CHAPTER XIX

_Love sent music to sing Love's praise

So Harmony came to this world's sad ways.

Master of melody, Caesar of sound,

Each chord he struck fettered reasoning,

Till man and beast by it quite were bound

Into friendship fast and companioning.

Yea! at the note of his crooked lyre

One wakened up, one was lulled to sleep,

And the whole wide world grew quick with desire

To dance and to die, to laugh and to weep.

At the burst of his blended melody

The heart of the wise knew the mystery_.

--Nizami.

"Lo I am true!" cried Atma menacingly, "Art thou so also, O! Siyal?"

She had been with the courtesan for full half an hour, time was

running short, and yet she felt that she had gained nothing, and knew

scarcely more than she had done when she had climbed the steep

oil-greased narrow stairs to the balcony room. She had been eager then

to face fact--if need be--keen to test the loyalty of her fellow

conspirators; but now she stood baffled before Siyah Yamin's easy but

inflexible contempt. That someone had betrayed them the latter said

was indubitable; and as Atma was the only outsider, she must be the

culprit. Not necessarily a conscious offender. But, by all she held

most sacred, did not Atma know of some indiscretion, could she not,

briefly, guess--and then the noisy, yet silvery laugh had rung out at

the Charan's tell-tale face. Her tongue, however, had been loyal. She

had refused to say a word. Not that she felt in any way bound to

shield Mihr-un-nissa from the possible revenge of those whose game she

had given away, but because it was out of the question to tell of the

secret visit of a screened lady.

So Siyah Yamin had declined information except by fair barter;

declined it with jibes and smiles; but now sudden pallor came to her

face, she shifted her eyes uneasily from Atma's half accusing ones.

"True?" she echoed, and, and her voice had a petulant ring in it.

"Aye! as true as it befits womanhood to be! Lo! Ato I grow tired of my

sex at times and would I were a man!" She pressed her hands close to

her heart, then suddenly burst out again into her hard silvery laugh

"And thou? sweet widow--dost not pine for thy lover Sher Khan? Is he

not here despite these--petticoats?" She flounced out her clinging

muslins.

"Peace, fool! So thou wilt not tell" said Atma frowning, "then I must

ask elsewhere."

"Aye! Ask!" jibed the courtesan. "There be many with tongues beside

poor little me who will, look you, have confidence for confidence.

Belike the Beneficent Ladies, or mayhap Rajah Birbal for the Envoy

from Sinde whom some deem a mere simulacrum of a man, or even the

Feringhi jeweller--to say nothing of the King himself."

Her eyes were keenly on the Charan's face as she spoke, but there was

no flicker of expression to give her any clue. In truth Atma was

absolutely in the dark. She did not even know if the turban were lost

or found. Her mind ran riot over supposition in either case. If the

former, it could not remain lost for ever in those underground

chambers. It might even now have drifted to the tank where a hundred

hands might find it. She must go and watch. And yet, what use? The

rather send divers to search below; if indeed any man would so

adventure his life! And for this she must proclaim a cause, proclaim

that she knew of the theft. And after all there might be no reason for

this. Birbal, with his quick wit, must have saved the turban. He must;

yet not even he could outwit Fate.

She smote her hands together again impotently as she ran, this time

toward the roof which she had left too long. That feeling of neglected

duty strangely enough, overmastered all others. She must go back to

her immediate charge. Once there she would have time to think what she

must do to find out the truth. For she must find it even if she had to

go to the King himself tell him all and then repay herself for

treachery by the death dagger.

But what she found awaiting her on the roof drove these thoughts from

her mind for a time; only for a time--that Time which meant nothing to

one brought up as she had been, in a philosophy which counts the past,

the present, the future as one. For in India there is no hurry about

anything; the wisdom of Isaiah is in every mouth, "He that believeth

shall not make haste."

Yet as she joined in the woman's wailing over Zarifa--for the news of

death spreads quickly, and the neighbours troop in as to a festival--a

dull wonder lay at the back of her brain, a vague resentment at her

own ignorance.

In truth the resentment was scarcely justifiable, since many others

concerned in the incident were feeling the same dull surprise.

