II.

In fact, my curious experience was that if the public seemed not to feel

my delight in a contribution I thought good, my vexation and

disappointment were as great as if the work hod been my own. It was even

greater, for if I had really written it I might have had my misgivings of

its merit, but in the case of another I could not console myself with

this doubt. The sentiment was at the same time one which I could not

cherish for the work of an old contributor; such a one stood more upon

his own feet; and the young contributor may be sure that the editor’s

pride, self-interest, and sense of editorial infallibility will all

prompt him to stand by the author whom he has introduced to the public,

and whom he has vouched for.

I hope I am not giving the young contributor too high an estimate of his

value to the editor. After all, he must remember that he is but one of a

great many others, and that the editor’s affections, if constant, are

necessarily divided. It is good for the literary aspirant to realize

very early that he is but one of many; for the vice of our comparatively

virtuous craft is that it tends to make each of us imagine himself

central, if not sole.

As a matter of fact, however, the universe does not revolve around any

one of us; we make our circuit of the sun along with the other

inhabitants of the earth, a planet of inferior magnitude. The thing we

strive for is recognition, but when this comes it is apt to turn our

heads. I should say, then, that it was better it should not come in a

great glare and aloud shout, all at once, but should steal slowly upon

us, ray by ray, breath by breath.

In the mean time, if this happens, we shall have several chances of

reflection, and can ask ourselves whether we are really so great as we

seem to other people, or seem to seem.

The prime condition of good work is that we shall get ourselves out of

our minds. Sympathy we need, of course, and encouragement; but I am not

sure that the lack of these is not a very good thing, too. Praise

enervates, flattery poisons; but a smart, brisk snub is always rather

wholesome.

I should say that it was not at all a bad thing for a young contributor

to get his manuscript back, even after a first acceptance, and even a

general newspaper proclamation that he is one to make the immortals

tremble for their wreaths of asphodel--or is it amaranth? I am never

sure which.

Of course one must have one’s hour, or day, or week, of disabling the

editor’s judgment, of calling him to one’s self fool, and rogue, and

wretch; but after that, if one is worth while at all, one puts the

rejected thing by, or sends it off to some other magazine, and sets about

the capture of the erring editor with something better, or at least

something else.

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