CHAPTER XVI.

"AN ENEMY HATH DONE THIS."

The short evening service was over, and one by one, in orderly

procession, the girls left the chapel. Annie was about to rise to her

feet to follow her school-companions, when Mrs. Willis stooped down, and

whispered something in her ear. Her face became instantly suffused with a

dull red; she resumed her seat, and buried her face in both her hands.

One or two of the girls noticed her despondent attitude as they left the

chapel, and Cecil Temple looked back with a glance of such unutterable

sympathy that Annie's proud, suffering little heart would have been

touched could she but have seen the look.

Presently the young steps died away, and Annie, raising her head, saw

that she was alone with Mr. Everard, who seated himself in the place

which Mrs. Willis had occupied by her side.

"Your governess has asked me to speak to you, my dear," he said, in his

kind and fatherly tones; "she wants us to discuss this thing which is

making you so unhappy quite fully together." Here the clergyman paused,

and noticing a sudden wistful and soft look in the girl's brown eyes, he

continued: "Perhaps, however, you have something to say to me which will

throw light on this mystery?"

"No, sir, I have nothing to say," replied Annie, and now again the sullen

expression passed like a wave over her face.

"Poor child," said Mr. Everard. "Perhaps, Annie," he continued, "you do

not quite understand me--you do not quite read my motive in talking to

you to-night. I am not here in any sense to reprove you. You are either

guilty of this sin, or you are not guilty. In either case I pity you; it

is very hard, very bitter, to be falsely accused--I pity you much if this

is the case; but it is still harder, Annie, still more bitter, still more

absolutely crushing to be accused of a sin which we are trying to

conceal. In that terrible case God Himself hides His face. Poor child,

poor child, I pity you most of all if you are guilty."

Annie had again covered her face, and bowed her head over her hands. She

did not speak for a moment, but presently Mr. Everard heard a low sob,

and then another, and another, until at last her whole frame was shaken

with a perfect tempest of weeping.

The old clergyman, who had seen many strange phases of human nature, who

had in his day comforted and guided more than one young school-girl, was

far too wise to do anything to check this flow of grief. He knew Annie

would speak more fully and more frankly when her tears were over. He was

right. She presently raised a very tear-stained face to the clergyman.

"I felt very bitter at your coming to speak to me," she began. "Mrs.

Willis has always sent for you when everything else has failed with us

girls, and I did not think she would treat me so. I was determined not to

say anything to you. Now, however, you have spoken good words to me, and

I can't turn away from you. I will tell you all that is in my heart. I

will promise before God to conceal nothing, if only you will do one thing

for me."

"What is that, my child?"

"Will you believe me?"

"Undoubtedly."

"Ah, but you have not been tried yet. I thought Mrs. Willis would

certainly believe; but she said the circumstantial evidence was too

strong--perhaps it will be too strong for you."

"I promise to believe you, Annie Forest; if, before God, you can assure

me that you are speaking the whole truth, I will fully believe you."

Annie paused again, then she rose from her seat and stood a pace away

from the old minister.

"This is the truth before God," she said, as she locked her two hands

together and raised her eyes freely and unshrinkingly to Mr. Everard's

face.

"I have always loved Mrs. Willis. I have reasons for loving her which the

girls don't know about. The girls don't know that when my mother was

dying she gave me into Mrs. Willis' charge, and she said, 'You must keep

Annie until her father comes back.' Mother did not know where father was;

but she said he would be sure to come back some day, and look for mother

and me; and Mrs. Willis said she would keep me faithfully until father

came to claim me. That is four years ago, and my father has never come,

nor have I heard of him, and I think, I am almost sure, that the little

money which mother left must be all used up. Mrs. Willis never says

anything about money, and she did not wish me to tell my story to the

girls. None of them know except Cecil Temple. I am sure some day father

will come home, and he will give Mrs. Willis back the money she has spent

on me; but never, never, never can he repay her for her goodness to me.

You see I cannot help loving Mrs. Willis. It is quite impossible for any

girl to have such a friend and not to love her. I know I am very wild,

and that I do all sorts of mad things. It seems to me that I cannot help

myself sometimes; but I would not willingly, indeed, I would not

willingly hurt anybody. Last Wednesday, as you know, there was a great

disturbance in the school. Dora Russell's desk was tampered with, and so

was Cecil Temple's. You know, of course, what was found in both the

desks. Mrs. Willis sent for me, and asked me about the caricature which

was drawn in Cecil's book. I looked at it and I told her the truth. I did

not conceal one thing. I told her the whole truth as far as I knew it.

She did not believe me. She said so. What more could I do then?"

Here Annie paused; she began to unclasp and clasp her hands, and she

looked full at Mr. Everard with a most pleading expression.

"Do you mind repeating to me exactly what you said to your governess?" he

questioned.

"I said this, sir. I said, 'Yes, Mrs. Willis, I did draw that caricature.

You will scarcely understand how I, who love you so much, could have been

so mad and ungrateful as to do anything to turn you into ridicule. I

would cut off my right hand now not to have done it; but I did do it, and

I must tell you the truth.' 'Tell me, dear,' she said, quite gently then.

