CHAPTER XIII--“WILL YOU WALK INTO MY PARLOUR?”

JEAN, sculling leisurely down the river which ran between Staple and

Willow Eerry, looked around her with a little thrill of enjoyment--the

sheer, physical thrill of youth unconsciously in harmony with the

climbing sap in the trees, with the upward thrust of young green, with

all the exquisite recreation of Nature in the spring of the year.

April had been, as it too commonly is in this northern clime of ours,

the merest travesty of spring, a bleak, cold month of penetrating

wind and sleet, but now May had stolen upon the world almost unawares,

opening with tender, insistent fingers the sticky brown buds fast curled

against the nipping winds, and misting all the woods with a shimmer of

translucent green.

Overhead arched a sky of veiled, opalescent blue, and Jean, staring up

at it with dreamy eyes, was reminded of the “great city” of the Book of

Revelation whose “third foundation” was of chalcedony. This soft English

sky must be the third foundation, she decided whimsically.

But the occupation of sky-gazing did not combine well with that of

steering a straight course down a stream whose width hardly entitled

it to its local designation of “the river,” and a few minutes later the

boat’s nose cannoned abruptly against the bank.

As, however, to tie up somewhere under the trees which edged the water

had been Jean’s original intention, this did not trouble her overmuch,

and discovering a gnarled stump convenient to her purpose, she looped

the painter round it, collected the rug and a couple of cushions which

she had brought with her, and established herself comfortably in the

stern of the boat.

Everyone else at Staple having engagements of one sort or another, she

had promised herself a lazy afternoon in company with the latest novel

sent down from Mudie’s. But she was in no immediate hurry to begin

its pages. The mellow warmth of the afternoon tempted her to the more

restful occupation of mere day-dreaming, and as she lay tucked up snugly

amongst her cushions, enjoying the sweet-scented airs that played among

the trees and over the surface of the water, she allowed her thoughts to

drift idly back across the two months she had spent at Staple.

The time had slipped by so quickly that it was hard to believe that

rather more than eight weeks had elapsed since that grey February

evening when she had alighted on the little, deserted platform at

Coombe Eavie Station. They had been quiet, happy weeks, filled with the

pleasant building up of new friendships, and Jean reflected that she

had already grown to look upon Staple almost as “home.” She possessed in

a large measure the capacity to adapt herself to her surroundings, and

realising that Lady Anne had been perfectly sincere in her expressed

desire to play at having a daughter, Jean had, at first a little

tentatively, but afterwards, encouraged by Lady Anne’s obvious delight,

with more assurance, gradually assumed the duties that would naturally

fall to the daughter of the house.

Day by day she had discovered an increasing pleasure and significance in

their performance. They were like so many tiny links knitting her life

into the lives of those around her, and already Lady Anne had begun

to turn to her instinctively in the small difficulties and necessities

which, one way or another, most days bring in their train. Jean

appreciated this as only a girl who had counted for very little in the

lives of those nearest her could do. It seemed to make her “belong” in

a way in which she had never “belonged” at Beirnfels. There, Glyn and

Jacqueline had turned to each other for counsel in the little daily

vicissitudes of life equally as in its larger concerns, and Jean had

learned to regard herself as more or less outside their lives.

She had had one letter from Peterson since her arrival at Staple, a

brief, characteristic note in which he expressed the hope that she liked

England “better than her father ever could” but suggested that if she

were bored she should return to Beirnfels, and ask some woman friend to

stay with her; he warned her not to expect further letters from him

for some time to come as, according to his present plans--of which he

volunteered no particulars--he expected to spend the next few months “as

far from civilisation as the restricted size of this world permits.”

With this letter it seemed to Jean as though the last link with

her former life had snapped. She felt no regret. Beirnfels, and the

unconventional, rather exotic life she had led there--dictated by her

parents’ whims and the practically unlimited wealth to gratify them

which Peterson’s flair for successful speculation had achieved--seemed

very far away, and Staple, with its peaceful, even-flowing English life,

very near and enfolding.

