CHAPTER VIII

The front door-button was out of commission. Since Constance had come

to live at Holiday Knoll, bringing her husband with her and taking over

the management of the place, the bell had developed a habit of being

out of order. So had many other fixtures, schedules, and household

appurtenances. Constance always meant to put them aright, and sometimes

did. But they never seemed to stay put. As a housekeeper, Ralph

Fentriss used to remark with humorous resignation, Connie was a grand

little society beauty.

Of the beauty there could be no question. As she sat now, on this

winter's night, the glow of the reading lamp showing warm and soft

upon her loose, rose-coloured lounging robe and her dreamy face, she

was a picture which, unfortunately, lacked any observer. Fred Browning

was out. Fred was often out in the evenings now, though they had been

married less than two years. Not that it mattered greatly to the young

wife. Fred had ceased to stimulate her senses; he had never stimulated

her imagination. She got along well enough with him, and equally well

without him. Substitutes were not wanting. But just at the moment she

rather wished he were there, because she thought she heard someone at

the front door, though it might be only the beating of the blizzard,

and it was so much trouble to rouse herself from the easy chair and the

flimsy novel. That so many things were so much trouble was the bane of

Constance's life. Her soul had begun to take on fat. Presently her

lissome body would follow suit.

Yes; there certainly was someone at the door. She could discern now an

impatient stamping. Probably Bobs, although he had said that he could

not come before nine to see the baby, who was constantly fretting.

Another superfluous trouble in a world of annoyances! We-ell; on the

whole it was less bother to go to the door than to look up a maid.

Tossing her book aside she walked into the hall. As she passed, she

pressed an electric light button. Only one globe out of the cluster

responded, and that weakly.

"Damn!" said Constance. "I forgot to phone the company."

She threw open the front door. In the storm centre stood a man. He

wore a long coat lined with seal, a coat which the luxurious Constance

at once appraised and approved, and an astrakhan cap which he lifted,

showing fair, close waves of hair. He peered into the dim entry.

"Is this----" he began, and then, in an eager exclamation, "Mona!"

Constance drew a quick breath of shock and amazement. "_What!_"

"A thousand pardons," said the stranger. "A stupid error." He spoke

with the accent of a cultivated American, but there was about him the

vague, indefinable atmosphere of an older, riper, calmer civilisation.

"Am I mistaken in supposing this to be Mrs. Fentriss's home?" he asked

courteously.

"No. Yes. It is," answered Constance, still shaken.

"I would have telephoned before presenting myself, but the wires are

down. What a furious storm! My taxi," he added cheerily, "is stalled in

your very largest and finest local snowdrift. Is Mrs. Fentriss in?"

"My mother?" faltered Constance.

He gazed on her keenly, incredulously. "Your mother? That's hardly

possible. Yet--yes. You are wonderfully like her." There was a

caressing intonation in his voice as he said the words. "Permit me; I

am Cary Scott."

"Oh!" gasped Constance in dismay. Cary Scott, the old romance about

which she had heard her father joke her mother more than once,

concerning which all the children had felt a lively curiosity because

it was supposed to be "different" from Mona's other little adventures;

Cary Scott here in the flesh and in tragic ignorance of her mother's

death! Commanding herself, she drew aside with a slight, gracious

gesture which bade him enter. Bowing, he passed into the hallway and

shook the snow from his coat. Not until he had reached the door of the

library did she gather her forces to tell him.

"Hadn't you heard about Mother, Mr. Scott?" she asked very gently.

Her tone stopped him. His eyes were steady as he raised them to the

lovely, pitying face before him. But hollows seemed suddenly to have

fallen in beneath them. "Not--?" he whispered.

She inclined her head. "Nearly a year ago."

"Why haven't I heard? Why was I not told?" he demanded.

"Father wrote you, I think. You must sit down." She pushed a chair

around for him and, laying light hands upon his shoulders, slipped his

coat back. "Take it off," she said.

He obeyed. He was like a man tranced. Seated under the lamplight he

stared fixedly into a dark corner of the room, as if to evoke a vision

for his appeasement. Sharply intrigued, Constance took the opportunity

of observing him at her leisure. He was, she decided, a delightful

personality, all the more engaging for that touch of the exotic, that

hint of potential romance which the men of her acquaintance did not

have. No woman would have called him handsome. His features were too

irregular, and the finely modelled forehead was scarred vertically with

a savagely deep V which mercifully lost itself in the clustering hair,

a testimony to active war service. There was confident distinction in

his bearing, and an atmosphere of quiet and somewhat ironic worldliness

in voice and manner. He looked to be a man who had experimented much

with life in its larger meanings and found it amusing but perhaps not

fulfilling. Reckoning him contemporaneously with the implication of

that betraying "Mona!" of his first utterance, Constance thought:

"He must be nearly forty to have been one of Mother's suitors. But he

looks hardly over thirty."

