CHAPTER VIII

I went outdoors with some trepidation, striving to assume a natural

air and dreadfully conscious of a feeling of guilt. But instead of

Acquilla’s Dionysian figure I found no one. I returned and summoned Mag.

“Why did you interrupt me with this cock-and-bull excuse,” I said

severely.

“You’d talked long enough with that hardened woman,” she said,

shrugging her shoulders.

“Then you were listening at the door?”

“Yes, I was,” she said sulkily.

“And who permits you to judge my actions,” I continued angrily.

The girl’s eyes filled with tears, she stammered, tried to meet my eyes

and ran away.

“Good heavens, here’s a bit of comedy,” I thought, suddenly

enlightened. “Mag jealous! Acquilla, Dianne, Gallia and now even Mag!

Is it possible that the mere sight of a man as he used to be is going

to work such havoc?”

I must confess that my anger vanished in a laugh, and though I

have always held myself without much vanity this revelation of my

devastating attractions was not at all displeasing.

I presently repaired to the library, which I found to consist of

thousands of carefully packed reels, all arranged according to

subjects. For instance, I found under ancient history that the siege

of Troy was given with a faithful visualization of the Homeric legend

accompanied by a lecture explanatory of customs and traditions; the

French revolution and the Civil War were not only historically analyzed

but actually laid before my eyes. My curiosity was naturally directed

to the fate of my native city. I searched in the section entitled 20th

Century and found a reel, labelled Apotheosis of Material Civilization,

which I immediately placed in the projection and returned to my seat,

with what emotion may be imagined.

Before my eyes rose the colossal city of my dreams, a vast intricate

triple metropolis, with superimposed avenues, crowded with traffic; the

two lower strata vibrantly brilliant in an electric flood; the upper

interlaced with vertiginous spans that supported great concourses,

lined with trees and parkways. The Pennsylvania and Grand Central

Stations, trebled in stature, discharged passengers on the concourses

of the middle stage which was reserved for pedestrians solely. The

scene which had evidently been filmed at the opening of business,

showed the ceaseless inflow of vast multitudes which were regimented

according to destination and marched in military formation under the

vigilant control of thousands of traffic officers. Heavy traffic and

incoming automobiles were rigorously kept on the lower avenue, and

only private automobiles of the greatest luxury circulated above. Each

block was treated as an architectural entity rising five hundred feet

and flanked with enormous towers at each corner with a central landing

place for aeroplanes which swarmed over the sky. Seen thus with its

standardized armies of workers it resembled nothing else than a cross

section of an ant hill or a beehive.

But, abruptly, when my curiosity was just aroused, the scene shifted

to the new capital, Europa, showing the great woman scientist,

Selma Benegal, in her laboratory, experimenting with electronic

disassociation and the startling discovery of the deadly electroid ray.

Next came the declaration of war by the feminine controlled states of

Europe on the Americas; the consternation in New York, the panic in the

Senate at Washington as President McGuffy at the wireless telephone,

indignantly demanded of Europa some justifying explanation.

Reply of the European Council. An epochal note relegating to the dust

heap all the hypocrisies of the old man-made diplomacy:--“Europe makes

war because Europe is ready to conquer!”

Then, while my head swam, came in quick succession shots of the

hasty assemblage of the volunteer air forces of America; politicians

proclaiming that America was rising like one man; while all the time

the great European armada of the air was seen embarking in the night, a

hundred armored aeroplanes equipped with the new Z-ray destroyers.

While I sat thus twisting my hands, I beheld the dreadful meeting at

dawn and the sickening destruction of the feeble American forces as the

Z-rays, with the crash of thunderbolts withered everything that opposed

them. I saw the armada sweep on toward New York; the panic in Babylon;

the first bolts toppling over the skyscrapers; crazed multitudes

flinging themselves from the topmost windows. I saw New York collapse

like an ant hill under the fall of an immense foot.

