I.

The success of Verrian did not come early, and it did not come easily.

He had been trying a long time to get his work into the best magazines,

and when he had won the favor of the editors, whose interest he had

perhaps had from the beginning, it might be said that they began to

accept his work from their consciences, because in its way it was so

good that they could not justly refuse it. The particular editor who

took Verrian’s serial, after it had come back to the author from the

editors of the other leading periodicals, was in fact moved mainly by

the belief that the story would please the better sort of his readers.

These, if they were not so numerous as the worse, he felt had now and

then the right to have their pleasure studied.

It was a serious story, and it was somewhat bitter, as Verrian himself

was, after his struggle to reach the public with work which he knew

merited recognition. But the world which does not like people to take

themselves too seriously also likes them to take themselves seriously,

and the bitterness in Verrian’s story proved agreeable to a number of

readers unexpectedly great. It intimated a romantic personality in the

author, and the world still likes to imagine romantic things of authors.

It likes especially to imagine them of novelists, now that there are no

longer poets; and when it began to like Verrian’s serial, it began to

write him all sorts of letters, directly, in care of the editor, and

indirectly to the editor, whom they asked about Verrian more than about

his story.

It was a man’s story rather than a woman’s story, as these may be

distinguished; but quite for that reason women seemed peculiarly taken

with it. Perhaps the women had more leisure or more courage to write to

the author and the editor; at any rate, most of the letters were from

women; some of the letters were silly and fatuous enough, but others

were of an intelligence which was none the less penetrating for being

emotional rather than critical. These maids or matrons, whoever or

whichever they were, knew wonderfully well what the author would be

at, and their interest in his story implied a constant if not a single

devotion. Now and then Verrian was tempted to answer one of them, and

under favor of his mother, who had been his confidant at every point

of his literary career, he yielded to the temptation; but one day there

came a letter asking an answer, which neither he nor his mother felt

competent to deal with. They both perceived that they must refer it to

the editor of the magazine, and it seemed to them so important that they

decided Verrian must go with it in person to the editor. Then he must

be so far ruled by him, if necessary, as to give him the letter and

put himself, as the author, beyond an appeal which he found peculiarly

poignant.

The letter, which had overcome the tacit misgivings of his mother as

they read it and read it again together, was from a girl who had perhaps

no need to confess herself young, or to own her inexperience of the

world where stories were written and printed. She excused herself with

a delicacy which Verrian’s correspondents by no means always showed for

intruding upon him, and then pleaded the power his story had over her as

the only shadow of right she had in addressing him. Its fascination,

she said, had begun with the first number, the first chapter, almost the

first paragraph. It was not for the plot that she cared; she had read

too many stories to care for the plot; it was the problem involved. It

was one which she had so often pondered in her own mind that she felt,

in a way she hoped he would not think conceited, almost as if the story

was written for her. She had never been able to solve the problem; how

he would solve it she did not see how she could wait to know; and here

she made him a confidence without which, she said, she should not have

the courage to go on. She was an invalid, and her doctor had told her

that, though she might live for months, there were chances that she

might die at any moment suddenly. He would think it strange, and it

was strange that she should tell him this, and stranger still that she

should dare to ask him what she was going to ask. The story had yet four

months to run, and she had begun to have a morbid foreboding that she

should not live to read it in the ordinary course. She was so ignorant

about writers that she did not know whether such a thing was ever done,

or could be done; but if he could tell her how the story was to come out

he would be doing more for her than anything else that could be done for

her on earth. She had read that sometimes authors began to print their

serial stories before they had written them to the end, and he might not

be sure of the end himself; but if he had finished this story of his,

and could let her see the last pages in print, she would owe him the

gratitude she could never express.

The letter was written in an educated hand, and there were no foibles

of form or excesses of fashion in the stationery to mar the character

of sincerity the simple wording conveyed. The postal address, with the

date, was fully given, and the name signed at the end was evidently

genuine.

Verrian himself had no question of the genuineness of the letter in

any respect; his mother, after her first misgivings, which were perhaps

sensations, thought as he did about it. She said the story dealt so

profoundly with the deepest things that it was no wonder a person,

standing like that girl between life and death, should wish to know how

the author solved its problem. Then she read the letter carefully over

again, and again Verrian read it, with an effect not different from that

which its first perusal had made with him. His faith in his work was so

great, so entire, that the notion of any other feeling about it was not

admissible.

“Of course,” he said, with a sigh of satisfaction, “I must show the

letter to Armiger at once.”

“Of course,” his mother replied. “He is the editor, and you must not do

anything without his approval.”

The faith in the writer of the letter, which was primary with him, was

secondary with her, but perhaps for that reason, she was all the more

firmly grounded in it.

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