CHAPTER XVIII

JACINTA BECOMES INDIGNANT

It was fifteen days after he boarded the steamer when Austin reached Las

Palmas in a condition which, at least, prevented him chafing at the

delay as he otherwise would have done. On the second day something went

wrong with the high-pressure engine, and the little, deep-loaded vessel

lay rolling idly athwart the swell, while her engineers dismantled and

re-erected it. Then the trouble they had already had with the condenser

became more acute, so that they would scarcely keep a vacuum, and it

also happened that the trade-breeze she had to steam against blew

unusually fresh that season.

Austin, however, was not aware of this at the time. He lay rambling

incoherently for several days, and when at last his senses came back to

him, found himself too weak and listless to trouble about anything. He

gained strength rapidly, for the swamp fever does not, as a rule, keep

its victim prostrate long. It either kills him without loss of time, or

allows him to escape for a season; but its effect is frequently mental

as well as physical, and Austin's listlessness remained. He had borne a

heavy strain, and when he went ashore at Las Palmas the inevitable

reaction was intensified by the black dejection the fever had left

behind. It seemed to him that he and Jefferson were only wasting their

efforts, and though he still meant to go on with them, he expected no

result, since he now felt that there was not the slightest probability

of their ever getting the _Cumbria_ off. It was a somewhat unusual mood

for a young Englishman to find himself in, though by no means an

incomprehensible one in case of a man badly shaken by the malaria fever,

while one of Austin's shortcomings was, or so, at least, Jacinta Brown

considered, a too complaisant adaptation of himself to circumstances.

She held the belief that when the latter were unpropitious, a determined

attempt to alter them was much more commendable, and not infrequently

successful.

In any case, Austin found Pancho Brown was away buying tomatoes when he

called at his office, and the Spanish clerk also informed him that Miss

Brown and Mrs. Hatherly had left Las Palmas for a while. He fancied they

had gone to Madeira, but was not certain, and Austin, who left him a

message for Brown and a letter Jefferson had charged him with to be

forwarded to Miss Gascoyne, went on to the telegraph office more

dejected than ever. Jacinta had, usually, a bracing effect upon those

she came into contact with, and Austin, who felt he needed a mental

stimulant, realised now that one of the things that had sustained him

was the expectation of hearing her express her approval of what he had

done. He had not looked for anything more, but it seemed that he must

also dispense with this consolation.

He delivered one of the canarios, who was apparently recovering, to his

friends, and saw the other bestowed in the hospital, and then, finding

that he could not loiter about Las Palmas waiting an answer to his

cable, which he did not expect for several days, decided to go across to

Teneriffe with the _Estremedura_. There was no difficulty about this,

though funds were scanty, for the Spanish manager told him he could make

himself at home on board her as long as he liked, if he would instruct

the new sobrecargo in his duties, as he, it appeared, had some

difficulty in understanding them.

On the night they went to sea he lay upon the settee in the engineers'

mess-room, with Macallister sitting opposite him, and a basket of white

grapes and a garafon of red wine on the table between them. Port and

door were wide open, and the trade-breeze swept through the room, fresh,

and delightfully cool. Austin had also an unusually good cigar in his

hand, and stretched himself on the settee with a little sigh of content

when he had recounted what they had done on board the _Cumbria_.

"I don't know if we'll ever get her off, and the astonishing thing is,

that since I had the fever I don't seem to care," he said. "In the

meanwhile, it's a relief to get away from her. In fact, I feel I would

like to lie here and take it easy for at least a year."

Macallister nodded comprehendingly. Austin's face was blanched and

hollow, and he was very thin, while the stamp of weariness and lassitude

was plain on him. Still, as he glanced in his direction a little sparkle

crept into the engineer's eyes.

"So Jefferson made the pump go, and ran the forehold dry!" he said.

"When ye come to think of it, yon is an ingenious man."

Austin laughed. "He is also, in some respects, an astonishing one. He

was perfectly at home among the smart people at the Catalina, and I

fancy he would have been equally so in the Bowery, whose inhabitants,

one understands, very much resemble in their manners those of your

Glasgow closes or Edinburgh wynds. In fact, I've wondered, now and then,

if Miss Gascoyne quite realises who she is going to marry. There are

several sides to Jefferson's character, and she has, so far, only seen

one of them."

"Well," said Macallister, reflectively, "I'm thinking she will never

see the rest. There are men, though they're no exactly plentiful, who

can hide them, and it's scarcely likely that Jefferson will rive a

steamboat out of the African swamps again."

"Once is quite enough in a lifetime, but it's when the work is done, and

he has to quiet down, I foresee trouble for Jefferson. I'm not sure Miss

Gascoyne's English friends would altogether appreciate him."

