When I returned to the garden, I found that the Père Arsène was seized
by an access of that dreadful malady, whose intervals of comparative
release are but periods of dread or despondence. The tertian of Egypt,
so fatal among the French troops, now numbered him among its victims,
and he looked worn and exhausted, like one after weeks of illness.
My first care was to present myself to the official whose business it
was to inspect the passports, and by explaining the condition of my poor
friend, to entreat permission to delay my journey,--at least until
he should be somewhat recovered. The gruff old sergeant, however,
deliberately examined my passport, and as rigidly decided that I could
not remain. The words of the minister were clear and definite,--“Day
by day, without halt, to the nearest frontier of France,” was the
direction; and with this I must comply. In vain I assured him that no
personal convenience, no wish of my own, urged the request, but the duty
of humanity towards a fellow-traveller, and one who had strong claims on
every soldier of the Empire.
“Leave him to me, Monsieur,” was the only reply I could obtain; and the
utmost favor he would grant was the permission to take leave of my poor
friend before I started.
Amid all the sufferings of his malady, I found the good priest dwelling
in his mind on the scene with the vivandière,--which, perhaps, from
the impressionable character of a sick man's temperament, had entirely
filled his thoughts; and thus he wandered from the subject of his
sorrows to hers, with scarcely a transition between them.
When I mentioned the necessity of our parting, he seemed to feel it more
on my account than his own.
“I wished to have reached Paris with you,” he repeated over and over.
“It was not impossible I could have arranged your return home. But you
must go down to Sèvres,--the priest there, whoever he may be, will know
of me; tell him everything without reserve. I am too ill to write, but
if I get better soon--Well, well; that poor girl is an orphan too; and
Alphonse was an orphan. With what misery have we struggled in France
since this man has ruled our destinies! how have the crimes of a people
brought their retribution to every heart and every home!--none
too low, none too humble, to feel them. Leave this land; no blessing can
rest upon it now. Poor thing! how worthy of a better lot she is! If this
same officer should know,--it is not impossible. But, why do I say this?
No, no; you'll never meet him now.”
He continued to mutter thus some broken and disjointed sentences,
half-aloud, for some minutes, apparently unconscious of my presence.
“He was in a regiment of the Guard. Alas! she told me which, but I
forget it now; but his name, surely I remember his name! Well, well, it
is a sad story. Adieu, my dear child! good-by! We have each a weary
road before us; but my journey, although the longest, will be soonest
accomplished. Do not forget my words to you. Your own country, and your
country's cause, above every other; all else is the hireling's part. The
sense of duty alone can sustain a man in the trials which fit him for
this world, or that better one which is to follow. Adieu!” He threw his
arm around me as he said this, and leaned exhausted and faint upon my
shoulder.
The few who journey through life with little sympathy or friendship from
their fellow-men, may know how it rent my heart to part with one to whom
I clung every hour closer; my throat swelled and throbbed, and I could
only articulate a faint good-by as we parted. As the door was closing, I
heard his voice again.
“Yes, I have it now; I remember it well,--'Le Capitaine Burke.'”
I started in amazement, for during all our intercourse he had never
asked nor had I told my name, and I stood unable to speak; when he
continued,--“You 'll think of the name,--she said, too, he was on the
staff,--'Burke!' Poor girl!”
I did not wait for more, but like one flying from some dreaded enemy I
rushed through the garden, and gained the road, my heart torn with many
a conflicting thought; the bitterest of all being the memory of Minette,
the orphan girl, who alone of all the world cared for me. Oh! if strong,
deep-rooted affection, the love of a whole heart, can raise the spirit
above the every-day contentions of the world,--can ennoble thought,
refine sentiments, and divest life of all its meaner traits, making a
path of flowers among the rocks and briers of our worldly pilgrimage; so
does the possession of affection for which we cannot give requital throw
a gloom over the soul, for which there is no remedy. Better, a thousand
times better, had I borne all the solitary condition of my lot,
unrelieved by one token of regard, than think of her who had wrecked her
fortunes on my own.
With many a sad thought I plodded onward. The miles passed over seemed
like the events in some troubled dream; and of my journey I have not a
recollection remaining. It was late in the evening when I reached the
Barrière de l'Étoile, and entered Paris. The long lines of lamps along
the quays, the glittering reflection in the calm river, the subdued but
continual hum of a great city, awoke me from my reverie, and I bethought
me that my career of life must now begin anew, and all my energies must
be called on to fashion out my destiny.
On the morning after my arrival I presented myself, in compliance with
the requisite form, before the minister of police. Little information
of mine was necessary to explain the circumstances under which I was
placed. He was already thoroughly acquainted with the whole, and seemed
in nowise disposed to evince any undue lenity towards one who had
voluntarily quitted the service of the Emperor.
