“Don't disturb yourselves, gentlemen,” said Bulling; “it will not take

more than two minutes, and then we can finish our smoke.”

The moment they stood facing each other Barney rushed, only to receive

a heavy blow which hurled him backward. It was plain he knew nothing of

the game. It was equally plain that the doctor was entirely master of

it. Again and again Barney rushed in wildly, the doctor easily blocking,

avoiding and sending in killing blows, till at length bloody, dazed,

panting, Barney had to lean against his friends to recover his wind

and strength. Opposite him, cool, smiling, and untouched, stood his

adversary.

“This is easy, boys,” he smiled. “Now, you young whipper-snapper,” he

continued, addressing Barney, “perhaps you've had enough. Let me tell

you, it's time for you to quit fooling, or, by the Eternal, I'll send

you to sleep!” As he spoke he closed his teeth with a savage snap.

“Will you say you're a liar?” said Barney, facing his opponent again,

and disregarding Dick's entreaties and warnings.

“Ah, quit it!” said the doctor contemptuously, “Come along, you fool, if

you must have it!”

Once more Barney rushed. As he did so Bulling stopped him with a

heavy left-hander on the face which sent him reeling backward, quickly

following with his right and again with a last terrific blow upon the

jaw of his dazed and reeling victim. Barney fell with a crash upon the

floor, and lay quiet. With a cry Dick sprang at Bulling, but half a

dozen men pulled him off.

“Let him come,” said Bulling, with a laugh, “I've a very fine assortment

of the same kind. Families supplied on reasonable terms.”

Meantime, while the men were struggling with Dick, Dr. Trent and Drake

were trying to revive poor Barney, bathing his face and hands.

“Stand back! Don't crowd about, men! Bring me a little brandy, someone,”

said Dr. Trent. “A more cowardly brute I've never seen. You're a

disgrace to the profession, Bulling.”

“Oh, thanks. I don't need your credentials, Trent,” said Bulling

cynically.

But Trent, ignoring him, devoted himself to Barney, who showed signs

of reviving. It was some minutes, however, before he could sit up.

Meanwhile Bulling with his friends retired to the lavatory.

“Here, Boyle,” said Treat, holding a glass to his lips as Barney sat up,

“a little more brandy and water.”

For a few moments after he drank the liquor Barney sat gazing stupidly

about. Then, as full consciousness returned, cried out, “Where is he?

He's not gone?” He seized the glass of brandy and water from Dr. Treat's

hands and drank it off. “Get me another,” he said. “Is he gone?” he

repeated, making an effort to rise.

“Never mind, Boyle, he's gone.”

“Wait till another day, Barney,” entreated Dick. “Never mind to-night.”

At this moment the sound of Dr. Bulling's voice, followed by loud

laughter, came from the lavatory. At once Barney stood up, walked to the

table, poured out a glass of brandy and drank it raw. For a minute he

stood stretching his arms.

“Ah, that's better,” he said, and started toward the lavatory, but Dick

clung to him.

“Barney, listen to me,” he entreated, his voice coming in broken sobs.

“He'll kill you. Let me take your place.”

“Dick, keep out of it,” said Barney. “Don't worry. He'll hurt me

no more, but he'll say it before I'm done.” And, throwing off the

restraining hands, he made his way into the lavatory. Dr. Bulling was

arranging his collar before a glass. As Barney entered he turned around.

“I'm sorry, Boyle,” he began, “but you brought it on yourself, you

know.”

Barney walked straight up to him.

“I didn't hear you say you are a liar.”

“Look here,” cried Bulling, “haven't you got enough. Be thankful you're

not killed. Go on! Get home! I don't run a butcher shop!”

“Will you say you're a liar and a cowardly liar?”

Barney's voice had in it the ring of cold steel.

“I say, boys,” said Bulling, appealing to the crowd, “keep this fool

off. I don't want to kill him.”

Foxmore, with some of the others, approached Barney.

“Now, Boyle, quit it,” said Foxmore. “There's no use, you see.” He laid

his hand on Barney's arm.

