"Oh, yes, I have. Every damned right! Do you think I'd let any woman go

cruising around the North Seas, with a crew of foreigners, and a

shipmaster she doesn't know.... I'll bring the bi--the boat in...."

§ 12

They left the city of strange ugly women, with great spirit in their

faces, and great bearing to the body of them, and of slim cat-like men,

who had great power in their eyes.... A very beautiful city of churches

and hammered brass ... a place of high rarefied thinking and savage

animal passion.... They left it on a July morning with the sun high....

And they sailed east, sou'east down the Gulf of Finland, until Dago

Island was on their port quarter....

And they rolled down the Baltic Sea, sailing sou'-sou'west, until they

passed Gotland, and they edged west again, leaving Bornholm to port....

And they sailed past Malmö into the Sound, heading north for the

Cattegat.... They turned the Skaw and swung her into the Skage-Rack....

And the wind held....

And once out of there, they pointed her nose nor'west by nor' as though

Iceland were only a buoy in a yacht-race.... And the wind held.... The

summer nights of the North were on them, the unearthly beauty of the

light.... There was no world.... They were sailing on the Milky Way....

Only the gurgle of the water at the bows, the _whush_ of the wake

beneath the counter, held them as by a thin umbilical cord to the world

of men.... The _whap-whap-whap_ of the cordage.... The _ting-ting-ting_

of the helmsman's bell.... The cry for'a'd: "The lights are burning

bright, sir!" ...

§ 13

The gaunt Shetlands were on their starboard beam now, the dun Orkneys

off the port bow. Sumburgh Head dropped away, and they headed due

west.... The waves were laughing, the sun rose in a great explosion

abaft of them.... The world was a very small place.... The universe so

large.... At dawn the gulls chattered and whined, and screamed until

they felt immense loneliness.... One seemed to be intruding in a world

of white feathers and cold inimical eyes, and complaints in a language

one could not understand.... So lonely ... so undefiled ... the home of

the great whale.... Here was the world as God first made it ... clean

and beautiful and absolute.... Up here steam engines seemed ridiculous

toys.... In winter the sleek seal and the great white bear.... And the

great crying of the gulls.... One thought of Adelina Patti's great

singing and wondered did it matter a lot.

And they swung sou'west by sou' to leave the Hebrides to port. They were

on the last leg of the voyage, and the wind still held....

"O Shane, it's wonderful...." She had come on deck in her man's

clothing.... She was so tall, so slim, her legs so long, it seemed some

pleasant feminine fancy of hers, not a material adaptation of the life

on board ship. "The wind will hold until we get there."

"I don't like it," Shane grumbled.

"Why, Shane? Why don't you like it?"

"We're too lucky."

"It isn't luck, Shane. It's the will of God."

"Hmm!"

"Granya!"

"Yes, Shane."

"I've just been thinking. Why couldn't you conspirators have chosen a

better time of the year than August for landing your arms? There's only

about two hours of night."

"Because, Shane, the arms must be ready for autumn, when the harvest is

in. That's the best time for a revolution. And the arms must be

distributed. And the men must drill a little. Now is our only time."

"Hmm."

"O Shane, I wish you would be a little enthusiastic."

"Enthusiastic? At forty-nine!"

"Are you forty-nine, Shane? You don't seem thirty-nine. None could tell

but for the little gray in your hair.... And Shane...."

"Yes!"

"I like your hair rumpled a little with the sea-air ... much better than

when it is sleek in Antrim.... Shane, you don't know how well you look

on board ship."

"Ooh, be damned to that.... Mr. Janseen, get them to lay aft, and see if

you can't get a little more out of that mizzen.... A little more pocket

in the luff." ...

§ 14

They passed the Butt of Lewis, sailing due sou'west.... To port they

left the Seven Hunters, changing the course to sou'west by sou'.... The

Hebrides passed them like islands in a dream, purple, gleaming strangely

in the sunlight, now a black shower whipping over them, now sunshine

pouring in great floods.... Lewis went by, and then Harris.... North

Uist where the winds blow so hard they have an old word: _Is traugh fear

na droiche air mhachair Uistibh_: 'Tis a pity of the slut's husband on

the plains of Uist.... You'll be needing buttons on your coat there....

They passed Rona of the Seals, and Benbecula.... They passed South Uist

and Eriskay.... They passed the Ponboy Isles.... The islands of the Cat

they called them in Gaelic.... Faintly they saw the mists of Hecla ...

heard the curlews.... They saw fishing-boats with great brown sails....

