CHAPTER VIII

Dr. Ware noiselessly closed the door of his wife’s bedroom and walked

softly downstairs. “Can we have supper at once, Rhoda?” he inquired of

his daughter at the door of the dining-room. “Good! I’m called over to

the other side of town and I want to get away as quickly as possible.

It’s likely I’ll have to stay most of the night--maybe until morning.

Are you intending to go to the party to-night?”

“I was, father, but if you’re going to be away I’d better stay with

mother. How is she to-night?”

“It’s the worst attack of sick headache she’s had in a long time. But I

hope she will soon be able to go to sleep, and if she sleeps well all

night she will be much better to-morrow. She doesn’t want anything now,

but you might look in very quietly after a little and see if she is

asleep. Do you mind missing the party?”

“No, not at all, father. But Charlotte--” she looked uncertainly across

the table at her sister. “Do you think Charlotte better go without me?”

“Of course you do, don’t you, father?” Charlotte promptly interrupted,

with a coquettish look at Dr. Ware, to which he responded with a fond

smile. “Isn’t Horace Hardaker a good enough chaperon for anybody?” she

went on.

“Horace Hardaker!” her father exclaimed in surprise. “What’s become of

Billy Saunders? Have you quarreled?”

“No--he hasn’t. He was impertinent this afternoon--wanted to kiss me,

and I told him he shouldn’t speak to me for a month. So I asked Rhoda

if I couldn’t go with her and Horace.”

Dr. Ware laughed indulgently. “Horace will take good care of her,

Rhoda. It’s all right for her to go with him. But I’m surprised,

Charlotte,” he went on, frowning at her with mock seriousness, “that a

young lady of your convictions should be willing to go to a party with

a Black Abolitionist!”

“Aren’t you afraid to let him go with me, father?” she mocked in reply,

her eyes dancing. “Suppose I should convert him to slavery before we

get back, and make him promise to vote for Buchanan!”

“You minx!” he said fondly, as he stopped to give her hair a rumpling

caress. Then with altered manner he turned to Rhoda with some

directions for her mother’s comfort and messages for certain patients

if they should call during the evening.

The making of Charlotte’s toilette, at which Rhoda assisted, was

enlivened by much gaiety of spirit on the part of the younger sister.

Charlotte had put aside the teasing humor in which she so often

indulged and was more affectionate than usual. Rhoda warmed to her

in response and was delightedly absorbed in helping to deck her for

the evening’s merrymaking. They laughed softly together at her little

flashes of fun, which were so frequent that finally Rhoda exclaimed,

smiling down upon her fondly: “You’re hatching up some mischief,

sister, aren’t you?”

Charlotte giggled. “Oh, I’m just thinking how I’ll punish Billy

Saunders!”

“And make him want to kiss you more than ever!” warned Rhoda gaily.

“He shan’t, all the same!” Charlotte laughed over her shoulder as she

tilted out of the room.

From the veranda steps Rhoda bade Charlotte and Horace Hardaker

good-night, and as they passed down the broad front walk between the

lilac hedges called out gay nothings after them and laughed at her

sister’s saucy rejoinders. When they disappeared down the street

she went back into the house, softly humming to herself, for the

merriment still stirred in her heart. She peeped into her mother’s

bedroom and smiled with gratification as she saw that the invalid was

at last sleeping soundly. Then she made a trip to the kitchen to give

Lizzie directions concerning breakfast and afterward sat down in the

living-room for a quiet hour or two of reading.

It was in the early days of October, and the presidential campaign

of 1856 was at its height. Mighty waves of political enthusiasm

were sweeping the country and stirring it to its depths, as it had

never before been stirred. The youthful Republican party was already

showing a marvelous growth. From the South were coming open threats of

secession in case Frémont should be elected.

Rhoda was intensely interested and under the guidance of her father was

eagerly following the progress of the campaign. She sat down now with a

little pile of its literature on the table beside her and took up first

a pamphlet containing George William Curtis’s oration on “The Duty of

the American Scholar to Politics and the Times.” The quiet, intense

conviction which glowed through its polished phrases set her pulses to

throbbing. She read it through rapidly once, then went back and studied

carefully the arguments, breathing high aspirations and noble ideals,

by which he advanced to the conclusion that the prime duty of the

scholar in that crisis was to work to his utmost for the election of

Frémont.

