CHAPTER XXXI

A DIFFICULT QUESTION

On the evening after Mrs. Chudleigh's visit, Challoner sent for Blake,

who had just returned from an afternoon's shooting with Foster. The

Colonel was sitting in a big leather chair near a good fire, but he had

a heavy rug wrapped about him.

"Had you good sport?" he asked. "You must have found it very cold

standing about the covers."

"We made a fair bag. The air was raw, but nothing unusual."

"I can't keep warm; I've been shivering all day. It looks as if I'd

got a chill waiting outside Croxleigh gorse, but that is not what I

want to talk about." His tone grew sharper. "It's curious that I

wasn't told Mrs. Chudleigh came here yesterday; had you anything to do

with keeping the information from me?"

"I'm afraid I must own up, sir. I thought it might disturb you, if you

knew."

"Your intentions were, no doubt, good, but please remember in future

that I can't permit things that concern me to be taken out of my hands.

I believe I'm still capable of managing my affairs."

It struck Blake that his uncle looked ill, which might account for his

asperity, and he made an apologetic answer.

"You may as well tell me what she said," Challoner resumed.

"As a matter of fact, she didn't say very much," Blake answered with a

twinkle. "I did most of the talking, but you must guess her object;

she seems a persistent lady."

"Then what did you say?"

"I tried to show her that she was helpless to make any trouble so long

as I stuck to my guns, and I think she recognized it. Anyhow, Foster

mentioned that she told his wife this morning she was afraid she

couldn't stay as long as she had expected. I suppose this means she's

ready to leave the field as soon as she can do so without exciting

curiosity."

Challoner looked much relieved, but when Blake left him he grew

thoughtful. His nephew's demonstration with the chessmen had lifted a

weight off his mind, but he was troubled by a doubt about the absolute

correctness of his explanation. Moreover, when he dwelt upon it, the

doubt gathered strength, but there was nothing that he could do; Dick

obviously meant to stick to his story, and Bertram could not be

questioned. Another matter troubled him; Dick, whom he had meant to

provide for, would not allow it, and though Challoner admired his

independence he thought Dick was carrying it too far.

In the meanwhile, Blake sought Miss Challoner and said, "I don't think

my uncle's looking fit. Mightn't it be better to send for Dr. Onslow?"

"He wouldn't be pleased," Miss Challoner answered dubiously "Still, he

sometimes enjoys a talk with Onslow, who's a tactful man. If he looked

in, as it were, casually----"

"Yes," said Blake; "we'll give him a hint. I'll send the groom with a

note at once."

The doctor came and left without expressing any clear opinion, but when

he returned next day he ordered Challoner to bed and told Blake he

feared a sharp attack of pneumonia. His fears were justified, for it

was some weeks before Challoner was able to leave his room. During his

illness he insisted on his nephew's company whenever the nurses would

allow it, and when he began to recover, again begged him to remain at

Sandymere. He had come to lean upon the younger man and entrusted him

with all the business of the estate, which he was no longer able to

attend to.

"Dick," he said one day when Blake thought he was too ill to perceive

that he was casting a reflection on his son, "I wish my personal means

were larger, so I could give Bertram enough and leave Sandymere to you;

then I'd know the place would be in good hands. On the surface, you're

a happy-go-lucky fellow, but that's deceptive. In reality, you have a

surprising grip of things--however, you know my opinion of you. But

you won't go away, Dick?"

The nurse interrupted them, and Blake was glad he had written to

Harding stating his inability to rejoin him. A week or two later he

received a cable message: "No hurry."

When spring came he was still at Sandymere, for Challoner, who got

better very slowly, would not let him go, and saw Millicent frequently.

At first he felt that this was a weakness, since he had nothing to

offer her except a tainted name, but his love was getting beyond

control and his resistance feebler. After all, he thought, the story

of the Indian disaster must be almost forgotten, and Harding had a good

chance of finding the oil. If the latter had not already started for

the North, he would do so soon, but Blake had had no news from him

since his cabled message.

Then, after a quiet month, things began to happen, for one afternoon

when Challoner had driven over to Hazlehurst with his nephew, Foster

came in from the station, bringing a newspaper. The party was sitting

in the conservatory; Mrs. Keith talking to Challoner, Millicent and

Blake standing close by, but there were no other guests, and Mrs.

Chudleigh had left some weeks earlier. Foster sat down near the

Colonel.