Honk-honk of wild ganders in the distance, and occasionally the _chugh_

of a diving bird.... The wind blew from the nor'west.... The foam

snarled beneath the bows....

"I don't like it.... I don't like it...."

"Shane, it is wonderful.... God is with us."

"Hunh...." He saw the weather leaches flick.... "Don't let her come up,"

he roared at the helmsman. "Steer her, you Swede bastard.... Where the

hell did you ever steer before? On a canal?"

"Shane!"

"What is it, Granya?"

"Your language, Shane!"

"Listen, Granya.... I'm not playing a comedy.... I'm sailing a ship ...

that's on an errand I don't like.... If you don't like my language, get

below...."

"Sorry, Shane!" She said with a meek courtesy. She stayed....

They passed Skerryvore.... They passed Dhu Heartach, Colonsay, Islay of

McCrimmin.... Iristrahull was on the weather beam.... They swung

eastward.... Irishowen Head showed off the port bow.... On an August

afternoon, they slipped into Lough Foyle....

§ 15

The soft luminosity of a summer night was in it ... and a little moon,

which Shane damned.... Before them rose the outline of Donegal.... On

each beam they could see faintly the outlines of the bay's arms.... The

schooner moved under jibs and mizzen.... From the bow was the splash of

the lead....

"By the mark, fine!"

"Luff her a little, a little more ... steady!"

"Four fathoms, no bottom!"

"Keep her off a point!"

"By the deep, four!"

"How's the bottom?"

"Clean and sandy, sir!"

"No bottom at three!"

"Ready for'a'd to let go?"

"All ready, sir!"

"The mark three, no bottom!"

"Lee--o!... Hold her!"

The long swish of oars, the rattle of oar-locks.... A voice rapping out:

"Rest on the oars!" And then: "Schooner ahoy!"

Shane's heart sank. He gave no answer.

"What ship is that?" The voice rang over the little bay ... found a

grotesque echo in some cliff....

"Who are you?"

"His Majesty's coast-guards. Stand by. Coming aboard. Lay on your oars,

men!"

And then ... a long instant.... "Toss oars!"

"Bring her into the wind!" Shane ordered....

A scramble alongside, and some one was coming over the waist rail.... A

firm step on deck.... Some one was smiling....

"My name's Flannagan, Lieutenant Flannagan.... Sorry, Mr. Campbell, we

can't let you land ... your cargo or your passenger...."

"I don't understand."

"Well, sir, we know what your cargo is, and my orders are not to let you

land. And I was to tell you, sir, that you couldn't land anywhere."

"By God! I knew it would end like this.... Are we under arrest?"

"No, sir.... You are just not to land. I'm sorry, sir, but.... Orders!"

"Then what the blazes am I going to do?"

"Jove, I don't know. Can't you bring the cargo back where you got it?"

"I suppose I'll have to do that. But my passenger.... I can put her

ashore."

"I'm sorry, sir. But your passenger can't go ashore, anywhere, any time,

in her Majesty's dominions."

"Hmm!"

He heard her quick step on the companionway.

"Shane."

"Shane, are you there?"

"Shane, Shane, what's wrong?" She came into the shrouded light of the

binnacle. "Shane, who--who is this?"

"My name's Flannagan, Miss O'Malley--royal navy--I'm sorry; you can't

land."

"What does it mean, Shane?"

"You're beaten, Granya."

"Are we prisoners?"

"No, Miss O'Malley, just you can't land. And I'm very distressed to tell

you.... You may not land anywhere, any time, in her Majesty's

dominions."

"That doesn't shut out Mr. Campbell, does it?"

"I've no orders against him, Miss O'Malley, barring his landing his

cargo or you...."

She laid her hand on Shane's arm....

"I'm sorry, Shane.... I'm very sorry, my dear--dear friend.... You were

so good.... There are few--would have sacrificed their time and

profession, and everything--to help a woman on a wild-goose ideal!--like

mine was.... So please forgive me!"

"There's nothing to forgive, Granya...."

"I want to do this ..." she leaned forward and kissed him.... The

lieutenant turned away. "And now good-by."

"Why good-by? I'm not going ashore. I'll stick."

"Dear Shane, you would." She caught his hand, pressed, dropped it. Her

voice rang out: "But I'm going ashore...." She had swung over the

taffrail and dropped into the water with the soft splash of a fish....

