CHAPTER XX

Casey was out of his blankets long before daylight the next morning and

sitting behind a bush on the ridge just back of the cabin, his rifle

across his knees. He hoped that his mention of three other men would

discourage those two from the attempt to revenge themselves, much as a

lone woman would tempt them. But he was not going to take any risk

whatever.

At sunrise he went back to his camp--which he had moved closer to the

cabin, by the way, just barely keeping it out of sight--and cooked a hasty

breakfast. When he returned the little woman was ready to show him her

claims, and she seemed to have forgotten those two who had been so

ignominiously hauled away and dropped like unwanted cats beside the road.

She inquired again about Casey's partners, and Casey lied once more and

said that they had gone on over the range, prospecting.

I don't know why he did not tell the little woman that he had lied to Ole

and Joe and let it go at that. But he seemed to dread having her discover

that he had lied at all, and so he kept on lying about those three

imaginary men. Perhaps he had a chivalrous instinct that she would feel

safer, more at ease, if she thought that others were somewhere near. At

any rate he did not tell her that his only partners were two burros and a

mule.

I don't know what the little woman's opinion of Casey was, except that in

the first enthusiasm of her gratitude to him she had called him a man and

a gentleman. She drove a bargain with him, as she supposed. She would pay

him so much more per day if he preferred to board himself, and having

named the amount, Casey waited two minutes, as if he were meditating upon

the matter, and then replied that it suited him all right.

Casey did not think much of her claims, though he did not tell her so. In

his opinion that tunnel should have been driven into the hill at a

different point, where the indications of mineral were much stronger and

the distance to the contact much less. A light, varying vein had been

followed at an incline, and Casey, working alone, was obliged to wheel

every pound of dirt up a rather steep grade to the dump outside. The rock

was hard to work in, so that it took him a full half a day to put in four

shots, and then he would be likely to find that they had "bootlegged." The

tunnel also faced the south, from where the wind nearly always blew, so

that the gas and smoke from his shots would hang in there sometimes for a

full twenty-four hours, making it impossible for him to work.

The little woman seemed slightly surprised when Casey told her, at the end

of the first week, to knock off three days on account of gas. She and the

little girl came to his camp next day and brought Casey a loaf of light

bread and interrupted him in the act of shaving. The little woman looked

at the two burros and at the mule, measured the camp outfit with her keen

gray eyes, looked at Casey who had nicked his chin, and became thoughtful.

After that she stopped calling him Mr. Ryan and addressed him as Casey

Ryan instead, with a little teasing inflection in her voice. Once Casey

happened to mention Lund, and when he saw her look of surprise he

explained that he drove a stage out of Lund, for awhile.

"Oh! So you _are_ that Casey Ryan!" she said. "I might have known it." She

laughed to herself, but she did not say why, and Casey was afraid to ask.

He could remember so many incidents in his past that he would not want the

little woman to know about, and he was afraid that it might be one of them

at which she was laughing.

She formed the habit of coming up to the tunnel every day, with Babe

chattering along beside her, swinging herself on her mother's hand. At

first she said whimsically that she had found it best to keep an eye on

her miners, as if that explained her coming. But she always had something

good to eat or drink. Once she brought a small bucket of hot chocolate,

which Casey gulped down heroically and smacked his lips afterwards. Casey

hated chocolate, too, so I think you may take it for granted that by then

he was a goner.

He used to smoke his pipe and watch the little woman and Babe go

"high-grading" along the tunnel wall. That was what she called it and

pretended that she expected to find very rich ore concealed somewhere. It

struck him one day, quite suddenly, that the Little Woman (I may as well

begin to use capitals, because Casey always called her that in his mind,

and the capitals were growing bigger every day) the Little Woman never

seemed to notice his smoking, or to realize that it is a filthy habit and

immoral and degrading, as that other woman had done.

He began to notice other things, too; that the Little Woman helped him a

lot, on afternoons when help was most likely to be appreciated. She

sometimes "put down a hole" all by herself, skinning a knuckle now and

then with the lightest "single-jack" and saying _"darn!"_ quite as a

matter of course.

