CHAPTER XXI

KEEPING UP APPEARANCES!

"You said at the theatre, if I trusted you enough to come here with

you," Marise began as Celine left, "you would tell me a plan you thought

I'd approve. Well, I did trust you! I _had_ to, just as I had to this

afternoon when you said the same thing in the taxi. Here I am. But so

far, I don't see anything that reassures me much. All the flowers and

jewel-cases and gold things are beautiful bribes. The only trouble about

them is, that _I_ don't take bribes--even if you can afford to offer

them!"

"I understand that emphasis," said Garth. "_You_ don't take bribes. I

do. And you think, in making this collection I've 'gambled in futures.'"

Marise was silent.

"That's what you do think, isn't it?" he insisted.

"Something of the sort may have flitted through my head."

"Well, if I'm not above bribery and corruption--and the rest of

it--that's on my own conscience. In other words, it's my own business.

Your business is--to keep up appearances, and at the same time keep up

the proprieties."

"That's one way of expressing it!"

"Yes, again my beastly vulgar way! But I won't stop to apologise because

I know you're in a hurry to settle this question between us once for

all. Because, when it is settled, it _will_ be once for all, so far as

I'm concerned."

"I see. Go on, please!"

He looked at her, a long look. "You and I are here alone together," he

said. "Husband and wife! For we _are_ married, you know. Does that make

you shiver--or shudder?"

"I don't think we _feel_ very married--either of us," Marise answered in

a small, ingratiating voice, like a child's.

"You don't know how I feel," said Garth. "But I'm not anxious to punish

you by torture for anything you've done, no matter what you may deserve,

so I won't keep you in suspense. You admit that if--we _did_ 'feel

married,' and if--we cared about each other as ordinary new-married

couples do, this 'bridal suite'--as they call it--would be the proper

dodge?"

"Oh yes," agreed Marise, wondering what he was working up to. Her heart

was beating too fast for her wits to be at their nimblest, but she

hadn't missed those words of his which had either slipped out, or been

spoken with subtle purpose: "If we cared about each other." Only a few

days ago--apparently with his soul in his eyes--he had said that he'd

give that soul to get her for his own. Well, the incredible had

happened, and she _was_ his own--in a way. Was he so disgusted with her

behaviour and motives that he'd suddenly ceased to care? Or was he silly

enough to think it would hurt her if he pretended not to care? Certainly

she had done nothing worse than _he_ had! Whatever he might think, she

had married him largely from pique, to spite Tony Severance; though, of

course, that wasn't to say she wouldn't carry out Tony's scheme when the

time came. Whereas he, John Garth, had accepted a bribe. She was worth a

million dollars to Tony: and the million dollars were worth a basely

caddish act to Garth.

"You want your friends and the public in general to believe we are the

ordinary loving couple, don't you?" he was asking.

"Of course. I may have earned them, but I don't _want_ horrid things

said. Especially----"

"Especially on Severance's account, and because of the arrangements he

proposes to make for your future, I suppose you were going to say. Why

stop?"

"Because you suppose wrong. I wasn't going to say anything of the kind.

'Especially on account of poor Mums,' were the words on the tip of my

tongue. I stopped--well, I thought it sounded sentimental. Besides,

you'd probably not believe me."

"I think I would believe you," said Garth. "I don't know you very well

yet, but things that have happened have shown me a bit of what you're

like, inside yourself. You've got plenty of faults. I should say you're

as selfish as they make 'em. You don't really take much interest in

anything that doesn't affect you and your affairs. You've been badly

spoiled, but not quite ruined: and I think you don't enjoy telling

lies."

"Thank you for your charming compliments!" flashed Marise, the blood in

her cheeks. Spoiled indeed! Everyone said she was wonderfully

_un_spoiled--simple and sweet-natured as a child. Those were the people

who _knew_ her!

"To get back to a more important subject," went on Garth; "I was going

to tell you that, honestly, one half the reason I took this suite and

made you come to it with me, was for your sake: to have you do the

right, conventional, bridal thing everyone expects of you, and would be

blue with curiosity if you didn't do. The other half was to find out

whether you were capable of rising to an occasion."

"Rising--how?" questioned Marise.

"Rising high enough to trust a man to do--after his lights--the decent

thing. Not to carry out a bargain, because there is none. I'd be

breaking no promise if I grabbed you in my arms this moment. I mean, the

decent thing that any man owes any woman who puts herself in his power.

Now I've said enough. You'll understand me better in a minute by going

over this suite, than by listening to an hour's explanation in words.

I'll wait for you here." (They were in the salon.) "Walk round, and draw

your own conclusions. Then come back and tell me what the conclusions

are."

Marise was quite sharp enough to guess what he meant, but--stepping out

into the azalea-filled entrance hall, she passed the open door of the

beautiful white bedroom. Beyond it was another door. She opened this,

and touching an electric switch, flooded a room with light.

Here, too, was a bedroom, smaller, less elaborate, more suited to the

occupation of a man than the other. Instead of the carved white wood and

gilded cane of the room next door, the furniture was mahogany, of the

Queen Anne period; and the carpet, instead of pale Aubusson, was the

colour of wallflowers. There were some plain ebony brushes and toilet

things on the dressing-table, and underneath the table were boot-trees.

Evidently Garth had had his belongings brought over from the Belmore!

A glance sufficed Marise. She went slowly back to the salon where Garth

stood staring down on the display of jewellery on the table.

"Well?" He looked up with something defiant and oddly sullen about his

face. "You understand my 'plan'?"

"Yes," said Marise. "I understand. But----"

"But what? Didn't you try the door between that other room and your own,

and satisfy yourself that it's locked with the key on your side?"

"I didn't try it," the girl answered, "because--I was somehow sure it

would be like that."

"Why were you sure?"

"I don't know, exactly. I was."

"Your sureness was the result of trust in me, as a decent man in spite

of the fact that you think I'm not a gentleman?"

"Ye-es, I suppose it was trust."

"Then why that 'but' just now?"

"Oh--it's rather hard to put into words what was to come after the

'but'--without hurting your feelings. And I don't want to do that. It

only makes things a lot worse."

"I don't mind having my feelings hurt. I'm hardened. Besides, if you

hurt mine I'm free to hurt yours if I like in return. Shoot!"

"Well--I believe you mean what you've said to me--and shown me. I do

trust you--now. But for how long dare I? Can you trust yourself?"

He smiled down at her; and it _looked_ like a scornful smile, but of

course it couldn't be that. "Your question is easy to answer," he said.

"I trust myself, and shall continue to trust myself, because there's no

temptation to resist. I shall keep to my own half of this suite, with

the less difficulty because I haven't the slightest wish to intrude on

yours. Now you know where you stand. But there's a knock! I suppose

that's your maid."

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