Barney put his hand against his breast, appearing to brush him aside,

but Foxmore touched nothing till he struck the wall ten feet away.

“Get back!” cried Barney, springing away from the men approaching him.

As he spoke, he seized a small oak dressing table by one of its legs,

swung it round his head, dashed it to pieces on the marble floor, and,

putting his foot upon the wreckage, with one mighty wrench had the leg

free in his hand.

“You men stand back,” he said in a low voice, “and don't any of you

interfere.”

Amazed at this exhibition of furious strength, the men started back to

their places, leaving a wide space about him.

“Good heavens!” said Bulling, his face turning a shade pale, “the man is

mad! Call a policeman, some of you.”

“Drake, lock that door and bring me the key,” said Barney.

As Barney put the key in his pocket and turned again toward Bulling,

the latter's pallor increased. “I take you men to witness,” he said,

appealing to the company, “if murder is done I'm not responsible. I'm

defending my life. Remember, I'll strike to kill.”

“No, Dr. Bulling,” said Barney, handing his club to Drake, “you won't

strike at all. I've had my lesson. You'll strike me no more. The boxing

exhibition is over. This is a fight till you can fight no more.”

The doctor's nerve was fast going. Barney stood cool, quiet, and

terrible.

“I'll give you your chance once again,” he said. “Will you say you are a

cowardly liar?”

Dr. Bulling glanced at the group back of him, read pain in their faces,

hesitated a moment, then, pulling himself together, said, with an

evident effort at bluster, “Not by a ---- sight! Come on! Take your

medicine!” But the lesson of the last half hour had not been lost on

Barney. Up and down the long room, circling about his man, feinting to

draw his attack, eluding, and again feinting, Barney kept his antagonist

in such rapid motion and so intensely on the alert that his wind began

to fail him, and it soon became evident that he could not stand the pace

for very long.

“You've got him!” cried Dick, in an ecstasy of expectation. “Keep it up,

Barney! That's the game! You'll have him in five minutes more!”

“Quite evident,” echoed Dr. Trent quietly, hugely enjoying the change in

the situation.

Dr. Bulling heard the words. His pallor deepened. Red blotches began to

appear on his cheek. The sweat stood out upon his forehead. His breath

came in short gasps. He knew he could not last much longer. His only

hope lay in immediate attack. He must finish off his man within the next

minute or accept defeat. Nature was now taking revenge upon him for his

long outraging of her laws. Barney, on the other hand, though bruised

and battered about the face, was stepping about easily and lightly,

without any sign of the terrible punishment he had suffered. Reading

his opponent's face he knew that the moment for a supreme effort had

arrived, and waited for his plan to develop. There was only one thing

for Bulling to do. Edging his opponent toward the corner and summoning

his fast failing strength for a final attack, he forced him hard back

into the angle of the wall. He had him now. One clean blow and all would

be over.

“Look out, Barney!” yelled Dick.

Suddenly, as if shot from a steel spring, Barney crouched low and

leaped at his man, and disregarding two heavy blows, thrust one long arm

forward and with his sinewy fingers gripped his enemy's throat. “Ha!” he

cried with savage exultation, holding off his foe at arm's length. “Now!

Now! Now!” As he uttered each word between his clenched teeth he shook

the gasping, choking wretch as a dog shakes a rat. In vain his victim

struggled to get free, now striking wild and futile blows, now clutching

and clawing at those terrible gripping fingers. His face grew purple;

his tongue protruded; his breath came in rasping gasps; his hands fell

to his side. “Keep your hands so,” hissed Barney, loosening his grip to

give him air. “Ha! would you? Don't you move!” gripping him hard again.

“There!” loosening once more, “now, are you a liar? Speak quick!” The

blue lips made an attempt at the affirmation of which the head made the

sign. “Say it again. Are you a liar?” Once more the head nodded and the

lips attempted to speak. “Yes,” said Barney, still through his clenched

teeth, “you are a cowardly liar!” The words came forth with terrible

deliberation. “I could kill you with my hands as you stand. But I won't,

you cur! I'll just do this.” As he spoke he once more tightened his grip

upon the throat and swung his open hand on the livid cheek.

