CHAPTER XX

MRS. CHUDLEIGH MAKES A FRESH ATTEMPT

Next evening Challoner and Greythorpe dined at Foster's with several

other guests, and the Colonel was placed next to Mrs. Chudleigh, while

Mrs. Keith sat opposite. He found his position uncomfortable, because

when he looked up he saw that his old friend was watching him, and,

though she chatted carelessly, there was now and then a hint of tension

in his companion's manner. It was a relief when Mrs. Foster rose, but

he afterwards felt that opposing influences were being brought to bear

on him. When the party dispersed, as was usual at Hazlehurst, some to

play billiards and some to the drawing-room, Mrs. Keith engaged him in

casual talk and stuck to him determinedly for a time. He had no doubt

that her intentions were good, since he noticed Mrs. Chudleigh hovering

in the background, but he wished that she would leave him alone. By

and by their hostess took Mrs. Keith away, but then Millicent, whom he

suspected had been told to do so, came up and spoke to him. It looked

as if he were to be saved from his persecutor, even against his will,

for he was anxious to meet her and get the unpleasant business over,

but he liked Millicent and courtesy demanded that he should listen.

Presently she rather hesitatingly mentioned his nephew.

"Have you heard anything from Mr. Blake since he left Montreal?"

"Nothing," said Challoner with a trace of grimness. "He does not

correspond with me."

"Then I suppose you don't know where he is?"

"I took some trouble to find out, but nothing came of it. I merely

learned that he had left a small settlement on the Western prairie and

started for the North." He gave her a sharp glance. "Are you

interested in my nephew?"

"Yes," she said frankly. "I don't know him very well, but on two

occasions he came to my assistance when I needed it. He was very

tactful and considerate."

"Then he's fortunate in gaining your good opinion. No doubt, you know

something about his history?"

"I daresay my good opinion is not worth much, but I feel that he

deserves it, in spite of what I've been told about him," she answered

with a blush. "It is very sad that he should have to give up all he

valued, and I thought there was something gallant in his cheerfulness;

he was always ready with a jest."

"Have you met his companion? I understand that he is not a man of my

nephew's stamp."

Millicent smiled. "Hardly so, from your point of view."

"Does that mean that yours is not the same as mine?"

"I have had to earn my living, which changes one's outlook; perhaps I'd

better not say enlarges it. However, you shall judge. Mr. Harding is

a traveller for an American paint factory and had to begin work at an

age when your nephew was at Eton, but I think him a very fine type.

He's serious, courteous, and sanguine, and seems to have a strong

confidence in his partner."

"Ah!" said Challoner; "that is not so strange. The Blakes have a way

of inspiring trust and liking. It's a gift of theirs."

"Your nephew undoubtedly has it. He uses it unconsciously, but I think

that those who trust him are not deceived."

Challoner regarded her with a curious expression. "After all," he

said, "that may be true."

Then Greythorpe came up in search of Millicent, and when she went away

with him Challoner saw Mrs. Chudleigh approaching. Obeying her sign he

followed her to a seat in the recess in the hall.

"Mr. Greythorpe came down yesterday," she said. "I suppose you have

already had a talk with him."

"Last night. As you anticipated, he asked my opinion about the African

matter. Several names have been submitted; trustworthy men."

"Come to the point," she told him sharply. "What did you do about

Captain Sedgwick?"

Challoner gravely met her insistent gaze. "I felt compelled to suggest

that he was not the best man for the post."

Mrs. Chudleigh's eyes sparkled and the blood swept into her face. Her

pose grew tense and she looked dangerous, but with an obvious effort

she controlled her anger.

"Then if I were a revengeful person, I would warn you that you must

take the consequences."

"I suppose that follows, but I would prefer to think you are fair

enough to make allowances for a man who tried to do the right thing in

a difficult situation."

She was silent for a moment, watching him with a curious, half-ashamed

feeling. Then she made an abrupt movement.

"It's hard to do so. A word or two, which you would not speak, would

have led to the appointment of the most talented man. I'm not a saint;

you mustn't expect a higher standard from me than I'm capable of."

She dismissed him with an angry gesture and got up as Mrs. Foster came

in with Greythorpe. When the latter left his hostess she beckoned him

and led him to a seat near the hearth.

"How far does Colonel Challoner's opinion go with you?" she asked

boldly.

"That depends," he answered, smiling. "On some matters it goes a long

way."

"On the choosing of a West African officer, for instance?"

"Ah!" said Greythorpe, "now I begin to understand. If I am not

indiscreet in mentioning it, I thought my old friend was rather in

disgrace with you."

"You are keen," she told him. "I must warn you that Challoner is

prejudiced."

