XIX

The pink dressing-gown that Pinnie had engaged to make for Rose

Muniment became in Lomax Place a conspicuous object, supplying

poor Amanda with a constant theme for reference to one of the great

occasions of her life—her visit to Belgrave Square with Lady Aurora

after their meeting at Rosy’s bedside. She detailed this episode

minutely to her companion, repeating a thousand times that her

ladyship’s affability was beyond anything she could have expected.

The grandeur of the house in Belgrave Square figured in her recital

as something oppressive and fabulous, tempered though it had been by

shrouds of brown holland and the nudity of staircases and saloons

of which the trappings had been put away. “If it’s so noble when

they’re out of town what can it be when they’re all there together and

everything’s out?” she inquired suggestively; and she permitted herself

to be restrictive only on two points, one of which was the state of

Lady Aurora’s gloves and bonnet-strings. If she hadn’t been afraid to

appear to notice the disrepair of these objects she should have been

so happy to offer to do any little mending. “If she’d only come to

me every week or two I’d keep up her rank for her,” said Pinnie, who

had visions of a needle that positively flashed in the disinterested

service of the aristocracy. She added that her ladyship got all dragged

out with her long expeditions to Camberwell; she might be in tatters

for all they could do to help her, at the top of those dreadful stairs,

with that strange sick creature (she was too unnatural) thinking only

of her own finery and talking about her complexion. If she wanted

pink she should have pink; but to Pinnie there was something almost

unholy in it, like decking out a corpse or dressing up the cat. This

was the second perversity that left Miss Pynsent cold; it couldn’t be

other than difficult for her to enter into the importance her ladyship

appeared to attach to those pushing people. The girl was unfortunate

certainly, stuck up there like a puppy on a shelf, but in her

ladyship’s place she would have found some topic more in keeping while

they walked about under those tremendous gilded ceilings. Lady Aurora,

seeing how she was struck, showed her all over the house, carrying the

lamp herself and telling an old woman who was there—a “confidential”

housekeeper, a person with ribbons in her cap who would have pushed

Pinnie out if you could push with your eyes—that they would do very

well without her. If the pink dressing-gown, in its successive stages

of development, filled up the little brown parlour (it was terribly

long on the stocks), making such a pervasive rose-coloured presence as

had not been seen there for many a day, this was evidently because it

was associated with Lady Aurora, not because it was dedicated to her

humble friend.

One day when Hyacinth came home Pinnie at once announced to him that

her ladyship had been there to look at it—to pass judgement before the

last touches were conferred. The dressmaker intimated that in such

a case as that her judgement was rather wild and she seemed to have

embarrassing ideas about pockets. Whatever could poor Miss Muniment

want of pockets and what had she to put in them? But Lady Aurora had

evidently found the garment far beyond anything she expected, and she

had been more affable than ever and had wanted to know about every one

in the “Plice”: not in a meddling, prying way, either, like some of

those condescending swells, but quite as if the poor people were the

high ones and she was afraid her curiosity might be “presumptious.” It

was in the same discreet spirit that she had invited Amanda to relate

her whole history and had expressed an interest in the career of her

young friend.

“She said you had charming manners,” Miss Pynsent hastened to remark;

