THE STORY OF HIS LIFE

Charles Lamb's biography should be read at length in his essays and

his letters--from them we get to know not only the facts of his life

but almost insensibly we get a knowledge of the man himself such as

cannot be conveyed in any brief summary. He is as a friend, a loved

friend, whom it seems almost sacrilegious to summarize in the compact

sentences of a biographical dictionary, of whom it would be a wrong to

write if the writing were to be used instead of, rather than as an

introduction to, a literary self-portrait, more striking it may be

believed than any of the canvases in the Uffizi Gallery. When he was

six-and-twenty Charles Lamb wrote thus in reply to an invitation from

Wordsworth to visit him in Cumberland:

I have passed all my days in London ... the lighted shops of

the Strand and Fleet Street; the innumerable trades,

tradesmen and customers, coaches, waggons, playhouses; all

the bustle and wickedness round about Covent Garden; the

very women of the town; the watchmen, drunken scenes,

rattles; life awake, if you awake, at all hours of the

night; the impossibility of being dull in Fleet Street; the

crowds, the very dirt and mud, the sun shining upon houses

and pavements, the print shops, the old bookstalls, parsons

cheapening books, coffee houses, steams of soups from

kitchens, the pantomimes--London itself a pantomime and a

masquerade--all these things work themselves into my mind,

and feed me, without a power of satiating me. The wonder of

these sights impels me into night walks about her crowded

streets, and I often shed tears in the motley Strand from

fulness of joy at so much life. All these emotions must be

strange to you; so are your rural emotions to me. But

consider, what must I have been doing all my life, not to

have lent great portions of my heart with usury to such

scenes?

In whimsical exaggeration Lamb sometimes wrote of his aversion from

country sights and sounds, adopting that method partly perhaps for the

purpose of rallying his correspondents, and partly for the purpose of

accentuating his own "unrural notions." He was a Londoner of

Londoners. In London he was born and educated, and in London--with a

few of his later years in what is now but an outer suburb--he passed

the fifty-nine years of his life. Beyond some childish holidays in

pleasant Hertfordshire, a few brief trips into the country--to

Coleridge at Stowey and at Keswick, to Oxford and Cambridge, and one

short journey to Paris--he had no personal contact with the outer

world. He delighted in his devotion to London, and stands pre-eminent

as the Londoner in literature.

Charles Lamb was the son of John Lamb, who had left his native

Lincolnshire--probably from the neighbourhood of Stamford--as a child,

and who finally found himself attached to one Samuel Salt, a Bencher

of the Inner Temple, in the capacity of "his clerk, his good servant,

his dresser, his friend, his 'flapper,' his guide, stop-watch,

auditor, treasurer." Salt's chambers were at 2, Crown Office Row, and

there John Lamb lived with a family consisting of himself, his wife,

an unmarried sister, Sarah Lamb ("Aunt Hetty"), a son John, aged

twelve, and a daughter Mary, aged eleven, when on 10th February, 1775,

there was born to him another son to whom was given the now familiar

name. Seven children had been born from 1762 to 1775, but of them all

these three alone survived. The father and his employer are sketched,

unforgetably, in Lamb's essay on "The Old Benchers of the Inner

Temple," Salt, under his own name, and Lamb under that of Lovel: "I

knew this Lovel. He was a man of an incorrigible and losing honesty. A

good fellow withal and 'would strike.' In the cause of the oppressed

he never considered inequalities, or calculated the number of his

opponents." The whole passage must be read in the essay itself. From

his father Charles Lamb inherited at once his literary leanings and

his humour, both heightened to an incalculable degree. We have Elia's

word for it that John Lamb the elder "was the liveliest little fellow

breathing" with a face as gay as Garrick's, and we know further that

he published a small volume of simple verse. From the father, too,

the family derived a heavier inheritance, which was to cast its shadow

over their lives from the day of Charles's early manhood to the day

half a century later, when his sister Mary, the last survivor of the

family circle, was laid to rest.

