CHAPTER XXI. RIVALS FOR THE HONOURS OF DEATH.

A night of dread foreboding, of weary watching for the day that seemed

as if it would never come. With what tantalising slowness did the

snail-like stars crawl across the black vault of the heavens! And when

day came, what then?

Hunger and thirst, danger and despair, and the certainty of death! But

no need to await the dawn for these; already they were here. Comfortable

bed-fellows, truly, and for a bed the bare, unyielding rock.

Jack lay with his head pillowed upon the coil of rope. Not that he found

it a comfortable resting-place. The knowledge of what the rope could

_not_ do for them made it a pillow of thorns. He could not rest. The

last thread of hope had broken, plunging him into the abyss of despair.

Besides, his arm had become extremely painful within the last hour; he

was restless, feverish. Fever goads the brain. Jack's brain was just

then busier, perhaps, than it had ever been before. He felt none of the

sharp gnawings of hunger, none of the insatiable cravings of thirst,

though, as a matter of fact, these were even then conspiring with his

wound to fever his blood and keep him awake, and make him think, think,

think with: never an instant's pause. When thought is goaded like this,

it speedily verges on delirium.

To give way to despondency was not at all like Jack; and as he tossed

from side to side and thought upon the “whine” (that was what he called

it, in his own mind) in which he had indulged a little while ago when

the utter desperateness of the situation first burst upon him--when he

thought of this, he felt heartily ashamed of himself. He was a coward,

a rank, out-and-out coward. He hated himself for his faint-hearted,

babyish lack of spirit. But he would redeem his reputation yet. He would

show them--meaning Don and the blacks--that he was no coward, anyhow!

The blacks, as they crossed and recrossed each other on their noiseless

beat, thought little and said less. They were desperately hungry, and

hunger is the one fellow-feeling that does not make us wondrous kind.

Every now and then they tightened their waist-cloths a little, but

beyond this gave no outward sign or token of what they thought or felt.

So the night wore on, and still Jack thought in restless silence. There

was a deeper flush on his cheek, but it was no longer the flush of

shame. The fever in his blood, the delirium in his brain, were rising.

So was his resolution. He flung himself about restlessly, muttering. He

would show them he was no coward, anyhow!

So the night wore on, until by-and-by, as Don turned for the hundredth

time upon his uneasy couch--for he, too, was unable to rest--his hand

came into accidental contact with that of his chum. He started; Jack's

hand was fiery hot.

Housed by his companion's touch and movement, Jack sat bolt upright, and

gazed about him in an excited, feverish fashion, muttering incoherently.

His breath came and went in short, hurried catches, and in his eyes

shone an unnatural wildness that struck terror to Don's heart. Knowing

nothing of his chum's resolve, he thought him simply delirious.

“Lie down,” he said soothingly, placing his hand on Jack's shoulder,

and attempting, with gentle force, to push him back into his former

recumbent position.

Jack flung the hand aside petulantly. Whatever of delirium there might

be in his eyes and manner, his words, though spoken rapidly and with

excitement, were rational enough.

“Look here, old fellow,” he cried, “it's all my fault, your being here

in this fix; and I'm bound to do my level best to get you safe out of

it, especially after the way I funked a while back. No, don't cut in and

try to stop me--I know what I'm saying right enough, though I expect I

do look a bit wild and that. Now, my arm here--I ain't said much about

it--'tain't like me to whine, anyhow--at least not often--but all the

same, my arm's getting jolly bad. Knotting the rope and that, you see,

has made it a bit worse, and--well, the fact is, old fellow, I don't

believe I could go down that rope to save my neck, even supposing it to

be fastened, you understand.”

“I feared as much,” said Don gravely.

“Yes? Well, that's just how it stands,” Jack went rapidly on. “Tisn't

that I'm afraid, you understand--there's no cliff hereabouts that would

make me funk--it's simply that my arm's out of gear and won't work. Not

even if the rope were fastened, you see, which it isn't. And that's what

I'm coming at, old fellow. Look here, I'll tell you what we _can_ do.

Spottie and Pug can lower you away--over the cliff, you know--and then,

when Pug and I have sent Spottie after you, I'll manage somehow to pay

out the line while Pug follows. He's the lightest weight of the lot,

anyhow.”

“All very well,” demurred Don, who thought he saw a fatal objection to

Jack's plan, “but how will you get down yourself?”

“Oh, my getting down isn't in the bill at all,” said Jack; “I mean to

stay right here.”

This announcement fairly took Don's breath away. He had supposed all

along that Jack was holding the pith of his proposal in reserve; but

never once had he so much as dreamed of such a climax as this.

“What! stop here?” he gasped. “You don't know what you're saying--it's

certain death.”

“Hope I ain't such a duffer as not to know that,” said Jack brusquely.

“All the same, I mean to stay.”

“Don't say that, Jack.”

“Why not? Better one than four.”

“Then I'll stop with you,” said Don, with dogged determination. “The

blacks may have my chance and welcome. Nothing on earth will induce me

to go.”

His chum was silent for a long time after that--so long, indeed, that

Don thought the matter settled for good and all. But in this he was

mistaken.

“Say, old fellow,” said Jack at last, “tell you what I'll do; I'll toss

you as to which of us is togo. What do you say?”

“No, no,” cried Don.

“But why not? Where's the use of being such a softie over the matter?

There are no end of reasons why I should stay, I tell you. For one

thing, I've got no mother to consider.”

“That's true enough,” assented Don, gulping as he thought of his own

mother.

“And no sisters or brothers.”

“Don't,” said Don huskily; “you forget me, Jack.”

“No, I don't,” protested Jack; “you are more to me than any brother

could ever be, old man; but that's only an additional reason why I

should see you safe out of this mess. Then there's another thing; you

know how good the guv has always been to me--sent me to school, and

treated me just as if I was his own son, you know.”

“Yes?” said Don.

“Well, I've always felt that if ever I got the chance I should like to

repay his kindness, don't you know; and now that the chance has come I

don't mean to let it slip. Say, will you toss?” Don wavered. It seemed

terribly hard that they should all have to die like so many rats in a

trap. Besides, once he and the blacks were off the Rock, they could fall

back on the cutter, renew their stock of ammunition, and----

“I'll toss you on one condition,” he said suddenly.

“What condition's that?”

“Why, this. That after the die is cast we take no further steps until

daylight, so as to make quite sure there's no way of securing the rope

to the rock. Are you agreed?”

For reply Jack held out his hand, and thus the compact was sealed.

Then Don drew a rupee from his pocket and passed it to his companion...

“Tails, you go,” said Jack, and tossed.

A flash of silver in the moonlight, a mocking jingle, and the coin lay

still. Eagerly the rivals for the honours of death bent over it.

“Tails!”

“I knew it!” said Jack quietly; “and what's more, I'm jolly glad it

isn't heads.”

His chum turned quickly away and bowed his head upon his knees, while a

sound suspiciously like a stifled sob broke the stillness of the night.

Jack crept close up to him and slipped an arm about his neck. So, for a

long time, they sat in silence.

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