And once, when the rock was particularly hard, she happened along and

volunteered to turn the drill while Casey used the "double-jack", which I

suppose you know is the big hammer that requires two hands to pound the

drill while another turns it slightly after each blow, so that the bitted

end will chew its way into hard rock.

You aren't all of you miners, so I will explain further that to drill into

rock with a double-jack and steel drill is not sport for greenhorns

exactly. The drill-turner needs a lot of faith and a little nerve, because

one blow of the double-jack may break a hand clasped just below the head

of the drill. And the man with the double-jack needs a steady nerve, too,

and some experience in swinging the big hammer true to the head of the

drill,--unless he enjoys cracking another man's bones.

Casey Ryan prides himself upon being able to swing a double-jack as well

as any man in the country. It is his boast that he never yet broke the

skin on the hand of his drill-turner. So I shall have to let you take it

for granted that the Little Woman's presence and help was more unnerving

than a wildcat on Casey's back. For, while the first, second and third

blows fell true on the drill, the fourth went wild. Casey owns that he was

in a cold sweat for fear he might hit her. So he did. She was squatted on

her heels, steadying one elbow on her knee. The double-jack struck her

hand, glanced and landed another blow on her knee; one of those terribly

painful blows that take your breath and make you see stars without

crippling you permanently.

Casey doesn't like to talk about it, but once he growled that he did about

every damn-fool thing he could with a double-jack, except brain her. The

Little Woman gave one small scream and went over backward in a faint, and

Casey was just about ready to go off and shoot himself.

He took her up in his arms and carried her down to the cabin before she

came to. And when she did come to her senses, Babe immediately made

matters worse. She was whimpering beside her mother, and when she saw that

mamma had waked up, she shrilled consolingly: "It's going to be all well

in a minute. Casey Ryan kissed it des like _that!_ So now it'll get all

well!"

If the Little Woman had wanted to tell Casey what she thought of him, she

couldn't just then, for Casey was halfway to his own camp by the time she

glanced around the room, looking for him.

Common humanity drove him back, of course. He couldn't let a woman and a

child starve to death just because he was a damned idiot and had

half-killed the woman. But if there had been another person within calling

distance, the Little Woman would probably never have seen Casey Ryan

again.

Necessity has a bland way of ignoring such things as conventions and the

human emotions. Casey cooked supper for Babe and the Little Woman, and

washed the dishes, and wrung out cloths from hot vinegar and salt so that

the Little Woman could bathe her knee--she had to do it left-handed, at

that--and unbuttoned Babe's clothes and helped her on with her pyjamas and

let her kneel on his lap while she said her prayers. Because, as Babe

painstakingly explained, she always kneeled on a lap so ants couldn't run

over her toes and tickle her and make her laugh, which would make God

think she was a bad, naughty girl.

Can you picture Casey Ryan rocking that child to sleep? I can't--yes, I

can too, and there's something in the picture that holds back the laugh

you think will come.

Before she gave her final wriggle and cheeped her last little cheep, Babe

had to be carried over and held down where she could kiss mamma good

night. Casey got rather white around the mouth, then. But he didn't say a

word. Indeed, he had said mighty little since that fourth blow of the

double-jack; just enough to get along intelligently, with what he had to

do. He hadn't even told the Little Woman he was sorry.

So Babe was asleep and tucked in her bed, and Casey turned down the light

and asked perfunctorily if there was anything else he could do, and had

started for the door. And then--

"Casey Ryan," called the Little Woman, with the teasing note in her voice.

"Casey Ryan, come back here and listen to me. You are not going off like

that to swear at yourself all night. Sit down in that chair and listen to

me!"

Casey sat down, swallowing hard. All the Casey Ryan nonchalance was

gone,--never had been with him, in fact, while he faced that Little Woman.

Somehow she had struck him humble and dumb, from the very beginning. I

wish I knew how she did it; I'd like to try it sometime myself.