Lamb's mother, Elizabeth Field, is--for obvious reasons--the only

member of the immediate family circle whom we do not meet in his

writings. His maternal grandmother--the grandame who is to be met in

his verses and in some of his essays--was for over half a century

housekeeper at Blakesware in Hertfordshire, and with her, as a small

boy, Charles spent pleasant holidays.

Little Charles Lamb was sent for a time to "a humble day-school, at

which reading and writing were taught to us boys in the morning, and

the same slender erudition was communicated to the girls, our sisters,

etc., in the evening." In a letter to Coleridge (5th July, 1796) we

have a hint that Lamb may have had yet earlier teaching in an infant

school in the Temple for he writes: "Mr. Chambers lived in the Temple;

Mrs. Reynolds, his daughter, was my schoolmistress"; though it may be

that the lady referred to was employed in Mr. Bird's school. This

school, kept by William Bird "in the passage leading from Fetter Lane

into Bartlett's Buildings," was the one to which Mary Lamb appears to

have owed her regular training; but Samuel Salt had a goodly

collection of old books in his chambers, and among these the brother

and sister browsed most profitably, to use his own expressive word,

acquiring an early liking for good literature and learning to take

their best recreation in things of the mind. But if from the "school

room looking into a discoloured dingy garden" Mary Lamb was presumed

to be able to acquire a sufficiency of knowledge, it was seen that her

younger brother needed something more than Mr. Bird could give to fit

him for a life in which he would have to take an early place as

bread-winner. John Lamb's friendly employer--whom lovers of Lamb can

never recall but to honour--secured a nomination for the boy to

Christ's Hospital, and thither in his eighth year the little fellow

was transferred from the home in the Temple.

Should a zealous compiler seek to arrange an autobiography of Charles

Lamb from his writings he would not have a difficult task, and he

would find two delightful essays devoted to the famous school--so long

the distinguishing feature of Newgate Street--where "blue-coat boys"

passed the most importantly formative period of their lives.

Handicapped somewhat by a stuttering speech Charles Lamb did not

perhaps join in all the boyish sports of his fellows, though there are

many testimonies to the regard in which he was held by his

school-mates, and the fact is stressed that though the only one of his

surname at Christ's Hospital, he was never "Lamb" but always "Charles

Lamb," as though there were something of an endearment in the constant

use of his Christian name. "The Christ's Hospital or Blue-coat boy,

has a distinctive character of his own, as far removed from the abject

qualities of a common charity-boy as it is from the disgusting

forwardness of a lad brought up at some other of the public schools."

In the essay from which this is quoted, Charles Lamb, looking back a

quarter of a century after leaving the old foundation, summed up the

characteristics of his school as reflected in the character of its

boys of whom he and the close friend he made there are the two whose

names are the most commonly on the lips of men. It is, indeed, worthy

of remark that from amid the countless boys educated at Christ's

Hospital since it was founded three centuries and a half ago by "the

flower of the Tudor name ... boy patron of boys," the names that stand

out most prominently are those of the two who were at the school

together--Charles Lamb and Samuel Taylor Coleridge. It was at that old

"Hospital," recently, alas, demolished, that these men, so different

in genius, so similar in many of their intellectual tastes, began a

memorable friendship that was only to be broken by death more than

half a century later.

A schoolfellow's description of him may help us to visualize the

elusive figure of which we have no early portraits, and the later

portraits of which are understood to be wanting in one regard or

another. His countenance, says this early observer, was mild; his

complexion clear brown, with an expression that might lead you to

think that he was of Jewish descent. His eyes were not each of the

same colour: one was hazel, the other had specks of grey in the iris,

mingled as we see red spots in the bloodstone. His step was

plantigrade, which made his walk slow and peculiar, adding to the

staid appearance of his figure.

[Illustration: CHRIST'S HOSPITAL.]

