ADOLPH. And my faith! It was I who urged her to write her first book---

GUSTAV. [Making a face] Oh-h-h!

ADOLPH. It was I who praised her, even when I found her stuff rather

poor. It was I who brought her into literary circles where she could

gather honey from our most ornamental literary flowers. It was I who

used my personal influence to keep the critics from her throat. It was I

who blew her faith in herself into flame; blew on it until I lost my own

breath. I gave, gave, gave--until I had nothing left for myself. Do you

know--I'll tell you everything now--do you know I really believe--and

the human soul is so peculiarly constituted--I believe that when my

artistic successes seemed about to put her in the shadow--as well as her

reputation--then I tried to put courage into her by belittling myself,

and by making my own art seem inferior to hers. I talked so long about

the insignificant part played by painting on the whole--talked so long

about it, and invented so many reasons to prove what I said, that one

fine day I found myself convinced of its futility. So all you had to do

was to breathe on a house of cards.

GUSTAV. Pardon me for recalling what you said at the beginning of our

talk--that she had never taken anything from you.

ADOLPH. She doesn't nowadays. Because there is nothing more to take.

GUSTAV. The snake being full, it vomits now.

ADOLPH. Perhaps she has been taking a good deal more from me than I have

been aware of?

GUSTAV. You can be sure of that. She took when you were not looking, and

that is called theft.

ADOLPH. Perhaps she never did educate me?

GUSTAV. But you her? In all likelihood! But it was her trick to make it

appear the other way to you. May I ask how she set about educating you?

ADOLPH. Oh, first of all--hm!

GUSTAV. Well?

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