Again Macallister nodded. "Still," he said, "what yon man does not know

he will learn. I would back him to do anything now he has made that

boiler steam. Then ye will mind it's no the clever women who are the

easiest to live with when ye have married them, and there's a good deal

to be said for girls like Miss Gascoyne, who do not see too much. It is

convenient that a wife should be content with her husband, and not be

wanting to change him into somebody else, which is a thing I would not

stand at any price myself."

Austin grinned, for it was known that Macallister had, at least now and

then, found it advisable to entertain his friends on board the

_Estremedura_ by stealth. The engineer however, did not appear to notice

his smile.

"Ye will go back when ye get the money?" he said.

"Of course. I have to see the thing out now, though I don't quite

understand how I ever came to trouble myself about it in the first

place."

This time it was Macallister who grinned. "I have been in this world a

weary while, and would ye pull the wool over my eyes? Ye are aware that

the notion was driven into ye."

Austin was astonished, and a trifle annoyed, as he remembered a certain

very similar conversation he had had with Jefferson. It was

disconcerting to find that Macallister was as conversant with his

affairs as his partner had shown himself to be, especially as they had

both apparently drawn the same inference.

"I wonder what made you say that?" he asked, with lifted brows.

Macallister laughed. "Well," he said drily, "I'm thinking Miss Brown

knows, as well as I do, that ye would not have gone of your own accord."

"Why should Miss Brown have the slightest wish that I should go to

Africa?"

"If ye do not know, how could ye expect me to? Still, it should be plain

to ye that it was not for your health."

Austin raised himself a trifle, and looked at his comrade steadily. "The

drift of your remarks is tolerably clear. Any way, because I would

sooner you made no more of them, it might be as well to point out that

no girl who cared twopence about a man would send him to the swamps

where the _Cumbria_ is lying."

"Maybe she would not. There are things I do not know, but ye will mind

that Jacinta Brown is not made on quite the same model as Miss Gascoyne.

She sees a good deal, and if she was not content with her husband she

would up and alter him. I'm thinking it would not matter if it hurt the

pair o' them."

"The difficulty is that she hasn't got one."

Macallister laughed softly. "It's one that can be got over, though

Jacinta's particular. It's not everybody who would suit her. Ye are

still wondering why ye went to Africa?"

"No," said Austin, with a trace of grimness. "I don't think it's worth

while. Mind, I'm not admitting that I didn't go because the notion

pleased me, and if Miss Brown wished me to, it was certainly because of

Muriel Gascoyne."

"Maybe," said Macallister, with a little incredulous smile. He rose,

and, moving towards the doorway, turned again. "She might tell ye

herself to-morrow. She's now in Santa Cruz."

He went out, apparently chuckling over something, and Austin

thoughtfully smoked out his cigar. To be a friend of Jacinta Brown's

was, as he had realised already, a somewhat serious thing. It implied

that one must adopt her point of view, and, what was more difficult, to

some extent, at least, sink his own individuality. Macallister and

Jefferson were, he fancied, perhaps right upon one point, and that was

that Jacinta had decided that a little strenuous action might be

beneficial in his case; but if this was so, Austin was not sure that he

was grateful to her. He was willing to do anything that would afford her

pleasure, that was, so long as he could feel she would gain anything

tangible, if it was only the satisfaction of seeing Muriel Gascoyne made

happy through his endeavours. In fact, what he wished was to do her a

definite service, but the notion of being reformed, as it were, against

his wishes, when he was not sure that he needed it, did not please him.

This was carrying a friendly interest considerably too far, and it was

quite certain, he thought, that he could expect nothing more from her.

He almost wished that he had never seen her, which was a desire he had

hovered on the brink of before; but while he considered the matter the

trade-breeze was sighing through the port, and the engines throbbed on

drowsily, while from outside came the hiss and gurgle of parted seas.

Austin heard it all, until the sounds grew fainter, and he went to

sleep.

It also happened that while he slept and dreamed of her, Jacinta sat

with Muriel Gascoyne in the garden of a certain hotel on the hillside

above Santa Cruz, Teneriffe. The house had been built long ago,

evidently for a Spanish gentleman of means and taste, and its latest

proprietor had sufficient sense to attempt no improvement on its

old-world beauty. It stood on a terrace of the hillside, quiet, quaint,

and cool, with its ancient, bronze-railed balconies, red-tiled roof, and

pink-washed walls, but its garden of palms and oleanders was its

greatest charm.

On the night in question a full moon hung over the CaA+-adas' splintered

rampart, and its soft radiance fell upon the white-walled city and smote

a track of glittering silver across the vast plain of sea. The smell of

oleanders and heliotrope was heavy in the air, and a cluster of blossoms

swayed above Jacinta's shoulder. She was just then looking up at a

Spanish officer in dark green uniform, who stood close by, with sword

girt tight to his thigh. He had a dark, forceful face, with the stamp of

distinction on it, but he received no encouragement, though he glanced

at the vacant place on the stone bench suggestively.