Her first visit to Charnwood had been a disappointment. Under changing

ownerships, little now remained to remind her of the generations of

Petersons who had lived there long ago. Such of the old pieces of

furniture and china as Peterson had not considered worth transferring

to Beirnfels at his father’s death had been bought by the next owners

of the place, and had been taken away by them when they, in their turn,

disposed of the property. Only a great square stone remained, sunk into

one of the walls and bearing the Peterson coat of arms and the family

motto: _Omnia debeo Deo_.

Sir Adrian Latimer had translated the words to Jean, with a cynical

gleam in his heavy-lidded eyes and accompanying the translation by a

caustic reference to her father. The drug had not so far dulled his

intellect. On the contrary, it seemed to have had the opposite effect of

endowing him with an almost uncanny insight into people’s minds, so that

he could prick them on a sensitive spot with unerring accuracy and a

diabolical enjoyment of the process.

Jean’s sympathy for his wife was boundless. A great affection had sprung

up between the two girls, and bit by bit Claire had drawn aside the veil

of reticence, letting the other see into the arid, bitter places of her

life.

Jean could understand, now, of what Claire had been thinking on the

occasion of their first meeting, when she had spoken of the influences

of the people who inhabit a house. The whole atmosphere of Charnwood

seemed permeated with the influence of Adrian Latimer--a grey, sinister,

unwholesome influence, like the miasma which rises from some poisonous

swamp.

The hell upon earth which he contrived to make of life for his young

wife had been a revelation to Jean, accustomed as she had been to the

exquisite love and tenderness with which her father had surrounded

Jacqueline.

Sir Adrian’s chief pleasure in life seemed to be to thwart and humiliate

his wife in every possible way, and once, in an access of indignation

over some small refinement of cruelty of which he had been guilty,

Jean had declared her intention of giving him her frank opinion of his

behaviour. She had never forgotten the look of bitter amusement with

which Claire had greeted the suggestion.

“Do you know what would happen? He would listen to you with the utmost

politeness, and very likely let you think you had impressed him. But

afterwards he would _make me pay_--for a day, or a week, or a month.

Till his revenge was satisfied. And he would put an end to our

friendship----”

“He couldn’t!” Jean had interrupted impulsively.

“Couldn’t he? You don’t know Adrian.... And I can’t afford to lose you,

Jean. You’re one of my few comforts in life. Promise me”--she caught

Jean’s hands in hers and held them tightly--“_promise me_ that you will

do nothing--that you won’t try to interfere? I can generally manage;

him--more or less. And when I can’t, why, I have to put up with the

consequences of my own bad management”--with a smile that was more sad

than tears.

With an effort of will Jean tried to banish the recollection of Sir

Adrian from her thoughts. The picture of his thin, leaden-hued face,

with its cruel mouth and furtive, suspicious eyes, was out of harmony

with this soft day of spring. She wished she had not let the thought of

him intrude upon her pleasant reverie at all. His sinister figure seemed

to cast a shadow over the sunlit river, a shadow which grew bigger and

bigger, blurring the green of the trees and the sky’s faint blue, and

even silencing the comfortable little chirrups of the birds, busy with

their spring housekeeping. At least, Jean couldn’t hear them any longer,

and she took no notice even when one enterprising young cock-bird hopped

near enough to filch a feather that was sticking out invitingly from the

corner of the cushion behind her head.

The next thing she was conscious of was of sitting up with great

suddenness, under the impression that she had overslept and that the

housemaid was calling to her very loudly to waken her.

Someone _was_ calling--shouting lustily, in fact, and collecting her

sleep-bemused faculties, she realised that instead of being securely

moored against the bank her boat was rocking gently in mid-stream, and

that the occupant of another boat, coming from the opposite direction,

was doing his indignant best to attract her attention, since just at

that point the river was too narrow for them to pass one another unless

each pulled well in towards the bank.

Jean reached hastily for her sculls, only to find, to her intense

astonishment, that they had vanished as completely as though they had

never existed. She cast a rapid glance of dismay around her, scanning

the surface of the water in her vicinity for any trace of them. But

there was none. She was floating serenely down the middle of the stream,

perfectly helpless to pull out of the way of the oncoming boat.