“but on my life, Hyacinth Robinson, I never mentioned a scrap that

it could give you pain that any one should talk about.” There was an

heroic explicitness in this, on Pinnie’s part, for she knew in advance

just how Hyacinth would look at her—fixedly, silently, hopelessly, as

if she were still capable of tattling horribly (with the idea that her

revelations would increase her importance) and putting forward this

hollow theory of her supreme discretion to cover it up. His eyes seemed

to say it all: “How can I believe you, and yet how can I prove you’re

lying? I’m very helpless, for I can’t prove that without applying to

the person to whom your incorrigible folly has probably led you to

brag, to throw out mysterious and tantalising hints. You know of course

that I’d never condescend to that.” Pinnie suffered acutely from this

imputation, yet exposed herself to it often, because she could never

deny herself the pleasure, keener still than her pain, of letting

Hyacinth know he was appreciated, admired and, for those “charming

manners” commended by Lady Aurora, even all but wondered at in so many

words; and this kind of interest always appeared to imply a suspicion

of his secret—something which, when he expressed to himself the sense

of it, he called, resenting it at once and finding a certain softness

in it, “a beastly _attendrissement_.” When Pinnie went on to say to him

that Lady Aurora appeared to feel a certain surprise at his never yet

having come to Belgrave Square for the famous books he reflected that

he must really wait upon her without more delay if he wished to keep up

his reputation as a man of the world; and meanwhile he considered much

the extreme oddity of this new phase of his life which had opened so

suddenly from one day to the other: a phase in which his society should

have become indispensable to ladies of high rank and the obscurity of

his condition only an attraction the more. They were taking him up then

one after the other and were even taking up poor Pinnie as a means of

getting at him; so that he wondered with gaiety and irony if it meant

that his destiny was really seeking him out—that the aristocracy,

recognising a mysterious affinity (with that fineness of _flair_ for

which they were remarkable), were coming to him to save him the trouble

of coming to them.

It was late in the day (the beginning of an October evening) and Lady

Aurora was at home. Hyacinth had made a mental calculation of the time

at which she would have risen from dinner; the operation of “rising

from dinner” having always been, in his imagination, for some reason

or other, highly characteristic of the nobility. He was ignorant

of the fact that Lady Aurora’s principal meal consisted of a scrap

of fish and a cup of tea served on a little stand in the dismantled

breakfast-parlour. The door was opened for Hyacinth by the invidious

old lady whom Pinnie had described and who listened to his appeal,

conducted him through the house and ushered him into her ladyship’s

presence without the smallest relaxation of a pair of tightly-closed

lips. His good hostess was seated in the little breakfast-parlour

by the light of a couple of candles and apparently immersed in a

collection of crumpled papers and account-books. She was ciphering,

consulting memoranda, taking notes; she had had her head in her hands

and the silky entanglement of her hair resisted the rapid effort she

made to smooth herself down as she saw the little bookbinder come

in. The impression of her fingers remained in little rosy streaks on

her pink skin. She exclaimed instantly, “Oh, you’ve come about the

books—it’s so very kind of you”; and she hurried him off to another

room, to which, as she explained, she had had them brought down for

him to choose from. The effect of this precipitation was to make him

suppose at first that she might wish him to execute his errand as

quickly as possible and take himself off; but he presently noted that

her nervousness and her shyness were of an order that would always

give false ideas. She wanted him to stay, she wanted to talk with him

and she had rushed with him at the books in order to gain time and

composure for exercising some subtler art. Hyacinth, staying half an

hour, became more and more convinced that her ladyship was, as he had

ventured to pronounce her on the occasion of their last meeting, a

regular saint. He was privately a little disappointed in the books,

though he selected three or four, as many as he could carry, and

promised to come back for others: they denoted on Lady Aurora’s part

a limited acquaintance with French literature and even a certain

puerility of taste. There were several volumes of Lamartine and a set

of the spurious memoirs of the Marquise de Créqui; but for the rest

the little library consisted mainly of Marmontel and Madame de Genlis,

_Le Récit d’une Sœur_ and the tales of M. J. T. de Saint-Germain.

There were certain members of an intensely modern school, advanced and

consistent realists of whom Hyacinth had heard and on whom he had long

desired to put his hand; but evidently none of them had ever stumbled

into Lady Aurora’s candid collection, though she did possess a couple

of Balzac’s novels, which by ill luck happened to be just those our

young man had read more than once.

There was nevertheless something very agreeable to him in the moments

he passed in the big, dim, cool, empty house, where, at intervals,

monumental pieces of furniture—not crowded and miscellaneous, as he

had seen the appurtenances of the Princess—loomed and gleamed, and

Lady Aurora’s fantastic intonations awakened echoes which gave him a

sense of privilege, of rioting, decently, in the absence of prohibitory

presences. She spoke again of the poor people in the south of London

and of the Muniments in particular; evidently the only fault she

had to find with these latter was that they were not poor enough—not

sufficiently exposed to dangers and privations against which she could

step in. Hyacinth liked her for this, even though he wished she would

talk of something else—he hardly knew what, unless it was that, like

Rose Muniment, he wanted to hear more about Inglefield. He didn’t mind,

with the poor, going into questions of their state—it even gave him

at times a strange savage satisfaction; but he saw that in discussing

them with the rich the interest must inevitably be less: the rich

couldn’t consider poverty in the light of experience. Their mistakes

and illusions, their thinking they had got hold of the sensations of

want and dirt when they hadn’t at all, would always be more or less

irritating. It came over Hyacinth that if he found this deficient

perspective in Lady Aurora’s deep conscientiousness it would be a

queer enough business when he should come to pretending to hold the

candlestick for the Princess Casamassima.

