he remarked tartly. "Can't you give somebody else a turn now?"
Just then, mercifully, Mr. Trupp rolled up, coughing.
Summer or winter made no difference to the great man's cold, which was
always with him, and lovingly cherished; but he liked to mark the
change between the two seasons by exchanging the long woollen muffler
of winter for a silken wrapper in which he swaddled his neck in the
summer months.
"Good luck, Ernie," he said in his brief way, his eyes shrewd and sweet
behind his pince-nez.
"Keep an eye to Ruth, won't you, sir?" said Ernie in his most
confidential manner.
"We'll do our best," replied the other hoarsely. "Here's Mr. Pigott.
Quite a jingo these days."
"Who isn't?" the old school-master answered with an attempt at the
familiar truculence. "Well, you look like it, Ern." He added almost
with admiration. "Quite a changed man."
Then the Colonel joined the little group.
"Coming along sir?" asked Ernie keenly.
"No luck," replied the other gloomily. "Too old at sixty... What
about that brother of yours?"
Ern's face darkened.
"Ah, I ain't seen him," he said.
"There he is by the bookstall," muttered Mr. Pigott. "Envying the men
who are going to fight his battles! I know him."
Alf, indeed, who had clearly recovered from the first shock of war, was
very much to the fore, modest, fervent, the unassuming patriot. Now he
approached his brother with a mixture of wariness and manly frankness.
"Will you shake 'ands, Ernest?" he asked.
"I will _not_," said Ern. "It was you who done the dirty on our Lal."
"Never!" cried Alf and came a step closer. "I'll tell you who it
were." He nodded stealthily in the direction of Joe. "That's the chap
that's out to spoil your home. Wrecker I call him. I tell you what,
Ern," he whispered. "I'll watch out against him for you while you are
away so you don't suffer."
"I thank you," said Ern, unmoved.
Just then Joe came up, took him by the arm, and bustled him off to the
departure platform.
"You'll be late else, ma lad," said the engineer.
CHAPTER XXXV
IN THE EVENING
The Archdeacon and his sidesman walked back to Old Town from the
station together.
Mr. Trupp and Mr. Pigott followed behind.
"The Archdeacon lags a bit," said the former.
"Yes," answered the other. "And I don't wonder. This war'll be the
end of him yet. You heard about last night?"
The veteran had sallied out at midnight with an electric torch and the
Reverend Spink to deal with spies who had been signalling from the top
of the Downs.
Unhappily the stalker had himself been stalked by another patriot bent
on the same errand. The two old gentlemen had arrested each other by
the dew-pond on Warren Hill; and report had it that words and worse had
passed between the two. In the small hours of the morning Anne Caspar,
hearing voices, had risen and seen from her window the Archdeacon
stalking down the road, dusty, draggled, his curate trotting with
sullen barks at the heels of his chief. The Archdeacon had no
prisoner, but he had lumbago, a scratch or two, and an indignant sense
that his curate had proved both disloyal and inefficient. The two had
parted at the Rectory gate wrathfully, the Reverend Spink offering his
resignation.
Opposite his garage in the Golfs, Alf now said goodbye to his Rector,
and crossed the road with an almost aggressively sprightly air. Mr.
Trupp noticed it.
"What about him and his Touring Syndicate?" he asked.
"He's all right," answered Mr. Pigott. "Trust him for that. Artful
isn't in it with Alf. Called his drivers together on the declaration
of war, and made em a speech. Said he knew where they wanted to
be--where he wanted to be himself: in the fighting line. He'd be the
last to stand between them and their duty. He wouldn't keep them to
their contract. The Motor Transport was crying for them--five bob a
day and glory galore. All he could do was to say God bless you and
wish he could go himself--only his responsibilities...."
Mr. Trupp grinned.
"Did they swallow it down?" he asked.
"Like best butter," said Mr. Pigott. "He's got the tongue. He twisted
em. Parliament's the place for Alf."
"Ah!" committed the other. "We're only beginning. This war'll find us
all out too before we're through." ...
Alf turned into his yard.
A little group of broken down old men were waiting him there.
"Who are you?" he asked fiercely. "What you want?"
"We've come on behalf of the cleaners, sir," said the spokesman, in the
uncertain voice of the half-starved. "What about us?--The Army don't
want us."
The group tittered a feeble deprecatory titter.
"H'every man for himself in these days!" cried Alf, brief and brisk.
"I'm not the Charity Organisation Society."
The old man, a-quaver in voice and body, doddered forward, touching his
hat. Undersized and shrunken through starvation during infancy, and
brutal usage throughout his growing years, he was an example of the
great principle we Christians have enforced and maintained throughout
the centuries: that the world's hardest work should be done by the
weakest. Tip, as he was called, had been a coal-porter till at
fifty-five he dislocated his shoulder shifting loads too heavy for him.
Thereafter he was partially disabled, a casualty of the Industrial War,
and to be treated as such.
"Would you give us a week's money or notice, sir?" he said now in his
shaking voice.
"Did I take you on by the week?" asked Alf ferociously.
"No, sir; by the day."
"Then what ye talking about?--Ain't I paid you up?"
"You paid us up, sir. Only we got to live."
"Very well then. There's the House at the top of the hill for such as
you. Ain't that good enough? This is a Christian country, this is."
Alf was half-way up the steps to his office, and he pointed in the
direction of the Work-house.
A curious tawny glow lit the old man's eyes. His lips closed over his
gums.
"Bloody Bastille," he muttered.
Alf heard him and ran down the steps. He was still with the stillness
of the born bully.
"None of that now," he said quietly. "No filthy language in my yard!
And no loiterin eether!--Off you go or I send for the police. The
country's got something better to think of than you and your likes, I
reckon, just now."
He stood in the gate of the yard with the cold domineering air of the
warder in charge of convicts.
The cleaners shambled away like a herd of mangy donkeys past work and
turned out on waste land to die at their leisure.
They were broken men all, old and infirm, drawn from the dregs of that
Reserve of Labour on which the capitalist system has been built. They
belonged to no Union; they were incapable of organisation and therefore
of defence against the predatory class ...
"We got no bloody country, men like us ain't."
"Nor no bloody Christ."
"The rich got Him too."
"Same as they got everythink else" ...
The last of them gone, Alf skipped up the steps into his office. He
was not afraid of them, was not even depressed by their uncalled-for
consideration of themselves.
Indeed he was extraordinarily uplifted.
His great scheme had, it is true, been brought low--through no omission
on his part; but he had got out with a squeeze after a dreadful period
of panic fury, and now experienced the lyrical exhilaration of the man
who has escaped by his own exertions from sudden unexpected death.
He had unloaded his drivers on the Army; and sold his buses to the
Government. The only big creditor was Captain Royal, and Alf could
afford to laugh at him. Besides Captain Royal would be off to the
war--and might not come back. Moreover, unless he was much mistaken,
the war meant all manner of chances of which the man with his eyes open
would take full advantage: world convulsions always did.
Meanwhile he had the garages on which he could rebuild his original
edifice at any moment, add to it, alter it as opportunity offered. The
war would not last for ever; but it would un-make businesses and devour
men--some of them his rivals. While they were away at the Front he
would be quietly, ceaselessly strengthening his position at home. And
when peace came, as it must some day, he would be ready to reap where
he had sown in enterprise and industry.
On his way up to Old Town that evening he met the Reverend Spink and
asked him how long the Franco-Prussian war had lasted.
The curate still had the ruffled and resentful air of a fighting
cockerel who has a grievance against the referee. Lady Augusta,
indeed, had passed a busy morning smoothing his plumage and inducing
him to withdraw his resignation. His meeting with Alf served as
further balm to his wounded spirit; for above all else the Reverend
Spink loved to be appealed to as a scholar.
Now he answered Alf with a learned frown,
"Six months. It began at the same date as this. They were in Paris by
January."
"As long as that!" said Alf surprised. "Looks as if they'd be quicker
this time!"
A thought struck him. He turned down Borough Lane, and went to call on
Ruth.
She was at home, alone in the kitchen, her babes in bed. He did not
enter, but stood in the door awhile before she was aware of him,
watching her with sugary and secretive smile.
Then he chirped.
She looked up, saw him; and the light faded out of her face.
"So Ern's gone to the wars," he said. "You'll be a bit lonely like o
nights, the evenings drawing in and all. Say, I might drop in on you
when I got the time. I'm not so busy, as I was. Likely I'll be goin
back to drive for Mr. Trupp now."
She rose, formidable as a lioness at bay in the mouth of her cave.
"Out of it!" she ordered, and flung an imperious hand towards the door.
Alf fled incontinently.
A navvy, who had been watching him from a door opposite, shouldered
heavily across the street to meet him. He was a very big man with a
very small head, dressed in corduroys; of the type you still meet in
the pages of Punch but seldom in real life. His hands were deep in his
pockets, and he said quietly without so much as removing his pipe.
"Stow the bloody truck then!"
Alf paused, astonished. Then he thought the other must have mistaken
his man in the dusk.
"Here! d'you know who you're talkin to?" he asked.
The navvy showed himself quite undisturbed.