"Casey Ryan, it's hard for a woman to own herself in the wrong, especially

to a man," she said, when he had begun to squirm and wonder what biting

words she would say. "I've always thought that I had as good nerve as any

one. I have, usually. But that double-jack scared the life out of me after

the first blow, and I thought I wouldn't let on. I couldn't admit I was

afraid. I was terribly ashamed. I knew you'd never miss, but I was scared,

just the same. And like a darn fool I pushed the drill away from me just

as you struck. It was coming down--you couldn't change it, man alive.

You'd aimed true at the drill, and--the drill wasn't just there at the

moment. Serves me right. But it's tough on you, old boy--having to do the

cooking for three of us while I'm laid up!"

I'm sure I can't see how Casey Ryan ever got the name of being a devil

with the ladies. He certainly behaved like a yap then, if you get my

meaning. He gave the Little Woman a quick, unwinking stare, looked away

from her shamedly, reached for his plug of tobacco, took away his hand,

swallowed twice, shuffled his feet and then grunted--I can use no other

word for it:

"Aw, I guess I c'n stand it if you can!"

He made a motion then to rise up and go to his own camp where he would

undoubtedly think of many tender, witty things that he would like to have

spoken to the Little Woman. But she was watching him. She saw him move and

stopped him with a question.

"Casey Ryan, tell me the truth about that tunnel. Do you think it's ever

going to strike the ore body at all?"

Start Casey off on the subject of mining and you have him anchored and

interested for an hour, at least. The Little Woman had brains, you must

see that.

"Well, I don't want to discourage you, ma'am," Casey said reluctantly, the

truth crowding against his teeth. "But I'd 'a' gone in under that iron

capping, if I'd been doing it. The outcropping you followed in from the

surface never has been in place, ma'am. It's what I'd call a wild

stringer. It pinched out forty foot back of where we're diggin' now.

That's just an iron stain we're following, and the pocket of high grade

don't mean nothin'. You went in on the strength of indications--" He

stopped there and chuckled to himself, in a way that I'd come to know as

the "indications" of a story,--which usually followed.

The Little Woman probably guessed. I suppose she was lonely, too, and the

pain of her hurts made her want entertainment. "What are you laughing at,

Casey Ryan?" she demanded. "If it's funny, tell _me."_

Casey blushed, though she couldn't have seen him in the dusky light of the

cabin. "Aw, it ain't anything much," he protested bashfully. "I just

happened to think about a little ol' Frenchman I knowed once, over in

Cripple Creek, ma'am." He stopped.

"Well? Tell me about the little ol' Frenchman. It made you laugh, Casey

Ryan, and it's about the first time I've seen you do that. Tell me."

"Well, it ain't nothin' very funny to tell about," Casey hedged like a

bashful boy; which was mighty queer for Casey Ryan, I assure you. For if

there was anything Casey liked better than a funny story, it was some one

to listen while he told it. "You won't git the kick, mebby. It's knowin'

the Frenchman makes it seem kinda funny when I think about it. He was a

good little man and he kept a little hotel and was an awful good cook. And

he wanted a gold mine worse than anybody I ever seen. He didn't know a

da--nothin' at all about minin' ma'am, but every ol' soak of a prospector

could git a meal off him by tellin' him about some wildcat bonanza or

other. He'd forgit to charge 'em, he'd be so busy listenin'.

"Well, there was two ol' soaks that got around him to grubstake 'em. They

worked it all one year. They'd git a burro load of grub and go out

somewheres and peck around till it was all et up, and then they'd come

back an' tell Frenchy some wild tale about runnin' acrost what looked like

the richest prospect in the country. They'd go on about havin' all the

indications of a big body uh rich ore. He'd soak it in, an' they'd hang

around town--one had a sore foot one time, I remember, that lasted 'em a

month of good board at Frenchy's hotel before he drove 'em out agin to his

mine, as he called it.

