CHAPTER XVII. THE SURRENDER

How long she gazed into the convulsed face of the man who had squared

himself before her, mattered little measured by the tick of the watch

in her belt. Into the mental anguish endured a life's agony had been

pressed. It could not have been more than twenty seconds, and yet it

marked the birth of a new being within the soul of a woman. She had been

searching only for her own happiness. The search had entangled another

in the meshes of her life. Too much had been lived in the past two

weeks to be undone by a word and forgotten in a day. She had attempted,

coward-like, to run.

She saw now in the consuming flame of a great sorrow that the man before

her had some rights which the purest woman must reckon with. He might be

a burglar. At least it was her duty to try to save him from himself. Her

surrender of the past weeks was a tie that would bind them through all

eternity. There was no chemistry of earth or heaven or hell that could

erase its memories. Her life was no longer her own--this man's was bound

with hers. She must face the facts. She would make one honest,

brave effort to save him. To do this she would give all without

reservation--pride must be cast to the winds.

Her voice suddenly changed to tears.

“Oh, Jim, you do love me, don't you?”

His body slowly relaxed, his eyes shifted, and he shrugged his square

shoulders.

“What'ell did I marry you for?”

“Tell me--do you?” she demanded.

“You know that I love you. What do you ask me such a fool question for?

I love you with a love that can kill. Do you hear me? That's why you're

not going anywhere without me.”

There was no mistaking the depth of his passion. She trembled to realize

its power and yet it was the lever by which she must move him.

“Then you've got to give this life up. You're young and brave and

strong. You can earn an honest living. You haven't been in this long--I

feel it, I know it. Have you?”

“No!”

“How long?”

“Eight months.”

“Oh, Jim, dear, you must give it up now for my sake. I'll work with you

and work for you. I'll teach, I'll sew, I'll scrub, I'll slave for you

day and night--if you're only clean and honest.”

He turned on her fiercely.

“Cut it, Kid--cut it! I'm out for the stuff now. I'm going to get rich

and I'm going to get rich QUICK--that's all that's the matter with me!”

“But, Jim,” she broke in tenderly--“you did earn an honest living. Your

workshop proves that.”

“I've used that to improve my tools and melt the swag the past year. The

shop's all right.”

“But you did make a successful invention?”

“You bet I did,” he answered savagely, “and that's why I quit the

business. Three years ago I took down a big automobile and worked out an

improvement in the transmission that settled the question of heavy draft

machines. I took it to a lawyer in Wall Street and he took it to a man

that had money. Between the two of 'em, they didn't do a thing to

me! They were going to put my patent on the market and make me a

millionaire. God, I was crazy----”

He paused and squared his shoulders with a deep breath.

“They put it on the market all right and they made some

millionaires--but I wasn't one of 'em, Kiddo! They got me to sign a

paper that skinned me out of every dollar as slick as you can pull an

eel through your fingers. I hired another lawyer and gave him half he

could get to beat 'em. He fought like a tiger and two days before I

met you he got his verdict and they paid it--just ten thousand dollars.

Think of it--ten thousand dollars! And each of them got a million cash.

They sold it outright for two millions and a half. My lawyer got five

thousand dollars, and I got five thousand dollars. That's mine, anyhow.

It's in that bag there. I'm working on a new set of tools now in my

shop. I'm going to get that money back from the two thieves who stole

it from me by law. I'll take it by force, the way they took it. If I can

croak them both in the fight--well, there'll be two thieves less to rob

honest men and women, that's all.”

“Oh, Jim!” Mary gasped, lifting a trembling hand to her throat as if

to tear open her collar. “You're mad. You don't know what you're

saying----”

“Don't fool yourself, Kiddo,” he interrupted fiercely. “My eyes are open

now, and I've got a level head back of 'em, too. I've doped it all out.

You ought to 'a' heard that lawyer give me a few lessons in business

when he'd skinned me and salted my hide. He was good-natured and

confidential. He seemed to love me. `Business is war, sonny,' he piped,

between the puffs of the big Havana cigar he was smoking--`war! war to

the knife! We got you off your guard and put the knife into you at the

right minute--that's all. Don't take it so hard! Invent something

else and keep your eyes peeled. You ought to love us for giving you an

education in business early in life. You're young. You won't have to

learn your lesson again. Go to work, sonny, in your shop, and turn out

another new tool for the advancement of trade!'”