'It was one wet afternoon about a fortnight ago,' I said to her; 'a lot

of us middle-school girls were sitting together, and I had a pencil and

some bits of paper, and I was making up funny little groups of a lot of

us, and the girls were screaming with laughter, for somehow I managed to

make the likeness that I wanted in each case. It was very wrong of me, I

know. It was against the rules, but I was in one of my maddest humors,

and I really did not care what the consequences were. At last one of the

girls said: 'You won't dare to make a picture like that of Mrs. Willis,

Annie--you know you won't dare.' The minute she said that name I began to

feel ashamed. I remembered I was breaking one of the rules, and I

suddenly tore up all my bits of paper and flung them into the fire, and I

said: 'No, I would not dare to show her dishonor.' Well, afterward, as I

was washing my hands for tea up in my room, the temptation came over me

so strongly that I felt I could not resist it, to make a funny little

sketch of Mrs. Willis. I had a little scrap of thin paper, and I took out

my pencil and did it all in a minute. It seemed to me very funny, and I

could not help laughing at it; and then I thrust it into my private

writing-case, which I always keep locked, and I put the key in my pocket

and ran downstairs. I forgot all about the caricature. I had never shown

it to any one. How it got into Cecil's book is more than I can say. When

I had finished speaking Mrs. Willis looked very hard at the book. 'You

are right,' she said; 'this caricature is drawn on a very thin piece of

paper, which has been cleverly pasted on the title-page.' Then, Mr.

Everard, she asked me a lot of questions. Had I ever parted with my keys?

Had I ever left my desk unlocked? 'No,' I said, 'my desk is always

locked, and my keys are always in my pocket. Indeed,' I added, 'my keys

were absolutely safe for the last week, for they went in a white

petticoat to the wash, and came back as rusty as possible.' I could not

open my desk for a whole week, which was a great nuisance. I told all

this story to Mrs. Willis, and she said to me: 'You are positively

certain that this caricature has been taken out of your desk by somebody

else, and pasted in here? You are sure that the caricature you drew is

not to be found in your desk?' 'Yes,' I said; 'how can I be anything but

sure; these are my pencil marks, and that is the funny little turn I gave

to your neck which made me laugh when I drew it. Yes; I am certainly

sure.'

"'I have always been told, Annie,' Mrs. Willis said, 'that you are the

only girl in the school who can draw these caricatures. You have never

seen an attempt at this kind of drawing among your schoolfellows, or

among any of the teachers?'

"'I have never seen any of them try this special kind of drawing,' I

said. 'I wish I was like them. I wish I had never, never done it.'

"'You have got your keys now?' Mrs. Willis said.

"'Yes,' I answered, pulling them all covered with rust out of my pocket.

"Then she told me to leave the keys on the table, and to go upstairs and

fetch down my little private desk.

"I did so, and she made me put the rusty key in the lock and open the

desk, and together we searched through its contents. We pulled out

everything, or rather I did, and I scattered all my possessions about on

the table, and then I looked up almost triumphantly at Mrs. Willis.

"'You see the caricature is not here,' I said; 'somebody picked the lock

and took it away.'

"'This lock has not been picked,' Mrs. Willis said; 'and what is that

little piece of white paper sticking out of the private drawer?'

"'Oh, I forgot my private drawer,' I said; 'but there is nothing in

it--nothing whatever,' and then I touched the spring, and pulled it open,

and there lay the little caricature which I had drawn in the bottom of

the drawer. There it lay, not as I had left it, for I had never put it

into the private drawer. I saw Mrs. Willis' face turn very white, and I

noticed that her hands trembled. I was all red myself, and very hot, and

there was a choking lump in my throat, and I could not have got a single

word out even if I had wished to. So I began scrambling the things back

into my desk, as hard as ever I could, and then I locked it, and put the

rusty keys back in my pocket.

"'What am I to believe now, Annie?' Mrs. Willis said.

"'Believe anything you like now,' I managed to say; and then I took my

desk and walked out of the room, and would not wait even though she

called me back.

"That is the whole story, Mr. Everard," continued Annie. "I have no

explanation whatever to give. I did make the one caricature of my dear

governess. I did not make the other. The second caricature is certainly a

copy of the first, but I did not make it. I don't know who made it. I

have no light whatever to throw on the subject. You see after all," added

Annie Forest, raising her eyes to the clergyman's face, "it is impossible

for you to believe me. Mrs. Willis does not believe me, and you cannot be

expected to. I don't suppose you are to be blamed. I don't see how you

can help yourself."

"The circumstantial evidence is very strong against you, Annie," replied

the clergyman; "still, I promised to believe, and I have no intention of

going back from my word. If, in the presence of God in this little

church, you would willingly and deliberately tell me a lie I should never

trust human being again. No, Annie Forest, you have many faults, but you

are not a liar. I see the impress of truth on your brow, in your eyes, on

your lips. This is a very painful mystery, my child; but I believe you. I

am going to see Mrs. Willis now. God bless you, Annie. Be brave, be

courageous, don't foster malice in your heart to any unknown enemy. An

enemy has truly done this thing, poor child; but God Himself will bring

this mystery to light. Trust Him, my dear; and now I am going to see Mrs.

Willis."

While Mr. Everard was speaking, Annie's whole expressive face had

changed; the sullen look had left it; the eyes were bright with renewed

hope; the lips had parted in smiles. There was a struggle for speech, but

no words came: the young girl stooped down and raised the old clergyman's

withered hands to her lips.

"Let me stay here a little longer," she managed to say at last; and then

he left her.

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