“On July 3, about noon, we moved toward Assevillers to relieve the
Colonials at nightfall. Alan and I visited Assevillers, picking up
souvenirs, post-cards, letters, soldiers’ notebooks, and chattering all
the time, when suddenly a voice called out, ‘The company will fall in
to go to the first line.’
“Before leaving one another we made each other the same promise as we
had made before the Champagne battle (September 25, 1915), that if one
of us fell so severely wounded that there was no hope of escape the
other would finish him off with a bullet in the heart, rather than
let him await death in lingering torture. He showed me his revolver,
saying, ‘I have more luck than you. If I can still use one arm I shall
have no need of any one,’ and then we rejoined our different sections.”
The order for attack came at 4 o’clock and the troops went forward, the
flash and glitter of bayonets above the tall corn through which the men
pressed making a curious spectacle against the going down of wave after
wave of men under the terrific gun fire.
“The losses were heavy and the enemy made a desperate resistance. The
company of reserves was ordered to advance with the second wave of
assault. ‘Forward!’ cried the captain, and the company deployed ‘in
files of squadron,’ advancing slowly but surely under the enemy’s
intense and murderous fire.
“The first section (Alan’s section) formed the right and vanguard of
the company, and mine formed the left wing. After the first bound
forward, we lay flat on the ground, and I saw the first section
advancing beyond us and making toward the extreme right of the village
of Belloy-en-Santerre. I caught sight of Seeger and called to him,
making a sign with my hand.
“He answered with a smile. How pale he was! His tall silhouette
stood out on the green of the corn-field. He was the tallest man in
his section. His head erect and pride in his eye, I saw him running
forward, with bayonet fixed. Soon he disappeared and that was the last
time I saw my friend.
“‘Forward!’ And we made a second bound, right to the wave of assault,
which we left behind a little, and down we threw ourselves again.
The fusillade became more and more intense, reaching a paroxysm. The
mitrailleuses mow men down and the cannons thunder in desperation.
Bodies are crushed and torn to fragments by the shells, and the wounded
groan as they await death, for all hope of escaping alive from such a
hell has fled.
“The air is saturated with the smell of powder and blood, everywhere
the din is deafening; men are torn with impatience at having to remain
without moving under such a fire. We struggle even for breath and
cries resound from every side. Suddenly a word of command, an order of
deliverance, passes from mouth to mouth. ‘Forward! With bayonets!’—the
command that Seeger had awaited so long.
“In an irresistible sublime dash we hurl ourselves to the assault,
offering our bodies as a target. It was at this moment that Alan Seeger
fell heavily wounded in the stomach. His comrades saw him fall and
crawl into the shelter of a shell-hole. Since that minute nobody saw
him alive.
“I will spare you an account of the rest of the battle. As soon as the
enemy was driven back and Belloy-en-Santerre won I searched for news of
Seeger. I was told of his wound and was glad of it, for I thought he
had been carried away and henceforth would be far from the dangers of
bullets and shells.
“Thus ended this Fourth of July that Seeger had hoped to celebrate in
Paris. On the next day we were relieved from the first lines and went
into reserve lines. A fatigue party was left to identify the dead.
“Seeger was found dead. His body was naked, his shirt and tunic being
beside him and his rifle planted in the ground with the butt in the
air. He had tied a handkerchief to the butt to attract the attention of
the stretcher-bearers. He was lying on his side with his legs bent.
“It was at night by the light of a pocket electric lamp that he was
hastily recognized. Stretcher-bearers took the body and buried it
next day in the one big grave made for the regiment, where lie 3
hundred bodies. This tomb is situated at the Hill 76 to the south of
Belloy-en-Santerre.
“As I think of the circumstances of his death I am convinced that after
undressing to bandage himself he must have risen and been struck by a
second bullet.”