"No," said Jacinta. "I do not think I shall go to-morrow, so you need

not call for me. I have scrambled through the Mercedes Wood several

times already, and we came here to be quiet. That is why we are sitting

outside to-night. There are two or three tiresome people in the house

who will insist upon talking."

It is seldom necessary to furnish a Spaniard, who is usually skilled in

innuendo, with a second hint, and the officer took his departure

gracefully. When he vanished, with jingling sword, into the shadow of

the palms, Muriel looked at her companion.

"You meant me to stay?" she said.

"Of course," said Jacinta. "Still, I didn't mean you to let him see that

I did, and I really did not kick you very hard. Any way, it doesn't

matter. The great thing is that he is gone."

"You were anxious that he should go?"

"Yes," said Jacinta. "I feel relieved now. He is, in some respects, a

very silly man. In fact, he has been wanting to marry me for ever so

long."

"Why?" said Muriel, and stopped abruptly. "Of course, I mean that he is

a Spaniard, you know."

Jacinta laughed, and apparently indicated herself by a little wave of

her fan. She was once more attired in an evening dress that appeared to

consist largely of black lace, and looked curiously dainty and

sylph-like in the diaphanous drapery. The moonlight was also on her

face.

"The reason," she said, "ought to be sufficiently plain. He is, as you

point out, certainly Spanish, but there really are a few estimable

gentlemen of that nationality. This one was Governor or Commandante in

some part of Cuba, and I believe he got comparatively rich there. They

usually do. Still, he's a little fond of the casino, and is reported to

be unlucky, while, in spite of my obvious disadvantages, I am the

daughter of Pancho Brown."

She stopped with another laugh that had a faintly suggestive ring in it.

"There are times when I wish I was somebody else who hadn't a penny!"

"But it can't be nice to be poor," said Muriel, looking at her with a

trace of bewilderment in her big blue eyes.

"It is probably distinctly unpleasant. Still, it would be consoling to

feel that your money could neither encourage nor prevent anybody you

liked falling in love with you, and it would, in one sense, be nice to

know that the man you graciously approved of would have to get whatever

you wanted for you. You ought to understand that."

There was a trace of pride in Muriel's smile. "Of course; but, after

all, there are not many men who can do almost anything, like--Harry

Jefferson. Some of the very nicest ones seem quite unable to make

money."

"I really don't think there are," and Jacinta's tone was, for no very

apparent reason, slightly different now. "The nicest ones are, as you

suggest, usually lazy. It's sad, but true. Still, you see, if ever I

married, my husband would have to shake off his slothfulness and do

something worth while."

"But he mightn't want to."

"Of course," said Jacinta, drily. "He probably wouldn't. Still, he would

have to. I should make him."

"Ah," said Muriel. "Do you know that you are just a little hard, and I

think when one is too hard one is generally sorry afterwards. Now, I

don't understand it all, but you once told me you had got something you

wished for done, and were sorry you had. I fancied you were even sorrier

than you wished me to know."

Jacinta sat silent a moment or two, with a curious expression in her

face, as she looked out across the clustered roofs towards the sparkling

sea. It was a custom she had fallen into lately, and it was always

towards the east she gazed. Then she smiled.

"Well," she said, "perhaps I was, but it was certainly very silly of

me."

Neither of them spoke again for a while, and by and by a man came out of

the house bearing an envelope upon a tray. Jacinta tore it open, and

Muriel saw the blood surge to her face as she spread out the telegraphic

message. Then the swift colour faded, and there was only a little angry

glint in her eyes.

"It's from my father, and good news for you," she said. "Tell Muriel

Austin was here. Salvage operations difficult, but he left Jefferson,

who expects to be successful, well. Forwarding letter."

"Ah!" said Muriel, with a little gasp, "you don't know what a relief

that is to me. But you seem almost angry."

Jacinta laughed a trifle harshly. "I almost think I am. It isn't exactly

pleasant to find one's self mistaken, and I had expected something

better from Mr. Austin. The difficulties he mentions were evidently too

much for him. You were quite right, my dear. There are not many men like

Jefferson."

Now Muriel Gascoyne had no very keen perceptions, and was, moreover,

wrapped up in her own and Jefferson's affairs, or she might have seen

that anger was not all that Jacinta was feeling. As it was, overcome by

the relief the message had brought her, she quite failed to notice the

pain in her companion's face or the quivering of her hands. In a minute

or two Jacinta, who waited until she fancied she could do so without it

appearing significant, rose and left her.

She, however, stopped on the terrace, and once more looked down on the

glittering sea, with one hand closed at her side. Then, as though

remembering something, she turned hastily.

"I could never have believed you were a coward--and you went out for

me!" she said, and moved towards the hotel with a little air of

resolution, as one who had made a painful decision.

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