THE MENTAL SIDE OF FIGHTING

“I mention, merely as an interesting fact in psychology, how in a

crisis of this sort one’s mental faculties are sharpened. Instinct told

us when the shells were coming gradually closer to crouch down in the

holes until they had passed. Acquired knowledge, on the other hand—the

knowledge instilled into one by lectures and books (of which I have

only read one, namely, Haking’s ‘Company Training’)—told us that it was

safer in the long run to push ahead before the enemy got the range, and

it was acquired knowledge that won. And here’s another observation I

should like to make by the way: I remember reading somewhere, I think

it was in a book by Winston Churchill, that of the battle of Omdurman

the writer could recollect nothing in the way of noise; he had an

acute visual recollection of all that went on about him, but his aural

recollection was nil; he could only recall the scene as if it were a

cinematograph picture. Curiously, this was my own experience at Ginchy.

The din must have been deafening (I learned afterward that it could

be heard miles away), yet I have only a confused remembrance of it.

Shells, which at any other time would have scared me out of my wits, I

never so much as heard—not even when they were bursting quite close to

me. One landed in the midst of a bunch of men about seventy yards away

on my right; I have a most vivid recollection of seeing a tremendous

burst of clay and earth go shooting up into the air—yes, and even parts

of human bodies—and that when the smoke cleared away there was nothing

left. I shall never forget that horrifying spectacle as long as I live,

but I shall remember it as a sight only, for I can associate no sound

with it.

“IT WAS HELL LET LOOSE”

“How long we were in crossing No Man’s Land I don’t know. It could

not have been more than five minutes, yet it seemed much longer. We

were now well up to the Boche. We had to clamber over all manner of

obstacles—fallen trees, beams, great mounds of brick and rubble—in

fact, over the ruins of Ginchy. It seems like a nightmare to me now.

I remember seeing comrades falling round me. My sense of hearing

returned, for I became conscious of a new sound, namely, the pop, pop,

pop of machine guns and the continuous crackling of rifle fire. I

remember men lying in shell holes holding out their arms and beseeching

water. I remember men crawling about and coughing up blood, as they

searched round for some place in which they could shelter until help

could reach them. By this time all units were mixed up. But they were

all Irishmen. They were cheering and cheering and cheering like mad. It

was hell let loose. There was a machine gun playing on us near by, and

we all made for it.

“At this moment we caught our first sight of the Germans. They were in

a trench of sorts, which ran in and out among the ruins. Some of them

had their hands up. Others were kneeling and holding their arms out to

us. Still others were running up and down the trench distractedly as if

they didn’t know which way to go, but as we got close they went down on

their knees, too. To the everlasting good name of the Irish soldiery,

not one of these Germans, some of whom had been engaged in slaughtering

our men up to the very last moment, was killed. I did not see a single

instance of a prisoner being shot or bayoneted. When you remember that

our men were now worked up to a frenzy of excitement, this crowning act

of mercy to their foes is surely to their eternal credit. They could

feel pity even in their rage.

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