XVII.

It rained throughout the evening, with a wailing of the wind in the

gables, and a weeping and a sobbing of the water from the eaves that

Mrs. Westangle’s guests, securely housed from the storm, made the most

of for weirdness. There had been a little dancing, which gave way to

so much sitting-out that the volunteer music abruptly ceased as if in

dudgeon, and there was nothing left but weirdness to bring young hearts

together. Weirdness can do a good deal with girls lounging in low

chairs, and young men on rugs round a glowing hearth at their feet; and

every one told some strange thing that had happened at first hand, or

second or third hand, either to himself or herself, or to their fathers

or brothers or grandmothers or old servants. They were stimulated

in eking out these experiences not only by the wildness of the rain

without, but by the mystery of being shut off from the library into the

drawing-room and hall while the preparations for the following night

were beginning. But weirdness is not inexhaustible, even when shared on

such propitious terms between a group of young people rapidly advanced

in intimacy by a week’s stay under the same roof, and at the first yawn

a gay dispersion of the votaries ended it all.

The yawn came from Bushwick, who boldly owned, when his guilt was

brought home to him, that he was sleepy, and then as he expected to be

scared out of a year’s growth the next night, and not be able to sleep

for a week afterwards, he was now going to bed. He shook hands with Mrs.

Westangle for good-night. The latest to follow him was Verrian, who,

strangely alert, and as far from drowsiness as he had ever known

himself, was yet more roused by realizing that Mrs. Westangle was not

letting his hand go at once, but, unless it was mere absent-mindedness,

was conveying through it the wish to keep him. She fluttered a little

more closely up to him, and twittered out, “Miss Shirley wants me to

let you know that she has told me about your coming together, and

everything.”

“Oh, I’m very glad,” Verrian said, not sure that it was the right thing.

“I don’t know why she feels so, but she has a right to do as she pleases

about it. She’s not a guest.”

“No,” Verrian assented.

“It happens very well, though, for the ghost-seeing that people don’t

know she’s here. After that I shall tell them. In fact, she wants me to,

for she must be on the lookout for other engagements. I am going to do

everything I can for her, and if you hear of anything--”

Verrian bowed, with a sense of something offensive in her words which he

could not logically feel, since it was a matter of business and was

put squarely on a business basis. “I should be very glad,” he said,

noncommittally.

“She was sure from the first,” Mrs. Westangle went on, as if there were

some relation between the fact and her request, “that you were not the

actor. She knew you were a writer.”

“Oh, indeed!” Verrian said.

“I thought that if you were writing for the newspapers you might know

how to help her-”

“I’m not a newspaper writer,” Verrian answered, with a resentment which

she seemed to feel, for she said, with a sort of apology in her tone:

“Oh! Well, I don’t suppose it matters. She doesn’t know I’m speaking to

you about that; it just came into my head. I like to help in a worthy

object, you know. I hope you’ll have a good night’s rest.”

She turned and looked round with the air of distraction which she had

after speaking to any one, and which Verrian fancied came as much from

a paucity as from a multiplicity of suggestion in her brain, and so left

him standing. But she came back to say, “Of course, it’s all between

ourselves till after to-morrow night, Mr. Verrian.”

“Oh, certainly,” he replied, and went vaguely off in the direction of

the billiard-room. It was light and warm there, though the place was

empty, and he decided upon a cigar as a proximate or immediate solution.

He sat smoking before the fire till the tobacco’s substance had half

turned into a wraith of ash, and not really thinking of anything very

definitely, except the question whether he should be able to sleep after

he went to bed, when he heard a creeping step on the floor. He turned

quickly, with a certain expectance in his nerves, and saw nothing more

ghostly than Bushwick standing at the corner of the table and apparently

hesitating how to speak to him.

He said, “Hello!” and at this Bushwick said:

“Look here!”

“Well?” Verrian asked, looking at him.

“How does it happen you’re up so late, after everybody else is wrapped

in slumber?”

“I might ask the same of you.”

“Well, I found I wasn’t making it a case of sleep, exactly, and so I got

up.”

“Well, I hadn’t gone to bed for much the same reason. Why couldn’t you

sleep? A real-estate broker ought to have a clean conscience.”

“So ought a publisher, for that matter. What do you think of this

ghost-dance, anyway?”

“It might be amusing--if it fails.” Verrian was tempted to add the

condition by the opportunity for a cynicism which he did not feel. It is

one of the privileges of youth to be cynical, whether or no.

Bushwick sat down before the fire and rubbed his shins with his two

hands unrestfully, drawing in a long breath between his teeth. “These

things get on to my nerves sometimes. I shouldn’t want the ghost-dance

to fail.”

“On Mrs. Westangle’s account?”

“I guess Mrs. Westangle could stand it. Look here!” It was rather a

customary phrase of his, Verrian noted. As he now used it he looked

alertly round at Verrian, with his hands still on his shins. “What’s the

use of our beating round the bush?”

Verrian delayed his answer long enough to decide against the aimless pun

of asking, “What Bushwick?” and merely asked, “What bush?”