“For God's sake, Boyle,” cried Foxmore, “let up! That's enough!”

“Yes, it's enough,” said Barney, flinging the semi-conscious man on

the floor, “it's enough for him. Foxmore, you laughed, I think, when

he uttered that lie,” he said in a voice smooth, almost sweet, but that

chilled the hearts of the hearers, “you laughed. You were a beastly cad,

weren't you? Speak!”

“What? I--I--” gasped Foxmore, backing into the corner.

“Quick, quick!” cried Barney, stepping lightly toward him on his toes,

“say it quick!” His fingers were working convulsively.

“Yes, yes, I was!” cried Foxmore, backing further away behind the

others.

“Yes,” cried Barney, his voice rising hoarse, “you would all of you

laugh at that brute ruin the name and honour of a lonely girl!” He

walked up and down before the group which stood huddled in the corner

in abject terror, more like a wild beast than a man. “You're not fit to

live! You're beasts of prey! No decent girl is safe from you!” His voice

rose loud and thin and harsh. He was fast losing hold of himself. His

ghastly face, bloody and horribly disfigured, made an appalling setting

for his blazing eyes. Nearer and nearer the crowd he walked, gnashing

and grinding his teeth till the foam fell from his lips. The wild fury

of his Highland ancestors was turning him into a wild beast with a

wild beast's lust of blood. Further and further back cowered the group

without a word, so utterly panic-stricken were they.

“Barney,” said Dick quietly, “come home.” He stopped short, with a

mighty effort recalling his reason. For a few moments he stood silent

looking at the floor, then, raising his eyes, he let them rest upon the

doctor, who was leaning against the wall, and, without a word, turned

and slowly passed out of the room.

“Gad!” said Foxmore, with a horrible gasp of relief, “if the devil looks

like that I never want to see him.”

XI

IOLA'S CHOICE

Iola was undoubtedly pleased; her lips parting in a half smile, her eyes

shining through half-closed lids, her whole face glowing with a warm

light proclaimed the joy in her heart. The morning letters lay on her

table. She sat some moments holding one which she had opened, while

she gazed dreamily out through the branches of the big elms that

overshadowed her window. She would not move lest the dream should break

and vanish. As she lay back in her chair looking out upon the moving

leaves and waving boughs, she allowed the past to come back to her. How

far away seemed the golden days of her Southern childhood. Almost her

first recollection of sorrow, certainly the first that made any deep

impression upon her heart, was when the men carried out her father in

a black box and when, leaving the big house with the wide pillared

veranda, she was taken to the chilly North. How terribly vivid was the

memory of her miserable girlhood, poverty pressed and loveless, her

soul beating like a caged bird against the bars of the cold and rigid

discipline of her aunt's well-ordered home. Then came the first glad

freedom from dependence when first she undertook to earn her own bread

as a teacher. Freedom and love came to her together, freedom and love

and friendship in the Manse and the Old Stone Mill. With the memory

of the Mill, there rose before her, clear-limned and vividly real, one

face, rugged, strong, and passionate, and the thought of him brought a

warmer light to her eyes and a stronger beat to her heart. Every feature

of the moonlight scene on the night of the barn-raising when first she

saw him stood out with startling distinctness, the new skeleton of the

barn gleaming bony and bare against the sky, the dusky forms crowding

about, and, sitting upon a barrel across the open moonlit space of the

barn floor, the dark-faced lad playing his violin and listening while

she sang. At that point it was that life for her began.

A new scene passed before her eyes. It was the Manse parlour, the music

professor with dirty, claw-like fingers but face alight with rapturous

delight playing for her while she sang her first great oratorio aria.

She could feel to-day that mysterious thrill in the dawning sense of new

powers as the old man, with his hands upon her shoulders, cried in his

trembling, broken voice, “My dear young lady, the world will listen to

you some day!” That was the beginning of her great ambition. That day

she began to look for the time when the world would come to listen.