"Here's a paragraph that may be of interest; it wasn't in the morning

papers." he remarked. "I believe I've heard Miss Graham and Mrs.

Chudleigh mention a Captain Sedgwick."

"Yes," said Millicent; "we both knew him, but what has he been doing?"

"He seems to have got into trouble, but I'll read you the account."

The interest he had roused was obvious. Challoner leaned forward with

an intent face, Blake dropped the match with which he was lighting a

cigarette, while Mrs. Keith fixed her eyes eagerly on Foster.

Millicent was the least concerned, and she wondered at the others' air

of tension while Foster unfolded his paper.

"'Telegraphic news has been received of a disaster to a small British

force in Western Africa,' he read. 'Captain Sedgwick left his

headquarters at Ambolana with a detachment of native troops to demand

guarantees of good behaviour from the headman of a fortified village

near the French frontier. The expedition was ambushed in thick jungle,

but, escaping after heavy loss, made a stand against large numbers at a

place which appears to lie outside the British boundary. Here Sedgwick

again suffered some loss before a body of French black troops appeared

upon the field. Further details are anxiously waited, since the

affair, which is complicated by a doubt about the headman's suzerainty,

may lead to strong representations from France.'"

"It looks as if your friend will get a wigging," Foster remarked to

Millicent as he laid down the paper. "As I understand it, the

Government doesn't thank too zealous officers who make trouble with our

neighbours, unless there's some substantial gain. There can't be any

in this case, because the French had to rescue the fellow."

"Then I'm sorry for Captain Sedgwick," Millicent replied. "I met him

in Quebec, but only saw him for a few weeks." She turned to Blake.

"The news seems to have made some impression on you."

"It has, in a way," Blake admitted with embarrassment, because he did

not wish his interest to be noticed. "As it happens, I've heard a good

deal about the man."

Then Mrs. Keith beckoned the girl. "I think I left my outdoor

spectacles in my room; would you mind getting them?"

Millicent went away and Mrs. Keith led Foster to talk about something

else, because she saw that his wife's curiosity was aroused. It was

undesirable that any one should guess that the news had its importance

to Challoner. Prudence prevented her saying anything to her old friend

alone before he left, but she gave him a look which was expressive of

relief and satisfaction. As they drove home Challoner turned to Blake.

"I'll know more about the matter in a day or two," he said.

"Greythorpe's coming down."

"In my opinion, Sedgwick has ruined himself," Blake replied. "No

influence could get him the appointment now."

This view was taken by Greythorpe when he sat talking with Challoner a

few evenings afterwards.

"You were right about Captain Sedgwick," he remarked. "The man came

near getting us into serious difficulties. I suppose you have read the

newspaper account?"

"Yes. You have more complete information?"

Greythorpe nodded. "The other was accurate, so far as it went. The

fellow played a bold stroke, making the usual excuse; the necessity for

putting an end to the depredations and barbarities of a native headman."

"To do him justice, I daresay the excuse was good."

"It's possible, but Sedgwick's motive was not humanitarian. He knew

that if he could seize the headman's stronghold and effectively occupy

the surrounding country, we should stay there and after a protest or

two the French would have to acquiesce. As it happened, he bungled the

business, and, worst of all, had to be extricated by the people he

meant to outwit. They led him politely but very firmly across the

frontier, and now it's our part to express our regret and promise to

avoid any fresh aggression."

"What will you do with Sedgwick?"

"He'll have to be reprimanded, and after this we can't trust him with

independent authority. He's too venturesome, though I'll admit that it

would have been different if he had succeeded. Still, he has his

talents, and I daresay we'll find him useful in a subordinate post.

I'm inclined to sympathize with your friend Mrs. Chudleigh."

Challoner made no answer to this, and they talked about matters until

Blake came in, when Greythorpe left them alone together.

"He agrees with you about the African affair," said the Colonel.

"Sedgwick is, so to speak, done for and will be kept in the background

after this."

"It's more important that Mrs. Chudleigh is disposed of," Blake

replied. "As she can't help the man, she'll no longer have any motive

for troubling us, and I don't think she would do so out of malice.

That sets me free, and as you're getting strong again I ought to go

back to Canada as soon as I can."

"If you feel you must go, I'll have to consent."

"I've a duty to my partner. It's probable that he has already set off,

but I know where to find him and there'll be plenty to do. For one

thing, as transport is expensive, we'll have to relay our supplies over

very rough country and that means making the same stage several times,

while I don't suppose Harding will have been able to buy very efficient

boring plant."

