_To Mr. G. H._
_Bristol, Sept. 10, 1734._
_Dear Sir_,
THIS morning I wrote to you in haste, expecting Mr. _I._ would soon
be going; but to my great satisfaction, he came hither this night,
and soon afterwards, your very much wished-for letter was brought to
hand; which (after ten thousand thanks for so many repeated favours)
I shall now beg leave to answer. You tell me “Mr. _P._ likes _N._”
GOD be praised! That he hath recommended something to my perusal. I’ll
read it, GOD willing, with care, at my return. “That he wants to know
my quality, state, condition, circumstances, &c.” Alas! that anyone
should enquire after such a wretch as I am. However, since he hath
been so kind, pray tell him, that as for my quality, I was a poor,
mean drawer; but by the distinguishing grace of GOD, am now intended
for the ministry. As for my estate, that I am a servitor; and as to
my condition and circumstances, I have not of my own any where to
lay my head. But my friends, by GOD’s providence, minister daily to
me, and in return for such unmerited, unspeakable blessings, I trust
the same good Being will give me grace to dedicate myself without
reserve to his service. To “spend and be spent” for the welfare of
my fellow-creatures, endeavouring to promote the gospel of his Son
as much as lies in my poor power. But “observe his humility,” says
Mr. _H._ Aye, catch an old Christian without profound humility, if you
can. Believe me, _Sir_, it is nothing but this flesh of ours, those
cursed seeds of the proud apostate, which lie lurking in us, that make
us to think ourselves worthy of the very air we breathe. When our eyes
are opened by the influences of divine grace, we then shall begin to
think of ourselves as we ought to think, even, that GOD is all, and
we are less than nothing. Well, you may cry, O happy temper, could I
but learn of CHRIST to be meek and lowly in heart, I should certainly
find rest to my soul. May GOD, for his dear SON’s sake, give it to
you, to me, and to all our dear friends! “Some like, some dislike the
extract,” you say. I did not do it, to please man, but GOD. “Mr. _W._
is too much engaged in temporals.” Is he? Oh dear Sir, pray that when
I enter the ministry, I may be wholly engaged in spirituals: But “Mrs.
_H._ has been ill, and is now recovered.” GOD be praised for both! Our
Saviour, _Sir_, learnt obedience by the things which he suffered, so
must we. Pain, if patiently endured, and sanctified to us, is a great
purifier of our corrupted nature. It will teach us excellent lessons.
I hope Mr. _H._ has been enabled to learn some of them. So much in
answer to your kind letter. You say “it was too long.” Believe me,
_Sir_, it was much too short; but a line is more than I deserve.
However, I have made out in mine, what was wanting in yours. _My
Mother’s_ journey to _Gloucester_, I fear, is spoiled by the weather.
GOD’s blessed will be done! I hope to be with you about next _Tuesday_
sevennight. “I am missed,” you say; and you may well miss such a
troublesome guest. Well, GOD will reward you richly, I trust. Never
despair of _my brother_; when GOD acts upon the soul, he makes quick
work of it. Be pleased to tell Mr. _M._ that his remissness hath
occasioned me many a sigh, and his return from his relapse, matter of
abundant thanks to GOD in his behalf. Oh let us young, unexperienced
soldiers, be always upon our guard; the very moment we desert our post,
the enemy rushes in; and if he can but divert our eyes from looking
heavenward, he will soon so blind us, that we shall not look towards
it at all. A great deal may be learned from a little fall. But I must
not detain you any longer, than to assure you how much I am, _Dear
Sir_,
Your and Mrs. _H._’s sincere friend and servant,
in our common LORD,
_G. W._