The conspirators first of all, who found themselves once more deprived

of their _point d'appui_. And Khodadad the arch-plotter was strangely

silent, strangely lacking in suggestion. As the day wore on, indeed he

withdrew petulantly from all conclave, and taking Mirza Ibrahim with

him, plunged into pleasure at Satanstown. For something in that scent

of roses on the roof, something in the look of that face sleeping so

peacefully upon the pillow, had roused memory; and memory in her long

slumber had somehow, from some subliminal consciousness in that

unknown ego of which Khodadad Tarkhan was the outward and visible

sign, associated herself with regret. He told himself, lightly, that

it was the shock of seeing deformity where he had expected beauty,

which had unnerved him; but it was not that. It was the ineffaceable

memory of Beauty itself.

Then in the Palace where Umm Kulsum and Aunt Rosebody had sate in the

little balcony outside the latter's private room all the morning,

unable to feel joy over the merciful escape of the Most High and their

scapegrace darling because of the probable loss of the turban with its

talisman; yet unable to feel sufficient grief over the latter because

of bubbling gladness over the Brotherhood between those two dear ones

(a Brotherhood that nothing must disturb, not even self-seeking

confession of sin) on to all this had followed a dull wonder as to

what was to be done next. For after noonday prayers were over had come

a despatch by hand from my Lord Birbal, Chief Constable of the Kingdom

returning in due course of etiquette to the givers, the turban they

had supposed lost. And what is more, when their anxious fingers had

privilege to pry, there was the talisman also, safe and sound.

The shock of relief kept them both silent awhile; then Aunt Rosebody

cracked all her knuckles vehemently.

"So goes care!" she cried, adding piously, "truly we might have

trusted God! His club makes no noise, and what's in the pot comes on

the plate."

Then her face clouded. "But what is to be done next Ummu?" she asked

feebly. Umm Kulsum shook her head.

"We might give it back to the woman."

"What?" interrupted the little old lady peevishly. "To a civet-cat

from the bazaar of whom we know nothing?"

"There was the red woman also, auntie," suggested the Mother of

Plumpness, "she seemed honest--at least when she came to----"

"Tell Mihru's fortune--a pack of lies!" sniffed her companion. "Canst

think of nothing better, child?"

"Mayhap it might be wiser," suggested Umm Kulsum again, "to

consult----"

"Consult whom?" shrilled Gulbadan Khanum, and this time the

interruption was wrathful. "What would be the use of asking Hamida?

All know her answer. 'Tell truth and shame Shaitan.' And as for Rakiya

Begum with her spectacles and her etiquettes and her distiches, I

would sooner die! Now it would be different if 'Dearest Lady' were

alive----" She paused and her lively dark eyes grew limpid with sudden

tears.

"We can go where she went for wisdom," whispered little Umm Kulsum

consolingly, "we can pray."

Aunt Rosebody gave a grunt of satisfaction and dried her eyes. "Aye!

there is some sense in that! We can pray and wait. 'Twill at least

give us time to think out some plan for ourselves, and sleep brings

wisdom; but Ummu, Ummu, I would give every hair I possess--and though

they are gray they are not uncomely--that I had never mixed myself up

with the King's Luck. 'Tis worse than the Day of Resurrection, for

then a body will but have two roads to choose--up and down--and here!

Lo! wonder grows like a white ants' castle."

In this feeling Aunt Rosebody was not alone. Birbal himself was in a

similar state of blank surprise, for to him had come the most

startling denouement of all.

After the momentous events of the night he had felt himself entitled

to a few hours' rest. He had had little of it by day or by dark, ever

since he had discovered the theft of the diamond; for he had given

himself up wholly to the recovery of the stolen jewel; but now that he

had this safely stowed away in his waistband-purse he could spare

leisure for comfort. So he slept the sleep of the just, without a

dream to disturb him. Yet his brain must have been working, for, when

he woke, it was to a sense that in the excitement of the moment of

success he had made a mistake. Had he had time to consider he would

never have given himself away to his enemies as he had done by showing

them that he knew of the talisman. It was a tactical error; which

might be partially rectified so far as some people were concerned.

Therefore without further delay, he sent a message to William Leedes,

at the Hall of Labour, to come up to him at once, bringing the false

diamond with him. When this arrived it did not take long to exchange

the true for the false, and then with due decorum to send the turban

back to the Beneficent Ladies, who, he knew from what Mihr-un-nissa

had said, had given it to the Prince. He calculated cunningly that

this return would at least keep them quiet, and women were invariably

at the bottom of every conspiracy.