"If that is so, there is probably a reason for it."

"There is," she said coolly. "I'm afraid it is my fault. I made a

mistake in trying to force the Colonel to speak in favour of one of the

candidates."

"It was unwise," Greythorpe agreed. "Our friend is by no means

amenable to treatment of the kind."

"Still you would not let a good officer suffer because of my

tactlessness?"

"Certainly not; the only thing that could count against any of the men

we are considering is some shortcoming of their own."

"Then I must try to remove a wrong impression and my task is difficult

because you know Challoner better than I do. We can, however, agree

that he is honest."

"Eminently conscientious," Greythorpe remarked.

"Then you must allow for a reaction against the injudicious course I

took. I urged him to speak for a friend of mine, which was, no doubt,

very wrong, and it seems I went too far. Can you not imagine his

resenting it and being so determined not to be influenced that he

became hypercritical?"

Greythorpe thought this clever, since it was the best means of

lessening the value of Challoner's opinion that she could use.

"I gather that you put too severe a strain upon his friendship."

"I'm afraid there's a breach between us now, but that is not the point."

"No," said Greythorpe. "In a general way, your reasoning is logical,

but I hardly think it applicable to Challoner. He might resent your

action; but it would not make him unjust. I presume the man you favour

is Captain Sedgwick?"

"He's much the best of the three you have in view."

"Then you know something about the matter? We thought it was secret."

She laughed. "Secrets are not always well kept. I know the other men,

and though there is nothing that can be urged against their character,

they are plodders, men of routine, without much foresight or

enterprise."

"Allowing that you are right, isn't there something to be said for the

steady plodder?"

"I daresay he's useful," Mrs. Chudleigh agreed with a touch of scorn.

"But for the vacant post you want a bold determined man who can see

ahead."

"To some extent, I must agree. You believe Captain Sedgwick is such a

man?"

He felt a certain tempered admiration for her. She made no secret of

her aim, though he supposed she must find it embarrassing to plead for

her lover, since he did not doubt that she loved Sedgwick. She had

courage and cleverness and he listened with close attention while she

spoke about the man's exploits and abilities. Then she looked up with

an eagerness which somewhat moved him.

"Have I convinced you?" she asked.

Greythorpe smiled. "That Sedgwick is a dashing and intrepid soldier?

Yes. But there are other points to take into account, and the matter

does not entirely rest with me. Still, I think if he serves us well,

we may find some use for him."

It was a guarded promise and by no means all that she desired, but she

knew she must be content with it.

"Then I have accomplished something and will remember the consideration

and patience you have shown," she said, and when some of the other

guests came in moved away to join them.

In the meanwhile, Millicent had been sitting alone for a few minutes at

the opposite end of the hall. Somebody was singing in the adjoining

drawing-room, the door of which stood open, and she could see several

people gathered about the piano, though she was herself partly secluded

by a screen. By and by Lieutenant Walters came in, and as he made his

way towards her after looking round she felt tempted to change her

place, but could not do so without making her retreat too marked. Now

and then he suffered from a relapse, and she felt compassionate as she

noticed the heaviness of his movements and his pinched expression.

Still his eyes had been eager as he searched the room, and this had

caused her some alarm, because he had lately shown a noticeable

preference for her society. When he stopped he laid his hand, as if

for support, on the back of a chair and glanced towards a window that

opened into the conservatory.

"I've been hanging about since dinner trying to get hold of you, but

you were in too great demand," he said. "Shall we slip out to the seat

among the palms yonder for a quiet talk?"

The conservatory looked inviting with the coloured lamps hanging among

the flowers and screens of trailing plants throwing their shadows

across warm, scented nooks. Walters, however, had framed his question

injudiciously, because it implied a mutual desire to escape observation

and confidential relations which did not exist.

"I think not," said Millicent. "I may be wanted."

"Mrs. Keith's talking to Challoner and won't ask for you," Walters

objected. "Be good-natured; it's quiet yonder. That fellow in the

drawing-room can't sing and the piano makes my head ache."

"It really oughtn't to. The girl who's accompanying him plays well,

but I'm afraid you're not feeling very fit to-night."

"I'm not; I suppose it's weak, but when I seem to be going back instead

of picking up, I get depressed. That's partly why I came for you; you

know how to cheer one."

"I feel flattered," Millicent rejoined, smiling. "But you shouldn't be

downcast. You're making excellent progress."

"Oh! well," he said irritably, "don't let us talk about my ailments;

I'm tired of them. But this light's glaring. Take pity on me and come

in among the flowers, where it's quiet and dim."