She heard him sigh as he drew his spirit back from far distances,

and was sensitive to the power of control implied in the composed

countenance which he turned to her.

"You should be Constance Fentriss."

"Constance Browning," she corrected. "I'm an old married woman of two

years' standing."

"Grand Dieu!" he muttered. "I think of you always as hardly more than a

child. As I used to hear about you. One loses touch."

"You had not seen my mother for a long time, had you?"

"Very long. Many years. But one does not forget her kind."

Constance, who had not seated herself during this passage of speech,

crossed to the mantel, and lifted from it a heavily framed photograph

which she placed in the visitor's hands.

"That was taken a few months before she died."

"Unchanged!" he breathed.

Something imperative in Constance's burgeoning interest in the man

drove her to ask: "Did you--were you very much in love with her?"

There was daring in her tone; but there was compassion also. Because of

his sense of the latter he answered her frankly:

"No. Not, perhaps, as most people understand it. Love asks much. I

asked--nothing. It was not," he smiled faintly, "as one falls in love

and falls out."

"Ah?" she returned, questioningly, tauntingly. But he held to the

graver tone.

"She was all that dreams could be, and as unattainable as dreams. If

she was like an angel to me, I suppose I was like a boy to her. She

used to tell me about you and your sisters." Again he smiled. "Once she

said, 'Wait and come back and marry one of them.'"

"But you did not wait," accused Constance.

"Nor did you," he retorted with that swift, ironic eye-flash which she

was to know so well later.

She welcomed the change to a lighter, and more familiar vein.

"How should I know?" she mocked. "You sent no word of your claim. Is

Mrs. Scott with you?"

"No," he answered shortly. Then, in suaver tone: "It is more than a

year now that I have been out of the world. The East; wild parts of

Hindustan and Northern China; and then the South Seas. I have a boy's

passion for travel."

"But not for your native land. You _are_ an American, aren't you?"

"I have been. And I want to be again. But I shall need help."

"We Fentrisses are terribly American. Don't you want us to reclaim you?"

"Would you? Then I may come back?"

"You must. Father will want to see you."

"And I him. He is well?"

"Very. Where can he find you?"

"At the St. Regis for a few days."

"Do you think a few days enough to re-Americanize you?"

"Say a few years, then." He rose and turned to give a long look at the

portrait of Mona Fentriss which he had set on the table. "You have been

more than kind to me," he said gravely. "I cannot thank you enough."

"I'm afraid I was clumsy and abrupt." He shook his head. "It must have

been a shock to you."

"Yes. But--dreams do not die. And I still keep the dream. And

perhaps"--he lifted an appealing gaze to her--"perhaps, as a legacy,

some little part of the friendship. I may hold that as a hope?"

"Yes," said Constance.

Her fingers stirred in his as he bent and touched light lips to her

hand.

Out into the tumultuous night Cary Scott carried two pictures,

mother and daughter, strangely alike, strangely different, which

interchanged and blended and separated again, like the evanescence of

sunset-hued clouds. But it was the visual memory of the living woman

which eventually held his inner eye, the pure, smooth contour of her

face, the sumptuous curves of the figure beneath the suave folds of

the clinging robe, the chaste line of the lips contradicted by the

half-veiled sensuality of the wide, humid, deer-soft eyes. A delicate,

but unsatisfied sensuality which might yet, as he read it, break down

under provocation into reckless self-indulgence. Sensitive by nature

to beauty in all its implications, inner and outer, he felt the

enveloping atmosphere of her youth and sweetness, and sought, to match

it, the swift intelligence, the eager responsiveness which had been

Mona's. Had the daughter inherited these qualities of the mother? If

she had, she would be irresistible.

Mona Fentriss, whatever relations she had maintained, in her wayward,

laughing course of life, with other men (wholly unknown and unsuspected

by Cary Scott) had been to him all that was demanded by the ideal which

he himself had formed of her; had given him a friendship infinitely

wise and sweet and clear in spirit. Of Constance he had asked the

chance to win a like friendship. Yet in his heart, at once hopeful

by instinct, and cynical by experience, he knew from the evidence of

those hungering eyes, that if she gave at all it would be more than

friendship. And, if she chose to give, would he choose to take? From

Mona's daughter, at once so subtly like and unlike Mona? Was he already

a little in love with her? The question was still unsolved when he went

to sleep.

After he left, Constance returned to her book. Presently it dropped

from her hand. Dreams seeped into the craving eyes.

Her husband found her so when he came in at midnight.

"What are you mooning over, Con?" he said testily. He was prone to the

impatient mood when he had had too much to drink.

"I?" answered his wife. "Oh! Ghosts."

"Rats!" said Fred Browning. "Come to bed."

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