No words can picture the satanic grandeur of this destruction. The

electroid rays seemed to have the quality of paralyzing all life,

either because joined to some deadly chemical or because the immense

concussion produced sudden deadly vacuums. From the air the tottering

city swayed and crumbled into unrecognizable heaps of stone and steel,

while great sheets of fire a hundred feet in height leaped over the

destruction. Millions died instantly of suffocation or fright while the

armada, passing on, swept the country like a plague of fiery locusts,

destroying every vestige of plant and animal life.

I turned away in horror and rushed into the open air, where I must have

swooned, for the next thing I remember I was in Acquilla’s arms and

Acquilla’s voice, alarmed and compassionate, was calling my name.

I sat up, recollecting myself.

“What happened, Bogardus dear?” said Acquilla, passing her hand gently

over my forehead.

“That awful picture,” I said with a shudder. “How could human beings be

so fiendish?”

“Oh, you have been looking at the destruction of New York,” Acquilla

said, looking at me curiously. “And it has upset you as much as that?

And you are a representative of the war age--the age of war? So men

were not so different after all?”

I put her arm from me indignantly and mastered my emotion, ashamed

before a woman to have so betrayed my britannic ancestry.

“True, we made war but not on women and children. We left that to

savages.”

“Your attitude surprises me,” said Acquilla reflectively. “What

sentimental creatures you men were after all. What horrifies you? That

you saw millions wiped out in an instant? But was there anything less

horrible in men dying by the hundreds of thousands?”

“But a whole city, a nation, the women and children!”

“Really, Bogardus, do you believe that war was not always directed

at the women and children? Is it easier to die suddenly or to live

blankly and carry on the burden of life? Who suffered most in your

romantic age, the lover who died or the lover who remained? As for the

horror you imagine, stop and think on this. The destruction you saw

was instantaneous, the vibration of the electroid ray paralyzes every

nerve instantly. There is no more experience with pain than a bolt of

lightning gives. Such a death was virtually an unconscious blotting

out. Yet at the same epoch in your sentimentality, you gave to your

criminals an instantaneous merciful death and allowed the ones you

loved, to die in prolonged agonies. Isn’t that true?”

“I don’t know if it is true. It sounds logical,” I admitted unwillingly.

“And that is what you men never were!”

“At least we were consistent.”

“How so?”

“You have enslaved my sex, because you say, it lived only to kill.

Yet on what have you founded your civilization of peace? On the most

gigantic holocaust that the imagination could conceive. I call that

inconsistent.”

“You have brought up the fundamental difference between the sexes. You

men were ever slaves to tradition and your consistency on which you

pride yourselves was after all only a servitude to a rooted idea which

no longer served. There is woman’s superior mentality. We never ask is

a thing right, but is it necessary. Your vanity made you believe you

could foresee all future conditions. We simply say the present has no

relation to the past, because new conditions and not old ones determine

our decisions.”

“I have heard such stuff before,” I said, irritated at my own lack of

resource.

For some reason Acquilla did not wish to further antagonize me. She

took my hand tenderly and said:

“I must make allowance for your man’s point of view, dear Bogardus. I

don’t want to annoy you. I am simply comparing different viewpoints.

After all, remember that life is the cheapest thing in the world and

it matters little how or when we go. You will do us the justice as you

see us, to realize that if we have not yet conquered death, we never

permit suffering, and though we had to decimate the world to do it, we

have produced a state where hunger, poverty, sickness and suffering are

unknown. You are not angry with me, Bogardus,” she concluded, holding

out her arms with a charming gesture.

I yielded to the embrace but with a certain obstinacy which she must

have felt, for she began to display the most tender solicitude to win

me out of the stubbornness of my mood.

“Dianne is dining with us tonight and bringing Dulcina, the great

composer, and Carrilla, who plays divinely. You will see that the

aesthetics of living has not been lost in our feminine age. Come,

we’ll plan the dinner together and you shall order the banquet as the

Epicures of your day would have done. There you men remain supreme.”

I understood the reasons of her flattery, but was somewhat mollified by

it. Yet as I took her hand and followed her to the culinary libraries,

I was curiously conscious that in this scene I had behaved strangely

like a woman and Acquilla had had all the masculine advantages. This

irritated me and I resolved not to appear again at such a disadvantage.

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