Meanwhile its occupant was calling out instructions--tempering his wrath

with an irritable kind of politeness as he perceived that the fool whose

craft blocked the way was of the feminine persuasion.

“Pull in a bit, please. We can’t pass here if you don’t.... Pull in!” he

yelled rather more irately as Jean’s boat still remained in the middle

of the river, drifting placidly towards him.

She flung up her hand.

“_ I cant!_” she shouted back. “I’ve lost my sculls!”

“Lost your sculls?” The man’s tones sufficiently implied what he thought

of the proceeding.

A couple of strokes, and, gripping the gunwale of her boat as he drew

level, he steadied it to a standstill alongside his own.

Jean’s eyes travelled swiftly from the squarish, muscular-looking hand

that gripped the boat’s side to the face of its owner. He was decidedly

an ugly man as far as features were concerned, with a dogged-looking

chin and a conquering beak of a nose that jutted out arrogantly from

his hatchet face. The sunlight glinted on a crop of reddish-brown

hair, springing crisply from the scalp in a way that suggested immense

vitality; Jean had an idea that it would give out tiny crackling sounds

if it were brushed hard. His eyebrows, frowning in defence against the

sun, were of the same warm hue as his hair and very thick; in later life

they would probably develop into the bristling, pent-house variety. The

eyes themselves, as Jean described them on a later occasion, were “too

red to be brown”; an artist would have had to make extensive use of

burnt sienna pigment in portraying them. Altogether, he was not a

particularly attractive-looking individual--and just now the red-brown

eyes were fixed on Jean in a rather uncompromising glare.

“How on earth did you lose your oars?” he demanded--as indignantly as

though she had done it on purpose, she commented inwardly.

Her lips twitched in the endeavour to suppress a smile.

“I haven’t the least idea,” she confessed. “I tied up under some trees

further up and--and I suppose I must have fallen asleep. But still that

doesn’t explain how I came to be adrift like this.”

“A woman’s knot, I expect,” he vouchsafed rather scornfully. “A woman

never ties up properly. Probably you just looped the painter round any

old thing and trusted to Providence that it would stay looped.”

She gave vent to a low laugh.

“I believe you’ve described the process quite accurately,” she admitted.

“But I’ve done the same thing before without any evil consequences.

There’s hardly any current here, you know. I don’t believe”--with

conviction--“that my loop could have unlooped itself. And

anyway”--triumphantly--“the sculls couldn’t have jumped out of the boat

without assistance.”

The man smiled, revealing strong white teeth.

“No, I suppose not. I fancy”--the smile broadening--“some small boy must

have spotted you asleep in the boat and, finding the opportunity too

good to be resisted, removed your tackle and set you adrift.”

There was a sympathetic twinkle in his eyes, and Jean, suddenly sensing

the “little boy” in him which lurks in every grown-up man, flashed back:

“I believe that’s exactly what you would have done yourself in your

urchin days!”

“I believe it is,” he acknowledged, laughing outright. “Well, the only

thing to do now is for me to tow you back. Where do you want to go--up

or down the river?”

“Up, please. I want to get back to Staple.”

He threw a quick glance at her.

“Surely you must be Miss Peterson?”

She nodded.

“Yes. How did you guess?”

“My sister, Mrs. Craig, told me a Miss Peterson was staying at Staple.

It wasn’t very difficult, after that, to put two and two together.”

“Then you must be Geoffrey Burke?” returned Jean.

He nodded.

“That’s right. So now that we know each other, will you come into my

parlour?”--smiling. “If I’m going to take you back, there seems no

reason why we shouldn’t accomplish the journey together and tow your

boat behind.”

He held out his hand to steady her as she stepped lightly from one boat

to the other, and soon they were gliding smoothly upstream, the empty

craft tailing along in their wake.

