CHAPTER XXVII

When Jesus had made an end of denouncing the Pharisees, many of the young

men with them and their servants were desirous to have laid hands on him;

and they came near as if for that intent, but the older sort checked them.

Yet was their wrath clearly to be read in their faces: and when I came out

of the temple, being a little space behind the rest, Hezekiah the Scribe

overtook me and said, “Young man, I warn thee that thou mayest with speed

sever thyself from this blind shepherd: for lo, he hath to‐day provoked

war, and war shall fall upon him; for unless he perish we shall perish.”

But I made answer, that I should follow Jesus constantly even to the end.

Then he spake again of the evil which, he said, had befallen that rash

young man Barabbas; how that he had been taken ten days ago by the Romans

on the road that goeth down to Jericho, while he was riding at the head of

a band of Galileans that were raising sedition: and, said Hezekiah to me,

“Thy friend of Jotapata is to be crucified, as I hear, two or three days

hence. Take heed therefore unto thine own steps, lest thou also fall into

the same destruction.” I made him no further answer, but departed,

sorrowing not a little for the sake of Barabbas: for I had not before

heard how great an evil had befallen him.

When I overtook the rest, I heard the disciples conversing earnestly one

with another; and the Greek, even the friend of Philip, bade us take note

that we were beset with spies and watched; for “When ye issued from the

temple,” said he, “I perceived that the servants of the chief priests and

the Pharisees watched you whithersoever ye turned; and, meseemeth, it is

their intent to lay hands on your Master this night. But I marvel why your

Master so inveighed against the Pharisees, transgressing the bounds of

seemliness and decorum, at least in my judgment.” So spake he, after his

Greek fashion; but Judas also spake to the same effect, and said that we

had come up to Jerusalem to destroy enemies, and lo, we had destroyed

none, but made many.

The rest knew not what answer to make to these words; neither did I myself

at that time. Howbeit, now I know well that Jesus came not to prophesy

smooth things, but to teach us the truth. Therefore was it most needful

that he should speak the truth, and nothing less than the truth,

concerning the Pharisees; to the intent that the eyes of all mankind might

be opened, even to the generations of generations, that they might discern

that the sin of sins is hypocrisy. For other sins wound, but this sin

slayeth, the conscience. Peradventure also Jesus foresaw that a time might

come when certain, even among his own disciples, would err as the

Pharisees had erred, shutting their eyes against the truth, as being unfit

for use and not convenient. And he that came to make a spiritual Israel, a

nation of priests and ministers for mankind, was it not most needful that

he should thus as it were mark out and brand with censure the special sin

of priests? He also that came to redeem all the children of men from all

evil, was it not most necessary that he should make clear in the sight of

all men what was the greatest evil? For if men knew it not, how could he

redeem them from it? And well I know that, if he had not assailed the

Pharisees as he did, then these same Greeks who now say that “Jesus

transgressed the bounds of seemliness,” would in that case have said (even

as Jonathan the son of Ezra said) that “Jesus knew not the evil in human

nature.” Notwithstanding at this season we thought not of these things;

but we feared what should betide to our Master if the Pharisees took him

and cast him into bonds.

But a certain man of the Pharisees, Joseph by name, of the town of

Arimathæa, clave unto Jesus; and although he dared not openly consort with

us, he sent a servant after us, when we came forth from the Temple, to bid

Jesus not abide in the same house this night as last night, because, said

he, “the Pharisees purpose to take thee.” He also warned Jesus not to come

into Jerusalem on the morrow. But if Jesus desired to have some chamber in

the city wherein to keep the Passover, Joseph promised that he would

provide one. So much I heard myself; for I was nigh to Jesus when the

servant of Joseph brought the message; but the answer of Jesus I heard

not, save that he thanked the messenger courteously.