She knew that the oration was being read by scores upon scores of

thousands, for her father had told her of its enormous circulation

and of its effect upon thinking people throughout the North. Her hand

trembled as she laid it down and went out upon the veranda. She tried

to form in her mind some idea of all those masses of people moved as

she was feeling herself moved at that moment by the orator’s inspiring

sentences and stirred as she was stirred by the desire to go forth as

to a crusade and with mind and heart and hand work for the success of

the party that would put an end to the extension of slavery.

“Oh, he will surely be elected--he must be elected!” she whispered,

nervously clasping her hands. Then she wondered, if Frémont should be

successful, would there follow secession and war--the war which her

father believed to be the only means for the cutting of the Gordian

knot into which North and South had tangled themselves. And then came

quickly apprehensive thought of that ardent and determined lover, on

the other side of the fateful river. She shivered a little and told

herself that the nights were already growing much cooler. Presently she

would go upstairs, she thought, and, perhaps, she would read again the

letter that had come two days before from Jefferson Delavan.

She went back to her reading and looked through some recent newspapers.

In the New York “Times” she read an account of a great meeting in Wall

Street, where, from the steps of the Merchants’ Exchange, Speaker

Banks, of the House of Representatives, had addressed a mighty

assemblage of twenty thousand earnest men. In Pittsburg had been held a

monster mass-meeting of a hundred thousand. Everywhere there had been

meetings, speeches, torchlight processions, bands, cheers, enthusiasm.

Rhoda had herself joined in that staccato cry of the campaign, “Free

speech, free soil and Frémont!” only a few nights before when she

and Marcia Kimball and Mrs. Hardaker and others of her friends had

leaned from the windows of Horace Hardaker’s office and with waving

handkerchiefs and responding cheers had added to the enthusiasm of the

Republican procession sweeping down the street. Her father, heading

one division and Horace leading another, had saluted them with waving

torches and louder cheers. Her mother and sister had stayed at home

that night and neither of them, by word or look, had shown afterwards

that they knew a torchlight procession had taken place. But when the

Democrats had had their meeting and procession a week earlier Mrs. Ware

and Charlotte had gone under the escort of Billy Saunders.

With close attention she read too of the great meetings that were being

held all over the North, and the money that was being donated by rich

and poor alike in aid of the free-soil settlers in Kansas. Recently she

had had a long letter from Julia Hammerton, Horace’s sister, giving

intimate account of the perilous times through which they were passing

and of the riot and pillage and bloodshed which ravished the border.

Her anxiety for her friend doubled the interest with which she perused

the reports from Lawrence and Topeka. She exclaimed with horror every

now and then, and at last with head bowed upon her clasped hands she

whispered: “Oh, God in heaven, grant the election of Frémont, and stop

all this, I pray, I pray!”

[Illustration: “Inside were a withered rose and a letter.”]

She sat musing for a while upon what she had read, but her thoughts

would wander to the grapevine arbor, and again and again across the

ardent longings for the success of the Republican cause which filled

her mind would come the image of Jefferson Delavan as he held her hand

to his heart and declared, “I shall win you yet, Rhoda Ware!”

A deep flush dyed her cheeks and muttering, “Dear God, forgive me, that

I cannot help thinking of him even at such a time!” she rose and folded

the papers. Then she carefully put them away in her father’s office;

for Charlotte did not hesitate, if she came across such publications in

any other part of the house and happened to be in an audacious mood, to

put them with laughing defiance into the fire.

In her room she moved about restlessly, going now and again toward her

bureau, then turning away. At last she opened one of the drawers and

from one corner hidden away under ribbons and handkerchiefs, took a

small box tied with a white ribbon. For some moments she clasped it

tenderly in both hands, her eyes fixed on the floor. Then, as she sank

into a chair, the barriers of her will gave way and with trembling

fingers she took off the cover.