For a while Burke sculled in silence, and Jean leant back, idly watching

the effortless, rhythmic swing of his body as he bent to his oars. His

shirt was open at the throat, revealing the strong, broad-based neck,

and she noticed in a detached fashion that small, fine hairs covered his

bared arms with a golden down, even encroaching on to the backs of the

brown, muscular hands.

She found herself femininely conscious that the most dominant quality

about the man was his sheer virility. Nor was it just a matter of

appearances. It lay in something more fundamental than merely externals.

She had known men of great physical strength to be not infrequently

gifted with an almost feminine gentleness of nature, yet she was sure

this latter element played but a small part in the make-up of Geoffrey

Burke.

The absolute ease with which he sent the boat shearing through the water

seemed to her in some way typical. It conveyed a sense of mastery that

was unquestionable, even a little overpowering.

She felt certain that he was, above and before all other things,

primeval male, forceful and conquering, of the type who in a different

age would have cheerfully bludgeoned his way through any and every

obstacle that stood between him and the woman he had chosen as his

mate--and, afterwards, if necessary, bludgeoned the lady herself into

submission.

“Here’s where you tied up, then?”

Burke’s voice broke suddenly across her thoughts, and she looked round,

recognising the place where she had moored her boat earlier in the

afternoon.

“How did you divine that?” she asked.

“It didn’t require much divination! There are your

sculls”--pointing--“stuck up against the trunk of a tree--and looking

as though they might topple over at any moment. I fancy”--with a

smile--“that my ‘small boy’ theory was correct. I believe I could even

put a name to the particular limb of Satan responsible,” he went on.

“You moored your boat on the Willow Perry side of the stream, and our

lodge-keeper’s kids are a troop of young demons. They want a thorough

good thrashing, and I’ll see that they get it before they are much

older.”

He pulled in to the shore and rescuing the sculls from their precarious

position, restored them to the empty boat.

“All the same,” he added, as, a few minutes later, he helped Jean out

on to the little wooden landing-place at Staple, “I think I’m rather

grateful to the small boy--whoever he may be!”

She laughed and retorted impertinently:

“I’m sure I’m very grateful to the bigger boy who came to the rescue.”

There was something quite unconsciously provocative about her as she

stood there with one foot poised on the planking, her head thrown back

a trifle to meet his glance, and a hint of gentle raillery tilting the

corners of her mouth.

The cave-man woke suddenly in him. He was conscious of an almost

irresistible impulse to take her in his arms and kiss her. But the

conventions of the centuries held, and all Jean knew of that swift

flare-up of desire in the man beside her was that the grip of his hand

on hers suddenly tightened so that the pain of it almost made her cry

out.

And because she was not given to regarding every unmarried man she met

in the light of a potential lover--as some women are prone to do--and

because, perhaps, her thoughts were subconsciously preoccupied by a

lean, dark face, rather stern and weary-looking as though from some past

discipline of pain, Jean never ascribed that fierce pressure of the

hand to its rightful origin, but merely rubbed her bruised fingers

surreptitously and wished ruefully that men were not quite so muscular.

“I’ll go with you up to the house,” remarked Burke, without any

elaboration of “by your leave.”

She was privately of the opinion that her leave would have little

or nothing to do with the matter. If this exceedingly autocratic and

masculine individual had decided to accompany her through the park,

accompany her he would, and she might as well make the best of it.

He was extraordinarily unlike his sister, she thought. Where Judith

Craig would probably seek to attain her ends in a somewhat stealthy,

cat-like fashion, Burke would employ the methods of the club and

battering-ram. Of the two, perhaps these last were preferable, since

they at least left you knowing what you were up against.

“Will you come in?” asked Jean, pausing as they reached the house.

“Though I’m afraid everyone is out.”

“So much the better,” he replied promptly. “I’d much rather have tea

alone with you.”

“That’s not very polite to the others”--smiling a little. “I thought the

Staple people were old friends of yours?”

“So they are. That’s exactly it. I feel the mood of the explorer on me

this afternoon.”

“You’re one of the people with a penchant for new acquaintances, then?”

she said indifferently, leading the way into the hall, where, in place

of the great log fire of chillier days, a hank of growing tulips made a

glory of gold and orange and red in the wide hearth.