“Where do you purpose to remain, sir?” said the préfet, as he concluded
a lengthened and searching scrutiny of my appearance.
“In Paris,” I replied, briefly.
“In Paris, I suppose,” said he, with a slight derisive curl of the
lip,--“of that I should think there can be little doubt; but I wished to
ascertain more accurately your address,--in what part of the city.”
“As yet I cannot tell; I am almost a stranger here. A day or two will,
however, enable me to choose, and then I shall return here with the
intelligence.”
“That is sufficient, sir; I shall expect to see you soon.”
He waved his hand in sign to me to withdraw, and I was but too happy to
follow the indication. As I hastened down the stairs, and forced my way
through the crowd of persons who awaited an audience with the préfet,
I heard a voice close to my ear whisper, “A word; one word with you,
Monsieur.” Conceiving, however, it could not have been intended for me,
to whom no face there was familiar, I passed on, and reached the court.
The noise of footsteps rapidly moving on the grave behind me induced
me to turn; and I beheld a small, miserably-dressed man, whose spare and
wasted form bespoke the sorest trials of poverty, advancing towards me,
hat in hand.
“Will you deign me one word, Monsieur?” said he, in a voice whose tone,
although that of entreaty, was yet remote from the habitual accent of
one asking alms.
“You must mistake me,” said I, desirous to pass on; “I am unknown to
you.”
“True, sir; but it is as a stranger I take the liberty of addressing
you. I heard you say just now that you had not fixed on any place of
abode in Paris; now, if I might venture to entreat your preference for
this establishment, it would be too much honor for me, its poor master.”
Here he placed in my hands a small card, inscribed with the words,
“Pension Bourgeoise, Rue de Mi-Carême, Boulevard Mont Parnasse, No. 46,”
at top; and beneath was a paragraph, setting forth the economical fact
that a man might eat, drink, and sleep for the sum of twelve francs a
week, enjoying the delights of “agreeable society, pleasant environs,
and all the advantages of a country residence.”
It was with difficulty I could avoid a smile at the shivering figure
who ventured to present himself as an inducement to try the fare of his
house. Whether my eyes did wander from the card to his countenance, or
any other gesture of mine betrayed my thoughts, the old man seemed to
divine what was passing in my mind, and said,--
“Monsieur will not pronounce on the 'pension' from the humble guise of
its master. Let him but try it; and I promise that these poor rags, this
miserable figure, has no type within the walls.”
There was a tone of deep dejection, mingled with a sense of conscious
pride, in which he said these few words, that at once decided me not to
grieve him by a refusal.
“You may count on me, then, Monsieur,” said I. “My stay here is so far
uncertain, that it depends not altogether on myself; but for the present
I am your guest.”
I took my purse from my pocket as I spoke, knowing the custom in these
humbler boarding-houses was to pay in advance; but the old man reddened
slightly, and motioned with his hand a refusal.
“Monsieur is a captain in the Guards,” said he, proudly; “no more is
necessary.”
“You mistake, friend, I am no longer so; I have left the army.”
“Left it, _en retraite?_” said he, inquiringly.
“Not so; left it at my own free will and choice. And now, perhaps, I
had better tell you, that as I may not enjoy any considerable share of
goodwill from the police authorities here, my presence might be less
acceptable to your other guests, or to yourself.”
The old man's eyes sparkled as I spoke, and his lips moved rapidly, as
though he were speaking to himself; then, taking my hand, he pressed it
to his lips, and said,--
“Monsieur could not be more welcome than at present. Shall we expect you
to-day at dinner?”
“Be it so. Your hour?”
“Four o'clock, to the moment. Do not forget the number, 46 Monsieur
Rubichon; the house with a large garden in front.”
“Till then,” said I, bowing to my host, whose ceremonious politeness
made me feel my own salute an act of rudeness in comparison.
As I parted from the old man, I was glad at the relief to my own
thoughts which even thus much of speculation afforded, and sauntered on,
fancying many a strange conceit about the “pension” and its inhabitants.
At last the hour drew near; and having placed my few effects in a
cabriolet, I set out for the distant boulevard of Mont Parnasse.
I remarked with pleasure, that as we went along the streets and
thoroughfares became gradually less and less crowded; scarcely a
carriage of any kind was to be met with. The shops were, for the most
part, the quiet, unpretending-looking places one sees in a provincial
town; and an air of peacefulness and retirement prevailed, strongly at
variance with the clamor and din of the heart of the capital. This was
more than ever so as we emerged upon the boulevard itself: on one side
of which houses, at long straggling intervals, alone were to be seen;
at the other, the country lay open to the view, with its orchards and
gardens, for miles away.