He felt very secure, very confident, very complacent, and spent an

hour or two in entertaining William Leedes with Eastern sumptuousness

ere ordering the palanquins to take the jeweller and the diamond back

to safe keeping in the Hall of Labour, whence he assured himself no

thief in the world would have another chance of purloining it. In

truth he had some reason for complacency; since the general outlook

was clearing. These repeated failures must dishearten the enemies of

empire, and the mere fact of the bond of Brotherhood between the King

and his son--which had come incidentally by the way in the course of

counterplot--added to the chance of Akbar being content with practical

politics and remaining at Fatephur Sikri.

The only unsatisfactory item in past or present was the memory of the

man who juggled with other men's eyes and ears. Who and what was he? A

friend to Akbar at any rate, and for the time being, that was enough.

The wide roof of the Hall of Labour lay ablaze with afternoon sunshine

as they entered it, and as they passed along the arcades, the workmen

looked up and salaamed. The door of Diswunt's studio was locked and

barred, and a sentry paced across that of the jeweller. Known though

they were, it required the password ere William Leedes could produce

his key, unlock the door, enter, then close and lock it again behind

them.

Birbal gave a sigh of relief as he drew out his waistband-purse. "At

last!" he said holding out the diamond. "Replace it on the lathe, sir

jeweller, and once I see it there--lo! I will vow pilgrimage if needs

be. Yea! I will cry 'Hari Ganga' like any drunk man in a puddle!"

He turned aside, out of sheer lightheartedness, humming a _ghazal_

from Hafiz.

Make fast a wine cup to my shroud

That at the latter day

My soul a good drink be allowed

To nerve it for the fray.

Meanwhile the jeweller's deft hands were busy. A few turns, a click or

two, and William Leedes bent over the treasure joyfully.

"There it is, my master; with naught but a few days' delay in the

cutting thereof! I must be all the quicker now, else the King will

wonder. Yet have I lost as little time as may be, since the next facet

is assured--it will run so."

The delicate steel point he held just touched the surface. Then it

fell away from it, as the hand holding the instrument seemed to shrink

back. The foot, too, left the treadle, and the spinning pivots

slackened speed and sank to rest.

"What is't?" asked Birbal, turning hastily.

The jeweller's face was white, his very jaw had fallen.

"It--it scratches" he muttered faintly "there is some mistake."

There was no mistake about the scratch however. It showed distinct,

and wrote the truth without a shadow of doubt. This was no diamond; it

was a fraud, like the other!

For an instant Birbal's head whirled. Then helplessly he fingered his

purse again. Could he by chance have made a mistake and sent back the

wrong one? Impossible; and yet?

He sank on the jeweller's seat and covered his face with his hands.

For once his wit was not quick enough to grasp the situation, and--

clogging thought!--that dim suspicion recurred despite denial--Had he

by chance made a mistake?

So Atma as she sate apart on the roof watching the Mahommedan woman

prepare Zarifa's body for the burial which was to take place at sunset

had no monopoly in confusion and wonder. She could take no part in

what was going on. She dare not, from fear of defilement, even touch

the dead child with a kiss, but she sate jealously watching that every

ceremonial was duly carried out.

"Lo! she is lovely as any houri _now!_" chattered the Dom women who

had come in to perform the last offices, as they bound the corpse with

gold tinsel to the string bedstead on which it was to be carried to

the grave. "'Tis a sin, for sure, to have more body in death than in

life; but what will you? Mayhap Munkir and Niker[13] seeing her

look so, may not ask questions, but give her a decent body for

Paradise--sure she needed one poor thing!"

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[Footnote 13: The two Recording Angels.]

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So they stood looking down on their handiwork. And in truth the

crippled child looked very beautiful. The _rebeck_ player, saying it

was the custom of his tribe, had hired from somewhere a low, oblong,

lidless coffin, more like a deep picture frame than anything else; and

in this, as it lay on the bed, these tirewomen of the dead, had so

disposed draperies, and pillows, and whatnot, that all the curves of

the budding womanhood showed beneath the face that remained more

beautiful even in death than it had been in life. It was covered only

with a fine network, for the veil was draped carefully on either side

the slender neck. One corner of it, and a loop of jasmin chaplet fell

over the dingy worn gilt of the coffin frame.

"Lo! many will envy Death his bride and send regrets after her as she

passes by," said the oldest of the Domni, nodding her head wisely. And

it was so.

For as the two bearers--it needed but two for that bier--shuffled at

sunset-tide with their light burden through the crowded bazaar, more

than one careless eye grew to sudden interest. And one spectator, an

idle reckless looking man who sate on a sherbet-seller's threshold

joking with a light woman in an upper balcony, ceased his sarcasms to

murmur a stanza from Hafiz; for he was rhymster too.