He paused and smiled grimly.

“I've done it, too! I've just finished a little invention that'll crack

any safe in New York in twenty minutes after I touch it.”

He broke into a dry laugh, sat down and deliberately lighted a fresh

cigarette.

She studied his face with beating heart. Was he lost beyond all hope

of reformation? Or was this the boyish bravado of an amateur criminal

poisoned by the consciousness of wrong? She tried to think. She felt the

red blood pounding through her heart and beating against her brain in

suffocating waves of despair.

In vivid flashes the scene of her marriage but two weeks ago, came back

in tormenting memories. The solemn words she had spoken kept ringing

like the throb of a funeral bell far up in the star-lit heavens----

“I, MARY ADAMS, TAKE THEE, JAMES ANTHONY, TO MY WEDDED HUSBAND, TO HAVE

AND TO HOLD... FOR BETTER FOR WORSE, FOR RICHER FOR POORER, IN SICKNESS

AND IN HEALTH, TO LOVE, CHERISH, AND TO OBEY, TILL DEATH DO US PART,

ACCORDING TO GOD'S HOLY ORDINANCE; AND THERETO I GIVE THEE MY TROTH.”

The last solemn prayer kept ringing its deep-toned message over all----

“GOD THE FATHER, GOD THE SON, GOD THE HOLY GHOST, BLESS, PRESERVE, AND

KEEP YOU; THE LORD MERCIFULLY WITH HIS FAVOR LOOK UPON YOU, AND FILL YOU

WITH ALL SPIRITUAL BENEDICTION AND GRACE; THAT YE MAY SO LIVE TOGETHER

IN THIS LIFE, THAT IN THE WORLD TO COME YE MAY HAVE LIFE EVERLASTING.

AMEN.”

In a sudden rush of desperate pity for herself and the man to whom she

was bound, she dropped on her knees by his side, slipped her arms about

his neck and clung to him, sobbing.

“Oh, Jim, Jim, man,” she whispered hoarsely. “I can't see you sink into

hell like this! Have you no real love in your heart for the woman who

has given all? Have mercy on me! Have mercy! You can't mean the hideous

things you've just said! You've been crazed by your losses. You're just

a boy yet. Life is all before you. You're only twenty-four. I'm just

twenty-four. We can both begin anew. I've never lived until these

past weeks--neither have you. You couldn't drag me down into a life of

crime----”

Her head sank and her voice choked into silence. He made no movement of

his hand to soothe her. His voice was not persuasive. It was hard and

cold.

“I'm not asking you to help me on any of my jobs,” he said. “I'm the

financier of the family. You can say the prayers and keep house.”

“Knowing that you are a criminal? That your hands are stained with human

blood?”

“Why not?” he snapped, the blue blaze flashing again in his eyes.

“Suppose you were the wife of the gentlemanly lawyer-thief who robbed

me, using the law instead of a jimmy--would you bother your little head

about my business? Does his wife ask him where he got it? Does anybody

know or care? He lives on Fifth Avenue now. He bought a palace up there

the day after he got my money. We passed it on the way to the Park the

day I met you. A line of carriages was standing in front and finely

dressed women were running up the red carpet that led down the stoop and

under the canopy to the curb. Did any of the gay dames who smiled and

smirked at that thief's wife ask how he got the money to buy the house?

Not much. Would they have cared if they had known? They'd have called

him a shrewd lawyer--that's all! Do you reckon his wife worries about

such tricks of trade? Why should mine worry?”

She gripped his hand with desperate pleading.

“Oh, Jim, dear, you can't be a criminal at heart! I wouldn't have loved

you if it had been true. I can't believe it! I won't believe it. You're

posing. You don't mean this. You can't mean it. You're going to return

every dishonest dollar that you've taken.”

“You don't know what you're talking about!”