"Oughter," he said, "seein you and me was dragg'd oop same school
togedder along o Mr. Pigott back yarnderr. You're Alf Caspar, and I be
Reuben Deadman. There's an old saying these paarts you may have
heard--_When there isn't a Deadman in Lewes Gaol you may knaw the end
o't world's at hand_. I've not been in maself, not yet. When I goos
I'll goo for to swing--for you--for old times sake; let alone the dirty
dish you done Old Tip and them this arternoon."
Alf walked up the hill, breathing heavily and with mottled face.
The bubble of his exaltation had burst. He felt a curious sinking away
within him, as though he were walking on cold damp clouds which were
letting him through.
The war was changing things already, and not to his liking.
Three weeks ago who'd have talked to the Managing Director of Caspar's
Syndicate like that?
Brooding on his troubles, he ran into Joe Burt who was coming swiftly
round the corner of Borough Lane, brooding too.
Alf darted nimbly back. Joe stood with lowered head, glaring at his
enemy. Then he thought better of it and turned on his way.
Alf, standing in the middle of the road with jeering eyes, called after
him furtively.
"Want her all to yourself, don't you?"
Joe marched on unheeding to the cottage Alf had just left.
Ruth must have been awaiting him: for he entered at once without
knocking.
CHAPTER XXXVI
RUTH FACES THE STORM
That night as the Colonel sat on the loggia chewing his pipe, long
after Mrs. Lewknor had retired, he was aware of a pillar of blackness,
erect against the dull sea and star-lit sky, on the edge of the cliff,
at the very spot where he had seen it on the night of the declaration
of war.
Electric torch in hand, he stole out on the pair. Oblivious of all
things save each other, they remained locked in each other's arms. He
flashed the torch full in their faces.
"O, Joe!" came a familiar voice.
The Colonel was taken a-back.
"That you, Anne?" he muttered.
"Yes, sir," his parlour-maid answered. "Me and my Joe. He come up to
say goodbye. Joining up to-morrow, he is."
The Colonel mumbled something about spies, and apologised.
"No harm done, sir," laughed Anne, quietly. "It's nothing to some of
them. Turn their search-light full glare on you just when you don't
want, and never a by-your-leave--same as they done war-night! _If
that's war_, I says to Joe, _better ha done with it afore you begin_, I
says."
The Colonel retired indoors, doubly humiliated: he had made a fool of
himself before his own parlour-maid, and in his mind he had gravely
wronged Ruth Caspar.
Next day he started off for Old Town to find out if there was any way
by which he could make amends to his own conscience and, unknown to
her, to the woman he had maligned.
She met him with kind eyes, a little wistful.
"We're all friends now, sir," she said, as she shook hands. "Got to
be, I reckon."
If it is true, as is said to-day, that old men make wars and young men
pay for them, it is also true that the mothers, wives, sisters, and
sweethearts of the young men bear their share of the burthen.
Ruth was left with four children and a debt.
She faced the situation as hundreds of thousands of women up and down
Europe in like case were doing at that moment--quiet, courageous,
uncomplaining as an animal under the blows that Life, the inexplicable,
rained upon her. One thought constantly recurred to her. In her first
tragedy she had stood alone against the world. Now there were millions
undergoing the same experience. And she derived from that thought
comfort denied to others.
There were no complications about her economic situation.
That at least was very simple.
She owed several weeks' rent, had debts outstanding to the tune of
several shillings--mostly boots for the children; and a little cash in
coppers in hand.
Two nights after Ernie's departure, Alf came round for his back-rent.
He came stealthily, Ruth noticed; and she knew why. Public opinion in
the Moot, which might at any moment find explosive self-expression
through the fists of Reuben Deadman, was against him. It was against
all landlords. Ern moreover was still a hero in the eyes of the Moot
and would remain so for several days yet; and Ruth received the
consideration due to the wife of such.
Alf was dogged, with downcast eyes. There was no nonsense, no
persiflage about him. He went straight to the point.
"I come for my money," he said.
Ruth rallied him maliciously.
"Money!" she cried, feigning surprise. "I thart it was accommodation
you was a'ter."
"And I mean to have it," Alf continued sullenly.
"Even a landlord's got to live these times. I got to have it or you
got to go. That's straight."
Ruth had her back to the wall.
"Ah, you must have that out with the Government," she said coolly.
"It's got nothing to do with me."
"Government!" cried Alf sharply. "What's the Government got to do with
it."
"They're passin some law to protect the women and children of them
that's joined up," Ruth answered.
"Who said so?"
"The Colonel."
"Anyway it's not passed yet."
"No," retorted Ruth. "So you'd best wait till it is. Make you look a
bit funny like to turn me out, and put some one else in, and then have
to turn them out and put me back again, say in a fortnight, and all out
o your own pocket. Not to talk o the bit of feeling, and them and me
taking damages off o you as like as not, I should say."
That evening Ruth went up to see Mr. Pigott.
The Manager said he would pay her half Ern's wages while the war
lasted; and he paid her the first instalment then and there.
"Will the Government do anything for the women and children sir?" she
asked.
Mr. Pigott shook his grizzled head.
As the years went by he had an always diminishing faith in the power
and will of Governments to right wrongs.
"The old chapel's the thing," he would say.
Ruth put the same question to Mr. Trupp whom she met on her way home to
the Moot.
"They will if they're made to," the doctor answered, and as he saw the
young woman's face fall, he added more sympathetically, "They're trying
to do something locally. I don't know what'll come of it. Keep in
touch with Mrs. Trupp. She'll let you know. I believe there's to be a
meeting at the Town Hall."
He rolled on, grumbling and grousing to himself. Call ourselves a
civilised country, and leave the women and children to take their luck!
Chaos--as usual! ... Chaos backed and justified by cant! ... Would cant
organise Society? ... Would cant feed the women and children? ... Would
cant take the place of Scientific Method? ...
Ruth went home with her eleven shillings and sixpence and an aching
heart, to find that little Alice had already arranged her brood in
their bibs around the tea-table, and was only waiting for mother to
come and tilt the kettle which she might not touch.
The other fledgelings hammered noisily on the table with their spoons.
"My dears," she said, as she went round the table, kissing the rosy
faces uplifted to hers.
"What is it, Mum?" asked little Alice, who had something of her
mother's quick sympathy and power of intuition. "Is daddy shotted at
the war?"
"Not yet, my pretty," her mother answered. "It's only nothing you can
understand. Now help me get the tea."
Next day brought a lawyer's letter giving her notice to quit.
That evening Ruth took the letter up to the Manor-house.
The maid told her Mr. and Mrs. Trupp had just started off to a meeting
at the Town Hall.
"Something to do with the women and children, I believe," she added.
"Prince o Wales's Fund or something."
Ruth turned down the steps disconsolate.
Just then she saw Joe Burt getting off the motor-bus opposite the
_Star_. She had not seen him since he had come up on the evening of
Ern's departure to give her the latest news of her husband. Now he
came striding towards her, blowing into her life with the vigour of
Kingsley's wild Nor'-easter. At the moment the politician was on
top--she noted it with thankful heart.
"Coom on, ma lass!" he said. "You're the very one I'm after. We want
you. We want em all. You got to coom along o me to this meeting."
"But I aren't got my hat, Joe!" pleaded Ruth, amused yet deprecating.
The engineer would take no excuses.
"Your children are worth more'n your hat, I reck'n," he said. "Coom
on!--Coom on!--No time to be lost!"
And in a moment she was walking briskly at his side down the hill up
which he had just come.
The strength, the resolution, the certainty of her companion swept all
her clouds away and renewed her faith.
She told him of the notice she had received.
"All the better," he said. "Another trump for us to play. Don't you
worrit. The Labour Party in Parliament's disappointed all its
supporters so far, but it's going to justify itself at last. One
thing. They can't trample on us this time, the Fats canna. We're too
well organised."
They walked down the hill together.
At the stile opposite the Drill Hall where six months before she had
rescued Ernie, drenched and dripping, from the police, they turned off
into Saffrons Croft in the direction of the Town Hall.
Joe, as he trod the grass beneath his feet, became sombre, silent. The
woman sweeping along at his side, her shawl about her head, felt his
change of mood. The Other was coming to the top again--the One she
feared. She was right. The Other it was who spoke surlily and
growling, out of his deeps, like the voice of a yard-dog from his
kennel.
"Well, what's it going to be?"
Her heart galloped but she met him gaily.
"What you mean, Joe?"
"You know what I mean," bearing down on her remorselessly.
She made a half halt.
"O Joe!"
"Aye, you may O Joe me! That wunna better it."
"And after what you promised him solemn that night and all."
He answered moodily.
"He forced me to it. Took advantage. Shouldn't ha done it. Springin
it on me without a word. That's not the game."
Ruth turned on him.
"You're the one to talk, aren't you?" she said, flashing the corner of
an eye at him. "Playing the game prarper, you are?"
He barged ahead, sullen as a bull and as obstinate.
"A don't know; and A don't care. A know what A want and A know A'm
going to get it."
She met him light as a rapier thrust.
"I thart you was a man, Joe."
"Better'n a no-man anyway."
She stopped dead and faced him.
"Where's my no-man now then?" she cried. "And where are you?"
That time she had planted her dart home. He glared at her savage,
sullen, and with lowered head.
"Thou doesna say A'm a coward?"
Slowly she answered,
"I'm none so sure.--Ern's my soldier, Ern is."
He gripped her arm.
"I'll go home," she said, curt as the cut of a whip.
He relaxed.
