But Hero had bounded to his master Jocelyn's door and was pounding

against it with all the force of his big muscular body, apparently

seeking to push or break it open. Robin laid one hand on the animal's

collar and pulled him back--then tried the door himself--it was locked.

"Uncle Hugo!"

There was no answer.

He turned to one of the frightened servants who were standing near. His

face was very pale.

"Fetch me a hammer," he said--"Something--anything that will force the

lock. Innocent!"--and with deep tenderness he took her little cold

hands in his own--"I wish you would go away!"

"Why?" and she looked at him with eyes full of terror. "Oh no, no! Let

me be with you--let me call him!"--and she knelt outside the closed

door--"Dad! Dear Dad! I want to speak to you! Mayn't I come in? I'm so

frightened--do let me come in. Dad!"

But the silence remained unbroken.

"Priscilla!"--and Robin beckoned to her--"keep Innocent beside you--I'm

afraid--"

Priscilla nodded, turning her head aside a moment to wipe away the

tears that were gathering in her eyes,--then she put an arm round

Innocent's waist.

"Don't kneel there, lovey," she whispered--"It's no good and you're in

the way when they open the door. Come with me!--there's a dear!"--and

she drew the trembling little figure tenderly into her arms.

"There!--that'll be a bit warmer!" and she signed to one of the farm

maids near her to fetch a cloak which she carefully wrapped round the

girl's shoulders. Just then the hammer was brought with other tools,

and Robin, to save any needless clamour, took a chisel and inserted it

in such a manner as should most easily force the catch of the door--but

the lock was an ancient and a strong one, and would not yield for some

time. At last, with an extra powerful and dexterous movement of his

hand, it suddenly gave way--and he saw what he would have given worlds

that Innocent should not have seen--old Hugo lying face forward on the

floor, motionless. There was a rush and a wild cry--

"Dad! Dad!"

She was beside him in a moment, trying with all her slight strength to

lift his head and turn his face.

"Help me--oh, help me!" she wailed. "He has fainted--we must lift

him--get some one to lift him on the bed. It is only a faint--he will

recover--get some brandy and send for the doctor. Don't lose time!--for

Heaven's sake be quick! Robin, make them hurry!"

Robin had already whispered his orders,--and two of the farm lads,

roused from sleep and hastily summoned, were ready to do what he told

them. With awed, hushed movements they lifted the heavy fallen body of

their master between them and laid it gently down on the bed. As the

helpless head dropped back on the pillow they saw that all was

over,--the pinched ashen grey of the features and the fast glazing eyes

told their own fatal story--there was no hope. But Innocent held the

cold hand of the dead man to her warm young bosom, endeavouring to take

from it its cureless chill.

"He will be better soon," she said,--"Priscilla, bring me that

brandy--just a little will revive him, I'm sure. Why do you stand there

crying? You surely don't think he's dead?--No, no, that isn't possible!

It isn't possible, is it, Robin? He'll come to himself in a few

minutes--a fainting fit may last quite a long time. I wish he had not

locked his door--we could have been with him sooner."

So she spoke, tremblingly nursing the dead hand in her bosom. No one

present had the heart to contradict her--and Priscilla, with the tears

running down her face, brought the brandy she asked for and held it

while she tenderly moistened the lips of the corpse and tried to force

a few drops between the clenched teeth--in vain. This futile attempt

frightened her, and she looked at Robin Clifford with a wild air.

"I cannot make him swallow it," she said--"Can you, Robin? He looks so

grey and cold!--but his lips are quite warm."

Robin, restraining the emotion that half choked him and threatened to

overflow in womanish weeping, went up to her and tried to coax her away

from the bedside.

"Dear, if you could leave him for a little it would perhaps be better,"

he said. "He might--he might recover sooner. We have sent for the

doctor--he will be here directly--"

"I will stay here till he comes," replied the girl, quietly. "How can

you think I would leave Dad when he's ill? If we could only rouse him a

little--"

Ah, that "if"! If we could only rouse our beloved ones who fall into

that eternal sleep, would not all the riches and glories of the world

seem tame in comparison with such joy! Innocent had never seen

death--she could not realise that this calm irresponsiveness, this cold

and stiffening rigidity, meant an end to the love and care she had

known all her life--love and care which would never be replaced in

quite the same way!

The first peep of a silver dawn began to peer through the lattice

window, and as she saw this suggestion of wakening life, a sudden dread

clutched at her heart and made it cold.

"It will be morning soon," she said--"Priscilla, when will the doctor

come?"

Scarcely had she said the words when the doctor entered. He took a

comprehensive glance round the room,--at the still form on the bed--at

the little crouching girl--figure beside it--at Priscilla, trembling

and tearful--at Robin, deadly pale and self-restrained--at the

farm-lads and servants.

"When did this happen?" he said.

Robin told him.

"I see!" he said. "He must have fallen forward on getting out of bed. I

rather expected a sudden seizure of this kind." He made his brief

examination. The eyes of the dead man were open and glassily staring

upward--he gently closed the lids over them and pressed them down.

"Nothing to be done," he went on, gently--"His end was painless."

Innocent had risen--she had laid the cold hand of the corpse back on

its breast--and she stood gazing vacantly before her in utter misery.

"Nothing to be done?" she faltered--"Do you mean that you cannot rouse

him? Will he never speak to me again?"

The doctor looked at her gravely and kindly.

"Not in this world, my dear," he said--"in the next--perhaps! Let us

hope so!"

She put her hand up to her forehead with a bewildered gesture.

"He is dead!" she cried--"Dead! Oh, Robin, Robin! I can't believe

it!--it isn't true! Dad, dear Dad! My only friend! Good-bye--good-bye,

Dad!--good-bye, Briar Farm--good-bye to everything--oh, Dad!"

Her voice quavered and broke in a passion of tears.

"I loved him as if he were my own father," she sobbed. "And he loved me

as if I were his own child! Oh, Dad, darling Dad! We can never love

each other again!"

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