Inside were a withered rose and a letter. She kissed the rose and

caressed it in her palm and held it against her cheek--had not he

held it to his lips that day in the arbor when she told him she would

not marry him? Then she unfolded the letter and read again its brief

sentences. Already she knew them, every word, for in the two days since

she received it her traitor heart had sent her, against her will, to

read it many times. It was dated in Cincinnati, where, he said, he

was likely to remain several days more, but before returning home he

intended to go on up the river to Hillside, where he hoped to have the

pleasure of calling again upon Mrs. Ware and herself. It was written in

courteous, formal phrase, and Rhoda’s eyes studied the lines as though

searching for some hidden expression of the love that she knew was

behind them.

“Ought I to write and tell him he’d better not come?” she asked

herself, as she had done a dozen times already, but still unable to

decide that she would request him not to make the visit. Her heart was

longing to see him again, but what she said to herself was, “It would

be a disappointment to mother if he should not come.”

Oh, traitor heart, that with its insidious desires undermines the

defenses of the will and levels to the dust the walls of human

determination! If wishfulness stand within the gate when temptation

knocks outside it is only the sternest “no,” to both of them, over

and over again, resolute and unchanging and giving way not so much

as a hair’s breadth, that can save the day. If man’s desires always

squared with his knowledge of the right perhaps the world would be a

cleaner and a sweeter place to live in. But it would lack the inspiring

savor of that grim struggle between them, as old as the race, by which

humankind has mounted a few of the steps toward heaven. Man’s inability

to say “no” to himself, stoutly and often, is responsible for more

of his ills than is all “man’s inhumanity to man.” And to dally with

desire, to argue with the traitor within the gates, to listen for a

moment to his specious pleading, is to make it ever harder and harder

to utter the one blunt word that alone brings peace.

Doubtless Rhoda did not know, for she was not much given to

introspection, that if she did not come to quick and sharp conclusions

with the insurgent within her own breast she was but lengthening the

conflict and making it the more difficult to stand to the line she had

set. She was quite sure of her determination that she would not marry

Jefferson Delavan and she would have been amazed and incredulous had

any one told her that even by this yielding to her love in the privacy

of her own room and debating with herself as to whether or not she

should see him again she was throwing doubt upon the issue.

So she sat there fondling the withered rose, which his lips had

touched, and the letter, which his hand had written, and thinking

that it would do no harm if he should come again, for they would meet

hereafter merely as friends. Surely they were both strong enough to

be just good friends, and to keep hidden whatever might be in their

hearts. They were so congenial, they enjoyed each other’s society so

much, why shouldn’t they have the pleasure of meeting now and then?

And her mother was so fond of him, it really would not be fair to

her to tell him that he must not visit them. Yes, it would surely be

for the best, and to-morrow she would ask her mother to write and

say they would be glad to see him whenever he should come. Her heart

gave a little bound at this victory and her lips unconsciously formed

themselves into the tenderest of smiling curves as she pressed them

upon the withered rose. Then she put the box carefully away, blew out

her candle and knelt beside the open window.

Her room was in the southeast corner of the house, and the moon,

dwindling past its half, bounded up from behind the wooded hills and

saw upon her face the same tender look of smiling happiness. Presently,

upon the still night air came the faint sound of cautious footsteps.

She turned her eyes, that had been brooding upon the star-filled sky

while her spirit wandered in dream-filled Elysian fields, downward to

the earth. She could dimly make out a woman’s figure coming up the

middle of the street.

A lantern hung on one of the posts of the east gate, beside her

father’s sign. But it had now a double purpose. Rhoda watched as the

figure came slowly on, stopped at the gate, glanced warily about, and

seemed to read the sign, “Dr. Amos M. Ware.” By the dim light she

could see that the woman’s face was dark and that she held a child by

the hand. Instantly the girl’s spirit was upon the earth again. With

noiseless feet she rushed downstairs, through her father’s office, and

out upon the veranda. The wanderer was climbing the steps and looking

doubtfully about, as if uncertain what she ought to do next.

“You’re in the right place,” said Rhoda assuringly, speaking barely

above a whisper. “I am your friend--come in.”

She hurried the woman into the office, pulled down the shades and

lighted a candle. Then she saw that the fugitive, besides the child,

perhaps four or five years old, which she led by the hand, carried a

baby underneath her shawl. The girl drew a swift breath that was almost

a sob.