In the meantime we had passed out of the gate of the city, and had begun

to climb up the side of the hill called Olivet; and by reason that we were

in the depth of the valley, the sun had by this time set for us. But when

we had gone some space up the side of the hill, as we turned round to take

breath and rest, behold, the sun had not yet set, but was just beginning

to sink; and the western quarter of the heaven was lit up with a light

exceeding red and fiery, and the roofs of the temple and the towers of the

castle of Herod shone as with a blood‐red flame; and though our hearts

were heavy with many thoughts, yet could we not choose but look. But when

Jesus saw the city and the temple, whence he had but now come and wherein

he was never to set foot again; his eyes were filled with tears, and he

changed colour and could go no further, but sat down upon a stone and

covered his face with his hands: and then he looked again upon the city

and wept, mourning over it and saying, “O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, thou that

killest the prophets and stonest them which are sent unto thee, how often

would I have gathered thy children together, even as a hen gathereth her

chickens under her wings, and ye would not! Behold, your house is left

unto you desolate. For I say unto you, ye shall not see me henceforth,

till ye shall say, Blessed is he that cometh in the name of the Lord.”

Having said these words, he arose and went on his way, going up the hill.

And we followed him, as men in the Valley of the Shadow of Death, that

follow an angel of deliverance, but fear while they follow, lest at any

time their guide should vanish out of their sight, and they should be left

alone. Even so followed we Jesus up the Mount of Olives, and we feared

much to question him concerning his words, but we feared even more to

remain silent and so to be ignorant concerning the approaching peril.

Therefore presently Simon Peter, with two other disciples, went to him and

questioned him, saying, “Tell us when shall these things be.” Jesus turned

and looked upon our faces, and he perceived that we were all desirous to

question him. So he beckoned to us to sit down, and he himself sat down

upon a stone, and we also sat down upon the ground around him.

Then began Jesus to pour forth many prophecies of troubles near at hand

and troubles far off; and he seemed like unto one upon the shore of a

stormy sea covered with mists and darkness, who peereth into the night if

perchance he may descry the ship wherein his friends sail tempest‐tossed;

even so did Jesus look forward into that which was to come, for our sakes.

For though his own end was at hand, his thoughts and words were all for

us. But he also had in his mind the prophecies of the prophet Daniel; who

had prophesied, many generations before, that a time should come when the

worship of God should fail, and a king of evil set himself up to be

worshipped, and the daily sacrifice should be taken away, and the

abomination of desolation set in the place thereof. Daniel likewise

prophesieth that those of the nation who were of understanding should

remain upright; yet even these should fall for a time, to try them and to

purify them. But because the prophecies of Daniel were like unto the words

of our Master, I will here set them down; for Daniel saith, “They shall

pollute the sanctuary of strength, and shall take away the daily

sacrifice, and they shall place the abomination that maketh desolate. And

such as do wickedly against the covenant shall he corrupt by flatteries;

but the people that do know their God shall be strong and do exploits. And

they that understand among the people shall instruct many; yet they shall

fall by the sword, and by flame, by captivity, and by spoil many days. Now

when they shall fall they shall be holpen with a little help; but many

shall cleave to them with flatteries. And some of them of understanding

shall fall, to try them, and to purge, and to make them white, even to the

time of the end, because it is yet for a time appointed.”

Now these prophecies of Daniel were fulfilled, in part, in the days of

that wicked king Antiochus who is called Epiphanes, or Illustrious; but

Jesus prophesied that they, or others like unto them, should still be

fulfilled. Howbeit, in my judgment, he did not prophesy that these things

should come to pass merely because Daniel had prophesied the like; but

because, looking upon the present, he discerned the signs of the times

(according to his own saying), and hence he perceived that which was yet

to come. For his words were the words of Daniel; but his thoughts were the

thoughts that came to him from that which he saw in the world. For when he

looked upon the world, he saw love of self, and love of ease, and all

manner of baseness and servility; and all the empire was given up to the

worship of a man, even the Emperor Tiberius, and that man a tyrant and a

man of sin, a slave to all abominations of the flesh. Wherefore death was

reigning over the whole of the world. But when he looked to Israel, which

was appointed to redeem the world and to lead the world to the knowledge

of the true God, behold, Israel himself was blind; and they which should

have been priests unto the Gentiles were as naught but pedants; and these

too, given over unto all sin, hypocrites, and murderers in their hearts,

and children of Satan.