"They worked that scheme on him for a long time--and it was the only da--

scheme they wasn't too lazy to work. They'd git money to buy powder an'

fuse an' caps, ma'am, an' blow it on booze, y'see. An' they'd hang in

town, boardin' off Frenchy, jest as long as they c'ld think of an excuse

fer stayin'.

"So somebody tipped Frenchy off that he was bein' worked for grub an'

booze money, an' Frenchy done a lot uh thinkin'. Next time them two come

in, he was mighty nice to 'em. An' when he finally got 'em pried loose

an' headed out, he appeared suddenly and says he's goin along to take a

look at his mine. They couldn't do nothin' but take him, uh course. So

they led him out to an old location hole somebody else had dug, an' they

showed him iron cappin' an' granite contact an' so on--just talkin' wild,

an' every few minutes comin' in with the 'strong indications of a rich ore

body.' That was their trump suit, y'see, ma'am.

"Frenchy listened, an' his eyes commenced to snap, but he never said

nothin' for awhile. Then all at once he pulled one uh these ol'-style

revolvers an' points it at 'em, an' yells: _'Indicaziones! Indicaziones!_

T'ell weez your _indicaziones!_ Now you show me zee me-_tall_!'" Casey

stopped, reached for his plug and remembered that he mustn't. The Little

Woman laughed. She didn't seem to need the tapering off of the story, as

most women demand.

"And so you think I have plenty of _indicaziones_, but mighty little

chance of getting the me-_tall_," she pointed the moral. "Well, then tell

me what to do."

It was in the telling, I think, that Casey for the first time forgot to be

shy and became his real, Casey Ryan best. The Little Woman saw at once,

when he pointed it out to her, that she ought to drift and cut under the

iron capping instead of tunnelling away from it as they had been doing.

But she was not altogether engrossed in that tunnel. I think her

prospecting into the soul of Casey Ryan interested her much more; and

being a woman she followed the small outcropping of his Irish humor and

opened up a distinct vein of it before the evening was over. Just to

convince you, she led him on until Casey told her all about feeding his

Ford syrup instead of oil, and all about how it ran over him a few times

on the dry lake,--Casey was secretly made happy because she saw at once

how easily that could happen, and never once doubted that he was sober!

He told her about the goats in Patmos and made her laugh so hard that Babe

woke and whimpered a little, and insisted that Casey take her up and rock

her again in the old homemade chair with crooked juniper branches hewn for

rockers.

With Babe in his arms he told her, too, about his coming out to hunt the

Injun Jim mine. He must have felt pretty well acquainted, by then, because

he regaled her with a painstaking, Caseyish description of Lucy Lily and

her educated wardrobe, and--because she was a murderous kind of squaw and

entitled to no particular chivalry--even repeated her manner of proposing

to a white man, and her avowed reason and all. That was going pretty far,

I think, for one evening, but we must keep in mind the fact that Casey and

the Little Woman had met almost a month before this, and that Casey had

merely thrown wide open the little door to his real self.

At any rate it was after ten o'clock by Casey's Ingersoll when he tucked

Babe into her little bed, brought a jelly glass of cold water for the

Little Woman to drink in the night, and started for the door.

There he stopped for a minute, debated with his shyness and turned back.

"You mebby moved that steel at the wrong time," he said abruptly, "I guess

you musta, the way it happened. But I was so scared I'd hit yuh, my teeth

was playin' the dance to _La Paloma_. I was in a cold sweat. I never did

hit a man with a double-jack in my life, and I guess I've put down ten

miles uh holes, ma'am, if you placed 'em end to end. I always made it my

brag I never scraped a knuckle at that game. But--them little hands of

yours on the drill--I was shakin' all over for fear I might--hurt yuh. I--

I never hated anything so bad in my life--I'd ruther kill a dozen men than

hurt you--"

"Man alive," the Little Woman exclaimed softly from her dusky corner,

"you'd never have hurt me in the world, if I'd had the nerve to trust

you." And she added softly, "I'll trust you, from now on, Casey Ryan.

Always."

I think Casey was an awful fool to walk out and never let her know that he

heard that "Always."

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