No more from poet's lips

Shall love songs pass

She who once garnered them

Is dead--alas!

There were few mourners. Only the professional wailers, and the

_rebeck_ player, who with bent head, followed the bier making mournful

music as he went. Atma, of another creed, still held aloof, walking

veiled and stately some way behind. And all around them slipping aside

to let the dead pass, for the most part careless almost unheeding,

were the living; buying, selling, gossiping, chaffering.

Atma drew breath more freely when they were through the city gates,

and the bearers stepped out more quickly over hard stretches of sand

and waste hillocks set with thorn and caper bushes toward the little

cemetery which the musician had chosen. A few gnarled _jhand_ trees

decked with coloured snippets of cloth tied there by many mourners, a

few nameless roly-poly concrete graves, a sprinkling of tiny turrets

showing where someone was laid--someone whose resting place was

unknown to all save the women who came thither every week to

mourn--marked the spot. A dreary lonesome spot, in truth. But the

westering sun showed warm and red over the desert horizon, and the

chipping notes of the seven-brother birds sounded cheerful as the

family flitted from one tree to another.

The grave was already dug and the diggers stood by waiting for their

day's pay. It was a wide deep grave, looking as if it had been cut out

of yellow rock, so dry, so even were the sides. And the low arch of

the long niche on one side in which the corpse was to be laid as in a

coffin, was as regular as if built in with unburnt brick. To Atma's

surprise, the floor of this niche was set thick, as by a coverlet,

with roses. She glanced hastily at the _rebeck_ player, but he was

already immersed in the prayers with which an attendant priest had

greeted the little procession. She listened gravely, repeating to

herself meanwhile the formulas--so few, so simple--of her own creed.

And yet when, after saying aloud the prayer for benediction, the

_rebeck_-player stood forward, raised the sad gracious figure from the

coffin, and stepping into the grave laid it gently in the niche, she

shivered as she saw him stoop to gather up a handful of earth.

"We created you of dust and we return you to dust, and we shall raise

you out of the dust upon the day of resurrection."

The words seemed to her almost horrible. To be left lying alone in the

desert, waiting, waiting, waiting!

For what? For yourself--the old mean self of which she was so tired.

Ah! better surely to find rest at once in the Great Self which

pervaded all things!

"Wilt thou not throw earth also?" said a voice beside her, "then throw

flowers. These are the roses of love."

The _rebeck_ player pulled aside the kerchief covering a flat basket

which one of the Dom women had carried, and lo! there were roses red

at their hearts, pale where the sun had kissed them. Their scent

filled the air.

"Yea! lord," she said meekly, "I will throw them."

The priest, the bearers, the Dom women had disappeared, their task

done. Only the grave-diggers chattered to one another as they filled

in the grave.

"Lo! she would have been ripe for kisses soon and now the worms have

got her," said one discontentedly.

"Ballah! friend!" quoth the other. "Lovers die, but love dies

not--there be ever other food for lust in the world!"

"Throw them into thy life also, sister," said the musician, suddenly.

"There is no fear or blame in love."

So as he stood watching the shovelsful of earth hide the roses which

covered little Zarifa, he played softly on his _rebeck_, and sang a

whispering song to its wailing music.

Love is a full red wine bowl

Passion the bubbles on its rim,

Drink deep down to the dregs, soul,

Heed not the froth on the brim.

Passion has wings like an eagle

Love needs none; she is at rest--

Flood tide full--as the seagull

Drifts, the cold wave at her breast.

Love is the Lightless Ether

Passion the star-shine it lets through

Building sense-worlds beneath her

Love seeks not form, seeks not hue.

Passion has myriad senses

Love has not voice, eyes, nor ears,

Space, Time, Life, Moods, and Tenses

Chain not her Soul to the years.

Love is a sail, mid-ocean

Losing itself in the Whole,

Passion the wavelets commotion

Blurring the shores of the Soul.

He ceased suddenly, and his whole face changed. The grave was filled

up, the diggers were already passing stolidly back to the city. On the

desert horizon the red sun had lost its warmth and was sinking coldly

behind the gray verge.

"Lo! I have done with Love," came the musician's mocking voice. "So

take this, sister, and may it bring thee more luck than it hath

brought Payandar. For him only hate remains."

When she looked up from her hasty glance at what he had thrust into

her hand, the _rebeck_ player was moving away rapidly after the

grave-diggers and she was left alone, looking at the new-made grave,

looking at the quaint green stone she had just been given.

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