Then followed weary days and weeks and months and years, weary with

self-denials new to her and with painful struggling with unmusical

pupils, for she needed bread; weary with heart-breaking strivings

and failings in the practice of her art, but, worst of all, weary to

heart-break with the patronage of the rich and flattering friends--how

she loathed it--of whom Dr. Bulling was the most insistent and the most

objectionable. And then this last campaign, with its plans and schemes

for a place in the great Philharmonic which would at once insure not

only her standing in the city, but a New York engagement as well. And

now the moment of triumph had arrived. The letter she held in her hand

was proof of it. She glanced once more at the written page, her eye

falling upon a phrase here and there, “We have succeeded at last--the

Duff Charringtons have surrendered--you only want a chance--here it

is--you can do the part well.” She smiled a little. Yes, she knew she

could do the part. “And now let nothing or nobody prevent you from

accepting Mrs. Duff Charrington's invitation for next Saturday. It is a

beautiful yacht and well found, and I am confident the great lady will

be gracious--bring your guitar with you, and if you will only be kind,

I foresee two golden days in store for me.” She allowed a smile slightly

sarcastic to curl her lips.

“The doctor is inclined to be poetical. Well, we shall see. Saturday?

That means Sunday spent on board the yacht. I wish they had it made

another day. Margaret won't like it, and Barney won't either.”

For a moment or two she allowed her mind to go back to the Sundays spent

in the Manse. She had never known the meaning of the day before. The

utter difference in feeling, in atmosphere, between that day and the

other days of the week, the subduing quiet, the soothing peace, and the

sense of sacredness that pervaded life on that day, made the Sabbaths

in the Manse like blessed isles of rest in the sea of time. Never, since

her two years spent there, had she been able to get quite away from the

sense of obligation to make the day differ from the ordinary days of the

week. No, she was sure Barney would not like it. Still, she could spend

its hours quietly enough upon the yacht.

She picked up another letter in a large square envelope, the address

written in bold characters. “This is the Duff Charrington invitation,

I suppose,” she said, opening the letter. “Well, she does it nicely,

at any rate, even if, as Dr. Bulling suggests, somewhat against her

inclination.”

Again she sat back in silent dreaming, her eyes looking far away down

the coming years of triumph. Surely enough, the big world was drawing

near to listen. All she had read of the great queens of song, Patti,

Nilsson, Rosa, Trebelli, Sterling, crowded in upon her mind, their

regal courts thronged by the great and rich of every land, their country

seats, their luxurious lives. At last her foot was in the path. It only

remained for her to press forward. Work? She well knew how hard must

be her daily lot. Yes, but that lesson she had learned, and thoroughly

well, during these past years, how to work long hours, to deny herself

the things her luxurious soul longed for, and, hardest of all, to bear

with and smile at those she detested. All these she would endure a

little longer. The days were coming when she would have her desire and

do her will.

She glanced at the other letters upon the table. “Barney,” she cried,

seizing one. An odd compunction struck into her heart. “Barney, poor old

boy!” A sudden thought stayed her hand from opening the letter. Where

had Barney been in this picture of the future years upon which she had

been feasting her soul? Aghast, she realized that, amid its splendid

triumphs, Barney had not appeared. “Of course, he'll be there,” she

murmured somewhat impatiently. But how and in what capacity she could

not quite see. Some prima donnas had husbands, mere shadowy appendages

to their courts. Others there were who found their husbands most useful

as financial agents, business managers, or upper servants. Iola smiled

a proud little smile. Barney would not do for any of these discreetly

shadowy, conveniently colourless or more useful husbands. Would he be

her husband? A warm glow came into her eyes and a flush upon her cheek.

Her husband? Yes, surely, but not for a time. For some years she must be

free to study, and--well, it was better to be free till she had made her

name and her place in the world. Then when she had settled down Barney

would come to her.

But how would Barney accept her programme? Sure as she was of his great

love, and with all her love for him, she was a little afraid of him. He

was so strong, so silently immovable. Often in the past three years she

had made trial of that immovable strength, seeking to draw him away

from his work to some social engagement, to her so important, to him so

incidental. She had always failed. His work absorbed him as her art had

her, but with a difference. With Barney, work was his reward; with her,

a means to it. To gain some further knowledge, to teach his fingers some

finer skill, that was enough for Barney. Iola wrought at her long tasks

and practised her unusual self-denials with her eye upon the public.