Therefore it was discerned clearly by Jesus (having his eyes open to

things future even as our eyes are open to things present), that a great

conflict was at hand between evil and good, evil rearing itself aloft in

the world to receive the worship of all mankind and driving out the true

worship of God; and for a time evil must prevail. For if he looked upon us

his apostles or disciples, then he perceived even too easily in our hearts

the signs of weakness and instability; and for this cause he prophesied

that we should all desert him and fall away for a time. Moreover, because

he saw how the men of Israel thirsted for redemption, yea, and how all the

children of men desired some deliverance from their present evils,

therefore he knew and prophesied that, when he had departed, his place

would not be left empty, neither at once nor in after generations; but in

every time and in every nation false deliverers and false redeemers should

arise, saying that men should obey them, and that they would deliver men.

For this cause he warned us against false Christs, yea, even though they

should work signs and wonders.

But as concerning the times and seasons when these several troubles should

arise, he said naught; nor did he describe the manner of the wars, nor the

nations, nor the armies that should make war. Now Quartus judgeth that

Jesus knew not these matters; and true it is that Jesus himself spake

concerning the time of his coming, saying, “But of that day and hour

knoweth no man, no, not the angels of heaven, neither the Son, but the

Father.” Only, concerning one part of the prophecy, he said, for certain,

that this generation should not pass away till all had been fulfilled. But

this, saith Quartus, he knew because of the signs of the times: for as to

that which he said, “Ye shall not see me henceforth, till ye shall say,

Blessed is he that cometh in the name of the Lord,” Quartus supposeth that

Jesus himself knew not the time thereof, but only this, that it was not

possible that Sion could behold him until Sion desired him: for the

beholding of Jesus after his death was not to be with the bodily eye, but

with the spiritual, through love and desire. Now concerning the

foreknowledge of Jesus, what things he knew, and what things he knew not,

I have said above that I pronounce no judgment. But true it is that at

this time he spake unto us a third parable concerning the fig‐tree, and

said that we were to discern the coming of these evils from the signs of

the times, even as men discern the coming of the summer from the fig‐tree,

when it putteth forth leaves. For, like as the summer causeth the fig‐tree

to put forth her leaves, or like as the scent of the carcase guideth the

vultures to the prey, even so he taught us that the sins of men, and

especially of Israel, would bring after them miseries and judgments, not

by chance, but of necessity.

Therefore he prophesied that great tribulation should fall on the land of

Israel, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no,

nor yet ever shall be. And except those days should be shortened, there

should no flesh be saved; but for the elect’s sake those days should be

shortened. But after the tribulation of Israel, he prophesied that all the

empire should be shaken, and the thrones and princedoms thereof should be

cast down, and the throne of the Son of man should be set up on high in

the sight of all men, and the tribes of the earth should mourn, and the

Gentiles should see the Son of man coming on the clouds of heaven with

power and great glory, and the elect should be gathered together by an

angel as with the sound of a trumpet from all the corners of the earth.

Finally he exhorted us to watch in patience, for we knew not at what hour

our Master would come.

Now as concerning these prophecies, part were perchance fulfilled when our

Master came to us from the grave; for then to them that watched and waited

he appeared. But part also, in my judgment, yea, and a great part, were

fulfilled ten years ago, when Jerusalem was trodden down by the Gentiles,

and the temple was burned with fire, and Israel was scattered over the

face of the earth, and many were slain, and many more sold for slaves, and

such tribulation befell them as never before. But part remaineth to be

fulfilled, when men’s hearts shall fail them because the empire shall be

shaken, and the thrones of this world shall be cast down, and the worship

of the Son of man shall be set up. For albeit the empire fell not in the

days of Nero, when all men expected that the end of all things was at

hand; yet must the empire needs be cast down. And it is like that this

shall come to pass in my days, even in the days of me Philochristus, the

writer of this book. And when Israel shall turn unto the Lord Jesus and

shall call them blessed that come in his name, then shall Israel see him,

according to his saying. Howbeit concerning the day and the hour we have

no knowledge thereof; only we know that in the end the Son of man must

come with glory; and until the Son of man shall reign over the world,

peace cannot be; that is to say, cannot be so as to be settled and firm.

For all things move violently to their place, but easily in their place.