"My God ...!" Shane swore with rage. "Wait. I'll get her. Will you stand

by with your boat?"

"Right-o!" Flannagan answered cheerily.

Shane kicked off his shoes, slipped out of his coat.... "This damned

woman!" he thought as he dropped astern, came out, began to cast for

direction like an otter-hound.... He heard her soft rhythmical strokes

ahead.... He tore after her ... caught up ... reached her shoulder....

"Come back, Granya!"

"No, Shane."

He had decided, once he reached her, to turn her back by force, but the

strange gentle voice restrained him. All this matter of Ireland, all

this expedition of opera bouffe, took on again a strange dimension when

she spoke.... All the time he had been foolish, he knew, and, worse,

looked like a fool, but some strange magic of her voice made it seem

natural ... the naïve brave gestures.... One levitated above common

ground.... Even this moon-madness did not seem trivial and a thing for

laughter.... A dignity of ancient stories was on it.... The blue Irish

hills, soft as down, the little moon, and the tide hurrying out of the

lough to the great Atlantic.... A wrench of the will and he gripped her

shoulder:

"Shane, please don't!"

"You're coming back, Granya."

"I'm not, Shane, and please don't hold me. I'm getting weak."

"You'll never make it, Granya. And if you did, where would you go on the

Donegal hills?"

"I don't know, Shane. But please let me go, I implore you.... Even if I

do go down.... Don't you see? There is nothing for me but this, or

death.... My life.... O Shane, let me go!"

"Quiet, Granya!" He caught her wrist.

"Please, Shane. Please. I pray of you...." She began to twist.... "O

Shane, you hurt."

"Quiet, Granya. Boat--o!"

The lantern of the coast-guards' cutter came nearer.... The measured

swish of the oars ... the creak.... She began to struggle fiercely....

"Granya, if you don't keep quiet, I'll have to hit you...."

"O Shane!" she whimpered....

"All right Get her on board. Steady, there. Trim a little. Good!"

Flannagan and a great bearded coast-guard had her.... The silence was

broken with her little sobs.... He helped her over the waist of the

schooner....

"Go below, Granya, and get into some dry clothes.... Mr. Flannagan, I'll

take the boat back to St. Petersburg.... If Miss O'Malley doesn't land

neither do I. May I send a letter ashore? It's only about business, and

the place in the glens...."

"I'll take it and have it sent."

"Another thing; we want to get some provisions and water."

"Of course, sir.... That's all right."

"Do you think one of the country girls could be persuaded to come on

board as Miss O'Malley's maid?"

"I think so. We'll ask the local priest."

"Oh, yes, the priest.... Another thing: do you think you could dig out a

parson around here somewhere and bring him on board?"

"O Shane, what do you want that for?" She hadn't gone below, but waited

in the companionway.

"You don't think you're going wandering around with me, casually, like

this?"

"But it's only to St. Petersburg, Shane!"

"And then where do you go? What do you do?"

"I--I--I don't know."

"Better get the parson, Mr. Flannagan."

"Oh, but Shane--" she protested.

"Go below, Granya, and get those wet things off.... And get into women's

clothes.... Granya!"

"Yes, Shane.... Very well, Shane...."

PART SEVEN

THE KINGDOM AND THE POWER AND THE GLORY

§ 1

He felt a little ashamed, a little shy, what with his gray hairs, his

paternity, that there should still be a thrill in his heart, a sense of

flight in him. At fifty-eight to feel like a schoolboy going home, it

seemed--well, not indecent, indecorous. This thing of returning to

Antrim had been a matter of pure reason, and then suddenly his heart had

spread forgotten wings.

Without, the sound of Broadway had changed subtly, with the coming of

the September dusk. The quick-pacing people had given way to the

_clop-clop-clop_ of hansom-cabs, and the tram-cars with their tired

horses came less frequently now. One felt that a giant had been at work

all day, and was now stretching himself, not lazily, but a little

relaxingly. Soon the great lamps would flare, and the crowds would be

going to the playhouses: to Tony Pastor's to see the new play, "Dreams,"

or to Harrigan & Hart's to see "Investigation," or to Mr. Bartley

Campbell's latest, "Separation," at the Grand Opera-house. He would miss

all this in Antrim, but Antrim called him.... Antrim, our mother....