"Nay," he answered. "If we're to fight for your children yo mun help."
She threw off his arm with a gesture of easy dignity. Then they walked
on again together down Saffrons Road towards the Town Hall.
CHAPTER XXXVII
MRS. LEWKNOR
The Town Hall was crowded.
The Mayor, who was in the chair, had spoken on behalf of the Prince of
Wales's Fund and announced that subscriptions would be received by the
Town Clerk.
Thereafter an indescribable orgie of patriotism had taken place.
Red-necked men outbid fat women. The bids mounted; the bidders grew
fiercer; the cheers waxed. And all the while a little group of Trade
Unionists at the back of the hall kept up a dismal chaunt--
We don't want charity,
We won't have charity.
Then a little dapper figure in the blue of a chauffeur rose in the body
of the hall.
"I'm only a workin chauffeur," he said, wagging his big head, "but I
got a conscience, and I got a country. And I'm not ashamed of em
eether. I can't do much bein only a worker as you might say. But I
can do me bit. Put me down for fifty guineas, please, Mr. Town-clerk."
He sat down modestly amidst loud applause.
"Who's that?" whispered the Colonel on the platform.
"Trupp's chauffeur," the Archdeacon, who had a black patch over his
eye, answered with a swagger--"my sidesman, Alfred Caspar. Not so bad
for a working-man?" He cackled hilariously.
Then a voice from Lancashire, resonant and jarring, came burring across
the hall.
"Mr. Chairman, are you aware that Alfred Caspar is turning his
sister-in-law out of his house with four children."
Alf leapt to his feet.
"It's a lie!" he cried.
A big young woman sitting just in front of Joe rose on subdued wings.
She was bare-headed, be-shawled, a dark Madonna of English village-life.
"Yes, you are, Alf," she said, and sat down quietly as she had risen.
There was a dramatic silence. Then the Archdeacon started to his feet
and pointed with accusing claw like a witch-doctor smelling out a
victim.
"I know that woman!" he cawed raucously.
A lady sitting in the front row just under the platform rose.
"So do I," she said.
It was Mrs. Trupp, and her voice, still and pure, fell on the heated
air like a drop of delicious rain.
She sat down again.
The Archdeacon too had resumed his seat, very high and mighty; and
Bobby Chislehurst was whispering in his ear from behind.
The Colonel had risen now, calm and courteous as always, in the
suppressed excitement.
"Am I not right in thinking that Mrs. Caspar is the wife of an old
Hammer-man who joined up at once on the declaration of war and is at
this moment somewhere in France fighting our battles for us?"
The question was greeted with a storm of applause from the back of the
hall.
"Good old Colonel!" some one called.
"Mr. Chairman, d'you mean to accept that man's cheque?" shouted Joe.
"Yes or no?"
In the uproar that followed, Alf rose again, white and leering.
"I'd not have spoken if I'd known I was to be set upon like this afore
em all for offering a bit of help to me country. As to my character
and that, I believe I'm pretty well beknown for a patriot in
Beachbourne."
"As to patriotism, old cock," called Joe, "didn't you sack your
cleaners without notice on the declaration of war?"
"No, I didn't then!" shouted Alf with the exaggerated ferocity of the
man who knows his only chance is to pose as righteously indignant.
The retort was greeted with a howl of _Tip_! There was a movement at
the back of the hall; and suddenly an old man was lifted on the
shoulders of the Trade Unionists there. Yellow, fang-less, creased, he
looked, poised on high above the crowd against the white background of
wall, something between a mummy and a monkey. As always he wore no
tie; but he had donned a collar for the occasion, and this had sprung
open and made two dingy ass-like ears on either side of his head.
"Did he sack you, Tip?" called Joe.
"Yes, he did," came the quivering old voice. "Turned us off at a day.
Told us to go to the Bastille; and said he'd put the police on us."
The tremulous old voice made people turn their heads. They saw the
strange figure lifted above them. Some tittered. The ripple of
titters enraged the men at the back of the hall.
"See what you've made of him!" thundered Joe. "And then jeer! ...
Shame!"
"Shame!" screamed a bitter man. "Do the Fats know shame?"
"Some of em do," said a quiet voice.
It was true too. Mrs. Trupp was looking pale and miserable in the
front-row, so was the Colonel on the platform, Bobby Chislehurst and
others. The titterers, indeed, howled into silence by the storm of
indignation their action had aroused, wore themselves the accusing air
of those who hope thereby to fix the blame for their mistake on others.
In the silence a baggy old gentleman rose in the body of the hall,
slewed round with difficulty, and mooned above his spectacles at the
strange idol seated on men's shoulders behind him.
"_And He was lifted up_," he said in a musing voice more to himself
than to anybody else.
The phrase, audible to many, seemed to spread a silence about it as a
stone dropped in a calm pond creates an ever-broadening ripple.
In the silence old Tip slid gently to the ground and was lost once more
amid the crowd of those who had raised him for a brief moment into
fleeting eminence.
The meeting broke up.
Outside the hall stood Mr. Trupp's car, Alf at the wheel: for the old
surgeon's regular chauffeur had been called up.
Mrs. Trupp, coming down the steps, went up to Ruth who was standing on
the pavement.
"So glad you spoke up, Ruth," she said, and pressed her hand.
"Come on!" said Mr. Trupp. "We'll give you a lift home, Ruth."
Alf was looking green. The two women got in, and the old surgeon
followed them. He was grinning, Mrs. Trupp quietly malicious, and Ruth
amused. The people on the pavement and streaming out of the hall saw
and were caught by the humour of the situation, as their eyes and
comments showed.
Then Colonel Lewknor made his way to the car.
"Just a word, Mrs. Caspar!" he said. "Things are squaring up. Mrs.
Lewknor's taking the women and children in hand. Could you come and
see her one morning at Under-cliff?"
The hostel that Mrs. Lewknor had built upon the cliff boomed from the
start. It was full to over-flowing, winter and summer; and Eton was in
sight for Toby when war was declared.
Then things changed apace.
Beachbourne, for at least a thousand years before William the Norman
landed at Pevensey on his great adventure, had been looked on as the
likeliest spot for enemy invasion from the Continent. Frenzied parents
therefore wired for their children to be sent inland at once; others
wrote charming letters cancelling rooms taken weeks before. In ten
days the house was empty; and on the eleventh the mortgagee intimated
his intention to fore-close.
It was a staggering blow.
The Colonel, with that uncannie cat-like intuition of his she knew so
well, prowled in, looked at her with kind eyes, as she sat in her
little room the fatal letter in her hand, and went out again.
Throughout it had been her scheme, not his, her responsibility, her
success; and now it was her failure.
Then Mr. Trupp was shown in, looking most unmilitary in his uniform of
a Colonel of the Royal Army Medical Corps.
"It's all right," he said gruffly. "I know. Morgan and Evans rang me
up and told me. Unprofessional perhaps, but these are funny times. I
let you in. You built the hostel at my request. I shall take over the
mortgage."
"I couldn't let you," answered the little lady.
"You won't be asked," replied the other. "I ought to have done it from
the start; but it wasn't very convenient then. It's all right now."
The old man didn't say that the reason it was all right was because he
was quietly convinced in his own mind that his boy Joe would need no
provision now.
Just then the Colonel entered, looking self-conscious. He seemed to
know all about it, as indeed he had every right to do, seeing that Mr.
Trupp had informed him at length on the telephone half an hour before.
"You know who the mortgagee is?" he asked.
"Who?" said both at once.
The Colonel on tiptoe led them out into the hall, and showed them
through a narrow window Alf sitting at his wheel, looking very funny.
"Our friend of the scene in the Town Hall yesterday," he whispered.
"When I went to the bank yesterday to insure the house against
bombardment, the clerk looked surprised and said--_You know it's
already insured_. I said--_Who by_? He turned up a ledger and showed
me the name."
Mr. Trupp got into his car, wrapping himself round with much
circumstance.
"To Morgan and Evans," he said to Alf.
In the solicitors' office he produced his cheque-book.
"I've been seeing Mrs. Lewknor," he said. "I'll pay off your client
now and take over the mortgage myself."
He wrote a cheque then and there, and made it out to Alfred Caspar, who
was forthwith called in.
"I'm paying you off your mortgage, Alf," he said. "Give me a receipt,
will you?"
Alf with the curious simplicity that often threw his cunning into
relief signed the receipt quite unabashed and with evident relief.
"See, I need the money, sir," he said gravely, as he wiped the pen on
his sleeve. "The Syndicate's let me in--O, you wouldn't believe! And
I got to meet me creditors somehow."
"Well, you've got the money now," answered Mr. Trupp. "But I'm afraid
you've made an enemy. And that seems to me a bit of a pity just now."
"Colonel Lewknor?" snorted Alf. "I ain't afraid o him!"
"I don't know," said Mr. Trupp. "It's the day of the soldier."
That evening, after the day's work, Alf was summoned to his employer's
study.
Mrs. Trupp was leaving it as he entered.
"I've been thinking things over, Alfred," said the old man. "There's
no particular reason why you shouldn't drive for me for the present if
you like--until you're wanted out there. But I shall want you to
destroy this."
He handed his chauffeur Ruth's notice to quit.
Alf tore the paper up without demur.
"That's all right, sir," he said cheerfully. "That was a mistake. I
understood the Army Service Corps was taking over my garage; and I
should want a roof over my head to sleep under."