Wherefore the ways of the world cannot be smooth, nor can the children of

men and the tribes of men move smoothly and easily in the world, until the

Son of man be in his place as King of the world over all men and over all

nations, and until all men and all nations be in their places as his

servants; and then there shall be peace for ever; but not till then.

But all this I write, having been enlightened by the Spirit. But at the

time when we were sitting thus round about Jesus, listening to his

prophecies, we were not yet enlightened; for the Spirit of Jesus was not

yet in the world, because Jesus was yet with us. Therefore were we all

greatly dismayed by his words, and our hearts quite failed us; and when he

had made an end of speaking, we sat still silent; and the shadow of night,

stretching over the face of the earth, seemed unto us like to a shadow of

Satan encompassing both us and all the world and our Redeemer himself, in

whom we had trusted that he should have redeemed Sion. Thomas at last

brake silence, and said, “Alas, O Master, dost thou not remember thine own

words on that other mount in Galilee, where thou didst pour blessings on

us, and didst strengthen us with comfortable sayings, telling us that the

meek should inherit the earth? Verily the prophecies of the Mount of

Olives do not accord with the prophecies of the Mount of Blessing.” By

this time it was become dark, so that we could not clearly discern the

features of Jesus, for the moon had not yet risen; but he seemed to turn

his face suddenly to Thomas as though his words had grieved him. Howbeit,

he said nothing, but arose from his place, and we followed him up the

mountain even unto Bethany.

When we had been a full hour in Bethany, our Master called for Judas, that

he should bear some message to Joseph of Arimathea in Jerusalem; for Judas

was oftentimes employed by Jesus about such matters, being a man of

understanding, and of a ready wit, and having a knowledge of the ways of

men, more than the rest of the disciples. But search being made for Judas,

he was not to be found; and this seemed not a little to disquiet Jesus.

Howbeit, he bade me go in his stead, and bear a certain letter to Joseph

of Arimathea. So I went down straightway and delivered the letter; and

having received an answer written and sealed, I set forth to return to

Bethany. Now the moon was by this time risen, and shining very brightly.

So, because I was minded not to be seen of any of the servants of the

chief priests, I kept myself in the shadow of the street as I went forth

to the gate of Kidron; and it being now late, even in the second watch of

the night, there were few people stirring.

But as I was now near to the street called Straight, whereby one turneth

to the right hand to go unto the gate, methought I heard the sound of the

voice of the night‐watch going their rounds. So I drew near to the wall,

and remained in a corner where I could not be seen. And straightway

Hezekiah the Scribe came by, and Judas with him, walking very near the

place where I was (but they discerned me not) and talking in a low voice

together. And as they passed, I clearly heard Judas say to Hezekiah, “But

if he should call down fire upon the guards?” And Hezekiah made answer,

“Then thou wouldst have done him good service,” or words to that effect:

but the exact words of Hezekiah I heard not, because they were by this

time gone somewhat past me. Neither could I hear what Judas said in answer

to the words of Hezekiah. Only I noted, even afar off, that after they had

conversed some while longer, Judas held out his right hand to Hezekiah,

and Hezekiah seemed to take it as a pledge.

When I saw this, my mind misgave me that all was not well; yet did it not

so much as enter into my mind, at that time, that one of the Twelve could

purpose treachery against our Master; and, because of my message and my

haste, I gave no thought to the words that I had heard. But I sped away to

the gate, and passing through unquestioned, I went up the mountain in

haste; and when I came to the top, I found John, the son of Zebedee,

waiting for me, to take me to the house where Jesus lay that night; for he

was not to abide in the same house as before, for fear of the Pharisees.

So I came to Jesus and delivered my letter; and I found with him a certain

Nicodemus, a great teacher among the Pharisees. He had come to converse

with Jesus, but secretly, for fear of the chief priests. Then I delivered

my letter to Jesus, and I told him how I had seen Judas discoursing with

Hezekiah. But the old man, even Nicodemus, was troubled when he heard me

make mention of Judas, and he turned to Jesus and said that from friends

came sometimes even more dangers than from enemies; and as he had before

warned Jesus against the plotting of the Chief Priests, so now again he

besought Jesus not to adventure himself in Jerusalem on the morrow. Then

he gave thanks to Jesus for his doctrine, and departed. But when the

letter of Joseph of Arimathea was opened, it confirmed the words of

Nicodemus; for he also bade Jesus not come to Jerusalem on the morrow, but

to tarry till the next day. He also added (but these words Jesus read not

aloud, so that I knew not of them till afterwards) that Jesus should keep

the Passover on the day after the morrow; howbeit not at his house, but at

another house which his servants should prepare. He also gave Jesus a sign

whereby he might be guided to the house. Likewise the letter bade him

beware of false friends.