He closed his jaw with a snap and leaned close in eager, tense

excitement.

“Do you know how much junk I've piled into a little box in my shop the

past three months?”

“I don't care--I don't want to know!”

“You've got to care--you've got to know now! It's worth a hundred

thousand dollars, do you hear? A hundred thousand dollars! It would take

me a life-time to earn that on a salary. In two weeks after we get back

to New York with my new invention that lawyer advised me to make, I'll

go through his house--I'll open his safe, I'll take every diamond, every

pearl and every scrap of stolen jewelry his wife's wearing. And I won't

leave a fingerprint on the window sill. I've got two of his servants

working for me.

“In six months I'll be worth half a million. In a year I'll pull off

the big haul I'm planning and I'll be a millionaire. We'll retire from

business then--just like they did. We'll build our marble palace down at

Bay Ridge and our yacht will nod in the harbor. We'll spend our summers

in Europe when we like and every snob and fool in New York will fall

over himself to meet me. And every woman will envy my wife. I'm young,

Kiddo, but I've cut my eye teeth. You've just been born. I'm running the

business end of this thing. You think you can reform me. You can--AFTER

I'VE MADE OUR PILE. I'll join the church then and sing louder than that

lawyer. But if you think you're going to stop my business career at this

stage of the game--forget it, forget it!”

He sprang up with a quick movement of his tense body and threw her off.

She rose and watched his restless steps as he paced the floor. Her mind

was numb as if from a mortal blow. She brushed the tangled ringlets of

brown hair back from her forehead, drew the handkerchief from her belt

and wiped the perspiration from her brow.

Before she could gather the strength to speak, he wheeled suddenly and

confronted her:

“I've known from the first, Kiddo, that you're not the kind to help in

this business. I don't expect it. I don't ask it. I need a ranch

like this down here for storage. I'm going to take the old woman into

partnership with me.”

She started back in an instinctive recoil of horror.

“Your MOTHER?”

He nodded.

“Yep!”

She drew a step nearer and peered into his set face.

“YOU WILL MAKE YOUR OWN MOTHER A CRIMINAL?”

“Sure!” he growled. “That's what I came down here for.”

“She won't do it!”

“She won't, eh?” he sneered. “Look at this hog pen!”

He swept the bare, wretched cabin with a gesture of contempt and

shrugged his shoulders.

“Look at the rags she's wearing,” he went on savagely. “When we talk

it over tonight with that five thousand dollars in gold shining in

her eyes--I'm going to show her a lot o' things she never saw before,

Kiddo--take it from me!”

She answered in slow, even tones:

“I can't live with you, Jim.”

The blue flames beneath the drooping eyelids were leaping now in the

yellow glare of the candle's rays. The muscles of his body were knotted.

His voice came from his throat a low growl.

“Do you know who you're fooling with?”

The blood of a clean life flamed in her cheeks and nerved her with

reckless daring. Her figure stiffened and her voice rang with defiant

scorn:

“Yes. I know at last--a thief who would drag his own mother down to hell

with him!”

Not a muscle of his powerful body moved; his face was a stolid mask. He

threw his words slowly through his teeth:

“Now you listen to me. You're my wife. I didn't invent this marriage

game. I played it as I found it. And that's the way you're going to play

it. You're good and sweet and clean--I like that kind, and I won't

have no other. You're mine. MINE, do you hear! Mine for life--body and

soul--`FOR BETTER FOR WORSE, FOR RICHER FOR POORER, IN SICKNESS AND IN

HEALTH, TO LOVE, CHERISH'----”

He paused and thrust his massive jaw squarely into her face:

“`----AND OBEY!'” he hissed, “`UNTIL DEATH DO US PART, ACCORDING TO

GOD'S HOLY ORDINANCE'--you said it, didn't you?”

“Yes----”

“Well?”

She turned from him with sudden aversion:

“I didn't know what you were----”

“Nobody ever knows BEFORE they're married!” he broke in savagely. “You

took your chances. I took mine--`FOR BETTER FOR WORSE.' We'll just say

now it's for worse and let it go at that!”

The little body stiffened.