“_Saprelotte!_” said the driver, who, like so many of his calling, was a
blunt son of Alsace,--“_saprelotte!_ we have come to the end of the world
here. How do you call the strange street you are looking for?”
“The Rue de Mi-Carême.”
“Mi-Carême? I 'd rather you lived there than me; that name does not
promise much in regard to good feeding. Can this be it?”
As he spoke he pointed with his whip to a narrow, deserted-looking
street, which opened from the boulevard. The houses were old and
dilapidated, but stood in small gardens, and seemed like the remains
of the villa residences of the Parisians in times long past. A few more
modern edifices, flaring with red brick fronts, were here and there
scattered amongst them; but for all the decay and dismantlement of the
others, they seemed like persons of rank and condition in the company of
their inferiors.
Few of the larger houses were inhabited. Large placards, “à louer,”
on the gateways or the broken railings of the garden, set forth the
advantages of a handsome residence, situated between court and garden;
but the falling roofs and broken windows were in sad discordance with
the eulogy.
The unaccustomed noise of wheels, as we went along, drew many to the
doors to stare at us, and in the gathering groups I could mark the
astonishment so rare a spectacle as a cabriolet afforded in these
secluded parts.
“Is this the Rue Mi-Carême?” said the driver to a boy, who stood gazing
in perfect wonderment at our equipage.
“Yes,” muttered the child,--“yes. Who are you come for now?”
“Come for, my little man? Not for any one. What do you mean by that?”
“I thought it was the commissary,” said the boy.
“Ah, _sapperment!_ I knew we were in a droll neighborhood,” murmured the
driver. “It would seem they never see a cabriolet here except when it
brings the _commissaire de police_ to look after some one.”
If this reflection did not tend to allay my previous doubts upon the
nature of the locality, it certainly aided to excite my curiosity, and
I was determined to persist in my resolution of at least seeing the
interior of the “pension.”
“Here we are at last,” cried the driver, throwing down his whip on the
horse's back, as he sprang to the ground, and read aloud from a board
fastened to a tree, “'Pension Bourgeoise. M. Rubichon, propriétaire.'
Shall I wait for monsieur?”
“No. Take out that portmanteau and cloak; I'm not going back now.”
A stare of most undisguised astonishment was the only reply he made, as
he took forth my baggage, and placed it at the little gate.
“You 'll be coming home at night,” said he, at length; “shall I come
to fetch you? Not to-night,” repeated he, in amazement. “Well, adieu,
Monsieur,--you know best; but I 'd not come a-pleasuring up here, if I
was a young fellow like you.”
As he drove away, I turned to look at the building before me, which up
to this time I had not sufficiently noted. It was a long, two-storied
house, which evidently at an early period had been a mansion of no mean
pretension. The pilasters which ornamented the windows, the balustrades
of the parapet, and the pediment above the entrance, were still
remaining, though in a dilapidated condition. The garden in front showed
also some signs of that quaint taste originally borrowed from the Dutch,
and the yew-trees still preserved some faint resemblance to the beasts
and animals after which they had once been fashioned, though time and
growth had altered the outlines, and given to many a goodly lion or stag
the bristly coat of a porcupine. A little fountain, which spouted from
a sea-monster's nostrils, was grass-grown and choked with weeds.
Everything betokened neglect and ruin; even the sundial had fallen
across the walk, and lay moss-grown and forgotten; as though to say that
Time had no need of a record there. The _jalousies_, which were closed
in every window, permitted no view of the interior; nor did anything,
save a faint curl of light blue smoke from one chimney, give token of
habitation.
I could not help smiling to myself at the absurd fancy which had
suffered me to feel that this deserted quarter, this lonesome dwelling,
contained anything either adventurous or strange about it, or that
I should find either in the “pension” or its guests wherewithal to
interest or amuse me. With this thought I opened the wicket, and,
crossing the garden, pulled the bell-rope that hung beside the door.
The deep clanging echoed again and again to my summons, and ere it
ceased the door was opened, and M. Rubichon himself stood before me: no
longer, however, the M. Rubichon of the morning, in garments of worn
and tattered poverty, but attired in a suit which, if threadbare, was
at least clean and respectable-looking,--a white vest, and ruffles also,
added to the air of neatness of his costume; and whether from his
own deserts, or my surprise at the transformation, he seemed to me to
possess the look and bearing of a true gentleman.
Having welcomed me with the well-bred and easy politeness of one who
knew the habits of society, he gave orders to a servant girl to conduct
me to a room, adding, “May I beg of monsieur to make a rapid toilet, for
the dinner will be served in less than ten minutes?”