Her reward would come when she had brought the world, listening, to her

feet. Seized in the thrall of his work, Barney grimly held to it, come

what might. No such absorbing passion possessed Iola. And Iola, while

she was provoked by what she called his stubbornness, was yet secretly

proud of that silently resisting strength she could neither shake nor

break. No, Barney was not fitted for the role of the shadowy, pliant,

convenient husband.

What, then, in her plan of life would be his place? It startled her to

discover that her plan had been complete without him. Complete? Ah, no.

Her life without Barney would be like a house without its back wall.

During these years of study and toil, while Barney could only give her

snatches of his time, she had come to feel with increasing strength that

her life was built round about him. When others had been applauding her

successes, she waited for Barney's word; and though beside the clever,

brilliant men that moved in the circle into which her art had brought

her he might appear awkward and dull, yet it was Barney who continued

to be the standard by which she judged men. With all his need of polish,

his poverty of small talk, his hopeless ignorance of the conventions,

and his obvious disregard of them, the massive strength of him, his fine

sense of honour, his chivalrous bearing toward women, added a touch of

reverence to the love she bore him. But more than all, it was to Barney

her heart turned for its rest. She knew well that she held in all its

depth and strength his heart's love. He would never fail her. She could

not exhaust that deep well. But the question returned, where would

Barney be while she was being conducted by acclaiming multitudes along

her triumphal way? “Oh, he will wait--we will wait,” she corrected,

shrinking from the heartlessness of the former phrasing. How many years

she could not say. But deep in her heart was the determination that

nothing should stand in the way of the ambition she had so long

cherished and for which she had so greatly endured.

She opened the note with lingering deliberation as one dallies with an

approaching delight.

“MY DEAR IOLA: I have always told you the truth. I could not see you

last evening, nor can I to-day, and perhaps not for a day or two,

because my face is disfigured. These are the facts: At the dinner, night

before last, Dr. Bulling lied about you. I made him swallow his lie

and in the process got rather badly marked, though not at all hurt. The

doctor and his friends will, I think, guard their tongues in future, at

least in my hearing. Dr. Bulling is a man of vile mind and of unclean

life. He should not be allowed to appear with decent people. I have

written to forbid him ever approaching you in public. You will know how

to treat him if he attempts it. This will be a most disgusting business

to you. I hate to make you suffer, but it had to be done, and by no one

but me. Would I could bear it all for you, my darling. The patronage of

these people, I mean Dr. Bulling's set, cannot, surely, be necessary to

your success. Your great voice needs not their patronage; if so, failure

would be better. When I am fit for your presence I shall come to you.

Good-bye. It is hard not to see you. Ever yours,

“Barney.”

Alas! for her dreams. How rudely they were dispelled! Alas! for her

castle in Spain. Already it was tottering to ruin, and by Barney's hand.

She read the note hurriedly again.

“He wants me to break with Dr. Bulling.” She recalled a sentence in the

doctor's letter. “Let no one or nothing keep you from accepting this

invitation.” “He's afraid Barney will keep me back. Nonsense! How stupid

of Barney! He is so terribly particular! He doesn't understand these

things. There has been a horrid row of some kind and now he asks me to

cut Dr. Bulling!” She glanced at Barney's letter. “Well, he doesn't ask

me, but it's all the same--'you will know how to treat him.' He's

too proud to ask me, but he expects me to. It would be sheer madness!

Wouldn't the Duff Charrington's and Evelyn Redd be delighted! It is

preposterous! I must go! I shall go!”

Rarely did Iola allow herself the luxury of a downright burst of

passion. With her, it was hardly ever worth while to be seriously angry.

It was so much easier to avoid straight issues. But to-day there was

no avoiding. She surprised herself with a storm of indignant rage so

heart-shaking that after it had passed she was thankful she had been

alone.

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