“No, I’m not,” he returned bluntly. “But I’ve every intention of making

your acquaintance right now.”

Jean rang the bell and ordered tea.

“I think perhaps I might be consulted in the matter,” she returned

lightly when Baines had left the room. “The settling of questions

of that kind is usually considered a woman’s prerogative.

Supposing”--smiling--“I don’t ask you to tea, after all?”

There was a smouldering fire in the glance he bestowed upon her vivid

face.

“It wouldn’t make a bit of difference--in the long run,” he replied

deliberately. “If a man makes up his mind he can usually get his own

way--over most things.”

“You can’t force friendship,” she said quickly. It was as though she

were defying something that threatened.

Again that queer gleam showed for a moment in his eyes.

“Friendship? No, perhaps not,” he conceded.

He said no more and an uncomfortable silence fell between them. Jean was

suddenly conscious that it might be possible to be a little afraid of

this man. She did not like that side of him--the self-willed, masterful

side--of which, almost deliberately, he had just given her a glimpse.

With the appearance of tea the slight sense of tension vanished, and the

conversation dropped into more ordinary channels. She discovered that he

had travelled considerably and was familiar with many of the places to

which, at different times, she had accompanied her father and mother,

and over the interchange of recollections the little hint of discord--of

challenge, almost--was forgotten.

They were still chatting amicably together half an hour later when

Blaise returned. The latter’s face darkened as he entered the hall

and found them together, nor did it lighten when Jean recounted the

afternoon’s adventure.

“I suppose Miss Peterson has your lodge-keeper’s boys to thank for

this?” he demanded stormily of Burke.

“I’m afraid that’s so,” admitted the other.

“If you had any consideration for your neighbours, you’d sack the lot

of them,” returned Blaise sharply. “Or else see that they’re kept under

proper control. They’ve given trouble before, but it is a little too

much of a good thing when they dare to play practical jokes of that

description on a guest of ours.”

Jean stared at him in astonishment. She had told the story as rather

a good joke and in explanation of Burke’s presence, and, instead of

laughing at her dilemma, Tormarin appeared to be thoroughly angry over

the matter.

Burke remained coolly unprovoked.

“I can’t say I’ve any quarrel with the young ruffians,” he said. “They

afforded me a charming afternoon.”

“Doubtless,” retorted Blaise. “But that’s hardly the point.

Anyway”--heatedly--“I’ll thank you to see that those lads are kept in

hand for the future.”

Jean glanced across at Burke with some apprehension, half fearing a

responsive explosion of wrath on his part, but to her relief he was

smiling--a twinkling, mirthful smile that redeemed the ugliness of his

features.

“’Fraid I can’t truthfully declare I’m sorry, Tormarin,” he said

good-humouredly. “You wouldn’t, in my place.”

The man was keeping his temper in the face of considerable provocation,

and Jean liked him better at that moment than she had done throughout

the entire afternoon. Tormarin’s own attitude she quite failed to

understand, and after Burke’s departure she took him to task for his

churlishness.

“It was really absurd of you, Blaise,” she scolded, half-smiling, half

in genuine vexation. “As if Mr. Burke could possibly be held responsible

for the actions of a mischievous schoolboy! At least he did all he could

to repair the damage; he brought me back, and recovered the missing pair

of oars for me. You hadn’t the least reason to flare up like that.”

Blaise listened to her quietly. The anger had died out of his face and

his eyes were somewhat sad.

“You’re right,” he said at last, “absolutely right. But there rarely is

any reason for a Tormarin’s temper. Do you know--it sounds ridiculous,

but it’s perfectly true--it was all I could do not to knock Burke down.”

“My dear Blaise, you fill me with alarm! I’d no idea you were such a

bloodthirsty individual! But seriously, what had the poor man done to

incur your wrath? He’s been most helpful.”

There was an element of self-mockery in the brief smile which crossed

his face.

“Perhaps that was just it. I’ve rather grown to look upon it as my own

particular prerogative to help you out of difficulties.”