He went back to his car.
Another moment, and the door of the Manor-house opened. Ruth emerged
briskly and gave him a bright nod.
"Can't stop now, Alf," she said. "I'm off to see Mrs. Lewknor. See
you again later."
"That's right," Alf answered. "She's on the committee for seeing to
the married women ain't she?--them and their _lawful_ children.
Reverend Spink's on it too."
He stressed the epithet faintly.
A moment Ruth looked him austerely in the eyes. Then she turned up the
hill with a nod. She understood. There was danger a-foot again.
The matter of the hostel settled, Mrs. Lewknor, before everything an
Imperialist, and not of the too common platform kind, was free to
serve. And she had not far to look for an opening.
The Mayor summoned a meeting in his parlour to consider the situation
of the families of soldiers called to the colours.
Mrs. Lewknor was by common consent appointed honorary secretary of the
Association formed; and was given by her committee a fairly free
discretion to meet the immediate situation.
Nearly sixty, but still active as a cat, she set to work with a will.
Her sitting room at Undercliff she turned into an office. Her mornings
she gave to interviewing applicants and her afternoons to visiting.
Ruth Caspar was one of the first to apply.
The little slight Jewish lady with her immense experience of life
greeted the beautiful peasant woman who had never yet over-stepped the
boundaries of Sussex with a brilliant smile.
"There's not much I want to know about you," she said. "We belong to
the same regiment. Just one or two questions that I may fill up this
form."
How many children had Mrs. Caspar.
"Three, 'M ... and a fourth."
Mrs. Lewknor waited.
"Little Alice," continued Ruth, downcast and pale beneath her
swarthiness. "Before I were married."
Mrs. Lewknor wrote on apparently unconcerned.
She knew all about little Alice, had seen her once, and had recognised
her at a glance as Royal's child, the child for which, with her
passionate love for the regiment, she felt herself in part responsible.
On the same occasion she had seen Ruth's other babies and their
grandfather with them--that troubadour who forty years before had swept
the harp of her life to sudden and elusive music.
"I think that'll be all right now, Ruth," she said with a re-assuring
look. "I'm going to call you that now if I may. I'll come round and
let you know directly I know myself."
Ruth retired with haunted eyes. She guessed rather than knew the
forces that were gathering against her, and the strength of them.
Outside in the porch she met Lady Augusta with her mane of thick bobbed
white hair and rosy face; and on the cliff, as she walked home, other
ladies of the Committee and the Reverend Spink.
How hard they looked and how complacent! ...
Mrs. Lewknor put the case before her committee, telling them just as
much as she thought it good for them to know.
There was of course the inevitable trouble about little Alice.
"We don't even know for certain that she is the child of the man the
mother afterwards married," objected Lady Augusta Willcocks in her
worst manner. "She mayn't be a soldier's child at all."
Mrs. Lewknor turned in her lips.
"Our business surely is to support the women and children while the men
are away fighting our battles," she said.
"Need we form ourselves into a private enquiry office?" asked Mrs.
Trupp quietly.
The old lady's eyes flashed. Mrs. Trupp of course didn't care. Mrs.
Trupp never went to church. "Putting a premium on immorality!" she
cried with bitter laughter--"as usual."
"We must look a little into character surely, Mrs. Lewknor," said a
honied virgin from St. Michael's.
"I'll go bail for this woman's character," answered Mrs. Lewknor,
flashing in her turn.
"I believe she _is_ more respectable than she used to be," said a dull
spinster with a dogged eye.
"_Damn_ respectability," thought Mrs. Lewknor, but she said, "Are we to
deprive this child of bread in the name of respectability? Whatever
else she is she's a child of the Empire."
Then the Reverend Spink spoke. He and Lady Augusta Willcocks were
there to represent the point of view of the Church.
He spoke quietly, his eyes down, and lips compressed, mock-meekly aware
of the dramatic significance of his words.
"Perhaps I ought to tell the committee that the man this woman is now
living with is not her husband."
The silence that greeted this announcement was all that the reverend
gentleman could have desired. It was only broken by the loud
triumphant cry of the Lady Augusta Willcocks.
"Then all _four_ children are illegitimate!"
"Oh, that _would_ be joyful!" cried Mrs. Lewknor with a little titter.
It was the great moment of the Reverend Spink's life.
"She married some yeahs ago," he continued, so well-pleased with the
cumulative effect of the impression he was making, as even to venture
an imitation of the Archdeacon's accent. "And her husband is still
alive."
Mrs. Lewknor challenged swiftly.
"Where did she marry?" she asked, lest another question should be asked
first: for the honour of the regiment was involved.
"At the Registrar's Office, Lewes."
"When?"
"September 14th, 1906."
The man had his story pat enough to be sure.
"Who told you?" asked Mrs. Lewknor aggressively.
Mr. Spink pursed his lips.
"I have it on reliable information."
"I know your authority, I think," said Mrs. Trupp quietly.
"Did you check it?" asked Mrs. Lewknor.
"It was unnecessary," replied the curate insolently. "I can trust my
authority. But if you doubt me you can check it yourself."
"I shall of course," retorted the little lady.
Then the Chairman interposed.
"It looks like a case for the police," he said.
"Certainly," Lady Augusta rapped out.
"It's very serious," said the Chairman.
"For somebody," retorted Mrs. Lewknor.
By common consent the case was adjourned.
The Reverend Spink retired to Old Town.
The fierce hostility of Mrs. Lewknor, and the no less formidable
resistance of Mrs. Trupp, made the curate uneasy.
After dark he went round to Alf Caspar's garage.
"You're sure of your facts?" he asked.
"Dead cert," said Alf. "Drove em there meself."
"And the date?"
"Marked it down at the time, sir.... I can show it you in me ledger.
Always make a note of me engagements. You never know when it mayn't
come in handy."
He went down to his office, followed by the curate, and was proceeding
to take a bulky folio down from the shelf, when the telephone bell rang.
It was Mr. Trupp to say the car would be wanted at four to-morrow
afternoon.
"Is it a long run, sir?" asked Alf.
"No," came the answer. "Lewes--Mrs. Trupp."
Alf determined to send a man and not drive himself.
CHAPTER XXXVIII
SUSPENSE
Ruth walked home across the golf links, at her heart the agony of the
beaten vixen who, crawling across a ploughed field still far from her
earth, glances round to see a white wave of hounds breaking over the
fence at her brush.
At Billing's Corner she nearly ran into her mother-in-law.
For the first time Anne paused deliberately to address her.
"That you, Mrs. Caspar?" she said, and looked away a sour smirk on her
face. At the moment, beautiful old woman though she was, with her
porcelain complexion of a girl, her snow-white hair, and broad-splashed
dark brows, there was a suggestion of Alf about her--Ruth noticed it at
once and was afraid.
"They're puttin away all the chance children the mothers can't support
in there," the elder woman said casually, nodding at the blue roofs of
the old cavalry barracks at the back of Rectory Walk that was now the
Work-house. "To save expense, I suppose--the war or something. If you
didn't want yours to go I might take my son's children off your hands.
Then you could go out and char for her."
Ruth sickened.
"No, thank-you, Mrs. Caspar," she said.
Just then a nurse came by pushing a wicker spinal chair in which were a
host of red-cloaked babies packed tight as fledgelings in a nest.
Behind them trooped, two by two and with clattering heels, a score of
elder children from the Work-house, all in the same straw hats, the
same little capes. Ruth glanced at them as she had often done before.
Those children, she remarked with ironic bitterness, were well-soaped,
wonderfully so, well-groomed, well-fed, with short hogged hair, and
stout boots; but she noted about them all, in spite of their apparent
material prosperity, the air of spiritual discontent which is the
hallmark, all the world over, of children who know nothing of a
mother's jealous and discriminating care.
"The not-wanteds," said Anne. "They'll put yours along with them, I
suppose."
Ruth shook. Then she lifted up her eyes and saw help coming. Old Mr.
Caspar was bundling down the road towards her, crowding on all sail and
waving his umbrella as though to tell her that he had seen her mute
S.O.S.
Anne drew away.
"There's my husband," she said.
"Yes," answered Ruth, "that's dad," and walked away down Church Street,
trembling still but faintly relieved that she had planted her pin in
the heart of her enemy before disengaging.
She reached home and turned the key behind her. That vague enemy,
named _They_, who haunts each one of us through life, was hard on her
heels. She was in her earth at last; but _They_ could dig her out.
Before now she had seen them do it on Windhover, with halloos, the men
and women standing round with long-lashed cruel whips to prevent
escape. She had seen them throw the wriggling vixen to the pack ...
and the worry ... and the huntsman standing amid a foam of leaping
hounds, screaming horribly and brandishing above his head a bloody rag
that a few minutes since had been a warm and breathing creature.
Horrible--but true ... That was the world. She knew it of old; and
could almost have thanked that hard old woman with eyes the blue of
steel who had just reminded her of what _They_ and life were compact.
Then she noted there was silence in the house.
What if in her absence _They_ had kidnapped her child--little Alice,
born in agony of flesh and spirit, so different from those other
babies, the heirs of ease and security; little Alice, the child for
whom she had fought and suffered and endured alone. It was her They
were after: Ruth never doubted that. She had seen it in Lady Augusta's
eyes, as she passed her in the porch of the hostel; in the downward
glances of those other members of the committee she had met upon the
cliff; in the voice and bearing of her mother-in-law.