“Oh!” she exclaimed, running to the woman and putting her two hands

gently upon her shoulders, “Oh, you poor thing! You poor thing!”

The room occupied by Jim and Lizzie, the two colored servants, was

next to the office, at the northeast corner of the house. Darting out

on the veranda again, Rhoda ran to their window and rapped gently four

times. In a few moments Jim opened the door.

“Tell Lizzie to get up,” she whispered. “A poor woman with two children

is here. I’ve got them in the office now, but you’d better let me bring

them into your room as quickly as possible. They must have some supper

and a little rest, and then we’ll decide what’s best to do.”

Lizzie’s face appeared above Jim’s shoulder. “All right, Miss Rhoda,”

she was saying in subdued but hearty accents, “you all kin come right

in--in two minutes.”

The runaways were soon eating a supper of cold meat and bread and milk,

which Lizzie hurried into the room. Rhoda nodded and smiled at her and

her husband.

“Now,” she said coaxingly, “you and Jim will let them have your bed a

little while, won’t you? Jim can go in the office and lie down on the

lounge. They must have some rest, for they ought to go on to-night.

It wouldn’t be safe to try to keep them here to-morrow, for Charlotte

would be sure to discover the children. Father is not likely to get

back before morning--so I’ll drive them on to Gilbertson’s. No, it’s

all right”--as Jim made a movement of protest. “Dolly is in the

stable--you can hitch her to the two-seated carriage. I’m not the

least bit afraid, and it will be much safer for me than you. Charlotte

will be home soon. We’d better not do anything more until after she

gets in and goes to sleep. But we ought to start in about three hours.

Have the carriage ready, Jim, and I’ll be down. Now, you poor thing,

you and these babies must lie down and get some sleep.”

When they were ready to start, Rhoda put the child, still asleep, into

a nest of rugs on the carriage floor. The woman, with the baby hugged

to her breast, she took on the front seat. “If we should happen to

meet any one,” she said, “they’d take less notice if we were sitting

together sociably like this. If you see father when he comes home, Jim,

tell him where I’ve gone. And, Lizzie, you’ll be sure to look out for

mother as soon as she wakens in the morning, won’t you? If she asks for

me tell her I’ve gone on an errand for father.”

The street, going on northward, passed a few more houses and then

became a country road. The Ware house stood on the top of a long,

gentle rise from the river. From the summit the road dipped down into a

shallow valley, then mounted another longer and steeper ascent, whence

it passed into a region partly wooded and partly filled with farms.

They drove on without speaking until they had passed the last of

the houses. Rhoda’s thoughts were busy with the woman beside her,

wondering what awful pressure of desperation had sent her, with these

little ones clinging to her hands, upon the perilous road toward

freedom. The fugitive was a good-looking young mulatto, not much older

than herself. In her speech and manner Rhoda had already noted the

lack of a certain suppressed fire which she had seen in some of the

refugees, and especially in the slave whose emancipation papers she had

won from Jefferson Delavan. In this one there was instead a patient,

pleading resignation which seemed to her eloquent of the wrongs of the

helpless race. It appealed to her from the big, mournful eyes of the

child when, mutely trustful, he let her take him from his mother’s arm

and lay him upon the bed. It was tugging mightily at her heartstrings

as they drove down the dim road, her eyes on the faint track that

gradually opened out of the darkness. Her heart was all one sweet

compassion and brooding tenderness. But she did not speak until they

were well past the last house of the town and beyond chance of any

wakeful ear.

“Have you come very far? Has it been hard?” she asked in subdued tones.

“Yes, miss, it’s seemed a long way.” The woman used good English, and

her gentle manner showed that she must have been well trained. “But I

reckon it wasn’t really so far. It’s just a week ago to-night that I

took out. We’ve had to hide in the daytime and walk at night, mostly.

Once a man met us and hid us in a wagon under some hay and took us

right far. Sometimes I had to carry both the children and then I

couldn’t come so fast. Andy was right good for such a little fellow.

He’d run most all the time. I told him we were going to see his pappy

and he’s been expecting to find him every time we stop.”

“Your husband has got away, then? Is he in Canada?”