Millicent was tempted to agree. She liked the man and felt sorry for

him; he was frank, rather handsome, and generally a pleasant companion,

but she thought their friendship was ripening too fast and was not

prepared to see it change to something deeper Indeed, since it was

pleasant to be sought after, she feared she had allowed herself to

drift too far, and now the time to pull up had come.

"No," she said, "I must stay here."

He looked at her rather hard, for there was decision in her tone and he

was not dull. She was very attractive; he liked her thoughtful

expression and her gentle firmness. Half-consciously he compared her

with the highly polished, clever woman, who had at first fascinated

him, and his appreciation of the girl grew stronger. Mrs. Chudleigh,

who did not improve upon close acquaintance, had been inclined to leave

him alone of late, and though he could not resent this he had an

unflattering suspicion that he had somehow been made use of and had

served his turn. Miss Graham was different; she was genuine, which was

the word that occurred to him, and he was growing fond of her.

"As you wish, of course," he said. "Am I allowed to remain?"

She indicated a place on the corner seat and when he took it began to

talk, carefully avoiding any personal topic, but after a time he

interrupted her--

"I heard Mrs. Keith say she was going to the Vivians in Durham later.

I suppose she will take you?"

Millicent said she believed so, and he continued: "It's possible I may

turn up there."

He watched her closely, but could see nothing that suggested

satisfaction.

"Do you know the people?" she inquired.

"I used to know Herbert Vivian, though I haven't seen him for some

time. No doubt, if he got a hint he'd ask me down."

"It's a high, bleak place," said Millicent. "We were nearly frozen on

our last visit, and I'm afraid you wouldn't find the cold good for you.

Were you not recommended to stay in Devonshire?"

Walters gave her a half-indignant glance. "When that brute of a hill

man knocked me out I'd no suspicion how much his shot would cost me.

Anyhow, I'm not going to Devonshire, and I ventured to think you might

have been glad to see me at the Vivians'."

"Why should I wish you to do an unwise thing?" Millicent asked.

"That's an evasion," he answered bluntly. "I'll be candid. This place

won't be the same after you have gone."

Millicent was silent a moment. She knew he wanted a tacit admission

that their acquaintance need not end with her visit to Hazlehurst, but

he would be right in attaching some significance to her action if she

made it. The man, who had only known her a few weeks, could go no

further yet, and he was eminently likeable, but she would not lead him

on.

"That," she said, "was very nice of you, but you will soon get used to

the change."

"You may," he replied with rather bitter humour.

"After all," said Millicent, "one meets pleasant people here and there,

and though one regrets it has to part from them."

Looking at her fixedly, he understood. Her expression was quietly

resolute, and he recognized that their friendship must shortly come to

an end. The girl knew her mind and had obviously made it up.

"Well," he said in a resigned tone, "you won't be forgotten. I must

get back to India as soon as I can."

By and by he went away and Mrs. Keith joined Millicent.

"What have you been saying to Walters?" she asked. "I met him going

out, and he looked very crestfallen."

"He hinted that he might follow us to the Vivians' and I suggested that

it was too cold a place for him," Millicent answered with a blush.

"I see," remarked Mrs. Keith, who was sometimes blunt. "Well, I

daresay you were wise; though I'm told he'll be captain shortly, and he

has his good points, Jimmy is no catch. You certainly might do better."

Millicent turned her head, half-indignant, half-embarrassed, and Mrs.

Keith laughed.

"My dear," she resumed gently, "I'm glad you have some sense. It's

perhaps not impossible for the wife of a young Indian officer to live

upon her husband's pay, but unless they're exceptional people it's apt

to lead to disaster."

"It wasn't that," Millicent protested, unwilling to be suspected of a

mercenary mind, and Mrs. Keith's eyes twinkled.

"Then what was it that influenced you?"

As the girl did not answer, she turned away and left her to face the

question. It proved troublesome, for Millicent was not daunted by

poverty and could find no fault with Walters; indeed, she was sensible

of some esteem for him. Then, though she would not admit that this was

her reason for checking his advances, her thoughts centred on another

man. He was in disgrace, but she remembered how chivalrously and

adroitly he had come to her rescue in London and had again been of

assistance on the St. Lawrence steamer. He was prompt in action,

pitiful and humorous. She remembered his gay buoyancy, she could

imagine his facing his troubles with a laugh. It was characteristic of

him that he had gone up into the wilds of the frozen North with an

inexperienced companion on a rash search for fortune, which she

gathered would probably elude him. Still, she knew that he would

struggle gallantly against the perils and hardships he might have to

face. Then she remembered that by sitting alone with an abstracted air

she might excite curiosity, and rousing herself, went to look for her

hostess.

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