She rushed upstairs.
Alice, busiest of little mothers, had tucked the other three away in
bed a little before their time because she wanted to do it all alone
and without her mother's help. Now she was turning down her own bed.
Her aim successfully achieved she was free to bestow on her mother a
happy smile.
Ruth swept her up in her arms, and bore her away into her own room,
devouring her with passionate eyes.
"You shall sleep along o me place o daddy," she said, and kissed her
hungrily.
"What about Susie and Jenny, mum?" asked the child.
"We'll leave the door open so we can hear," answered Ruth, remarking
even then the child's thoughtfulness. "See, daddy wants you to take
care o mother."
Alice gave a quick nod of understanding.
Next morning Ruth refused to let her go to school with the others,
would not let her leave the house.
"You'll stay along with me," she said, fierce for once.
At eleven o'clock there came a knock. Ruth hustled the child out into
the backyard, shoved her into the coal-shed, turned the key on her, and
locked the backdoor. Then she went very quietly not to the front-door
but to the window, opening it a crack with the utmost stealth.
Kneeling she listened. Whoever was at the door was very quiet, not a
man. If it had been he would have spat by now, or sworn.
"Who is it? she asked.
"Mrs. Lewknor," came the reply.
Ruth opened. The little lady entered, and followed into the kitchen.
"Is it all right, 'M?" asked Ruth anxiously.
"It's going to be," replied the other, firm and confident. "You've got
your marriage-certificate if we should want it?"
Ruth sighed her relief.
"O yes, 'M. I got my lines all right. They're in the tin box under
the bed." She was running upstairs to fetch them when the other stayed
her.
"There's just one thing," said Mrs. Lewknor gravely. "It would help
Mrs. Trupp and me very much, if you could give us some sort of idea
where you were on September 14th, 1906--if you can throw your mind back
all that great way."
"I was with _him_!" Ruth answered in a flash. She was fighting for her
best-beloved: everything must be sacrificed to save her--even Royal.
"It was _the day_!" she panted. "It were the first time ever I was in
a car--that's one why I remember: Alf drove us."
"D'you happen to remember at all where you went?" tentatively.
"All wheres," Ruth answered. "Hailsham--Heathfield. I hardly rithely
knaws the names. We'd tea at Lewes--I remembers that."
Mrs. Lewknor raised her keen eyes.
"You don't remember where you had tea?"
Ruth shook her head, slowly.
"I can't justly remember where. See Lewes is such a tarrabul great
city these days--nigh as big as Beachbourne, I reck'n. It was over the
Registrar's for births and deaths and such like--I remember that along
o the plate at the door."
Mrs. Lewknor rose, her fine eyes sparkling.
"That's splendid, Ruth!" she said. "All I wanted."
All that afternoon Ruth waited behind locked doors--she did not know
what for; she only knew that _They_ were prowling about watching their
chance. She had drawn the curtains across the windows though the sun
was still high in the heaven, and sat in the darkness, longing for
Ernie as she never would have believed she could have longed for him.
Every now and then little Alice came in a tip-toe from the backyard to
visit her. The child thought her mother had one of her rare
head-aches, and was solicitous accordingly.
About three o'clock Ruth crept upstairs and peeped through her window.
It was as she had thought. Alf was there, strolling up and down the
pavement opposite, watching the house. Then he saw her, half-hidden
though she was, crossed the street briskly and knocked.
She went down at once to give him battle.
He met her with his sly smile, insolently sure of himself.
"Police come yet?" he asked.
She banged the door in his face; and the bang brought her strange
relief. With mocking knuckles he rapped on the window on to the street
as he withdrew.
After that nobody came but the children back from school. Ruth packed
them off to bed early. She wanted to be alone with little Alice.
In the kitchen she waited on in the dark.
Then she heard solid familiar feet tramping down the pavement towards
her cottage. She knew whose feet they were, and knew their errand.
The hour of decision had come. One way or the other it must be.
In the confusion and uncertainty only one thing was clear to her.
There was a way--and a price to be paid; if she took it.
Joe knocked.
Ruth slipped to her knees. She did not pray consciously. Kneeling on
the stone-slabs, her face uplifted in the darkness, her hands pale on
the Windsor chair before her, she opened wide the portals of her heart
to the voice of the Spirit, if such voice there were.
And there was. It came to her from above in the silence and the dusk.
Ruth knew it so well, that still small voice with the gurgle in it.
It was Susie laughing in her sleep.
CHAPTER XXXIX
THE VALLEY OF DECISION
The answer she had sought had been given her. Comforted and
strengthened she rose, went to the door and unlocked it. Joe had
strolled a yard or two down the street. She did not call him, but
retired to await him in the kitchen, leaving the door a-jar.
In a few minutes his feet approached slowly. She heard him brush his
boots in the passage, and turn the key of the outer door behind him.
Then he entered.
An immense change had been wrought in him since last they had met. The
bull-moose of Saffrons Croft had given place to a man, humbled, solemn,
quiet, the heir of ages of self-discipline and the amassed spiritual
treasure of a world-old civilisation.
He stood afar off, with downward eyes. Then he held out both arms to
her.
"Ruth, A've come to claim thee--or say good-bye."
She gripped the mantelpiece but did not answer. Her head was down, her
eyes closed.
"Then it's goodbye, Joe," she said in a voice so small that she hardly
recognised it herself.
He dropped his hands, darkening.
"And who'll keep thee and children now Ern's gone?"
A note of harshness had crept into his voice.
She murmured something about the Government.
He laughed at her hardly.
"The Government! What's Government ever done for the workers? _They_
make wars: the workers pay for em. That law's old as the capitalist
system. What did Government do for women and children time o South
Africa?--Left em to the mercy o God and the ruling class. If your
children are to trust for bread to the Government, heaven help em!"
Ruth knew that it was true. She remembered South Africa. In those
days there had been a neighbour of theirs at Aldwoldston, the wife of a
ploughman, a woman with six children, whose husband had been called up.
Ruth had only been a girl then; but she remembered that woman, and that
woman's children, and her home, and that woman's face.
"There's the ladies," she said feebly.
Joe jeered.
"You know the ladies. So do I. Might as lief look for help to the
Church straight off."
"There's One Above."
"Aye, there's One Above. And He stays there too and don't fash Himself
over them below--not over you and me and our class any road."
His tone that had been mocking became suddenly serious.
"Nay, there's nobbut one thing now atween you and them and Work-house."
She peeped, faintly inquisitive.
"What's that?"
"The arm of a Lancasheer lad."
There came into her eyes the tenderness tinged with irony of the woman
amused at the eternal egoism of the male. He noted the change in her,
thought she had relaxed, and came in upon her, instantly, appealing
now--
"Coom and live with me, brother and sister, the lot of you ... A swear
to thee a wunna touch thee."
She laughed at him, low and tender.
"Never do, Joe--never!" shaking her head and swallowing.
"Why not then?"
"There's far over much nature in us--two valiant great chaps like you
and me be."
Then little Alice entered and went to Joe, who put a sheltering arm
about her.
"Her and me and you!" he said huskily to Ruth. "Us three against the
world! Laugh at em then!"
Ruth motioned to the child to go on up to bed. She went; and the two
striving creatures were left alone once more.
"Ern bequeathed thee to me."
"Aye, but he didn't rithely knaw you, and he didn't rithely knaw me
eether."
He caught at the straw.
"Then you do loov me?"
She shook her head, and the tears from her long lashes starred her
cheek.
"Nay, Joe: Ern's my man--always was and always will be."
He stood before her, firm on his feet, and solid as a rock, his fists
clenched, his eyes on her, brilliant, dark, and kindly. She felt the
thrill of him, his solidity, his sincerity, above all his strength, and
thrilled to him again.
"A'm the mon for thee," he said.
She did not answer. In her ears was the roar of cataracts.
"Thoo dursena say me nay."
The words came from far off, from another world. Wavering like a flame
in the wind, she heard but could make no reply.
"Thoo canna."
Then a voice spoke through her, a voice that was not hers, coming from
far away over waste seas, a voice she had never heard before and did
not recognise.
"I can--Lord Jesus helpin me."
At that the mists began to float away. She saw more clearly now. The
worst perhaps was over.
"You want a mon with a purpose in his life."
Ah, how well he knew her!
"A mon who knows what he wants to do and means to do it.--And you must
have it or dee. The bairns arena enough for a woman like you."
He was putting forth the whole of his huge strength to overwhelm her:
she was aware of it and of her own weakness.
"A've got a purpose. You can help me fulfill it--none else, only you.
Time was A thought A could go on alone. You learnt me better. A
canna. God didna make mon that way--not _this_ mon any gate. Mon
needs Woman for his work. A need you."
Quietly she was gathering her forces.
"Ern's my man, Joe," she repeated. "I need him; and none other."
Baffled for the moment, her assailant paused in his assault.
"And has Ern got a purpose in his life?"
"He has now."
"What's that then?"
"What you said at the Citadel that Sunday--the war, and what it stands
for."
"The war won't last for ever. What when that's over?"
"He'll come back a made man."
He regarded her with a kind of sardonic pity.
"He'll never coom back--never."
She lifted her eyes to his, steadfast and tender.