"He may have done better than you imagined," Challoner remarked. "A

man as capable as he seems to be would somehow get hold of what was

needful."

Blake was surprised at this, because his uncle understood their

financial difficulties; but he said, "There's a fast boat next

Saturday. I think I'll go by her."

"Wait another week, to please me," Challoner urged him. "You have had

a dull time since I've been ill, and now I'd like you to get about. I

shall miss you badly, Dick."

Blake agreed. He felt that he ought to have sailed earlier, but the

temptation to remain was strong. He now met Millicent every day, and

it might be a very long time before he returned to England. He feared

that he was laying up trouble for himself, but he recklessly determined

to make the most of the present, and, in spite of his misgivings, the

next eight or nine days brought him many delightful hours. Now she

knew he was going, Millicent abandoned the reserve she had sometimes

shown. She was sympathetic, interested in his plans, and, he thought,

wonderfully charming. They were rapidly drawn closer together, and the

more he learned of her character, the stronger his admiration grew. At

times he imagined he noticed a tender shyness in her manner, and though

it delighted him he afterwards took himself to task. He was not acting

honourably; he had no right to win this girl's love, as he was trying

to do, but there was the excuse that she knew his history and it had

not made her cold to him.

In the meanwhile, Mrs. Keith, who had grown very fond of her companion

and entirely approved of her, looked on with observant eyes and made

opportunities for throwing the two together. One afternoon a day or

two before Blake's departure she called Millicent into her room and

asked her abruptly: "Have you ever thought about your future?"

"Not often since I have been with you," Millicent answered. "Before

that it used to trouble me."

"Then I'm afraid you're imprudent. You have no relations you could

look to for help, and while my health is pretty good I can't, of

course, live for ever. I might leave you something, but it would not

be much, because my property is earmarked for a particular purpose."

Millicent wondered where this led, but Mrs. Keith went on: "As you have

found out, I'm a frank old woman and not afraid to say what I think.

Well, considering how attractive you are, there's a way out of the

difficulty, and I believe it's the best one. You ought to marry; it's

your true vocation."

"I'm not sure," said Millicent, blushing. "Besides it mightn't be

possible. I owe everything to your generosity, but you have brought me

into a station where I must stand comparison with girls who have more

advantages."

"You mean they have more money? Well, it's not to be despised, but

I've met men who didn't attach too much importance to it. They had the

sense to see there were other things of greater value, and while I

don't often flatter people, you're not poor in this respect. But if

you liked a man who was far from rich, would you marry him?"

"It would depend," Millicent replied, while her colour deepened. "Why

do you ask? I can't give you a general answer."

"Then give me a particular one; I want to know."

The girl was embarrassed, but she had learned that her employer was not

to be put off easily.

"I suppose his being poor wouldn't daunt me, if I loved him enough."

"Then we'll suppose something else. If he had done something to be

ashamed of?"

Millicent looked up with a flash in her eyes. "People are so ready to

believe the worst. He did nothing that he need blush for--that's

impossible." Then she saw the trap into which her generous indignation

had led her, but instead of looking down in confusion she boldly faced

Mrs. Keith. "Yes," she added, "if he loved me, I would marry him in

spite of what people are foolish enough to think."

"And you would not regret it." Mrs. Keith laid her hand on the girl's

arm with a caressing touch. "My dear, if you value your happiness, you

will tell him so. Remember that he is going away in a day or two."

"How can I tell him?" Millicent cried with burning face. "I only--I

mean you tricked me into telling you."

"It shouldn't be difficult to give him a tactful hint, and that

wouldn't be a remarkably unusual course," Mrs. Keith rejoined with

amusement. "The idea that a proposal comes quite spontaneously is to

some extent a convention nowadays. I don't suppose you need reminding

that we dine at Sandymere to-morrow."

Millicent made no reply, and as she seemed rather overwhelmed by her

employer's frankness, the latter took pity on her.

"You might ask Foster for the review he promised me, but you can send

it up instead of coming back," she said, and added as Millicent turned

away: "Think over what I told you."

The recommendation was superfluous, because Millicent thought of

nothing else. She knew Blake was her lover and believed she understood

why he had not declared himself. Now he might go away without speaking

if she let him. Mrs. Keith's blunt candour left her no excuse for

shirking the truth; she loved the man, but it was hateful to feel that

she must make the first advances and reveal her tenderness for him.

She said she could not do so and yet vacillated, for the alternative

was worse.

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