CHAPTER XIV

The sky was like a great shallow basin turned over the plains. No tree

or rising ground broke the perfect circle of its fall over the earth;

only in the distance, on the edge of the bowl, a fringe of trees drew a

blurred line between earth and sky.

Potch and Sophie lay out on the plains, on their backs in the dried

herbage, watching the sunset--the play of light on the wide sweep of the

sky--silently, as if they were listening to great music.

They had been married some days before in Budda township, and were

living in Potch's hut.

Sophie and Potch had often wandered over the plains in the evening and

watched the sunset; but never before had they come to the sense of

understanding and completeness they attained this evening. The days had

been long and peaceful since they were living together, an anodyne to

Sophie, soothing all the restless turmoil of her soul and body. She had

ceased to desire happiness; she was grateful for this lull of all her

powers of sense and thought, and eager to love and to serve Potch as he

did her. She believed her life had found its haven; that if she kept in

tune with the fundamentals of love and service, she could maintain a

consciousness of peace and rightness with the world which would make

living something more than a weary longing for death.

All the days were holy days to Potch since Sophie and he had been

married. He looked at her as if she were Undine making toast and tea,

cooking, washing dishes, or sweeping and tidying up his hut. He followed

her every movement with a worshipful, reverent gaze.

Soon after Sophie's return, Potch had gone to live in the hut which he

and his father had occupied in the old days. He had put a veranda of

boughs to the front of it, and had washed the roof and walls with

carbide to lessen the heat in summer. He had turned out the rooms and

put up shelves, trying to furnish the place a little for Sophie; but she

had not wanted it altered at all. She had cleared the cupboard, put

clean paper on the shelves, and had arranged Potch's books on them

herself.

Sophie loved the austerity of her home when she went to live in it--its

earthen floor, bare walls, unvarnished furniture, the couch under the

window, the curtains of unbleached linen she had hemstitched herself,

the row of shining syrup-tins in which she kept tea, sugar, and coffee

on shelves near the fireplace, the big earthenware jar for flowers, and

a couple of jugs which Snow-Shoes had made for her and baked in an oven

of his own contrivance. She had a quiet satisfaction in doing all the

cleaning up and tidying to keep her house in the order she liked, so

that her eyes could rest on any part of it and take pleasure from the

sense of beauty in ordinary and commonplace things.

But the hut was small and its arrangements so simple that an hour or two

after Potch had gone to the mines Sophie went to the shed into which he

had moved her cutting-wheel, and busied herself facing and polishing the

stones which some of the men brought her as usual. She knew her work

pleased them. She was as skilful at showing a stone to all its advantage

as any cutter on the Ridge, and nothing delighted her more than when

Watty or George or one of the Crosses exclaimed with satisfaction at a

piece of work she had done.

In the afternoon sometimes she went down to the New Town to talk with

Maggie Grant, Mrs. Woods, or Martha. She was understudying Martha, too,

when anyone was sick in the town, and needed nursing or a helping hand.

Martha had her hands full when Mrs. Ted Cross's fourth baby was born.

There were five babies in the township at the time, and Sophie went to

Crosses' every morning to fix up the house and look after the children

and Mrs. Ted before Martha arrived. When Martha found the Crosses'

washing gaily flapping on the line one morning towards midday, she

protested in her own vigorous fashion.

"I ain't going to have you blackleggin' on me, Mrs. Heathfield," she

said. "And what's more, if I find you doin' it again, I'll tell Potch.

It's all right for me to be goin' round doing other people's odd jobs;

but I don't hold with you doin' 'em--so there! If folks wants babies,

well, it's their look-out--and mine. But I don't see what you've got to

do with it, coming round makin' your hands look anyhow."

"You just sit down, and I'll make you a cup of tea, Mother M'Cready,"

Sophie said by way of reply, and gently pushed Martha into the most

comfortable chair in the room. "You look done up ... and you're going on

to see Ella and Mrs. Inglewood, I suppose."

Martha nodded. She watched Sophie with troubled, loving eyes. She was

really very tired, and glad to be able to sit and rest for a moment. It

gave her a welling tenderness and gratitude to have Sophie concerned for

her tiredness, and fuss about her like this. Martha was so accustomed to

caring for everybody on the Ridge, and she was so strong, good-natured,

and vigorous, very few people thought of her ever being weary or

dispirited. But as she bustled into the kitchen, blocking out the light,

Sophie saw that Martha's fat, jolly face under the shadow of her

sun-hat, was not as happy-looking as usual. Sophie guessed the weariness

which had overtaken her, and that she was "poorly" or "out-of-sorts," as

Martha would have said herself, if she could have been made to admit

such a thing.

"It's all very well to give folks a helping hand," Martha continued,

"but I'm not going to have you doin' their washin' while I'm about."

Sophie put a cup of tea and slice of bread and syrup down beside her.

"There! You drink that cup of tea, and tell me what you think of it,"

she said.

"But, Sophie," Martha protested. "It's stone silly for you to be doing

things like Cross's washing. You're not strong enough, and I won't have

it."

"Won't you?"

Sophie put her arms around Martha's neck from behind her chair. She

pressed her face against the creases of Martha's sunburnt neck and

kissed it.

Martha gurgled happily under the pressure of Sophie's young arms, the

childish impulse of that hugging. She turned her face back and kissed

Sophie.

"Oh, my lamb! My dearie lamb!" she murmured.

She recognised Sophie's need for common and kindly service to the people

of the Ridge. She knew what that service had meant to her at one time,

and was willing to let Sophie share her ministry so long as her health

was equal to it.