For seven years--from October 1782 until November 1789--Charles Lamb

remained at Christ's Hospital, and then, close upon fifteen years of

age, returned to his parents in the Temple. His brother John had

obtained an appointment in the South Sea House, probably through the

kindly offices of Samuel Salt, who was a Deputy-Governor, and at some

unascertained date between 1789 and 1792, Charles found employment in

the same office; not, however, for long, for in April of 1792 he was

appointed clerk in the accountant's office of the East India House, at

a commencing salary of £70 per annum. This same year which thus saw

the founding of Charles Lamb's humble fortunes, saw also the beginning

of the break-up of his home, for the immortal old Bencher, Samuel

Salt, died, and the Lamb family was left without its mainstay. John

Lamb the elder was past work, already, we may believe, passing into

senility; and John Lamb the younger, who appears to have been

prospering in the South Sea House, had presumably set up his bachelor

home elsewhere. Salt bequeathed to his clerk and factotum a pension of

£10 a year, and various legacies amounting to about £700. The old

home in the Temple had to be given up, but whither the family first

removed is not known. Four years later they were living in Little

Queen Street--now a portion of Kingsway--off Holborn, in a house on

the west side, the site of which is now covered by a church.

At the end of 1794--though his first known verses are dated five years

earlier--Charles Lamb had, so far as we are aware, the pleasure of

seeing himself for the first time "in print," and curiously enough

here at the earliest beginning of his life as author he was intimately

associated with Coleridge; indeed, his "effusion," a sonnet addressed

to Mrs. Siddons, appeared in "The Morning Chronicle" on 29th December,

with the signature "S. T. C." Coleridge, we learn from Lamb's letters,

altered the sonnet and was welcome to do so, and the poem properly

appears in both of their collected works; the recension is certainly

not an improvement on the original. In the spring of 1796 a small

volume of Coleridge's poems was published, four sonnets by Lamb being

included in it; and in May, 1796, was written the earliest of the rich

collection of Lamb's letters which have come down to us. In this

letter we have the first mention of the shadow which overhung the Lamb

family.

My life has been somewhat diversified of late. The six weeks

that finished last year and began this, your very humble

servant spent very agreeably in a madhouse at Hoxton. I am

got somewhat rational now, and don't bite any one. But mad I

was; and many a vagary my imagination played with me,

enough to make a volume, if all were told.... Coleridge, it

may convince you of my regard for you when I tell you my

head ran on you in my madness as much almost as on another

person, who I am inclined to think was the more immediate

cause of my temporary frenzy.

It is assumed that the closing reference here is to Lamb's romantic

love for A---- W----; the "Anna" of some of his sonnets written about

this time, the "Alice W----" of the later "Dream Children," and other

of the essays, and that it was to the unhappy course of a deep love

that Charles Lamb owed his brief period of mental aberration. This

year, 1796, which was to close in tragic gloom, was indeed marked

almost throughout by unhappiness, lightened only by the close and

friendly correspondence with Coleridge. From these letters we learn

that besides his own mental trouble, his sister had been very ill, his

brother was laid up and demanded constant attention, having a leg so

bad that for a time the necessity of amputation appeared to be

probable.[1] Through it all Charles Lamb was conscious of being "sore

galled with disappointed hope," and felt something of enforced

loneliness, consequent upon his being, as he described himself, "slow

of speech and reserved of manners"; he went nowhere, as he put it,

had no acquaintance, and but one friend--Coleridge. It is difficult,

in reading much in these letters, to realize that the writer was but

just come of age in the previous February. The first twenty or so of

the letters of Lamb which have come down to us are addressed to

Coleridge (1796-1798). Between the seventh of the series (5th July,

1796) and the eighth (27th September, 1796) there is a gap of time at

the close of which happened the tragedy that coloured the whole of

Charles Lamb's subsequent life and caused him to give himself up to a

life of devotion to which it would not be easy to find a parallel.

[Footnote 1: It is curious that a quarter of a century later, when

writing of his brother in "Dream Children," Lamb speaks of his being

lame-footed, and of having his limb actually taken off.]

The story is best told in the poignant simplicity of Lamb's first

letter to Coleridge after the calamity:

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