WAYS AND MEANS
"Ah! well may the children weep before you!
They are weary ere they run;
They have never seen the sunshine, nor the glory
Which is brighter than the Sun."
THE cold wave that was ushered in that December morning was the
beginning of a long series of days that vied with each other as to
which could induce the mercury to drop the lowest. The descent of
the temperature seemed to have a like effect on the barrel of
potatoes and the load of coal in the Wiggses' parlor.
Mrs. Wiggs's untiring efforts to find employment had met with no
success, and Jim's exertions were redoubled; day by day his scanty
earnings became less sufficient to meet the demands of the family.
On Christmas eve they sat over the stove, after the little ones had
gone to bed, and discussed the situation. The wind hurled itself
against the house in a very frenzy of rage, shaking the icicles from
the window-ledge and hissing through the patched panes. The snow
that sifted in through the loose sash lay unmelted on the sill. Jim
had a piece of old carpet about him, and coughed with almost every
breath. Mrs. Wiggs's head was in her hands, and the tears that
trickled through her crooked fingers hissed as they fell on the
stove. It was the first time Jim had ever seen her give up.
"Seems like we'll have to ast fer help, Jim," she said. "I can't
ast fer credit at Mr. Bagby's; seems like I'd never have the
courage to pull agin a debt. What do you think? I guess--it looks
like mebbe we'll have to apply to the organization."
Jim's eyes flashed. "Not yet, ma!" he said, firmly. "It 'ud be with
us like it was with the Hornbys; they didn't have nothin' to eat,
and they went to the organization ant the man asted 'em if they had
a bed or a table, an' when they said yes, he said, 'Well, why don't
you sell 'em?' No, ma! As long as we've got coal I'll git the
vittles some way!" He had to pause, for a violent attack of coughing
shook him from head to foot. "I think I can git a night job next
week; one of the market-men comes in from the country ever' night to
git a early start next morning an' he ast me if I'd sleep in his
wagon from three to six an' keep his vegetables from bein' stole.
That 'ud gimme time to git home an' git breakfast, an' be down to
the fact'ry by seven."
"But, Jimmy boy," cried his mother, her voice quivering with
anxiety, "you never could stan' it night an' day too! No, I'll
watch the wagon; I'll--"
A knock on the parlor door interrupted her. She hastily dried her
eyes and smoothed her hair. Jim went to the door.
"I've a Christmas basket for you!" cried a cheery voice.
"Is this Christmas?" Jim asked dully.
The girl in the doorway laughed. She was tall and slender, but Jim
could only see a pair of sparkling eyes between the brim of the hat
and her high fur collar. It was nice to hear her laugh, though; it
made things seem warmer somehow. The colored man behind her
deposited a large basket on the doorstep.
"It's from the church," she explained; "a crowd of us are out in
the omnibus distributing baskets."
"Well, how'd you ever happen to come here?" cried Mrs. Wiggs, who
had come to the door.
"There is one for each of the mission-school families; just a little
Christmas greeting, you know."
Mrs. Wiggs's spirits were rising every minute. "Well, that certainly
is kind an' thoughtful like," she said. "Won't you--" she hesitated;
the room she had just left was not in a condition to receive guests,
but Mrs. Wiggs was a Kentuckian. "Come right in an' git warm," she
said cordially; "the stove's died down some, but you could git
thawed out."
"No, thank you, I can't come in," said the young lady, with a side
glance at Jim, who was leaning against the door. "Have you plenty of
coal?" she asked, in an undertone.
"Oh, yes'm, thank you," said Mrs. Wiggs, smiling reassuringly. Her
tone might have been less confident, but for Jim's warning glance.
Every fiber of his sensitive nature shrank from asking help.
The girl was puzzled; she noticed the stamp of poverty on everything
in sight except the bright face of the little woman before her.
"Well," she said doubtfully, "if you ever want--to come to see me,
ask for Miss Lucy Olcott at Terrace Park. Good night, and a happy
Christmas!"
She was gone, and the doorway looked very black and lonesome in
consequence. But there was the big basket to prove she was not
merely an apparition, and it took both Jim and his mother to carry
it in. Sitting on the floor, they unpacked it. There were
vegetables, oatmeal, fruit, and even tea and coffee. But the
surprise was at the very bottom! A big turkey, looking so comical
with his legs stuck in his body that Jim laughed outright.
"It's the first turkey that's been in this house fer many a day!"
said Mrs. Wiggs, delightedly, as she pinched the fat fowl. "I 'spect
Europena'll be skeered of it, it's so big. My, but we'll have a
good dinner to-morrow! I'll git Miss Hazy an' Chris to come over
an' spend the day, and I'll carry a plate over to Mrs. Schultz, an'
take a little o' this here tea to ole Mrs. Lawson."
The cloud had turned inside out for Mrs. Wiggs, and only the silver
lining was visible. Jim was doing a sum on the brown paper that came
over the basket, and presently he looked up and said slowly:
"Ma, I guess we can't have the turkey this year. I kin sell it fer a
dollar seventy-five, and that would buy us hog-meat fer a good
while."
Mrs. Wiggs's face fell, and she twisted her apron-string in silence.
She had pictured the joy of a real Christmas dinner, the first the
youngest children had ever known; she had already thought of half a
dozen neighbors to whom she wanted to send "a little snack." But one
look at Jim's anxious face recalled their circumstances.