"Hap he'll not, Joe. If so be he doosn't, I shan't grudge him. A
soldier in a soldier's grave. Liefer that than he should linger here
now. He's such a battler, Ern is. That's why I love him."
He took the blows she dealt him, unflinching.
"You don't loov, Ern."
"I'm learning to."
His lips curled in scorn.
"You don't know what loov is. See here!--This is loov." He tapped his
outspread palm, as often when lecturing.
"Ern's ma familiar friend--has been for years. He trusts me--look at
what he did that last night. And sitha! A'm a mon men do trust.
That's ma reputation--earned too. A never sold a pal yet, big or
little. And now--A'll betray ma own mate behind his back; ma mate
that's gone fightin ma battles in the cause for which A've lived twenty
years; ma mate that trusts me--and all for the sake of loov." The
great fellow was trembling himself now. "Am A a rotter?--You know A'm
none. Am A a mon? You know A am. The measure o ma sin is the measure
o ma loov. Judge for yourself."
He was battening down the furnace behind steel-doors; but she could
hear the roar of the flames.
"That's loov. A'll lose all to win all; and A've more than most to
lose. A'll lose ma life to save ma soul--and that's you. Are you for
it?--Was a time A thought nowt o women: now A think o nought but the
One Woman.... Now then!--Take it or leave it!--Choose your path!--Will
you throw a loov like that away--the loov of a mon--for what?--A chap
you don't trust, a chap you can't respect, a chap who's let you and the
children down and will again, a chap you're never like to see again--a
feeble feckless sot, and son of a sot--"
She put both hands to her ears. He wrenched them fiercely aside and
held them. She stood before him, her hands imprisoned in his, her eyes
shut, on her face the look of one awaiting the blows about to rain down
in her defencelessness.
"I may ha doubted him once, Joe. But I knaw him better now. May he
forgive me--and you too; all the wrong I done you both. I knaw him,
and myself, better than I did a while back. And now he's won me, I'll
never loose him, _never_."
She spoke with a passion which convinced even that stubborn lover.
He drew back, and she knew from the sound of his breathing that she had
beaten him.
"Then you was playin wi me?"
He brooded over her, sullen and smouldering.
She put out her hands to him with something of the appeal of a child.
"Hap a while back when you called me so strong I _did_ answer
you--more'n I should--not knawin you cared so much, Joe. And may be I
thart if Ernie saw there was anudder man around hap it'd ginger him
jealous and help us along. I was fighting for my home ... and my
children ... and for him, Joe.... And when a woman's fighting..."
She broke off and gasped.
He met her remorselessly.
"Then yo've chosen ... It's goodbye."
She laid her hands upon his shoulders.
"But not like that.--Kiss me, Joe."
She lifted her face.
Slowly he dropped his hands upon her arms.
And as they stood thus, entwined, the window opened quickly from
outside, the curtains parted, and a voice low at first and rising to a
horrible scream shrilled,
"Caught em at it!--_Mr. Spink_.--Come and see for yourself then! _Mr.
Spink_."
CHAPTER XL
VICTORY AND REVENGE
In the fury of his excitement Alf thrust his head and shoulders far
into the room.
"Got you this time!" he screamed to Joe, his face distorted with hate.
"_Mr. Spink!_" he cried to somebody who must have been near by.
The engineer made a grab at him and seized him by the head.
"Got _you_, ye mean!" he bellowed and jerked the other bodily into the
room. "Ah, ye dirty spyin tyke!--I'll learn you!"
He heaved his enemy from his knees to his feet and closed with him.
The struggle was that of a parrot in the clutch of a tiger.
Joe carried his enemy to the door and slung him out head first. Alf
brought up with a bang against a big car which had just drawn up
outside.
A little lady sat in it.
"Will you get out of my way, please?" she said coldly to the man
sprawling on his hands and knees in the dust at her feet, as she
proceeded to descend.
The prostrate man raised his eyes and blinked. The lady passed him by
as she might have passed a dead puppy lying in the road.
Joe crossed the path and examined with a certain detached interest, the
door of the car against which Alf's head had crashed.
"Why, yo've made quite a dent in your nice car," he said. "Pity." And
he walked away down the street after Mr. Spink who was retiring
discreetly round the corner.
Mrs. Lewknor entered the cottage.
Ruth was sitting in the kitchen, her hands in her lap, dazed.
The lady went over to her.
"It's all right, Ruth," she said gently in the other's ear.
Slowly Ruth recovered and poured the tale of the last twenty-four hours
into the ear of her friend. It was the cruelty of her mother-in-law
more than anything else that troubled her: for it was to her
significant of the attitude of the world.
"That's her!" she said. "And that's them!--and that's how it is!"
Mrs. Lewknor comforted her; but Ruth refused to be comforted.
"Ah, you don't know em," she said. "But I been through it, me and
little Alice. See I'm alone again now Ernie's gone. And so they got
me. And they know it and take advantage--and Mrs. Caspar, that sly and
cruel, she leads em on."
"I think perhaps she's not as bad as she likes to make herself out,"
Mrs. Lewknor answered.
She opened her bag, took out a letter, and put it in Ruth's hand. It
was from Anne Caspar, angular as the writer in phrase alike and
penmanship, and in the pseudo-business vein of the daughter of the
Ealing tobacconist.
_Dear Madam,--If your Committee can help Mrs. Caspar in the Moot, board
for herself and four children, I will pay rent of same._
_Yours faithfully,
Anne Caspar._
Later just as twilight began to fall Ruth went up to Rectory Walk.
Anne was standing on the patch of lawn in front of the little house
amid her tobacco plants, sweet-scented in the dusk, a shawl drawn tight
about her gaunt shoulders.
Ruth halted on the path outside.
"I do thank you, Mrs. Caspar," she said, deep and quivering.
The elder woman did not look at her, did not invite her in. She tugged
at the ends of her shawl and sniffed the evening with her peculiar
smirk.
"Must have a roof over them, I suppose," she said. "Even in war-time."
The visit of Mrs. Trupp and Mrs. Lewknor to the Registrar at Lewes had
proved entirely satisfactory. No marriage had taken place on the day
in question, so examination disclosed. Mrs. Lewknor reported as much
to her husband on her return home that evening.
The Colonel grinned the grin of an ogre about to take his evening meal
of well-cooked children.
"We must twist Master Alf's tail," he said; "and not forget we owe him
one ourselves."
At the next Committee meeting, which the Colonel attended, there was
heavy fighting between the Army and the Church; and after it even
graver trouble between Alf and the Reverend Spink.
"It's not only my reputation," cried the indignant curate. "It's the
credit of the Church you've shaken."
"I know nothing only the facts," retorted Alf doggedly--"if they're any
good to you. I drove them there meself--14th September, 1906, four
o'clock of a Saturday afternoon and a bit foggy like. You can see it
in the entry-book for yourself. They went into the Registrar's office
single, and they walked out double, half-an-hour later. I see em
myself, and you can't get away from the facts of your eyes, not even a
clergyman can't."
Alf was additionally embittered because he felt that the curate had
left him disgracefully in the lurch in the incident of the Moot. The
Reverend Spink on his side--somewhat dubious in his heart of the part
he had played on the fringe of that affair--felt that by taking the
strong and righteous line now he was vindicating himself in his own
eyes at least for any short-comings then.
"I shall report the whole thing to the Archdeacon," he said. "It's a
scandal. He'll deal with you."
"Report it then!" snapped Alf. "If the Church don't want me, neether
don't I want the Church."
The war was killing the Archdeacon, as Mr. Trupp had said it must.
The flames of his indomitable energy were devouring the old gentleman
for all the world to see. He was going down to his grave, as he would
have wished, to the roll of drums and roar of artillery.
Thus when the Reverend Spink went up to the Rectory to report on the
delinquencies of the sidesman, he found his chief in bed and obviously
spent.
The old gentleman made a pathetic figure attempting to maintain his
dignity in a night-gown obviously too small for him, which served to
emphasize his failing mortality.
His face was ghastly save for a faint dis-colouration about one eye;
but he was playing his part royally still. His bitterest enemy must
have admired his courage; his severest critic might have wept, so
pitiful was the old man's make-believe.
On a table at his side were all the pathetic little properties that
made the man. There was his snuff-box; there the filigree chain; a
scent-bottle; a rosary; a missal. On his bed was the silver-mounted
ebony cane; and beneath his pillow, artfully concealed to show, the
butt-end of his pistol.
Over his head was the photograph of a man whom the curate recognised
instantly as Sir Edward Carson; and beneath the photograph was an
illuminated text which on closer scrutiny turned out to be the Solemn
League and Covenant.
Facing the great Unionist Leader on the opposite wall was the Emperor
of the French. The likeness between the two famous Imperialists was
curiously marked; and they seemed aware of it, staring across the room
at each other over the body of their prostrate admirer with intimacy,
understanding, mutual admiration. Almost you expected them to wink at
each other--a knowing wink.
Mr. Spink now told his chief the whole story as it affected Alf. Much
of it the Archdeacon had already heard from his wife.
"I'd better see him," he now said grimly.
And the Archdeacon was not the only one who wanted to see Alf just
then. That afternoon, just as he was starting out with the car, he was
called up on the telephone.
The Director of Recruiting wished to see him at the Town
Hall--to-morrow--11 a.m., sharp. The voice was peremptory and somehow
familiar. Alf was perturbed. What was up now?