And three months ago he had never thought this possible. He had drilled

himself into a mature philosophy, saying: "It doesn't matter that I

never see Ireland again. I am happy here with Granya and young Alan and

Robin Beg, little Robin. All the folks are kindly and the country is a

great country, and when my time comes to die there are sweet little

places on Long Island where they can lay me within sound of the sea, and

the gentle snow will come and cover me in winter and in summer somewhere

about me the dogwood will blow, and the very green grass come. And

perhaps some young children will come and play around my grave, and I

shall hear their little gurgling laughter, sweet as the voices of

pigeons.... And one day Granya will come.... Nothing is more certain

than that, that Granya will come...."

But all the philosophy in the world could not shut from his ears the

little piping of Antrim. He would say: "'Tis little thought I gave to

Antrim and I a young man! And what is a town or so to me, who have seen

all great cities?" And again he said: "Didn't you give up Antrim gladly

when you got Granya? Wasn't she worth a hundred Antrims?" And his heart

and mind answered: "Yes, a thousand Antrims!" But, a very queer thing,

the little haunting melody of the glens would not be stilled.

And it came to him thus: I am no longer a young man. For all I look

forty-five, as they tell me, yet I am fifty-eight. The life of the body

is over now. That had passed, as a mood passes. And the mind is fixed.

In what remains of life to me, I must think, divine, weigh. One

prepares.... And thoughts must not be disturbed. To grow old in a city

that is ever young, that is in its twenties itself as it were--it makes

an old man cold and afraid. Old buildings he has known to go down, old

streets are obliterated. It is a very terrible thing to be lonely when

old, and to feel everything passes, dies.... All I have loved is thrown

away, is of no use.... Everything old is in the way, and I am old....

The hawk-eyed commercial men go about so that the streets are filled

with them.... And all the sweet things that were said in Galilee seem

only a casual all-but-forgotten melody, and no revelation.... And then

comes a horrible memory of stark Ecclesiastes: "The dead know not

anything, neither have they any more a reward; for the memory of them is

forgotten. Also their love, and their hatred, and their envy, is now

perished; neither have they any more a portion for ever in any thing

that is done under the sun." And old men remember the sorrowful things

of their life, and how little happiness measured up to the misery and

toil of life, and they had hoped.... But there were the words of the

preacher: "Neither have they any more a reward".... And secretly and

quietly old men weep....

But to grow old with the mountains and the eternal sea, and to watch the

delicate bells of the heather, to know the quiet companionship of

dogs--there is a revelation in it. No, nothing dies. And the moon rises

and the mountains nod: Yes, I remember you when you were a schoolboy,

running to be on time. And the green waves make a pleasant laughter: We

are here. When you arise in the morning you may be certain we are here.

The friends of one's young days die, scatter, are lost. But the

mountains and the water are friends forever. One can speak to them. One

can speak to ancient trees. And the leaves rustle....

And Granya had sensed it.... He might have known she would. Conceal it

as he might try, a mysterious telepathy was between them.... She

knew....

It was she who had gone to the British embassy in Washington, telling

Shane nothing. He had heard of it afterward. She hadn't pleaded or given

any promises. She had just flared in to the startled envoy.

"I wish to go back to Ireland."

"Unfortunately, the privy council had the matter of Miss O'Malley--"

"I am not Miss O'Malley. I am Shane Campbell's wife."

"But you are a dangerous enemy to the empire!"

"Am I? I had forgotten completely about the empire."

"There was a little matter of a shipload of rifles--"

"And now it is a matter of a husband and two children."

"Sure, Miss O'Malley?"

"I am not Miss O'Malley. I am Shane Campbell's wife. And I'm absolutely

sure."

It had been so easy after all.

And now when it was true, it was hard to credit. Within two weeks the

ship would swing to port around Donegal, and they would enter the bay

they had entered seven years ago, seven years and a month ago, to be

exact. He wondered whether it would be a foggy morning, or a great

golden afternoon. It was a pity it had to be on board a steamship,

though. He would liefer have luffed in on board a boat of his own, a

great suit of snowy canvas drawing joyously the Irish wind.

§ 2

Upstairs he could hear and distinguish the feet in the nursery. There

was the patter of little Alan's feet, and the stumble of Robin Beg's.

There was the shuffle of the nurse-maid, and the firm light tread of

Granya. Soon she would come down, after the children were safely to bed,

and little Alan's prayers were heard. And they would go out to dinner in

New York for the last time. It was a little pang to leave New York....

Ah, but Antrim!

He picked up his paper and read while waiting.... It was queer how he

could hardly focus his attention on it, impatient for her as a schoolboy

for his first love.... Always when she entered a room came beauty....