“Yes, miss. He took out last June.”

“Did they follow you? Were you afraid of being caught and taken back?”

“Eleven of us left at the same time, from three plantations. We kept

together the first night, and then we divided. I wanted to come the

same way my husband had. The man who came down there and told us how to

go and what to do said it would be safer for us to divide, and he said

that if I thought I could make the trip alone it would be better for

me, because they wouldn’t think I’d leave the others. He told me not to

be afraid, so I wasn’t.”

The quick tears sprang to Rhoda’s eyes at thought of this childlike

trust and simple steadfastness. “Do you know who the man was?” she

asked.

“No, miss, I don’t know his name. He was a young man and so kind

looking you knew right away that you could trust him. He came out from

Lexington about two weeks ago and we all thought he was just after

birds. He wanted to get bird skins and he paid some of the children who

could catch birds in snares, so the skins would be whole. But after a

day or two word was whispered round that he wanted to see the slaves

who would like to be free.”

Rhoda nodded. “Yes, I know him! He was here only a month ago, getting

names of people who would help the runaway slaves and what they would

do for them. He was at our house and went right on down into Kentucky

to let the slaves know how they can escape from slavery. His name is

Alexander Wilson.”

“Yes, miss. I didn’t hear his name. I’d been powerful anxious to get

away ever since my husband took out, so I went to the meeting, in our

preacher’s house. The man had seen Andrew, my husband, in Canada, and

he had sent me some money and word to follow him as soon as I could.

Oh, miss, he’s free now, and he’s earning money, his own money, and

making a home for us!”

For the first time in the woman’s simple narrative the note of deep

feeling broke through her tone and manner of settled, mournful

resignation. The childlike wonder in her voice as she uttered her last

sentence touched her listener deeply.

“There are no slaves in Canada,” Rhoda said gently. “You’ll be free too

and perfectly safe when you get there. What made you and your husband

dissatisfied in the first place?” she continued. “Did you have a hard

master?”

“No, miss, he’s a right kind man to his slaves, better than his sister.

She’ll be married some day, and we all thought the slaves might be

divided then and maybe some of us sold down south.” She was silent for

a moment, a suspended accent in her voice, and Rhoda waited. “Master

was always right good to Andrew. There was a reason--” She checked

herself, as if some innate delicacy prevented her from saying more, and

went on: “But Miss Emily would have sold him if she could. She didn’t

like him.”

“Miss Emily!” Rhoda exclaimed, a catch in her breath.

“Yes, miss, master’s sister, who has a share in the slaves and

everything. But Andrew’s free now! He can’t be sold now!” Her voice was

full of happy satisfaction.

“But you’ll soon be in Canada, and then you’ll be free too, just as

free as he is,” Rhoda told her assuringly, thinking that the slave

woman had not yet realized the freedom to which she was fleeing. The

girl spoke calmly and compassionately, but at her heart there was a

quick throbbing.

“I mean he’s surely free, miss! He’s got his free papers! Master

followed him and most caught him, the man told me, and a young lady hid

him in a cave. Master Jeff came and she persuaded him to give Andrew

his free papers. Oh, miss! I wish I could see that young lady!” At

last the refugee’s feeling had broken through her manner of subdued and

patient resignation. Her voice was trembling with eagerness and in the

moonlight Rhoda could see the tears rolling down her cheeks. “I’d do

anything for her, anything!”

A lump swelled in Rhoda’s throat. She leaned forward to tap her horse

to a faster pace along a level stretch of road, then lifted her eyes to

the sky and whispered, “O God, I thank thee!”

“What is your name?” she queried as she leaned back again.

“My name is Lina, miss,--Carolina, but I’m always called just Lina. My

husband’s name is Andrew Delavan. We took master’s name.”

“Andrew is doing well in Canada, I think you said?”

“Yes, miss. He’s got some land and he’s building a log house for us. It

will be our own!”

“Well, Lina, I want you--can you write?--after you get there I want

you to write a letter to me--I’ll write down my name and address for

you--and tell me about your home and whether or not you and Andrew like

being free. I think perhaps I know that young lady you spoke of and

I’ll show her your letter. It will give her more pleasure than anything

else you could do.”

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