“The bush where the milk in the cocoanut grows. You don’t pretend that

you believe Mrs. Westangle has been getting up all these fairy stunts?”

Verrian returned to his cigar, from which the ashen wraith dropped into

his lap. “I guess you’ll have to be a little clearer.” But as Bushwick

continued silently looking at him, the thing could not be left at this

point, and he was obliged to ask of his own initiative, “How much do you

know?”

Bushwick leaned back in his chair, with his eyes still on Verrian’s

profile. “As much as Miss Macroyd could tell me.”

“Ah, I’m still in the dark,” Verrian politely regretted, but not with a

tacit wish to wring Miss Macroyd’s neck, which he would not have known

how to account for.

“Well, she says that Mrs. Westangle has a professional assistant who’s

doing the whole job for her, and that she came down on the same train

with herself and you.”

“Did she say that she grabbed the whole victoria for herself and maid at

the station?” Verrian demanded, in a burst of rage, “and left us to get

here the best way we could?”

Bushwick grinned. “She supposed there were other carriages, and when she

found there weren’t she hurried the victoria back for you.”

“You think she believes all that? I’m glad she has the decency to be

ashamed of her behavior.”

“I’m not defending her. Miss Macroyd knows how to take care of herself.”

The matter rather dropped for the moment, in which Bushwick filled a

pipe he took from his pocket and lighted it. After the first few whiffs

he took it from his mouth, and, with a droll look across at Verrian,

said, “Who was your fair friend?”

If Verrian was going to talk of this thing, he was not going to do it

with the burden of any sort of reserve or contrivance on his soul. “This

afternoon?” Bushwick nodded; and Verrian added, “That was she.” Then he

went on, wrathfully: “She’s a girl who has to make her living, and she’s

doing it in a new way that she’s invented for herself. She has supposed

that the stupid rich, or the lazy rich, who want to entertain people may

be willing to pay for ideas, and she proposes to supply the ideas for a

money consideration. She’s not a guest in the house, and she won’t take

herself on a society basis at all. I don’t know what her history is, and

I don’t care. She’s a lady by training, and, if she had the accent, I

should say she was from the South, for she has the enterprise of

the South that comes North and tries to make its living. It’s all

inexpressibly none of my business, but I happen to be knowing to so much

of the case, and if you’re knowing to anything else, Mr. Bushwick,

I want you to get it straight. That’s why I’m talking of it, and not

because I think you’ve any right to know anything about it.”

“Thank you,” Bushwick returned, unruffled. “It’s about what Miss Macroyd

told me. That’s the reason I don’t want the ghost-dance to fail.”

Verrian did not notice him. He found it more important to say: “She’s

so loyal to Mrs. Westangle that she wouldn’t have wished, in Mrs.

Westangle’s interest, to have her presence, or her agency in what is

going on, known; but, of course, if Mrs. Westangle chooses to, tell it,

that’s her affair.”

“She would have had to tell it, sooner or later, Mrs. Westangle would;

and she only told it to Miss Macroyd this afternoon on compulsion, after

Miss Macroyd and I had seen you in the wood-road, and Mrs. Westangle

had to account for the young lady’s presence there in your company.

Then Miss Macroyd had to tell me; but I assure you, my dear fellow, the

matter hasn’t gone any further.”

“Oh, it’s quite indifferent to me,” Verrian retorted. “I’m nothing but a

dispassionate witness of the situation.”

“Of course,” Bushwick assented, and then he added, with a bonhomie

really so amiable that a man with even an unreasonable grudge could

hardly resist it, “If you call it dispassionate.”

Verrian could not help laughing. “Well, passionate, then. I don’t know

why it should be so confoundedly vexatious. But somehow I would have

chosen Miss Macroyd--Is she specially dear to you?”

“Not the least!”

“I would have chosen her as the last person to have the business, which

is so inexpressibly none of my business--”

“Or mine, as I think you remarked,” Bushwick interposed.

“Come out through,” Verrian concluded, accepting his interposition with

a bow.

“I see what you mean,” Bushwick said, after a moment’s thought. “But,

really, I don’t think it’s likely to go further. If you want to know,

I believe Miss Macroyd feels the distinction of being in the secret

so much that she’ll prefer to hint round till Mrs. Westangle gives the

thing away. She had to tell me, because I was there with her when she

saw you with the young lady, to keep me from going with my curiosity to

you. Come, I do think she’s honest about it.”

“Don’t you think they’re rather more dangerous when they’re honest?”

“Well, only when they’re obliged to be. Cheer up! I don’t believe Miss

Macroyd is one to spoil sport.”

“Oh, I think I shall live through it,” Verrian said, rather stiffening

again. But he relaxed, in rising from his chair, and said, “Well,

good-night, old fellow. I believe I shall go to bed now.”

“You won’t wait for me till my pipe’s out?”

“No, I think not. I seem to be just making it, and if I waited I might

lose my grip.” He offered Bushwick a friendly hand.

“Do you suppose it’s been my soothing conversation? I’m like the actor

that the doctor advised to go and see himself act. I can’t talk myself

sleepy.”

“You might try it,” Verrian said, going out.

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