Well, she would come.... The type took form beneath his eyes.... The

races at Sheepshead Bay: Tom Martin had captured the Twin City

Handicap.... In Ireland they would go to the Curragh and Baldoyle to

see the horses, and the Dublin horse-show, and the hunts on a frosty

morning.... What was this? Heavy bets laid that Cleveland would be next

President. The Irish wouldn't like that. They were all for Blaine. It

was only the other night that Mrs. Delia Parnell, Parnell's mother, had

attended the great Irish rally in the Academy of Music.... That was a

mistake, mixing up Irish politics with American statesmanship. There

would be folk to resent that, and rightly, too.... Too much talk of

dynamite, and that horrible thing in Phoenix Park.... What an

involved, emotional affair all this Irish matter was!... To understand

Ireland one must understand Irishmen, that either hatred or love rule

them.... Parnell, though, looked hopeful. No emotion, all brains and

will.... He could not be side-tracked by preferment, or religion, or

love for women. There was a man whose head was firm on his shoulders; he

would never be wrecked.... Ah, here was something Granya would be glad

to hear: Margaret Mather got a splendid reception in Pittsburg with her

_Lady Macbeth_.... Whew! Cholera at Naples. That was serious! Not an

over-clean people, the Italians.... Li Hung Chang degraded of his

titles. Who the blazes was Li Hung Chang anyway, and what titles did he

have?... And Major Kitchener disperses the Berber tribes.... How

unimportant! Ah, here was something. Great gambling reported on the

_City of Rome_. Ah, there was what he always contended, that steam would

ruin everything. The great sea a resort for gamblers! In the old days,

in sail, when a captain was a captain, he'd have had none of that on

board clean timbers.... He was a little afraid the world was going to

the dogs!

Och! Was that woman never coming down at all, at all?

He smiled to himself at how the Ulster speech came back to him at the

thought of Ulster.... He turned to the paper with an effort of will....

An Indian outbreak feared in western Montana.... Stanley going to

Egypt.... Policeman beaten up in Brooklyn; a tough place, Brooklyn!...

American schooner arrested by Russian corvette for selling rum to Bering

Strait natives: a very strict modern people, the Russians.... Picnics on

Staten Island blamed for ruin of young girls.... And Bismarck and the

pope still sparring. Did that poor German think he could ever get the

better of the subtle Romans ...? Och, what was keeping that woman?

The light had become so dim that he could hardly read. The tempo

without quickened. People were hurrying now, on their way to the

restaurants for the evening meal. From the restaurants to the theater.

Home to sleep. And a new day with the old work facing them. There was a

fascination, a hypnosis to New York. He felt a pang at leaving it. It

had been very friendly to him. And he would never see it again.... Ah,

but he would remember it!

§ 3

It came to him with a sense of revelation that all his life he had been

looking forward: always the new thing. And now he would be looking back.

Always before guessing. Looking back now, knowing, or not quite knowing,

but having before him material from which to draw wisdom, truth. All his

life it seemed he had been gathering something. Now was the time to sort

it, make it.... And then, what was he to do with whatever he had made?

Toward what end? The paper he had in his hands dropped to his knees. His

eyes fixed on the windows where the lights of the city began to shine,

saw a haze, saw nothing. His ears, listening to the _clop-clop-clop_ of

the hansoms, heard only rhythm, then a faint harmony, then nothing....

Himself, within him, seemed to see old scenes, to be in old scenes. The

little boy going down to the sea in ships, seeking an island he had seen

in a mirage ... a mood of wonder.... There were feet, there was the

world. Every tree was an emerald miracle, every house a mystery, all

people were riddles.... Come, little boy, come and look! The instinct of

the salmon for the sea. The river where he was spawned hurries to the

sea, and his instinct is to go with it, not against it.... It deepens

and broadens, and ahead is always a clearer pool, a more shadowy rock, a

softer water-fern. It is pleasant to swim under the sallow-branches, and

rapids whip.... And there is the lull of an estuary, and the

_chush-chush_ of little waves, and he is in the sea.... And now he must

lay his own course.... The lure of the river has brought him so far.

And Shane thought: I was born a salmon in a river. The stupid pretty

trout remained in the river, and the secretive eels.... And the perch

and the roach and the ponderous bream, and the pike that is long of

snout, they remained by the grassy waters.... But those that are born

salmon must go down to the sea....

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