"Who is the Director of Recruiting here?" he asked Mr. Trupp a few
minutes later.
"Colonel Lewknor," the old surgeon answered. "Just appointed. All you
young men of military age come under him now."
Alf winced.
The Colonel's office was in the Town Hall, and one of the first men to
come and sign on there was Joe Burt.
The Colonel, as he took in the engineer, saw at once that the hurricane
which was devastating the world had wrought its will upon this man too.
The Joe Burt he had originally known four years ago stood before him
once again, surly, shy, and twinkling.
"Good luck to you," said the Colonel as they shook hands. "And try to
be an honest man. You were meant to be, you know."
"A'm as honest as soom and honester than most, A reckon," the engineer
answered dogged as a badgered schoolboy.
The Colonel essayed to look austere.
"You'd better go before you get into worse trouble," he said.
Joe went out, grinning.
"Ah, A'm not the only one," he mumbled.
Outside in the passage he met Alf, and paused amazed.
"You goin to enlist!" he roared. "Never!" and marched on, his laughter
rollicking down the corridor like a huge wind.
Alf entered the Colonel's office delicately: he had reasons of his own
to fear everything that wore khaki.
The Colonel sat at his desk like a death's head, a trail of faded
medal-ribands running across his khaki chest.
He was thin, spectral, almost cadaverous. But his voice was gentle, as
always; his manner as always, most courteous. Nothing could be more
remote from the truculence of the Army manner of tradition.
He was the spider talking to the fly.
"I'm afraid this is a very serious matter, Mr. Caspar," he began; and
it was a favourite opening of his. "It seems you've been taking away
the character of the wife of a member of His Majesty's forces now in
France..."
The interview lasted some time, and it was the Colonel who did the
talking.
"And now I won't detain you further, Mr. Caspar," he said at the end.
"My clerk in the next room will take all your particulars for our index
card register, so that we needn't bother you again when conscription
comes."
"Conscription!" cried Alf, changing colour.
"Yes," replied the Colonel. "There's been no public announcement yet.
But there's no reason you shouldn't know it's coming. It's got to."
Alf went out as a man goes to execution. He returned to his now almost
deserted garage to find there a note from the Archdeacon asking him to
be good enough to call at the Rectory that afternoon.
Alf stood at the window and looked out with dull eyes. Now that the
earth which three weeks since had felt so solid beneath his feet was
crumbling away beneath him, he needed the backing of the Church more
than ever; and for all his brave words to Mr. Spink, he was determined
not to relinquish his position in it without a fight.
That afternoon he walked slowly up the hill to the Rectory.
Outside the white gate he stood in the road under the sycamore trees,
gathering courage to make the plunge.
If was five o'clock.
A man got off the bus at Billing's Corner and came down the road
towards him. Alf was aware of him, but did not at first see who he was.
"Not gone yet then?" said the man.
"No," Alf answered. "Got about as far as you--and that ain't very far."
"I'm on the way," answered Joe. "Going up to the camp in Summerdown
now; and join up this evening."
"Ah," said Alf. "I'll believe it when I see it."
Swag on back, Joe tramped sturdily on towards the Downs.
Alf watched him. Then a gate clicked; and Edward Caspar came
blundering down the road. Alf in his loneliness was drawn towards him.
"Good evening, father," he said.
The old gentleman blinked vaguely through his spectacles, and answered
most courteously,
"Good evening, Mr. Er-um-ah!" and rolled on down the road.
So his own father didn't know him!
Overhead an aeroplane buzzed by. From the coombe came the eternal
noise of the hammers as the great camp there took shape. Along
Summerdown Road at the end of Rectory Walk a long convoy of Army
Service Corps wagons with mule-teams trailed by. A big motor passed
him. In it was Stanley Bessemere and three staff-officers with red
bands round their caps. They were very pleased with themselves and
their cigars. The member for Beachbourne West did not see his
supporter. Then there sounded the tramp of martial feet. It was
Saturday afternoon. The Old Town Company of Volunteers, middle-aged
men for the most part, known to Alf from childhood, was marching by on
the way to drill on the Downs. A fierce short man was in charge.
Three rough chevrons had been sewn on to his sleeve to mark his rank as
sergeant; and he wore a belt tightly buckled about his ample waist.
All carried dummy rifles.
"Left-right, left-right," called the sergeant in the voice of a
drill-instructor of the Guards. "Mark time in front! Forward!
Dressing by your left!"
It was Mr. Pigott.
Alf's eyes followed the little party up the road. Then they fell on
his home covered with ampelopsis just beginning to turn. His mother
was at the window, looking at him. Whether it was that the glass
distorted her face, or that his own vision was clouded, it seemed to
Alf that she was mocking him. Then she drew down the blind as though
to shut him out--his own mother.
Alf shivered.
A young woman coming from Billing's Corner crossed the road to him.
"Well, Alf," she said gaily, "you're getting em all against you!"
Alf raised his eyes to hers, and they were the eyes of the rabbit in
the burrow with the stoat hard upon its heels.
"Yes," he said more to himself than her. "Reckon I'm done."
* * * * *
THE COMFORTER
Ruth passed down the lane towards the golf links, the laughter
sparkling in her brown eyes.
She was merry, malicious, mischievously prim. Then suddenly, as at the
shutting of a door, her mood changed. Something warm and large and
tremulous surged up unbidden out of the ocean-deeps of her.
To her own amazement she found herself sorry for the forlorn little
figure with the eyes haunting and haunted, she had left standing in the
road outside the Rectory gate.
A sense of the dramatic vicissitudes of life caught her by the throat.
Three weeks ago that little man had been conquering the world with a
swagger, the master of circumstance, over-riding destiny, sweeping
obstacles aside, a domineer, with all the attributes of his
kind--brutal, blatant, sure of himself, indifferent to others, scornful
of the humble. Now he stood there at the cross-roads like some old
tramp of the world, uncertain which way to turn--a mouse tossed
overboard in mid-Atlantic by the cook's boy, the sport of tides and
breakers, swimming round and round with ghastly eyes in ever-shortening
circle.
The tempest which had all the world in grip, which had snatched Ernie
from her arms, and hurled him across the seas, which had set millions
of men to killing and being killed, had caught this insignificant gnat
too, flying with such a fuss and buzz of wings under ominous skies, and
then swaggered on its great way indifferent to the tiny creature it had
crushed.
Ruth crossed the links, almost deserted now, and walked along over the
crisp smooth turf, her eyes on the township of yellow huts rising out
of the green in the great coombe across Summerdown Road.
Then she was aware of Mr. Chislehurst coming swiftly towards her beside
the ha-ha of the Duke's Lodge. He looked, Ruth noticed at once, less
harassed than he had done since the outbreak of war.
"I am glad I've met you, Mrs. Caspar," he began with the old boyish
enthusiasm. "I'm off to-morrow and wasn't sure I should have time to
come round and say goodbye to you and the babes."
Ruth stared.
"_You're_ never going out there, sir!"
"Only as military chaplain."
Ruth refused to believe.
"But I thart you was against war and all that."
"So I am," Bobby answered gravely. He looked away towards Paradise.
"But I feel Our Lord is there, or nowhere--just now."
Ruth felt profoundly moved. The young man's words, his action, brought
home to her with a sudden pang, as not even the departure of Ernie had
done, the change that had rushed upon the world.
Ruth looked at the smooth young face before her, brown and goodly, with
all the hope and promise of the future radiant in it.
A passionate desire to take the boy in her arms, to shield him, to
cry--You _shan't!_ came over her. Then she gulped and said,
"Goodbye, sir," and moved on rapidly.
Passing through Meads, she turned the shoulder of the hill, and walked
along the cliff, till she came to the long low house in the coombe.
It had a strangely deserted air, no spinal chairs and perambulators on
the terrace, no nurses on the lawns, no beds on the balconies. All
that busyness of quiet recreation which had been going on here for some
years past had been brought to a sudden halt. Mrs. Lewknor came out to
her and the two women sat a while on the terrace, talking. They had
drawn very close in these few days, the regiment an ever-present bond
between them. The husband of one was "out there" with the 1st
battalion; the son of the other was racing home with the 2nd battalion
in the Indian Contingent. Mrs. Lewknor felt a comfortable sense that
once the two battalions were aligned on the West Front all would be
well.
"Then let em all come!" the little lady said in her heart with almost
vindictive glee.
As Ruth left she saw the Colonel in khaki, returning from his office.
He came stalking along the cliff, his head on his left shoulder,
looking seawards. There was about the gaunt old man that air of
austere exaltation which had marked him from the moment of the outbreak
of war. In his ears, indeed, ever since that hour, there had sounded a
steady note, deep and pulsing like the throb of an engine--the heart of
England beating on, beating eternally, tireless, true, from generation
to generation.
And for one brief moment he had doubted her--might God forgive him!
Ruth asked him how recruiting was going.
"Well," replied the Colonel. "They're flocking in--men of all ages,
classes, and creeds. I shipped off Burt this morning; and he's forty.
Wanted to join the Hammer-men or Manchesters with his friend Tawney;
but I said _No: every man his own job_, and sent him off to the flying
folk as air-mechanic. He's joining up at Newhaven to-night, and in a
week he'll be out there."
Ruth asked if there was any news of the Expeditionary Force.