“Well, naturally I’d rather it had been you,” she allowed, twinkling.

“Do you mean that?”--swiftly.

“Of course I do”--lightly. She had failed to notice the eagerness of

demand in his quick question. “I’m more used to it! Besides, I

believe Mr. Burke rather frightens me. He’s a trifle--overwhelming.

Still”--shaking her head reprovingly--“I don’t think that excuses you.

You must have a shocking temper.”

He laughed shortly.

“Most of the Tormarins have ruined their lives by their temper. I’m no

exception to the rule.”

Jean’s thought flew back to the description she had overheard when in

London: “_A Tormarin in a temper is like a devil with the bit between

his teeth_.”

“Then it’s true, escaped her lips.

“What’s true?”--with some surprise. “That the Tormarins are a

vile-tempered lot? Quite. If you want to know more about it, ask my

mother. She’ll tell you how I came by this white lock of hair--the mark

of the beast.”

Jean was trying to make the comments of the woman at the hotel and

Blaise’s own confession tally with her recollection of the latter’s

complete self-control on several occasions when he, or any other man,

might have been pardoned for yielding to momentary anger.

“I believe you’re exaggerating absurdly,” she said at last. “As a matter

of fact, I’ve often been surprised at your self-control, seeing that I

know you have a temper concealed about you somewhere. I think that is

why your anger this afternoon took me so aback. It seemed unlike you

to be so fearfully annoyed over practically nothing at all. I don’t

believe”--half smiling--“that really you’re anything like bad-tempered

as a Tormarin ought to be--to support the family tradition!”

He was looking, not at her but beyond her, as she spoke, as though his

thoughts dwelt with some past memory. His expression was inscrutable;

she could not interpret it. Presently he turned back to her, and though

he smiled there was a deep, unfathomable sadness in his eyes.

“I’ve had one unforgettable lesson,” he said quietly. “The Tormarin

temper--the cursed inheritance of every one of us--has ruined my life

just as it has ruined others before me.”

The words seemed to fall on Jean’s ears with a numbing sense of

calamity, not alone in that past to which they primarily had reference,

but as though thrusting forward in some mysterious way into the

future--_her_ future.

She was conscious of a vague foreboding that that “cursed inheritance”

of the Tormarins was destined, sooner or later, to impinge upon her own

life.

At night, when she went to bed, her mind was still groping blindly

in the dark places of dim premonition. Single sentences from the

afternoon’s conversation kept flitting through her brain, and when

at last she slept it was to dream that she had lost her way and was

wandering alone in a wild and desolate region. Presently she came to a

solitary dwelling, set lonely in the midst of the interminable plain.

Three wretched-looking scrubby little fir trees grew to one side of the

house, all three of them bent in the same direction as though beaten and

bowed forward by ceaseless winds. While she stood wondering whether she

should venture to knock at the door of the house and ask her way, it

opened and Geoffrey Burke came out.

“Ah! There you are!” he exclaimed, as though he had been expecting her.

“I’ve been waiting for you. Will you come into my parlour?”

He smiled at her as he spoke--she could see the even flash of his

white teeth--but there was something in the quality of the smile which

terrified her, and without answering a word she turned to escape.

But he overtook her in a couple of strides, catching her by the hand in

a grip so fierce that it seemed as though the bones of her fingers must

crack under it.

“Come into my parlour,” he repeated. “If you don’t, you’ll be stamped

forever with the mark of the beast. It’s too late to try and run away.”

Jean woke in a cold perspiration of terror. The dream had been of such

vividness that it was a full minute before she could realise that,

actually, she was safely tucked up in her own bed at Staple. When she

did, the relief was so immeasurable that she almost cried.

The next morning, with the May sunshine streaming in through the open

window, it was easier to laugh at her nocturnal fears, and to trace the

odd phrases which, snatched from the previous day’s conversation with

Burke and Tormarin and jumbled up together, had supplied the nightmare

horror of her dream.

But, even so, it was many days before she could altogether shake off the

disagreeable impression it had made on her.

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