Mrs. Watty, and the women who took their views from her, thought that

Sophie was giving herself a great deal of unnecessary and laborious work

as a sort of penance. They had withdrawn all countenance from her after

the disaster of the ball, although they regarded her marriage to Potch

as an endeavour to reinstate herself in their good graces. Mrs. Watty

had been scandalised by the dress she had worn at the ball, by the way

she had danced, and her behaviour generally. But Sophie was quite

unconcerned as to what Mrs. Watty and her friends thought: she did not

go out of her way either to avoid or placate them.

When she went to the Crosses' to take charge of the children and look

after the house while Mrs. Cross was ill, the gossips had exclaimed

together. And when it was known that Sophie had taken on herself odds

and ends of sewing for other women of the township who had large

families and rather more to do than they knew how to get through, they

declared that they did not know what to make of it, or of Sophie and her

moods and misdemeanours.

Potch heard of what Sophie was doing from the people she helped. When he

came home in the evening she was nearly always in the kitchen getting

tea for him; but if she was not, she came in soon after he got home, and

he knew that one of these little tasks she had undertaken for people in

the town had kept her longer than she expected. Usually he hung in the

doorway, waiting for her to come and meet him, to hold up her face to be

kissed, eyes sweet with affection and the tender familiarity of their

association. Those offered kisses of hers were the treasure of these

dream-like days to Potch.

He had always loved Sophie. He had thought that his love had reached the

limit of loving a long time before, but since they had been married and

were living, day after day, together, he had become no more than a

loving of her. He went about his work as usual, performed all the other

functions of his life mechanically, scrupulously, but it was always with

a subconscious knowledge of Sophie and of their life together.

"You're tired," he said one night when Sophie lifted her face to his,

his eyes strained on her with infinite concern.

"Dear Potch," she said; and she had put back the hair from his forehead

with a gesture tender and pitiful.

Her glance and gesture were always tender and pitiful. Potch realised

it. He knew that he worshipped and she accepted his worship. He was

content--not quite content, perhaps--but he assured himself it was

enough for him that it should be so.

He had never taken Sophie in his arms without an overwhelming sense of

reverence and worship. There was no passionate need, no spontaneity, no

leaping flame in the caresses she had given him, in that kiss of the

evening, and the slight, girlish gestures of affection and tenderness

she gave as she passed him at meals, or when they were reading or

walking together.

As they lay on the plains this evening they had been thinking of their

life together. They had talked of it in low, brooding murmurs. The

immensity of the silence soaked into them. They had taken into

themselves the faint, musky fragrance of the withered herbage and the

paper daisies. They had gazed among the stars for hours. When it was

time to go home, Sophie sat up.

"I love to lie against the earth like this," she said.

"We seem to get back to the beginning of things. You and I are no more

than specks of dust on the plains ... under the skies, Potch ... and yet

the whole world is within us...."

"Yes," Potch said, and the silence streamed between them again.

"I'll never forget," Sophie continued dreamily, "hearing a negro talk

once about what they call 'the negro problem' in America. He was an

ordinary thick-set, curly-haired, coarse-featured negro to look

at--Booker Washington--but he talked some of the clearest, straightest

stuff I've ever heard.

"One thing he said has always stayed in my mind: 'Keep close to the

earth.' It was not good, he said, to walk on asphalted paths too

long.... He was describing what Western civilisation had done for the

negroes--a primitive people.... Anyone could see how they had

degenerated under it. And it's always seemed to me that what was true

for the negroes ... is true for us, too.... It's good to keep close to

the earth."

"Keep close to the earth?" Potch mused.

"In tune with the fundamentals, all the great things of loving and

working--our eyes on the stars."

"The stars?"

"The objects of our faith and service."

They were silent again for a while. Then Sophie said:

"You ..." she hesitated, remembering what she had told John

Armitage--"you and I would fight for the Ridge principle, even if all

the others accepted Mr. Armitage's offer, wouldn't we, Potch?"

"Of course," Potch said.

"And Michael?"

"Michael?" His eyes questioned her in the dim light because of the

hesitation in her question. "Why do you say that? Michael would be the

last man on earth to have anything to do with Armitage's scheme."

"He comes back to put the proposition to the men definitely in a few

days, doesn't he?" Sophie asked.

"Yes," Potch said.

"Have you talked to Michael about it?"

"To tell you the truth, Sophie," Potch replied slowly,

conscience-stricken that he had given the subject so little

consideration, "I took it for granted there could only be one answer to

the whole thing.... I haven't thought of it. I've only thought of you

the last week or so. I haven't talked to Michael; I haven't even heard

what the men were saying at midday.... But, of course, there's only one

answer."

"I've tried to talk to Michael, but he won't discuss it with me," Sophie

said.

Potch stared at her.

"You don't mean," he said--"you can't think--"

"Oh," she cried, with a gesture of desperation, "I know John Armitage is

holding something over Michael ... and if it's true what he says, it'll

break Michael, and it'll go very badly against the Ridge."

"You can't tell me what it is?"

Sophie shook her head.

Potch got up; his face settled into grave and fighting lines. Sophie,

too, rose from the ground. They went towards the track where the three

huts stood facing the scattered dumps of the old Flash-in-the-Pan rush.

"I want to see Michael," Potch said, when they approached the huts.

"I'll be in, in a couple of minutes."

Sophie went on to their own home, and Potch, swerving from her, walked

across to the back door of Michael's hut.

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