“I'll die first!”

He held her gaze without words, searching the depths of her being with

the cold, blue flame in his drooping eyes. If she were bluffing, it was

easy. She could talk her head off for all he cared. If she meant it, he

might have his hands full unless he mastered the situation at once and

for all time.

There was no sign of yielding to his iron will. An indomitable soul had

risen in her frail body and defied him. His decision was instantaneous.

“Oh, you'll die sooner than live with me--eh?”

There was something hideous in the cold venom with which he drawled

the words. Her heart fairly stopped its beating. With the last ounce of

courage left, she held her place and answered:

“Yes!”

With the sudden crouch of a tiger he drew his clenched fist to strike.

“Forget it!”

She sprang back with terror, her body trembling in pitiful weakness.

“You snivelling little coward!” he growled.

“Oh, Jim, Jim,” she faltered,--“you--you--couldn't strike me!”

A step nearer and he stood over her, his big, flat head thrust forward,

his eyes gleaming, his muscles knotted in blind rage.

“No--I won't STRIKE you,” he whispered. “I'll just KILL you--that's

all!”

With the leap of an infuriated beast he sprang on her and his sharp

fingers gripped her throat.

The world went black and she felt herself sinking into a bottomless

abyss. With maniac energy she tore his hands from her throat and the

warm blood streamed from the gash his nails had torn.

“Jim! Jim! For God's sake!” she moaned in abject terror.

With a sullen growl, his fingers, sharp as a leopard's claw, found her

neck again and closed with a grip that sent the blood surging to her

brain and her eyes starting from their sockets.

The one hideous thought that flashed through her mind was that he was

going to plunge his claws into her eyes and blind her for life. He

could hold her his prisoner then. She made a last desperate struggle

for breath, her hands relaxed, she drooped and sank to the couch toward

which he had hurled her in the first rush of his assault.

He lifted her and choked the slender neck again to make sure, loosed his

hands and the limp body dropped on the couch and was still.

He stood watching her in silence, his arms at his side.

“Damned little fool!” he muttered. “I had to give you that lesson. The

sooner the better!”

He waited with contemptuous indifference until she slowly recovered

consciousness. She lay motionless for a long time and then slowly opened

her eyes.

Thank God! They had not been gouged out as poor Ella's. She didn't mind

the warm blood that soaked her collar and ran down her neck. If he would

only spare her eyes. Blindness had been her one unspeakable terror. She

closed her eyes again and silently prayed for strength. Her strength was

gone. Wave after wave of sickening, cowardly terror swept her prostrate

soul. She could feel his sullen presence--his body with its merciless

strength towering above her. She dared not look. She knew that he was

watching her with cruel indifference. A single cry, a single word and he

might thrust his claw into her eyes and the light of the world would go

out forever.

Her terror was too hideous; she could endure it no longer. She must

move. She must try to save herself. She lifted her head and caught his

steady, venomous gaze.

A quick, sliding movement of abject fear and she was erect, facing him

and backing away silently.

He followed with even step, his gaze holding her as the eyes of a snake

its victim. She would not let him know her terror of blindness. She

preferred death a thousand times. If he would only kill her outright it

was all the mercy she would ask.

“You--won't--kill--me--Jim!” she sobbed. “Please--please, don't kill

me!”

He lifted his sharp finger and followed her toward the shed-room door,

his voice the triumphant cry of an eagle above his prey.

“`FOR BETTER, FOR WORSE--UNTIL DEATH DO US PART!'”

Her heart gave a bound of cowardly joy. He had relented. He would not

blind her. She could live. She was young and life was sweet.

She tried to smile her surrender through her tears as she backed slowly

away from his ominous finger.

“Yes, I'll try--Jim. I'll try--`UNTIL DEATH DO US PART--UNTIL

DEATH--UNTIL DEATH----'”

Her voice broke into a flood of tears as she blindly felt her way

through the door and into the darkened room.

He paused on the threshold, held the creaking board shutter in his hand

and broke into a laugh.

“The world ain't big enough for you to get away from me, Kiddo. Good

night--a good little wife now and it's all right!”

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