His present hostess said no word to him about Pinnie, and he guessed

she must have wished to place him on the footing on which people don’t

express approbation or surprise at the decency or good-breeding of

each other’s relatives. He saw how she would always treat him as a

gentleman and that even if he should be basely ungrateful she would

never call his attention to the fact that she had done so. He shouldn’t

have occasion to say to her, as he had said to the Princess, that she

regarded him as a curious animal; and it gave him at once the sense

of learning more about life, a sense always delightful to him, to

perceive there were such different ways (which implied still a good

many more) of being a lady of rank. The manner in which Lady Aurora

appeared to wish to confer with him on the great problems of pauperism

and reform might have implied he was a benevolent nobleman (of the type

of Lord Shaftesbury) who had endowed many charities and was noted,

in philanthropic schemes, for the breadth of his views. It was not

less present to him that Pinnie might have tattled, put forward his

claims to high consanguinity, than it had been when the dressmaker

herself descanted on her ladyship’s condescensions; but he remembered

now that he too had only just escaped being asinine when, the other

day, he flashed out an allusion to his accursed origin. At all events

he was much touched by the delicacy with which the earl’s daughter

comported herself, simply assuming that he was “one of themselves”;

and he reflected that if she did know his history (he was sure he might

pass twenty years in her society without discovering if she did) this

shade of courtesy, this natural tact, coexisting even with extreme

awkwardness, illustrated that “best breeding” which he had seen alluded

to in novels portraying the aristocracy. The only remark on Lady

Aurora’s part that savoured in the least of looking down at him from a

height was when she said cheerfully and encouragingly: “I suppose one

of these days you’ll be setting up in business for yourself.” This was

not so cruelly patronising that he couldn’t reply with a smile equally

free from any sort of impertinence: “Oh dear, no, I shall never do

that. I should make a great mess of any attempt to carry on a business.

I’ve no turn at all for that sort of thing.”

Lady Aurora looked a little surprised. “Oh, I see; you don’t like—you

don’t like—!” She hesitated: he saw she was going to say he didn’t like

the idea of going in to that extent for a trade; but he stopped her in

time from imputing to him a sentiment so foolish and declared what he

meant to be simply that his one faculty was the faculty of doing his

little piece of work, whatever it was, of liking to do it skilfully

and prettily, and of liking still better to get his money for it when

done. His conception of “business” or of rising in the world didn’t

go beyond that. “Oh yes, I can fancy!” her ladyship exclaimed; but she

looked at him a moment with eyes which showed that he puzzled her, that

she didn’t quite understand his tone. Before he left her she asked him

abruptly (nothing had led up to it) what he thought of Captain Sholto,

whom she had seen that other evening in Audley Court. Didn’t he think

him a very odd sort of person? Hyacinth confessed to this impression;

whereupon Lady Aurora went on anxiously, eagerly: “Don’t you consider

him decidedly vulgar?”

“How can I know?”

“You can know perfectly—as well as any one!” Then she added: “I think

it’s a pity they should form relations with any one of that kind.”

“They” of course meant Paul Muniment and his sister. “With a person

who may be vulgar?”—Hyacinth regarded this solicitude as exquisite.

“But think of the people they know—think of those they’re surrounded

with—think of all Audley Court!”

“The poor, the unhappy, the labouring classes? Oh, I don’t call _them_

vulgar!” cried her ladyship with radiant eyes. The young man, lying

awake a good deal that night, laughed to himself, on his pillow, not

unkindly, at her fear that he and his friends would be contaminated by

the familiar of a princess. He even wondered if she wouldn’t find the

Princess herself a bit vulgar.

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