"Of course we'll sell it," she said brightly. "You have got the
longest head fer a boy! We'll sell it in the mornin', an' buy
sausage fer dinner, an' I'll cook some of these here nice
vegetables an' put a orange an' some candy at each plate, an' the
childern'll never know nothin' 'bout it. Besides," she added, "if
you ain't never et turkey meat you don't know how good it is."
But in spite of her philosophy, after Jim had gone to bed she
slipped over and took one more look at the turkey.
"I think I wouldn't 'a' minded so much," she said, wistfully, "ef
they hadn't 'a' sent the cramberries, too!"
For ten days the basket of provisions and the extra money made by
Jim's night work and Mrs. Wiggs's washing supplied the demands of
the family; but by the end of January the clouds had gathered
thicker than before.
Mrs. Wiggs's heart was heavy, one night, as she tramped home through
the snow after a hard day's work. The rent was due, the coal was
out, and only a few potatoes were left in the barrel. But these were
mere shadow troubles, compared to Jim's illness; he had been too
sick to go to the factory that morning, and she dared not think what
changes the day may have brought. As she lifted the latch of her
rickety door the sobbing of a child greeted her; it was little
Europena, crying for food. For three days there had been no bread in
the house, and a scanty supply of potatoes and beans had been their
only nourishment.
Mrs. Wiggs hastened to where Jim lay on a cot in the corner; his
cheeks were flushed, and his thin, nervous fingers picked at the old
shawl that covered him.
"Jim," she said, kneeling beside him and pressing his hot hand to
her cheek, "Jim, darling lemme go fer the doctor. You're worser
than you was this mornin', an'--an'--I'm so skeered!" Her voice
broke in a sob.
Jim tried to put his arm around her, but something hurt him in his
chest when he moved, so he patted her hand instead.
"Never mind, ma," he said, his breath coming short; "we ain't got no
money to buy the medicine, even if the doctor did come. You go git
some supper, now; an', ma, don't worry; I'm goin' to take keer of
you all! Only--only," he added, wearily, "I guess I can't sleep in
the wagon to-night."
Slowly the hours passed until midnight. Mrs. Wiggs had pulled Jim's
cot close to the stove, and applied vigorous measures to relieve
him. Her efforts were unceasing, and one after another the homely
country remedies were faithfully administered. At twelve o'clock he
grew restless.
"Seems like I'm hot, then agin I'm cold," he said, speaking with
difficulty. "Could you find a little somethin' more to put over me,
ma?"
Mrs. Wiggs got up and went toward the bed. The three little girls
lay huddled under one old quilt, their faces pale and sunken. She
turned away abruptly, and looked toward the corner where Billy slept
on a pallet. The blankets on his bed were insufficient even for him.
She put her hands over her face, and for a moment dry sobs convulsed
her. The hardest grief is often that which leaves no trace. When she
went back to the stove she had a smile ready for the sick boy.
"Here's the very thing," she said; "it's my dress skirt. I don't
need it a mite, settin' up here so clost to the fire. See how nice
it tucks in all 'round!"
For a while he lay silent, then he said: "Ma, are you 'wake?"
"Yes, Jim."
"Well, I bin thinking it over. If I ain't better in the morning I
guess--" the words came reluctantly--"I guess you'd better go
see the Christmas lady. I wouldn't mind her knowin' so much. 'T
won't be fer long, nohow, cause I kin take keer of you all
soon--soon 's I kin git up."
The talking brought on severe coughing, and he sank back exhausted.
"Can't you go to sleep, honey?" asked his mother.
"No, it's them ole wheels," he said fretfully, "them wheels at the
fact'ry; when I git to sleep they keep on wakin' me up."
Mrs. Wiggs's hands were rough and knotted, but love taught them to
be gentle as she smoothed his hot head.
"Want me to tell you 'bout the country, Jim?" she asked.
Since he was a little boy he had loved to hear of their old home in
the valley. His dim recollection of it all formed his one conception
of heaven.
"Yes, ma; mebbe it will make me fergit the wheels," he said.
"Well," she began, putting her head beside his on the pillow, so he
could not watch her face, "it was all jes' like a big front yard
without no fences, an' the flowers didn't belong to folks like they
do over on the avenue, where you dassent pick a one; but they was
God's, an' you was welcome to all you could pull. An' there was
trees, Jim, where you could climb up an' git big red apples, an'
when the frost 'ud come they'd be persimmons that 'ud jes' melt in
yer mouth. An' you could look 'way off 'crost the meaders, an' see
the trees a-wavin' in the sunshine, an' up over yer head the birds
'ud be singin' like they was never goin' to stop. An' yer pa an' me
'ud take you out at the harvestin' time, an' you 'ud play on the
hay-stacks. I kin remember jes' how you looked, Jim--a fat little
boy, with red cheeks a-laughin' all the time."
Mrs. Wiggs could tell no more, for the old memories were too much
for her. Jim scarcely knew when she stopped; his eyes were half
closed, and a sweet drowsiness was upon him.
"It's nice an' warm in the sunshine," he murmured; "the meaders an'
trees--laughin' all the time! Birds singin', singin', singin'."
Then Jim began to sing too, softly and monotonously, and the sorrow
that had not come with years left his tired face, and he fearlessly
drifted away into the Shadowy Valley where his lost childhood lay.