When Jesus had made an end of reading aloud those last words bidding him

beware of false friends, his heart was sorely troubled, and the burden

seemed more than he could bear; and he went out for a while to be alone

and to pray. But presently he returned and spake comfortable words to us,

and cheered us with his kindness; and so for that night he lay down to

rest; and some of us slept while others watched. Howbeit that night no

enemy came.

On the morrow (which was the fourth day of the week) Jesus neither went

down to Jerusalem, nor sent any down to make preparation for the Passover.

But he remained with us in Bethany, part of the time in the house, and

part in the fields round about, going with us hither and thither, and

speaking more and more to us of that same Holy Spirit whereof he had

spoken before; which should guide us, he said, into all truth, and teach

us what to reply unto our enemies, and be unto us a comforter and a

friend, yea, the source of all happiness and good. And more and more he

spake concerning his departure; insomuch that, though we were unwilling,

yet by this time we were constrained to suppose that our Master must be

severed from us for a season, and that we must watch for his return. Yet

how or in what way he should be taken from us we could not conjecture:

only that he should be slain by his enemies we had no manner of belief,

no, nor so much as a fear thereof, although he had so many times

prophesied it to us. For the thing was hidden from us of the Lord, that we

should neither believe it nor conceive it.

But the women were otherwise minded, and were very full of fears. To them

it seemed that, if Jesus was indeed about to be taken from them, then it

mattered not whether he were taken in a chariot of fire or by whatever

other means: and they lamented over him as over one already dead. Many

times did we rebuke them for their faithlessness (for so it seemed to us),

but they would not cease. Judas also rebuked them even more bitterly than

we: for he had come to us on the morning of that day, saying that he had

been with certain of his acquaintance in Jerusalem that he might be

informed concerning the plots of the Pharisees. Jesus received him kindly,

even more methought than was usual; and when we sat together at meat that

night, he placed Judas next unto himself, John being on one side of him

and Judas on the other, in the seat of honour.

Now so it was that, while we were at meat, behold, one of the women came

behind Jesus, having an alabaster box of very precious ointment, and

poured it on his head, at the same time uttering most piteous cries and

lamentations. Then Judas changed colour; for his heart misgave him, as I

judge, that the lamentations of the women might prove true; and besides,

he was wrath perchance because the love wherewith this woman loved Jesus

put his semblance of love utterly to shame. Therefore he rose up from his

seat in indignation and said, “To what purpose is this waste? for this

ointment might have been sold for three hundred pence and given to the

poor.” We also ourselves in like manner murmured against the woman. But

Jesus said, “Why trouble ye the woman? for she hath wrought a good work

upon me. For ye have the poor always with you; but me ye have not always.

For in that she hath poured this ointment on my body she did it for my

burial.” Then he paused, and mused for an instant, and added a prophecy,

that wheresoever his good tidings of Redemption should be proclaimed in

the whole world, there also should this that this woman had done be told

for a memorial of her.

Now before these words, while we had sat at meat listening to the

discourse of Jesus, Judas seemed as if his heart were enlarged towards

Jesus; and albeit at times he fell to pondering and musing (like unto a

man doubting of two courses which to take), yet anon he would be aroused

by some word that Jesus spake; and then his countenance would kindle, and

he would stoop forward, as in old times, with his eyes all a‐glow,

listening as if he would fain devour each syllable with his ears. But now

his countenance fell, and he was filled with rage because he had been

rebuked by Jesus; and he went forth from the chamber, and we saw him that

night no more. But as for us that remained, our hearts became exceeding

sorrowful; for now indeed it pressed upon us that the departure of Jesus

must needs be sad and grievous and full of sorrow, like unto death. But

still, that he should die indeed, and be buried: this, even now, we could

in no wise believe.

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