"They're landed all right," the Colonel replied. "We should soon hear
more. Our battalion's with the Fourth Division. If you go up on the
Head you can see the transports crossing from Newhaven with the stuff."
"Think it'll be all right, sir?" asked Ruth.
"If we can stop their first rush," the Colonel answered. "Every day
tells. We can't be too thankful for Liége, though Namur's a nasty
knock."
Ruth looked across the sea.
"I wish we could do something for em," she said wistfully.
"We can," answered the Colonel sharply, almost sternly.
The old soldier took off his cap and stood there bare-headed on the
edge of the white cliff, the wisps of silver hair lifting in the
evening breeze.
"May the God of our fathers be with them in the day of battle!" he
prayed, and added with quiet assurance as he covered again--"He will
too."
Then he asked the woman at his side if she had heard from her husband.
Ruth dropped her eyes, sudden and secretive as a child.
"Ern's all right, I reckon," she said casually.
In fact a letter from him on the eve of sailing lay unopened in her
pocket. She was treasuring it jealously, as a child treasures a sweet,
to devour it with due ritual at the appointed hour in the appropriate
place.
Ten minutes later she was standing waist-deep in the gorse of the
Ambush looking about her.
Far away a silver-bellied air-ship was patrolling leisurely somewhere
over the Rother Valley; and once she heard a loud explosion seawards
and knew it for a mine.
Like a hind on the fell-side she stood up there, sniffing the wind.
Behind her on the far horizon was a forest fire. She could smell it,
see the glow of it, and the rumour of its coming was all a-round her:
overhead the whistle and pipe of birds hard-driven, while under-foot
the heather was alive with the stealthy migration of the
under-world--adder and weasel, snake and hare, flying from the torment
to come. But for her as yet the conflagration devouring the world was
but an ominous red glare across the water. She breathed freely: for
she had shaken off her immediate enemy--the Hunter.
Then she looked up and saw a man coming over the brow of Warren Hill
towards her.
She dropped as though shot.
_He_ was at her heels again. Face down, flat on the earth, she lay
panting in her form.
And as she crouched there, listening to the thumping of her own heart,
she was aware of another sound that came rollicking down to her, born
on the wind. The Hunter was laughing, that huge gusty laughter of his
she knew so well. Had he tracked her down?
She heard his feet approaching on the turf. Was the earth trembling at
the touch of them or was it the beating of her own heart that shook it?
Prone on the ground, spying through the roots of the gorse, she could
see those feet--those solid familiar boots that had dangled so often
before her fire; and the bottoms of the trousers, frayed at the edges
and rather short, betraying the absence of a woman's care.
Was it her he was after?
No: he passed, still rollicking. He was not mocking her: he was
tossing off his chest in cascades of giant laughter the seas that had
so long threatened to overwhelm him, tossing them off into the blue in
showers of spray.
_I am free once more_! that was what his laughter said.
She sat up: she knelt: warily she peeped over the green wall. His back
was moving solidly away in the evening, his back with the swag on it.
He reached the flag-staff and dropped away down into Hodcombe, that
lies between Beau-nez and the Belle-tout light-house. She watched him
till only his round dark head was visible. Then that too disappeared.
She rose and filled her chest as the breeze slowly fills the sails of a
ship that has long hovered uncertainly in stays.
He too was gone--into _IT_.
That Other was gone--like the rest--and the past with him.
How queer it all was! and how differently each man had met the huge
tidal wave that had swept the whole world off its feet!
Joe, paddling in the muddy shallows, had been caught up, and was
swimming easily now on the crest of it. Alf, snatched up unawares as
he grubbed for bait upon the flats, had been tumbled over and over like
a pebble, smashed down upon the remorseless beach, and drawn back with
a sickening scream by the undersuck into the murderous riot of it.
Last of all, Ern, asleep and snoring under the sunny sea-wall, had
risen suddenly, girded on his strength, and waded out to meet it with
rejoicing heart.
Dear Ern!
Sinking down into the harbourage of this deep and quiet covert where,
under the stars, all his children, conceived in ecstasy, had come to
her, she took out his letter, opened it, and began to read.
It was dated _In the train_, and began full of affection for her and
the children.
"Now we made it up I don't mind what comes. I feel like it was a new
beginning. There's a lot of married men joined up feel the very same.
I feel uplifted like and that whatever comes nothing can ever come
atween us no more really. Even when it was dark I felt that--that it
wasn't _really real_ between us--only a shadow like that would surely
pass away--as it has passed away--thank God for His great mercies."
There followed love and kisses to all the children and especially
little Alice, underlined, and fraternal greetings to old Joe.
"We shall push em back where they belong all right, I expect. And if
we don't I shall send for him to lend a shove. He's all right, old Joe
is. There's not many of em I'd trust, but you can trust him. I knew
that all along."
The letter finished,
"It's an end and a beginning, as old dad says. And whatever else
_that's_ finished, and I don't care."
It was true too.
She folded the letter and slipped it in her bosom.
The second volume of her life had ended, and ended well. The sudden
hand of destiny had reached forth to save her, to save the children, to
save Ernie, to save Joe.
Had she ever wavered?--Who shall say?--Perhaps she could not say
herself.
She cast her mind back over her married life. Six years in September
since she and Ern had ridden back to Old Town in Isaac Woolgar's cart.
Six years of struggle, worry, and deep joy. She was thankful for them,
thankful for the crowding babes, and most of all, she sometimes
thought, thankful for Ernie ... His unfailing love and solicitude for
little Alice! She could never be grateful enough to him for that.
Dear Ern:--so affectionate, so always loveable. She regretted nothing,
not even his weakness now. Because of his weakness strength had come
to her, growth, and the consummation of deep unconscious desire.
Had she been too hard on him?--A great voice of comfort, the voice of
Ernie, so it seemed to her, only swollen to gigantic proportions, till
the sound of it was like the sound of the Sou-West wind billowing
through the beach-tops in Paradise, surged up within her crying No.
Then she turned back to the first volume of her life, completed now so
many years ago.
For the second time she had been left thus, man-less, a new life
quickening within her. But what a difference between then and now!
Then the fierce thief of her virginity had stolen away in the night,
leaving her to meet the consequences, alone, an outcast, the hand of
all men against her; and she recalled now with a shudder the afternoon
on which she had gone forth to the Crumbles and there amid the jeers of
the remorseless sea had faced the situation. Now it was true her
accustomed mate had been snatched from her side; but the world was
behind her. She was marching with the hosts, a mighty concourse, one
of them, and uplifted on their songs.
She had nothing to fear, much to be thankful for. How calm she felt,
how strong, how confident of herself, above all of Ernie! His
punishment had made him and completed her own life. She had won her
man and in winning him had won herself. And she would never lose him
now. His pain, her pain, had been worth while. Smiles were in her
eyes as she recalled the fuss that he had made--his struggles, his
temper, his wiles of a naughty and thwarted child; and tears where she
recalled the anguish of his time of purgation. And yet because of his
suffering he had been strong when the day of battle came, and he would
be strong. She had no doubt of that. And it was all over now.
Rising she stood up and looked about her, absorbing the down-land,
familiar and beloved from childhood. The sky, grey now and mottled,
drooped about her quietly with the soft wings of a mothering bird
settling soft-breasted on her nest. The good green earth, firm beneath
her feet, lifted her up into the quiet refuge of that welcoming bosom,
lifted her to meet it like a wave gently swelling. So it had always
been: so it always would be. This earth she knew and loved so well was
not alien, it was not hostile; rather it was flesh of her flesh and
soul of her soul. It gave her strength and comfort. Her bosom rose
and fell in time, so it seemed to her, with the rise and fall of the
breast of this virgin-mother, whose goodness she assimilated through
heart and eyes and nostrils. She felt utterly at home. All sense of
separation, of dissent, had left her.
Absorbed she stood, and absorbing.
These woman-bodied hills, sparsely clad in rags of gorse that served
only to enhance their loveliness, brought her solace and content as did
nothing else. So it had always been: so it always would be. The
beauty and wonder of them rolled in upon her in waves of sound-less
music, sluicing over the sands of her life in foaming sheets of
hyacinth, drowning the resentment, filling and fulfilling her with the
grand harmony of life.
Sometimes down in the Moot, amid the worry, and the tumult, and the
exasperations, she became empty, a discord, a desert. Then she would
get away for an hour among the hills and her parched spirit found
instant refreshment. She brimmed again. The quiet, the comfort, the
deep abiding wonder of it all came back to her; even the words which
she always associated with it--_I am the Resurrection and the Life_.
Since Ernie's departure the Comforter had come thus to her with renewed
power; as if knowing her need and resolute to fortify her in the hour
of her ordeal.
Standing there upon the brow, Ernie's letter lying like his hand upon
her breast in the old dear way, she gazed across the waters, dimming in
the dusk, and sent out her heart towards him, strong and pulsing as the
sun's rays at dawn seen by some mountaineer from his native peak. She
could shield him so that no evil thing could come nigh him. She had no
fear for him and was amazed at her own triumphant faith.
Established on the rock herself, earth in earth, spirit in spirit,
invincibly secure, she had him safe in her keeping, safe, aye safe as
his child quickening in the warm and sheltered darkness of her womb.
Headley Bros., Ashford, Kent, & 18 Devonshire St., E.C.2.