The M. Rubichon of the morning no more prepared me for that gentleman at
evening than did the ruinous exterior of the dwelling for the neat and
comely chamber into which I was now installed. The articles of furniture
were few, but scrupulously clean; and the white curtains of the little
bed, the cherry-wood chairs, the table, with its gray marble top,--all
were the perfection of that propriety which gives even to humble things
a look of elegance.
I had but time to make a slight change in my dress when the bell sounded
for dinner, and at the same instant a gentle knock came to my door. It
was M. Rubichon, come to conduct me to the _salle_, and anxious to know
if I were satisfied with my chamber.
“In summer, Monsieur, if we shall have the happiness of possessing you
here at that season, the view of the garden is delightful from this
window; and,--you have not noticed it, of course, but there is a little
stair, which descends from the window into the garden, which you will
find a great convenience when you wish to walk. This way, now. We are a
small party to-day, and indeed shall be for a few weeks. What name shall
I have the honor to announce?”
“Mr. Burke.”
“Ah! an Irish name,” said he, smiling, as he threw open the door of a
spacious but simply furnished apartment, in which about a dozen persons
were standing or sitting around the stove.
I could not help remarking, that as Monsieur Rubichon presented me to
his other guests, my name seemed to meet a kind of recognition from each
in turn. My host perceived this, and explained it at once by saying,--
“We have a namesake of yours amongst us; not exactly at this moment,
for he is in Normandy, but he will be back in a week or so. Madame de
Langeac, let me present Mr. Burke.”
Monsieur Rubichon's guests were all persons somewhat advanced in life;
and though in their dress evincing a most unvarying simplicity and
economy, had yet a look of habitual good tone and breeding which could
not be mistaken. Among these, the lady to whom I was now introduced was
conspicuous, and in her easy and graceful reception of me, showed the
polished manners of one accustomed to the best society.
After some half-jesting observations, expressive of surprise that a
young man--and consequently, as she deemed, a gay one--should have
selected as his residence an unvisited quarter and a very retired house,
she took my arm, and proceeded to the dinner-room.
The dinner itself, and the table equipage, were in keeping with the
simplicity of the whole establishment; but if the fare was humble and
the wine of the very cheapest, all the habitudes of the very highest
society presided at the meal, and the polished ease and elegance, so
eminently the gift of ancient French manners, were conspicuous.
There prevailed among the guests all the intimacy of a large family;
at the same time a most courteous deference was remarkable, which never
approached familiarity. And thus they talked lightly and pleasantly
together of mutual friends and places they had visited; no allusion ever
being made to the popular topics of the day,--to me a most inexplicable
circumstance, and one which I could not avoid slightly expressing my
astonishment at to the lady beside me. She smiled significantly at my
remark, and merely said,--
“It is so agreeable to discuss matters where there can be no great
difference of opinion,--at least, no more than sharpens the wit of the
speakers,--that you will rarely hear other subjects talked of here.”
“But have the great events which are yet passing no interest?”
“Perhaps they interest too deeply to admit of much discussion,” said
she, with some earnestness of manner.
“But I am myself transgressing; and, what is still worse, losing you the
observations of Monsieur de Saint George on Madame de Sévigné.”
The remark was evidently made to change the current of our conversation;
and so I accepted it,--listening to the chit-chat around me, which, from
its novelty alone, possessed a most uncommon charm to my ears. It was
so strange to hear the allusions to the courtiers and the beauties of
bygone days made with all the freshness of yesterday acquaintance; and
the stores of anecdotes about the court of Louis the Fifteenth and the
Regency told with a piquancy that made the event seem like an occurrence
of the morning.
Before we retired to the drawing-room for coffee, I saw that the
“pension” was a Royalist establishment, and wondered how it happened
that I should have been selected by the host to make one of his guests.
Yet unquestionably there seemed no reserve towards me; on the contrary,
each evinced a tone of frankness and cordiality which made me perfectly
at ease, and well satisfied at the fortune which led me to the Rue
Mi-Carême.
The little parties of dominoes and piquet scattered through the _salon_;
some formed groups to converse; the ladies resumed their embroidery; and
all the occupations of indoor life were assumed with a readiness that
betokened habit, and gave to the “pension” the comfortable air of a
home.
Thus passed the first evening. The next morning the party assembled at
an early hour to breakfast; after which the gentlemen went out, and did
not appear until dinnertime,--day succeeding day in unvarying but to me
not unpleasing monotony. I rarely wandered from the large wilderness of
a garden near the house, and saw weeks pass over without a thought ever
occurring to me that life must not thus be suffered to ebb.